After the rebirth of the cannon fodder

Nangong Yu is coming!

I stopped for a moment.

And Elder Xu said, "Not only. For example, the great disciple of Yunyang Sect, He Tiannan and He Xianzun, will bring his disciples here. The first disciple's surname is Yun and his name is Liao. He is already at the peak of Yuanying at the age of eighteen, and his future is immeasurable. "

"The youngest elder of Baotanmen, Luoyuexueluo Xianzun, is especially good at Qimen gossip. Although she is a woman, she is quite a leader. Among the great powers of this generation, besides Chonghua Chu Zhaolin, this is the most important one. .”

"Speaking of which, I heard that Chu Zhaolin was nothing back then... The first job back then was actually Chonghua Yewei, Yunyang He Tiannan, Baotan Luoyuexue, plus the young Xumi Sect who had just succeeded him. Master."

"But time has passed, hmph, Chu Zhaolin took advantage of it!"

Elder Xu sneered at Chu Zhaolin, but I was stunned for a long time before I came back to my senses and said with a smile: "The Changping faction is going to be lively now."

Elder Xu felt that my focus was wrong: "It's lively for others, but not necessarily for you. You and Chonghua Yewei have the same name and look alike. Once you are misidentified, the consequences will be hard to say."

I don't know whether it was because of Chu Zhaolin's anger, or because he was full of curiosity about this old story in the world of cultivating immortals, but Elder Xu was more concerned than me, thinking:

"To put it bluntly, what big mistake did Chonghua Yewei make, so that the world of cultivating immortals has not mentioned a word for a hundred years, treating it like a secret?"

"It's fine if you're obsessed, obscene, obscene, and rebellious. If it's really a traitor, I'm afraid you will be implicated too. Don't say you can't leave, I'm afraid your life will be in danger."

Whatever the reason, Elder Xu's concern is genuine.Especially remembering how much he took care of me intentionally or unintentionally in the past ten years, I almost couldn't help telling him the truth, and told him directly, "Actually, I am Chonghua Yewei."

But thinking about it, I still shut up.It’s okay if the elder doesn’t believe me, if he does, Yunyang Xumi and other sects will recognize me again, and it’s okay to find me to vent their anger or take revenge. I really have a bad conscience for involving him in suffering.

So I didn’t say anything, just seeing that the elder is really facing a big enemy, I explained: "Elder, don’t worry too much, I don’t have the slightest similarity with that Eldest Brother Ye, regardless of appearance and character, there is no reason for Xuanye Immortal Venerable Mistake me."

Elder Xu was suspicious: "How do you know?"

I didn't change my face: "Cangming Xianzun said it himself."

Only then did Elder Xu believe it, but he was puzzled: "So why did Chu Zhaolin keep you by his side? Is it really only based on one name?"

Good question, actually I wonder why he thinks it's me, but it's not easy to ask him - I don't know what Chonghua Ye Wei looks like or what his temperament is, so I'm not asking myself if I ask this question.

So I said vaguely: "I don't know, but I think Xianzun has his own ideas."

Elder Xu didn't think so, he scolded directly: "He's just a lunatic who bullies others!"

I didn't say anything, but I thought in my heart that he is indeed a little crazy now, but thinking of the things he has gone through-Qingmohe's betrayal, Nangongyu's betrayal, Yaozu's betrayal, Demon Cultivator Dasheng, and he not only needs to be crazy Cultivation supports the world of cultivating immortals, and I am also tortured by the fierce talisman entered by Qing Mohe. Every battle is a narrow escape... If I switch to me, my current appearance will probably not be much better.

At the same time, I also understood a little bit why he was so persistent in asking me to go back.

——Maybe it’s too tiring to hold on alone. It’s better to be with someone, even if it’s random, than to be alone.

But this road is so lonely. As early as the beginning, I knew that all of us, except Nangong Yu who stood side by side with him as a Taoist companion, will either perish, or part ways, or the difference in realm is too great to talk about. ...In any case, they will leave him, and in the end he will be left alone.

There is no banquet in the world that never ends. This is a truth that everyone understands. How could Chu Zhaolin not see through it?

So it's just a momentary obsession.Chu Zhaolin will understand this sooner or later, and he must understand it too.

When Chu Zhaolin figured it out and got out of the momentary confusion, he would find that after removing those friendships from the past, I was actually no longer qualified to accompany him, and he would no longer be interested in taking me back.

What's more, as far as I am concerned, I don't want to go back.

I picked up a white piece and put it down, the faces of young juniors, juniors, masters, heads of various sects, and old friends flashed in front of my eyes, and I remembered the scene I saw when I was riding a horse on Chang'an Road with my sword in my hand.

I saw ordinary people's old people being bullied by their children, pushing them on the street without food or drink.After I drew my sword to help, the old man thanked me with tears in his eyes - this scene is still deeply in my memory.

At that time, I was polite on the face, but I thought in my heart, what's the point of living like this?

If one day I get injured, disabled, or too old to take care of myself, I will simply kill myself to avoid such idleness.

I can't stand this kind of anger!

I swore it and joked with my friends.The young girl Nangongyu hugged the doll and leaned against me and fell asleep in a daze. The young Chu Zhaolin stood by the railing with a cold face and watched the lights of Wanjia.

At that time, I never imagined that this would be a huge flag.

At that time, I never imagined that I would be the one who trembled and humbled to survive in the end.

I don't want to say much about why I made this choice.I can only say that I have no regrets, whether it is Chonghua Yewei or Changping Yewei, if you choose, you will not look back.

But it would hurt if I was drawn to my old friends when I was so down and out.

what will they say about meHypocrisy, cowardice, soft bones - I wouldn't argue with a word, because it's the truth, but to say the truth would make me utterly ashamed.

Although in their hearts I'm just like a shooting star, fleeting and unworthy of mentioning, but I still treat them as friends - one-sided.

Friends' contempt, master's disappointment, plus Chu Zhaolin's pity.If I go back to Chonghua, this is what awaits me.I think that anyone who is self-aware knows not to humiliate himself, and knows how to choose.

Oh, the only one who treats me as usual is probably Nangong Yu.But I ruined Nangong Yu's dragon and phoenix marriage with one thought, how could I be worthy of him.

Not to mention that my idea was actually to fall in love with the same man as my beloved junior brother.

I have no face to see him.I am really not a qualified senior brother, so my own selfish desires have ruined the lives of my juniors.

Light rain patters.The Zangshu Pavilion propped up a protective cover to prevent the books from being contaminated by water vapor.However, the rain stopped after a while, and the sun was shining brightly. Seven or eight days had passed since the Lantern Festival. Once the rain was over, early spring gradually came.

I kept silent in this rain, but Elder Xu didn't care at all, he just took me to play chess game after game, and asked him why he was so persistent, the elder blew his beard and stared:

"You fight for me! Don't really die at the hands of those big shots!"

"It's rare to see a seedling. You have to go to Kanwu for me no matter what. At least you have to get out of the Changping sect alive."

"Listen, your meridian can't be counted on, but your spiritual consciousness can work hard to reach the state of transformation. After the state of transformation, the consciousness is released. Not only is there a trick called 'Shenguang Sweeping Court' that can barely be used as an attack technique, it can also be used as an attack technique. Deter the enemy for a short time, and then take the opportunity to escape..."

Listen, I'm already in the God Realm, and I'm still "taking the opportunity to escape" - chess masters are really powerless, especially in the eyes of me, a former sword cultivator in the God Realm.

Although I thought so in my heart, but the elder's kindness is hard to be rejected, I don't want to please him, so I put aside my distracting thoughts for the time being, and cheered up to play chess with him.

Speaking of it, although the style of chess is the same as the sword intent, my chess style is completely different from my sword intent back then.

This is easy to understand. After all, my age, situation, cultivation level, and state of mind are all different from those of the past.

Back then, my sword intent was known for its sharpness and treachery. "Surprise change" is a good way to say it, and a bad way to say it is a rogue, if you can't beat it, you can cheat, if you can't cheat, you can gamble.

On the contrary to this kind of sword intent, my chess style is extremely smooth and calm, and even extremely patient. With a little bit of jie to eliminate jie and then to do jie, a game of chess has been fought hard to the end, and my mind is still as calm as water.

These are the traces left by the long years of meditation and forbearance. This does not belong to Chonghua Yewei, but to me of the Changping School.

It is no exaggeration to say that this kind of chess style is old, but this body is only 20 years old.Obviously this is very contradictory, so I usually cover up and restrain myself when playing chess.

But this time when I met Elder Xu, maybe it was his concern that moved me, or maybe it was the remembrance of old friends that made me lose interest... Anyway, I didn't hold back anymore, and Elder Xu really became suspicious.

He probably thought something wrong, couldn't bear it anymore and threw the chess piece and asked, "Are you really 20 years old?!"

"There's no way you're 20 years old," I could clearly see this sentence from his eyes.

But I still smiled without changing my face: "The date of my birth and death is very clear on the list of disciples. The style of chess is like this, but it's just that I have learned something after years of suffering."

This is barely explainable.Elder Xu struggled for a long time after hearing the words, and he could believe it.

"Okay." He chose to trust me, and stopped talking about this topic, but said, "Anyway, if your real strength is like this, then congratulations, you are not far from Huashen."

"But the last step is far away, maybe ten years, maybe one day," the elder said, "In order to have stronger strength to protect yourself before Immortal Xuan Ye and others come, I think we can come to some special training."

Special training?I looked at the elder blankly, and Elder Xu pointed to the chessboard: "You have a long style of chess, good at defense but not good at offense. The most prominent feature of Huashen chess master is offense. So, let's—" The elder touched Beard smiled and said, "Special training for offense."

"Good at defense but not good at offense", I can't laugh or cry, I never thought that one day, I would get such an evaluation.

But no matter what, Elder Xu has already put on a posture, so I have no choice but to accompany him to the end.

But I no longer have the will to fight.Now that I have lost the ability to draw the sword, I have also lost the reason to draw the sword.After a few games of chess, it was horrible, Elder Xu sighed and let it go for the time being.

I can't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

Walking out of the library, the weather is sunny and nice outside, but I am exhausted and feel extremely tired.

In this case, I didn't expect to meet people.

As soon as the bell in my hand rang, I walked forward slowly with my hands in my sleeves, turned around the corner of the eaves, and saw someone standing under the green vines.

At first I thought it was Chu Zhaolin, but when I took a closer look, it turned out to be——

"Ji Hengan?"

I recognized him and said in surprise, "You...why are you here?"

In the bright sunshine, he stood under the wisteria with his hands folded and lost his mind, and glanced at me casually when he heard the words.

"Wait for you." He said slowly, "With Cangming tied up like this, it's really hard to find you."

The juniors said that Ji Hengan had already been punished, who would have thought that he would still be so domineering.

I took a step back silently, and politely said, "What is Second Senior Brother looking for from me?"

Ji Hengan didn't answer, just looked at me, and suddenly smiled.

"The last child, why didn't you drop?"

He asked me this.

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