Path of Rebirth

Chapter 3

He Jiaming didn't know how long he slept. He knew in his heart that he had been brought back to his room.Because of the familiar feeling around him, he knew he was in his room even if he didn't open his eyes.He felt that he had no energy in his whole body, and his body was a little uncomfortable. He Jiaming knew that it might be because he was hungry.He remembered that he didn't seem to have eaten anything all day. In the morning, his son left breakfast for him. He remembered that he seemed to be unable to eat after eating a little. After the whole day, he drank the half bowl of porridge in the morning. But now he has the same loss of appetite.

"Dad, I really want to grow up. As long as I grow up, no one can bully you. There are so many people at home today, and those aunts even went to work in the garden, but none of them woke up Dad and sent him back. room, let Dad sleep on the grass for so long, Dad’s clothes have become damp and now he has a fever..."

It turned out that I had a fever, no wonder I felt dizzy and uncomfortable.He Jiaming didn't actually fall asleep, he was just too lazy to open his eyes, he slowly opened them after hearing what his son said.What his son was worried about made him blame himself, but his own random thought made his son worry about himself. If he didn't go to the grass in the backyard today, he wouldn't fall asleep there, wouldn't have a fever, and his son wouldn't will worry about myself.

"Yangyang, school is over." When He Jiaming faced his son, he basically tried to keep a smile on his face, and this time it was the same, even with the hoarse words coming out of his mouth, there was still a smile on his face.

"Dad, I have a final exam tomorrow, get well soon, we will go on a trip when you are well."

"Yangyang, I..." But Dad can't accompany you...

"Dad, he has already agreed. I have already told him that we will go to Yuncheng, which is not far from home. We will come back after a week."

"What, your father agreed?"

"Dad, why are you so surprised? Didn't you tell me that he would definitely agree?"

He Jiaming didn't know how Luo Junfeng would suddenly agree to take Yangyang out, but seeing his son's look of taking it for granted, he didn't want to say more.Anyway, it’s good for them to go out, so he calmed down and said: "Dad is not surprised, but I didn’t expect Yang Yang to figure out where to go so quickly. Originally, Dad wanted to go to a farther place because of Yang Yang." , I didn’t expect that the place Yangyang wanted to go to was Yuncheng, which is your grandma’s hometown...” Yes, Yuncheng is my mother’s hometown, and my mother lived in that small town before she came to Haishi to go to school.

Speaking of which, Yuncheng is not too close to Haishi. It takes more than two hours by plane, and two days and two nights by train. However, compared to the place in He Jiaming's heart before, Yuncheng is closer. a lot.He Jiaming knew that his son liked Turkey very much since he was a child. The reason seemed to be because of a fairy tale he told him when he was young. Both of them have forgotten what kind of fairy tale it was, but they wanted to go to Turkey at that time. Turkey's wish has been kept until now.

"Father, you have a fever. When you wake up, eat your dinner quickly, and take your medicine after dinner."

"it is good."

Because the next day is the day of his son's final exam, before going to bed, He Jiaming reminded himself that he must wake up early tomorrow morning. He even set three alarms before he could sleep at ease, but the three alarms finally failed. It didn't work, because He Jiaming hardly slept soundly throughout the night.As soon as he closes his eyes, he will have all kinds of messy dreams, saying that he is a dream but he feels that he is conscious but awake, and in the end he can't tell whether he is asleep or awake. So he simply got up and kept swaying in the room, just swaying all night.

When the sky started to brighten, He Jiaming left the room and went to the kitchen.He Jiaming looked at the things in the kitchen, a little at a loss, he hadn't been in the kitchen for a long time, he almost forgot it was two years, three years?Or for a longer period of time, he only remembered that his son, who had been taken care of by him, began to take care of him. He used to bring food to his son's room. All his meals are taken care of by his son.

Opening the door of the refrigerator, there were a lot of ingredients in it, but He Jiaming was at a loss as to what to do for a while.Looking at the ingredients in front of him, he has no idea which ones his son likes to eat and which ones his son doesn't like.After staring at the things in the refrigerator for a few minutes, He Jiaming decided to show his son two eggs, toast two slices of toast and warm a glass of milk. Most people can accept these things, and even if they don't like them, they probably won't hate them too much.

With a decision in his mind, He Jiaming began to take out the ingredients from the refrigerator, but his movements couldn't be quicker. When he was frying the eggs, he suddenly didn't know how cooked the eggs should be. He smelled a burnt smell...the eggs had become blackened.While he was baking the toast, the machine didn't respond, so he had no choice but to boil the milk first. In the end, He Jiaming looked at the breakfast he made and wanted to throw it all into the trash!

Scorched eggs, toast straight out of the package, and half a cup of milk left, is this the kind of breakfast he prepared for his son?He Jiaming suddenly felt very depressed. He felt that he seemed to be a burden to his son now. If he didn't have his son, he would probably worry a lot less every day, right? He didn't have to worry about whether he was eating or getting sick, and he didn't have to worry about Lin Mu coming back. Sarcasm of sarcastic remarks about oneself.

"Actually, it doesn't matter if I die right now." The more He Jiaming thought about it, the more he felt that his life was useless. Apart from dragging down his son, he really seemed to have no use.His son is already 12 years old, and he will grow up in a few years, and he is already very sensible now, even without himself, he can take good care of himself, let alone his father.The only person Luo Junfeng hated was himself, if he died, he would treat his son well.He Jiaming also knew that if he passed away, it would be inevitable for his son to be sad.However, people in this world will feel sad when the people close to them leave, but this kind of emotion has a time limit after all, and no one will be sad for anyone for a lifetime. One day, his son will be able to walk He left the shadows, bid farewell to the sad emotions and lived his life lightly.

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