Gu Ge, your baidu is gone

When Gu Ge returned home, it was already dark for a long time.

Bai Du squatted at the door with a suitcase beside him. The first time he saw Gu Ge, he stubbed out the cigarette in his hand.

Gu Ge looked at the cigarette butts on the floor and asked, "How long have you been here?"

Bai Du coughed and answered him, "Not too long." He shook the bag in his hand awkwardly, "I wanted to make you dinner, but I didn't expect you to be away."

Gu Ge didn't even open the door, so he leaned against the door, motioned for the suitcase with his chin, and waited for his next words.

Bai Du thought of expressing it in many ways, but now he can't remember them all.He lowered his head, his voice was a little muffled, and he called out "Gu Ge".

Bai Du muttered for a long time before he could speak, "I want to be with you." He stood there with his head bowed, like a student accepting punishment.

Gu Ge looked at him for a while, then told him calmly: "I'm not short of money, and I don't need you."

Bai Du raised his head in panic, seeing Gu Ge's indifferent expression, his prepared emotions suddenly collapsed.

He couldn't find the composure he should have at all, he spoke incoherently in front of Gu Ge, "No, you weren't...I didn't..."

Bai Du's lips kept opening and closing, he thought he was ready to explain, he thought he would be calm when faced with questioning.

But he failed, and his voice was still choked up and awkward.

"I didn't do it on purpose. I, I always wanted to... apologize. But... you left without saying a word. I thought you just..." Bai Du resisted, trying to make his voice normal, but Failed.

"I couldn't find you no matter how I looked. Gu Ge...I'm sorry, you were always by my side at that time, I couldn't recognize myself, and how important you were to me." Bai Du begged softly, "Can you come back? Well, it's okay to let me stay by your side, you don't know how scared I am when I'm alone. "

Gu Ge was silent and did not speak.

Bai Du remembered that Gu Ge said that he was good-looking, with slightly protruding browbones and deep eyes, and any smile would be affectionate.But he knew that in terms of appearance, he was inferior to Gu Ge.

Not to mention the current appearance, the tears and unshaven hair have never been so embarrassing, it must be ugly.

But Bai Du didn't care about this, he was waiting for Gu Ge's answer, he didn't think it through carefully, he knew that such a request must be very inappropriate.It's just that when he opened the empty refrigerator at home and saw the only noodles, he remembered that Gu Ge had cooked noodles for dinner when he came back, but he didn't.

Bai Du suddenly felt more uncomfortable than any other moment, he impulsively packed his luggage and ran over, he wanted to tell Gu Ge that he was back, and never miss every dinner with him again.But Gu Ge no longer waited for him.

Bai Du knew that there was little hope, and he also wanted Gu Ge to beat him up, just like last time.

But Gu Ge didn't speak.

The voice-activated lights in the corridor went out.

Bai Du raised his head, his eyes were completely dark, just like every time he woke up from Gu Ge's dream.

He stepped forward and grabbed Gu Ge's hand.

It seems to be relieved, and it seems to be sighing.

Gu Ge is not used to such a white governor, in fact, ever since he saw him again, Gu Ge felt that he was very strange.He seemed to talk a lot, but said very little.He used to not keep his words in his heart, and what he said often hurt people.

Gu Ge doesn't understand love, even more so than Bai Du.But he knew that he cared about the other party earlier than Bai Du.

"What about hugs?"

When the light came on, Bai Du shook Gu Ge's hand.

"I entrusted a friend to take care of it." "Just, only this time!"

Gu Ge pulled his hand away, and Bai Du's heart sank.

"I met with You Ku's manager today."

Bai Du didn't expect him to mention this suddenly, his face froze, but he wanted to hide his guilt.

"Don't believe him, I have nothing to do with him, I..." Bai Du really wanted to bite off his tongue.

Gu Ge glanced at him, opened the door, and left Bai Du outside the door alone.

Bai Du stood for a while, then sat down slowly on the ground, not caring about the scattered cigarette butts on the ground.

He rested his head on the suitcase, his breath trembling from time to time.This is also the expected result, and it will be fine in the future.He comforted himself over and over again.

But his heart still hurts, Bai Du slowly touched his heart with his fingers through his clothes, as if he could still touch Gu Ge's smile and tenderness.

Gu Ge can be seen as long as the door is opened.On the other side of the door is the lover who once smiled at the corners of his lips.

But now he is not even qualified to have a key to open the door.

Bai Du couldn't control the expression on his face, so he buried his head deeply in his palm again.

Bai Du seldom shed tears, and he was even less willing to cry in front of Gu Ge.He thought of the choked up funny voice in front of Gu Ge just now.What a shame.

But he didn't want to leave.

The door was opened again.Gu Ge's voice came from above, "Have you cleared away the smell of smoke?"

Bai Du raised his head in surprise.

"Come in when you're done."