Path of Rebirth

Chapter 44

Luo Junfeng's ugly face lasted until the evening after the two of them had dinner, and there was still no sign of improvement. At this time, He Jiaming couldn't pretend to be invisible. Is there any conflict between him and Luo Junfeng, even if he doesn't want it anymore? To care about Luo Junfeng's mood, due to his current status, he had no choice but to ask.

"Um... is there something you're unhappy about?"

"You come with me."

"Oh." Going to the study again, is there anything else?He Jiaming failed to get an answer from Luo Junfeng, but was called by Luo Junfeng to Luo Junfeng's study, which he seldom set foot in.

Luo Junfeng's study room is not much different from ordinary study rooms, the only difference is that there is a soft couch against the wall inside, which looks like a child's, because he looked at Luo Junfeng's body shape, no matter what No matter how you look at it, you don't think it would be comfortable to sleep on it with Luo Junfeng's body size.He was also curious before, how could there be that small soft couch in the study, but he never asked Luo Junfeng, now he is still curious, but there is no need to know.

"I think we should talk about our marriage." After Luo Junfeng entered the study, he didn't make any unnecessary movements. He just sat in his usual office, and then motioned He Jiaming to sit opposite him, and the two sat down Afterwards, Luo Junfeng's first sentence immediately lifted He Jiaming's spirits.

"What do you mean?" He Jiaming still remembered that before he accidentally learned that Luo Junfeng seemed to have someone he liked. Although he was sad at that time, he didn't give up immediately. He also did many things to please Luo Junfeng. During that time Luo Junfeng was also very nice to him. Originally, he thought that the relationship between them would gradually get better and better, but the sudden appearance of Lin Mu made He Jiaming completely disappointed in Luo Junfeng.

He didn't care if Luo Junfeng liked someone, after all, Luo Junfeng couldn't have experienced feelings before him, besides, they didn't get married because of how much they loved each other, but because they were suitable marriage partners.But what happened to Lin Mu?He was powerless to change what happened before getting married, but he couldn't bear to encounter such a thing after getting married, so at that time he never did anything to try to change the relationship between the two, but directly brought out the relationship between him and Luo Junfeng. room, and since then the relationship between the two has slowly dropped to a freezing point, and if it is not necessary, they will hardly say a word to each other.

Now that Luo Junfeng's sudden words made He Jiaming suddenly frightened, could it be that the relationship between the two of them was still unable to move forward, which disappointed Luo Junfeng, so he chose to end the relationship with him early?What went wrong?Was it because he was too disappointed in himself that he wanted to get back his previous relationship, or...it was impossible for Lin Mu to show up so early!

"Luo Junfeng, what do you mean?" In fact, He Jiaming also knew that he was a little indifferent towards Luo Junfeng. Although he himself tried his best to learn from his previous life and get along with Luo Junfeng in a normal way, occasionally he would do something to make Luo Jun Summit is happy, but he still can't muster up the courage, and he just tells himself in his heart that he doesn't need to do so many useless things, just count the time slowly and live. By next year, everything will be fine, but Now, looking at Luo Junfeng's appearance, what kind of accident happened?

Although He Jiaming's obviously flustered eyes made Luo Junfeng feel better, but he still wanted to say what he was going to say. He Jiaming's capricious behavior made him really unable to understand He Jiaming. He didn't want to let this This vague relationship has been maintained.

"You treat me...you don't like me." If it wasn't for that computer desktop, Luo Junfeng believed that he would never have said such words to He Jiaming anyway. The child who resembled him so much was handed by He Jiaming himself It was drawn in a single stroke. Although He Jiaming has no feelings for him, He Jiaming really wants to live with him after all, otherwise why would he expect a child between them, so Luo Junfeng decided to give them a continuation or simply separate. Opportunity, if He Jiaming gives the answer he wants, then they will really be a family from now on.

Aren't you the same yourself, don't you like me?In this case, why talk about the so-called liking?He Jiaming really wanted to say these words to Luo Junfeng loudly, but he didn't dare. Now this scene was beyond his expectation. He didn't know why Luo Junfeng suddenly mentioned this matter that he never cared about, but he But know his answer is very important.

"Luo Junfeng, why do you ask that? Do...do you want...a divorce?" Ever since He Jiaming was reborn, He Jiaming had never been so nervous as he was at this moment. He was afraid of hearing the answer 'yes' from Luo Junfeng. , Isn't he going on the path of the previous life again just for his children?But now that the child has no shadow yet, Luo Junfeng already has the idea of ​​divorcing him, how can this be possible!Absolutely not!

Before he knew it, He Jiaming himself didn't realize that his eyes were red, his fists were clenched tightly, and his body was trembling a little. He didn't notice his physical reaction, but when Luo Junfeng saw these things, he was surprised and happy up.

Getting up and going to He Jiaming's side, Luo Junfeng squatted beside He Jiaming, looked up at He Jiaming whose reaction really surprised him, and said slowly: "Why do you think so? Ever since I chose to marry you, I never thought that there would be Divorce, but I want to know what the people I live with think of me."

"He Jiaming, what's wrong with you, why don't you talk? As long as you want, as long as you don't hate me, we can live a good life."

What he said made Luo Junfeng himself a little uncomfortable. He was really not good at dealing with such scenes, and he would never say such words that were similar to proving the other party's feelings for him. He just looked at them too much. Uneasy and even hesitant, He Jiaming said those words unconsciously.

Luo Junfeng's words may seem consoling to him, but to He Jiaming's ears, they sound more like irony. Regarding Luo Junfeng's words, the first reaction in his mind is, "It's all a lie, it's all a lie, he Don't you want to drink Luo Junfeng to live a good life in your previous life?Didn't he have any affection for Luo Junfeng?Also, if you don't want a divorce, why would you treat yourself like that? Since you're divorced, why do you want Lin Mu to come in? '"I don't believe it! I don't believe it!"

Even though he knew it was wrong, He Jiaming couldn't control himself. He got up and pushed Luo Junfeng away, and then fled out habitually. When he went out, he went directly to the room he lived in in his previous life. When the room was closed, He Jiaming Only a little sober, what did he just do.

"What am I doing? That person just now was not me, not me..." At this time, He Jiaming was not only afraid of Luo Junfeng's abnormality, but also he who always thought he had got rid of the emotional shackles of his previous life. Will be confused by Luo Junfeng's words, looking at the familiar yet unfamiliar room in front of him, he stroked the chair wall of the room naturally, this is the place where he has lived for nearly ten years, in this place, he exhausted all his love The feelings of people around me have exhausted my hope for life and my own life.

When He Jiaming lay down on the big bed where he slept with his child, and remembered those days when he and his son were dependent on each other, he regretted the behavior just now even more, but even though he knew that he shouldn't have just done it, he didn't know what Luo Junfeng was thinking, but However, He Jiaming didn't dare to explain to Luo Junfeng immediately, and temporarily avoided the things that he had to face.

He Jiaming habitually huddled in his own world. What Luo Junfeng saw when he entered the room was the slightly lonely figure with his body curled up. He Jiaming, who was lying on his side on the bed, didn't know that Luo Junfeng had already entered the room and was standing beside him. behind.

Regarding He Jiaming's reaction just now, Luo Junfeng was completely confused. In his opinion, He Jiaming's reaction was too much, and it was also very strange. He couldn't figure it out anyway. He Jiaming, who usually treats things indifferently, treated himself today How could there be such a big reaction.

"He Jiaming, Jiaming..." The moment he stretched out his hand, Luo Junfeng thought of what He Jiaming had just asked him. He Jiaming asked him if he wanted a divorce?Could it be that his own words made him misunderstand something?Thinking of how the two of them got along normally, Luo Junfeng thought that what he said suddenly today, maybe the question he asked was too abrupt, which made He Jiaming think of something.

"What are you thinking? I just want to ask you what kind of views and feelings you have for me. You are just living with me, and there is no other meaning." Facing the unresponsive person, Luo Junfeng had no choice but to go up Getting out of bed, hugging the person who had buried his head in his arms, he spoke softly.

"I'm sorry." In fact, He Jiaming regretted it a long time ago. He regretted that he was too useless. After being reborn for so long, he still hadn't learned to control his emotions thoroughly. Everything today made him afraid and also annoyed, not only annoyed himself but also Annoy the people around you, well, why do you suddenly say something inexplicable.

Now that He Jiaming opened his mouth, I believe he wants to have a good talk, so Luo Junfeng made the next move. He turned He Jiaming's body around, facing himself and asked, "Tell me, what are you thinking?"

"I... I know I'm not good. I've been married for so long and I've never done anything to make you happy. You don't like me in the first place. It's only natural that you don't want to continue living with me now. This Once we went to Yuncheng, you were even more disappointed in me, you suddenly said to me like that, all I can think of is that you don't want to try with me anymore, you want...a divorce." Although He Jiaming knew what he said , is actually just an excuse to cover up his abnormal behavior, but he has to admit that perhaps Luo Junfeng really has that kind of thought.

"In your opinion, is our marriage just a trial? He Jiaming, as I said before, since I married you, I have never thought about divorcing you. I just want to live a good life with you. Don't think so It's useless, we won't be separated." Maybe it's confirmed.Although He Jiaming's behavior today was abnormal, Luo Junfeng was very satisfied. In his opinion, this was the way He Jiaming cared about him.

"He Jiaming, you are willing to live with me, right?" This time Luo Junfeng did not have any doubts, because he had already confirmed He Jiaming's answer.

"En." What can He Jiaming say, everything today has made him panic, and now he doesn't dare to do anything against Luo Junfeng.

"You are also willing to have a child of ours, aren't you?" Thinking of the child who was too similar to him, Luo Junfeng was sure of this without a doubt, and He Jiaming was absolutely willing.

He Jiaming's answer naturally satisfied Luo Junfeng. Seeing He Jiaming nodded his head slightly, and then made a somewhat uncomfortable face, Luo Junfeng had an obvious smile for the first time.

Afterwards, everything seemed to be smooth and smooth, slowly clinging to the body, and doing more intimate things besides hugging naturally, He Jiaming reached out and hugged Luo Junfeng's waist, the first time he took the initiative to accept that person's hug, just a kiss During the interval, He Jiaming didn't know if his eyes were dazzled, he thought he just saw Luo Junfeng smile.

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