Gu Ge, your baidu is gone

Gu Ge was looking for inspiration for his own song, and he gave up after hitting a few fragmentary notes.

I feel a little confused.

He never escaped from Bai Du's weight in his heart, but that didn't mean he had to be with him.Gu Ge seldom has desires, and there are few things worth caring about.

Bai Du was his first thought that he longed for but eventually died.

Gu Ge couldn't accept Bai Du's insult, and couldn't accept his slander of his feelings.Gu Ge felt that broken things could be glued together, and he didn't mind spending all the rest of his time repairing the gaps, as long as Bai Du was still there.

But if they are not in one piece, there is no need to force them to bond, and it will be just right if they break.Sooner or later it has to be torn apart, so as not to cause more pain.

After Bai Du slammed the door and left, Gu Ge waited from dark to dawn, thought about it all night, and finally decided to leave.

Gu Ge walked away so quietly that when Bai Du returned home and hesitated at the door of the room, he didn't know that there was no one in the room.

He didn't even have time to say the apology he had finally organized.

Bai Du was angry at first, although he had lost his temper with him countless times, but every time he was the first to show his favor, the hug was what he brazenly begged from his friends in order not to make him angry, even if he didn't like dogs.

Not this time either.

He wants to leave, even if he comes back to beg him, he won't want him anymore.

But it was my fault.Then as long as he comes back, he will barely care about him.Let him sleep in the bathtub!

Bai Du waited for three months, from deliberately staying in the company and not going home, to not wanting to leave the place where Gu Ge used to be.He gradually panicked.He began to sleep badly all night, and he always jumped out of bed suddenly to open the door, thinking he heard the sound of Gu Ge taking out the key.

He seemed to understand that he might have touched Gu Ge's bottom line, and Gu Ge really didn't want him anymore.

He started looking for him frantically, dialing his number over and over again, looking for traces of his online presence every day.He even used all kinds of connections to find some clues about him, and ran all over the places where he might appear, big and small.

But the number became an empty number, and no one could see what he was looking for.Gu Ge left, just like his breath gradually began to disappear from the house.

Day after day, every day is a disappointment.

Gu Ge walked too decisively, as if he had evaporated.

So Gu Ge's second strong thought was that he didn't want to have anything to do with Bai Du anymore.

He didn't have much dissatisfaction or hatred towards Bai Du.He just felt that he didn't want to live with him anymore, so he might as well go completely.Gu Ge's nature is cold and cold. He has given gentleness to someone, but now he takes it back cleanly.

Maybe his heart can't keep up with his actions, but Gu Ge doesn't mind, he thinks it will be a matter of time.

It was not his original intention to return to this city. He was entrusted by others, so he came to repay the favor.

Besides, it had been nearly three years, and he felt that forgetting each other was enough.

The old site on the outskirts of the city was a place he used to frequent.

At that time, Bai Du was very busy with work, and his meticulous appearance in suit and tie did not go well with him there.He asked to go with him once, but Bai Du refused, and Gu Ge never mentioned it again.

The city is not too big, so you will meet sooner or later.

Just didn't expect it to be there.

……

Gu Ge subconsciously tapped the white keys a few times, unable to explain how he felt.