Undefeated in the East join hands for a lifetime

When I was young, I was not sensible.High-spirited, reckless and casual, everything follows his temper.

At that time, I loved music very much, and playing the piano has always been my favorite.When I have nothing to do, I always play the piano in the pavilion. At that time, people in the church come to hear the sound, sitting together in twos and threes, chatting and laughing, drinking and joking, and competing in martial arts, which is very lively.

It's just that the leader can't often find out at this time.

Oh, by the way, the leader at that time was still doing his own thing. He had a weird personality, a cruel and cruel temperament, and even killed people in the church at will.

Mission not completed?Action failed?Thoughtless? ——Then apologize with death.

The leader at that time was like a demon, as long as someone made a mistake, he would be punished with death.It made everyone in the church feel insecure.Every time I do a task, I feel like walking on thin ice, thinking about whether I have not handled it well enough or done it perfectly.

So much so that I had to oppress my casual personality, and became quite well-behaved, and I haven't touched a musical instrument for a long time.

Everyone in the church complained and kept their tails between their legs.Here, Dongfang Xu's life is the most difficult. Anyone can see that the leader is wary of him.Always picky about everything.

It's so nitpicking, even I can't stand it.I don't know how Ren Woxing became such a small belly. Could it be that people will become like this after sitting on the highest position and possessing supreme power?

Then I'll just do nothing for the rest of my life, playing the piano is better than anything else.

But I can't play the piano, I can't play the music, and I have to be careful everywhere. So, in the days of infinite oppression, I started to entertain myself, counting my thumbs and calculating when Dongfang Xu will be completely obliterated by the leader with what excuse .

But he didn't expect that, after calculations and calculations, at the end it was the leader who went mad and died in front of Dongfang Xu.After years of oppression, at the end, the entire teaching staff finally realized that Ren Woxing's character was cruel and bloodthirsty, and he turned out to be obsessed with practicing kung fu.

And I had calculated everything, but I never expected that Dongfang Xu not only failed to hang up, but also became the leader and changed his name to Dongfang Bubai.

In fact, thinking about it now, I feel that the Eastern Hierarch can sit on the position of Hierarch, it is indeed the general trend.For where there is oppression, there is resistance.

Instead of dying in silence, explode in silence.

What's more, no matter how strong you are, you have to work hard in your own house like walking on thin ice.

After Dongfang Hierarch took office, the sect suddenly relaxed, and I also became an elder in a daze. My temper was oppressed for too long. As soon as I was liberated, I simply went down the mountain to enjoy myself.

Wandering around, stopping at will, once my temper comes up, I don't care about it, I don't care about the violin anytime and anywhere.

This time, he met him.

I remember that at that time, the wind was sunny and the birds were singing and the flowers were fragrant. I was sitting under the willows by the river, and I was playing with my heart.

After the song was over, I turned my head away, and saw him standing on the embankment in green, with a smile on his face, and bowed to himself, "I'm Liu Zhengfeng. Staying in the Yin Xiao ensemble, if you disturb Xiongtai, don't blame me."

"It's a great pleasure to meet someone who understands music, in Xiaquyang."

He was young at that time, and I was not yet old, playing the piano and flute every day, playing together for several days, and cherishing each other.

Thinking about it now, I'm afraid that he fell in love with him at that time.Before leaving, the way he turned his head three times at a step, it seemed that he was not alone in his unrequited love.

It's just that the fault is that I'm all about having fun, and my heart can't be settled, but he is still young.

When we really separated, we searched for the music score everywhere, even if we put all our attention on the music, we always felt that there was one person missing. No matter how we lived, we always felt different.

Loneliness hit me, and I hesitated for a long time. Holding the "Guangling San" I just found, I wanted to find him.At this time, the news of his great joy spread from the world.

His heart suddenly ached, as if struck by lightning, he looked at the dilapidated "Guangling San" and laughed silently, and wanted to use this as an excuse to meet him, but he could never go back to the past.

I don't know how miserable the smile on my face is. Without my last hope, I become completely crazy and casual, but there is always a period of time every year, and I will quietly look at him a few times.

He never knew.

With a wife and children, there is a responsibility, and there is no turning back.

But how I wish that time can turn back. If I can start again, I will definitely go up and hold his hand firmly when he leaves, when he turns around, no matter how he struggles, I will not let him go.

I started to regret and blame myself.Countless nights of drinking like crazy.I want to see him, I want to talk to him, I want to keep him by my side for the rest of my life.

However, I just missed it.

I missed the best time, so I spent the rest of my life waiting to suffer.

I told myself that he had a wife and children, I told myself that I had Qu Feiyan, I told myself that he was right and I was evil, there was no balance between good and evil, I told myself that we are all men, and the world does not tolerate it.I gave examples one by one to prove how unsuitable we are, but I just couldn't help thinking and reading.

Sure enough, where there is oppression, there is resistance.The mind does not follow its own thoughts at all.

I started drinking every night to get rid of my worries.

Looking back now, I realize how torturous that period was, and I don’t want to experience it again in this life.

When I was following him secretly once, I was accidentally discovered by him, and I looked around in fear, but I didn't dare to meet his eyes.

It seemed like a long time had passed, but he didn't hear a single sound, and looked over anxiously, only to see him smiling all over his face as if seeing him for the first time, and calling softly, "Brother Qu."

In an instant, my heart skipped a beat.

Fortunately, I am lucky, God gave me another chance.

And this time, I didn't miss it.

We started to meet, started to play the piano and played music, talked and laughed happily, like a confidant.

——It is indeed a bosom friend.

No one pierced the layer of paper sandwiched in the middle.

Being able to be by his side, being able to chat with him occasionally.

I thought that would be enough.

But obviously, I overestimated myself, or rather, I overestimated my feelings for him.

I can meet him every now and then, and I can come over to study the music score with him, but this is not enough. I think I can see him all the time, and I can't leave my sight all the time.

I looked for him more frequently, and after the time I spent looking for him was shortened repeatedly, he seemed to have realized something.I know he loves me too.

Missed the youth, he still remembers me.This time, I still have no unrequited love.

The sudden reversal of things was when the song "Swordsman" was successfully written, with high passion and gentle turns, it was so perfect and exciting.We who love rhonds are naturally excited and forget about it, so when I was excited and happy, I hugged him with both hands without waiting for the brain to direct.

Then, both fell silent.

My heart is pounding like a child who has done something wrong.But I was reluctant to let go. This time, I obeyed my heart, hugged him tightly, and waited for him to push me away.

I said that if there is another chance, I will hold him firmly, no matter how much he resists, I will not let him go.This time, I did it.

Facts have proved that in the face of uncertain things, half of the success is achieved if you take the first step, otherwise, if you are timid and do not take action, you will never know the end.

To paraphrase a common saying, that is to say, if you die, you must die clearly.

I'm glad I was brave once in a while, because the result of waiting was that he didn't push away.

I took a brave step, and in the end, the two of us were together like this.

My life began a huge turning point. I was in the dark, and the days of not seeing the sun finally went away. I endured it for half my life, and finally expressed the feelings in my heart.

Apart from this incident, the second thing I'm most grateful for is that Dongfang Xu replaced Ren Woxing as the leader, because if Ren Woxing continued to be in power, everyone can think about how many hardships and hardships Liu Zhengfeng and I will go through in the future. hardships?It can be written as a history of suffering and growth that inspires love! ! !

It is precisely because of the acquiescence of the Eastern Hierarch that I was able to get together with Liu Zhengfeng as I wished.Everyone in the Jianghu thought that we were dead, and his wife was taken care of carefully. As for his child, Jing'er needless to say, a well-behaved girl, and what's more rare, she is very sensible.What?You said there is Liu Qin?Hey, he's been hanging around my house lately, so why bother with it!

Speaking of which, it seems to be over.

I just want to tell you that if you have someone you like by your side, don't wait.Opportunities come and go, and you won't wait in place all the time.

If you can hold on to those around you, don't let go easily.

If you can join hands for a lifetime, don't separate easily.

And I also want to ask you to be a witness, for the rest of my life, I will be with Zhengfeng, never leave, never leave, life or death.

This time, none of us will let go.