After the rebirth of the cannon fodder
Chapter 10 Resentment
Chu Zhaolin's question left me speechless, even though in fact, the last thing he should doubt in this world is my sincerity.
Except for those days when he first came, I was more casual and perfunctory, and in the following years, I never treated him with sincerity.
At the end of the day, I am a committed and emotional person.Since you said cover, then really cover; since you call me a big brother, then you will be a big brother for the rest of your life, and whoever wants to touch the two of them must first ask me if I agree. ——Of course, now it's the next life, so that's another matter.
But I'm still speechless.Because it was this sincerity that made me feel ashamed of him.
I still remember that after the Taohualin incident, Qing Mohe followed me and came to trouble me from time to time.Although he was still sealed at that time, and his strength was just enough to build a foundation, Chu Zhaolin was still very vigilant, holding the wooden sword silently, standing in the corridor for an entire afternoon, seeing Qing Mo River trails are cut.
His hostility towards Qing Mohe was literally written on his face.At that time, I thought it was because Qing Mohe almost swallowed the three of us, but later I found out that it was not.
Chu Zhaolin's hostility is not aimed at a certain person, he is purely hostile to everyone in the world.
I, Nangong Yu, and Master are the only exceptions.We were drawn into a small circle called "family" by him, and shared his only trust and tenderness.
Every time I think of this, I feel that I have not been wronged.Just imagine, a beautiful, shady little beauty, staring at the world coldly, only casts trusting eyes on you, leans on you, chases you, and calls you big brother...
I don't know if others can stand it, but I can't stand it anyway.
Although the people of Qingmohe are stupid, but this sentence is really correct - we sword cultivators are really not afraid of being smashed to pieces, and we can't survive without being heroes.
So I fell, and I fell clearly.Even though I have always liked beautiful and lovely junior sisters, my attention to Chu Zhaolin is still increasing day by day.
And I thought that he would become a great weapon in the future, and now Chu Zhaolin has inadvertently handed over the important task of cultivating a savior to me, so I feel a lot of pressure.
In order to relieve this pressure, to make him less dependent on me, and because I was already too enthusiastic—in a word, after I grew up, I started to run down the mountain frequently, traveling around to fight cocks and dogs, and met a lot of friends.
This includes the major disciples of the major sects.Because of the "No. [-] in the world" buff that comes with the Chonghua faction, most of them can't beat me. When they see me too many times, they will cry ghostly and howl "Chonghua Yewei is coming again", just like devils entering the village.
The very few who can fight back and forth with me become my good buddies, and we hang out together, so Guikulanghao turns into "Chonghua Yewei and the others! Bring that snake! It's coming again!"
Yes, Qing Mohe also bribed me with a whole piece of divine python skin, and went down the mountain with me.
The days at the bottom of the mountain, in the words of Qing Mohe, were "the joy of a thief and his mother", until our team finally overturned, strayed into the ancient Da Neng's secret realm by mistake, and almost returned with our lives.
But at that time, except for me who had read the original book, no one knew that it was the secret realm of the ancient power.I only realized it after I went in, but it was too late.
The eldest disciple of the Yunyang Sect who was traveling with him was the toughest, and countless letters for help had been sent out.Our juniors and sisters from various sects received the letter and all came to support with enthusiasm, and Chu Zhaolin Nangongyu was no exception.
When I saw the young and excited faces in the secret realm, my complexion became ugly; especially when I saw Chu Zhaolin and Nangong Yu among them, I almost lost my temper.
It was the first time that I, who had always been big-hearted, became anxious. I was done thinking, the future of the world of cultivating immortals is going to fall into my hands, and now I will be stigmatized forever!
My friends, headed by the first disciple of Yunyang Sect, comforted me carelessly, but I stared back at them.
"Fucking, messing around!" I was heartbroken and finally understood Master's feelings.
"We can't figure it out, what's the use of calling a bunch of kids here, are you going to die!" I frantically shook my friend's shoulders, trying to shake all the water out of his mind.
"Right now, I pray that the owner of this secret realm will be kind and not kill. Otherwise, dozens of hundreds of people will die, and you and I will have no face to go back. Just commit suicide and apologize!"
I have always been foolish, but once I become serious, my power doubles, and my friends finally panicked, looking at each other and asking me what to do.
How do I know what to do!In the end, the direct female disciple of Baotan Sect understood Qimen gossip, picked several directions, and firmly said that Shengmen must be among them.
So she was left to take care of the child, and we went to explore the way.I narrowly escaped death and found the gate of life. When I came back, I had wounds on my legs and body, and my whole body was dripping with blood.
But it's all like this, instead of panic, I asked my juniors and juniors to form a team with a stern face, and we surrounded the surroundings and moved forward slowly.
Nangong Yu sneaked closer to me and healed my wounds with the little spells she learned.Chu Zhaolin wanted to do the same, but I severely stopped him.
"Stay well and take your things." I pointed to the Kunlun jade in his arms, "In case of accident, you are the one who is most likely to go back alive...you must go back alive."
I am also selfish.It would be best if they all survived, but if only one can survive, I hope this person is a member of our Chonghua faction.
As a big senior brother and the one who started it, it is naturally impossible for me to live alone.And if Nangong Yu and Chu Zhaolin choose one...
That's still Chu Zhaolin.
I made a choice, leaving Chu Zhaolin in the center of the crowd, turned around and fondled Nangongyu's hair, and took the wound medicine she handed over.
Looking at the other big disciples guarding the surrounding area, there are also brave and close juniors and juniors who risk their lives and rush out of the siege to take care of them.
I don't know how Chu Zhaolin felt when he saw all this, but I don't think I did anything wrong.
After everyone escaped, I breathed a sigh of relief and turned around to catch a glimpse of Chu Zhaolin.
His expression was calm and unwavering, the medicine bottle in his hand was crushed violently, and blood dripped down half of his body.
Seeing me looking at him, he just gave me a cold glance, as if he no longer knew me.
Since then, Chu Zhaolin grew up overnight, and his temperament became more and more indifferent. Only Nangongyu could have a few words with him.
I seldom take the initiative to find him, but it’s not that I don’t dare——
Well, I really dare not.
After all, after coming out of the secret realm, I could clearly see the resentment in Chu Zhaolin's eyes, as well as the shame in my heart, in that exchange of glances.
But it's not because I don't have heart for him.
On the contrary, it was because I cared too much about him and didn't want him to be hurt a little bit.
……
I came back from the memory, looking at the indifferent and crazy Chu Zhaolin in front of me, I couldn't say a word for a moment.
Just when the head of the sect sent someone to invite him to discuss the matter, Chu Zhaolin left with a cold face.It was already late at night when I came back, but he still knocked on my door.
I was lighting up the lamp and playing chess with myself, I opened the door and went out, only to see Chu Zhaolin smiling at me.
"Did Chen Ping heal the elder brother's eyes back then?" He said with a slight smile, "I don't know who the master is from. I really should go to the door to pay my respects."
It seems that they went to check Chen Ping's life.I understood: "Yes, he has always been very kind to me, we are friends. But he is just a mediocre monk after all, there is no need for the immortal to be afraid."
The words Wangnianjiao obviously put Chu Zhaolin in a better mood. He stepped in, sat down and took a sip of tea leisurely: "When have I been afraid? Naturally, it's too late to thank."
This calm and self-possessed look of life and death is really a big improvement compared with when I was a child, and even has a bit of the charm of my back then.
I was amazed, but said: "What the immortal said is true."
Chu Zhaolin seemed a little drunk, and looked at me with a smile: "I still think I am some kind of unparalleled person in the world. It turns out that I am just such an old man with such a dignified appearance, and I am only in the Golden Core realm."
"A disciple is nothing more than building a foundation, how can someone who is unparalleled in the world fall in love with a disciple." I lowered my eyebrows and bowed straightly, "Besides, a friend only cares about the heart and has nothing to do with those, I hope the immortal will understand. "
As soon as these words came out, Chu Zhaolin fell silent, and gradually became sober.
In this way, I was sure that he had drunk, and thought to himself that the Mahayana realm is so powerful, how could he be overwhelmed with alcohol, and turned around to make him some strong tea to sober him up again.
But Chu Zhaolin stopped me: "No need for that. You come here, and we can heal your wounds."
Come again!I couldn't beat him, so he dragged me over with the silk, I couldn't help but smiled wryly and begged for mercy: "The Immortal, please forgive me."
"I spared you, who will spare me?" Chu Zhaolin suddenly laughed, but the smile didn't catch his eyes.
"Eldest senior brother, when you repeatedly gave up on me, you didn't spare me."
"A hundred years ago, he died directly, and he walked cleanly!"
"Did senior brother think of me at that time? Can you spare me?"
He was half drunk, as if he was angry, but he still had a calm smile on his face.Seeing this, I took a deep breath and told myself not to care about the drunkard, but when I saw him entangle me with his tentacles violently and abnormally, I still laughed angrily for a while.
Seeing this, Chu Zhaolin laughed even more: "I'm angry again. Senior brother, why do I always make you angry? I don't understand either."
He murmured and leaned closer, "Actually, senior brother doesn't know. Many great experts in the world of cultivating immortals wanted to help me heal my spiritual consciousness, but I refused."
"I will never allow anyone to step into my territory. Only you, senior brother, can..."
"Don't be angry with me, okay?" He reached out and grabbed a tentacle, forced it into my hand, and said with a smile, "Brother, help me."
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Except for those days when he first came, I was more casual and perfunctory, and in the following years, I never treated him with sincerity.
At the end of the day, I am a committed and emotional person.Since you said cover, then really cover; since you call me a big brother, then you will be a big brother for the rest of your life, and whoever wants to touch the two of them must first ask me if I agree. ——Of course, now it's the next life, so that's another matter.
But I'm still speechless.Because it was this sincerity that made me feel ashamed of him.
I still remember that after the Taohualin incident, Qing Mohe followed me and came to trouble me from time to time.Although he was still sealed at that time, and his strength was just enough to build a foundation, Chu Zhaolin was still very vigilant, holding the wooden sword silently, standing in the corridor for an entire afternoon, seeing Qing Mo River trails are cut.
His hostility towards Qing Mohe was literally written on his face.At that time, I thought it was because Qing Mohe almost swallowed the three of us, but later I found out that it was not.
Chu Zhaolin's hostility is not aimed at a certain person, he is purely hostile to everyone in the world.
I, Nangong Yu, and Master are the only exceptions.We were drawn into a small circle called "family" by him, and shared his only trust and tenderness.
Every time I think of this, I feel that I have not been wronged.Just imagine, a beautiful, shady little beauty, staring at the world coldly, only casts trusting eyes on you, leans on you, chases you, and calls you big brother...
I don't know if others can stand it, but I can't stand it anyway.
Although the people of Qingmohe are stupid, but this sentence is really correct - we sword cultivators are really not afraid of being smashed to pieces, and we can't survive without being heroes.
So I fell, and I fell clearly.Even though I have always liked beautiful and lovely junior sisters, my attention to Chu Zhaolin is still increasing day by day.
And I thought that he would become a great weapon in the future, and now Chu Zhaolin has inadvertently handed over the important task of cultivating a savior to me, so I feel a lot of pressure.
In order to relieve this pressure, to make him less dependent on me, and because I was already too enthusiastic—in a word, after I grew up, I started to run down the mountain frequently, traveling around to fight cocks and dogs, and met a lot of friends.
This includes the major disciples of the major sects.Because of the "No. [-] in the world" buff that comes with the Chonghua faction, most of them can't beat me. When they see me too many times, they will cry ghostly and howl "Chonghua Yewei is coming again", just like devils entering the village.
The very few who can fight back and forth with me become my good buddies, and we hang out together, so Guikulanghao turns into "Chonghua Yewei and the others! Bring that snake! It's coming again!"
Yes, Qing Mohe also bribed me with a whole piece of divine python skin, and went down the mountain with me.
The days at the bottom of the mountain, in the words of Qing Mohe, were "the joy of a thief and his mother", until our team finally overturned, strayed into the ancient Da Neng's secret realm by mistake, and almost returned with our lives.
But at that time, except for me who had read the original book, no one knew that it was the secret realm of the ancient power.I only realized it after I went in, but it was too late.
The eldest disciple of the Yunyang Sect who was traveling with him was the toughest, and countless letters for help had been sent out.Our juniors and sisters from various sects received the letter and all came to support with enthusiasm, and Chu Zhaolin Nangongyu was no exception.
When I saw the young and excited faces in the secret realm, my complexion became ugly; especially when I saw Chu Zhaolin and Nangong Yu among them, I almost lost my temper.
It was the first time that I, who had always been big-hearted, became anxious. I was done thinking, the future of the world of cultivating immortals is going to fall into my hands, and now I will be stigmatized forever!
My friends, headed by the first disciple of Yunyang Sect, comforted me carelessly, but I stared back at them.
"Fucking, messing around!" I was heartbroken and finally understood Master's feelings.
"We can't figure it out, what's the use of calling a bunch of kids here, are you going to die!" I frantically shook my friend's shoulders, trying to shake all the water out of his mind.
"Right now, I pray that the owner of this secret realm will be kind and not kill. Otherwise, dozens of hundreds of people will die, and you and I will have no face to go back. Just commit suicide and apologize!"
I have always been foolish, but once I become serious, my power doubles, and my friends finally panicked, looking at each other and asking me what to do.
How do I know what to do!In the end, the direct female disciple of Baotan Sect understood Qimen gossip, picked several directions, and firmly said that Shengmen must be among them.
So she was left to take care of the child, and we went to explore the way.I narrowly escaped death and found the gate of life. When I came back, I had wounds on my legs and body, and my whole body was dripping with blood.
But it's all like this, instead of panic, I asked my juniors and juniors to form a team with a stern face, and we surrounded the surroundings and moved forward slowly.
Nangong Yu sneaked closer to me and healed my wounds with the little spells she learned.Chu Zhaolin wanted to do the same, but I severely stopped him.
"Stay well and take your things." I pointed to the Kunlun jade in his arms, "In case of accident, you are the one who is most likely to go back alive...you must go back alive."
I am also selfish.It would be best if they all survived, but if only one can survive, I hope this person is a member of our Chonghua faction.
As a big senior brother and the one who started it, it is naturally impossible for me to live alone.And if Nangong Yu and Chu Zhaolin choose one...
That's still Chu Zhaolin.
I made a choice, leaving Chu Zhaolin in the center of the crowd, turned around and fondled Nangongyu's hair, and took the wound medicine she handed over.
Looking at the other big disciples guarding the surrounding area, there are also brave and close juniors and juniors who risk their lives and rush out of the siege to take care of them.
I don't know how Chu Zhaolin felt when he saw all this, but I don't think I did anything wrong.
After everyone escaped, I breathed a sigh of relief and turned around to catch a glimpse of Chu Zhaolin.
His expression was calm and unwavering, the medicine bottle in his hand was crushed violently, and blood dripped down half of his body.
Seeing me looking at him, he just gave me a cold glance, as if he no longer knew me.
Since then, Chu Zhaolin grew up overnight, and his temperament became more and more indifferent. Only Nangongyu could have a few words with him.
I seldom take the initiative to find him, but it’s not that I don’t dare——
Well, I really dare not.
After all, after coming out of the secret realm, I could clearly see the resentment in Chu Zhaolin's eyes, as well as the shame in my heart, in that exchange of glances.
But it's not because I don't have heart for him.
On the contrary, it was because I cared too much about him and didn't want him to be hurt a little bit.
……
I came back from the memory, looking at the indifferent and crazy Chu Zhaolin in front of me, I couldn't say a word for a moment.
Just when the head of the sect sent someone to invite him to discuss the matter, Chu Zhaolin left with a cold face.It was already late at night when I came back, but he still knocked on my door.
I was lighting up the lamp and playing chess with myself, I opened the door and went out, only to see Chu Zhaolin smiling at me.
"Did Chen Ping heal the elder brother's eyes back then?" He said with a slight smile, "I don't know who the master is from. I really should go to the door to pay my respects."
It seems that they went to check Chen Ping's life.I understood: "Yes, he has always been very kind to me, we are friends. But he is just a mediocre monk after all, there is no need for the immortal to be afraid."
The words Wangnianjiao obviously put Chu Zhaolin in a better mood. He stepped in, sat down and took a sip of tea leisurely: "When have I been afraid? Naturally, it's too late to thank."
This calm and self-possessed look of life and death is really a big improvement compared with when I was a child, and even has a bit of the charm of my back then.
I was amazed, but said: "What the immortal said is true."
Chu Zhaolin seemed a little drunk, and looked at me with a smile: "I still think I am some kind of unparalleled person in the world. It turns out that I am just such an old man with such a dignified appearance, and I am only in the Golden Core realm."
"A disciple is nothing more than building a foundation, how can someone who is unparalleled in the world fall in love with a disciple." I lowered my eyebrows and bowed straightly, "Besides, a friend only cares about the heart and has nothing to do with those, I hope the immortal will understand. "
As soon as these words came out, Chu Zhaolin fell silent, and gradually became sober.
In this way, I was sure that he had drunk, and thought to himself that the Mahayana realm is so powerful, how could he be overwhelmed with alcohol, and turned around to make him some strong tea to sober him up again.
But Chu Zhaolin stopped me: "No need for that. You come here, and we can heal your wounds."
Come again!I couldn't beat him, so he dragged me over with the silk, I couldn't help but smiled wryly and begged for mercy: "The Immortal, please forgive me."
"I spared you, who will spare me?" Chu Zhaolin suddenly laughed, but the smile didn't catch his eyes.
"Eldest senior brother, when you repeatedly gave up on me, you didn't spare me."
"A hundred years ago, he died directly, and he walked cleanly!"
"Did senior brother think of me at that time? Can you spare me?"
He was half drunk, as if he was angry, but he still had a calm smile on his face.Seeing this, I took a deep breath and told myself not to care about the drunkard, but when I saw him entangle me with his tentacles violently and abnormally, I still laughed angrily for a while.
Seeing this, Chu Zhaolin laughed even more: "I'm angry again. Senior brother, why do I always make you angry? I don't understand either."
He murmured and leaned closer, "Actually, senior brother doesn't know. Many great experts in the world of cultivating immortals wanted to help me heal my spiritual consciousness, but I refused."
"I will never allow anyone to step into my territory. Only you, senior brother, can..."
"Don't be angry with me, okay?" He reached out and grabbed a tentacle, forced it into my hand, and said with a smile, "Brother, help me."
The author has something to say:
I'm coming!The normal time is to update at 0:[-], except for Wednesday, I will ask for leave if I have something to do, tweet Mi
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