After the rebirth of the cannon fodder

Love me?

Those things in those years - Feixia Jinzhu, seeing death without saving, suppressing the soul, and even Ye Wei's name will not be named after a hundred years, is this also love?

Master has always valued Chu Zhaolin, and gave him the position of great disciple and the Nine Mysterious Tongyou mentality. Is this also love?

I looked at Chu Zhaolin silently.Chu Zhaolin shook his head and smiled:

"Eldest brother, you also believe those words."

"Do you really not know how Master treats you?"

"It's okay if you don't know, we don't know many things until after you die."

"Just let me tell you."

"...Everyone in the world has always known that those who have learned the Nine Mysteries Tongyou Mind Method in the past are the great disciples of Chonghua, and they will also be the next head of Chonghua."

"But the master said that very few people know that Jiuxuan Tongyou has a set of swordsmanship besides the heart method. The two are collectively called the Jiuxuan Heart Sutra. He is the true head of Chonghua."

"It's a pity that the Jiuxuan Tongyou sword technique is too difficult to control, so there have been no such people for thousands of years-until you appeared, senior brother, the master decided to pass on the complete set of the Jiuxuan Heart Sutra to you."

Chu Zhaolin's words were plain, but I was stunned for a moment and said after a while:

"--pass it to me?"

I had a weird tone of voice because of surprise, but Chu Zhaolin was very calm, and only smiled slightly:

"Eldest brother, do you still remember when you first joined the Entrance Sect? You rummaged around in the library, learned a little sword move, and then used it against the enemy Qingmohe."

"Master said, that is actually a remnant of the Nine Profound Tongyou Sword Art. This remnant is not so much found by the elder brother, as it is because of your predestined relationship."

"Eldest brother, you have a relationship with the Nine Profound Tongyou Sword, which has been silent for thousands of years, and even cooperated with each other to defeat Qingmohe, the leader of the demon clan, with Qi training. Although Qingmohe was sealed at that time, only Zhu The basic level, but he also has the secret method of the demon clan. The senior brother was able to defeat him, the master said, he was so happy from ear to ear at that time, he wrote jade slips overnight to show off this to the big masters."

"The head of the Yunyang sect was jealous and said he wanted to take you back to Yunyang, but the head of Baotan said unceremoniously that he is not worthy to teach you, so don't delay you. The other big heads also expressed their congratulations , even Kanwu Chess Master, who has always been idle and wild, sent congratulatory gifts."

"It was a grand event, but the disciples never noticed it."

Chu Zhaolin spoke slowly, drinking tea with his head bowed. I sat across from him, feeling dazed for a while.

"Not worthy of teaching me", did Baotan, the head of Baotan who always hated me, protect me like this?

Master is so happy from ear to ear for me?I don't remember at all.In my impression, he always hugged Nangong Yu to tease, or pointed out Chu Zhaolin's mind, except when we ate roast chicken together, he seldom talked about cultivation with me.

I always thought he didn't care about me, but if what Chu Zhaolin said is true, then——

"That's just because the elder brother was guided by the Jiuxuan Tongyou swordsmanship himself, and he didn't encounter any bottlenecks, and he didn't need the master's guidance."

Chu Zhaolin seemed to know what I was thinking, and said with a smile: "Brother, do you know that sometimes even I can't help being jealous of you."

"However, the master regretted this, saying that he had too little communication with you, so that afterward, Yin and Yang were separated forever, and he couldn't tell you all this."

"...And you really never noticed it." Chu Zhaolin said softly, almost in a trance, "Eldest brother, how can you be so stupid?"

"Why do you love, give, and sacrifice so unscrupulously without even looking at yourself?"

"You always risk your life for others, but why don't you think that you are actually the most precious one?"

When Chu Zhaolin finished speaking, he almost laughed.Seeing my expression, YouQi smiled and shook his head:

"Eldest brother, why haven't you known it for so many years? Why can't you understand it!"

"Master thinks highly of me and loves Nangong Yu, but you are his most satisfied successor!"

"You are all his heart and soul!"

"He just watched you grow up like this, until the demon cultivator is overwhelming the enemy, and you lead people to the front - but he can't ask you to come back!"

"After you died, the world of cultivating immortals was on the verge of collapse under the invasion of demon cultivators. The elders of all sects and sects advised Master to give up and pass on to me the Nine Profound Tongyou mental method that was left to you."

"But the master refused. He said that he only had one big disciple in this life, and he only entrusted Chonghua's mantle to one person."

"Once it is handed over, it will not be taken back."

"Master has never given up on you, senior brother." Chu Zhaolin whispered, "On the contrary, he cares about you most. Jiuxuan Tongyou would rather leave the ashes to you, and the position of the eldest disciple is vacant." I will also keep it for you. He always looks at your spirit card, and even made an exception to accept Yun Liao for you."

"He stood with your spirit seat, watched Yun Liao apprenticeship to you through the curtain, and then wrote Yun Liao's name on the name book with his own hands—just below your name."

"About you, about the Jiuxuan swordsmanship, I wanted to tell Yun Liao all this when he was 20 years old, but I didn't expect him to be eighteen, so... full of thoughts."

"It's because we didn't take good care of him, and let him doubt himself so much because of a crimson golden bead." Chu Zhaolin laughed at himself, and said, "Eldest brother, is it really the fate of master and apprentice? You met him for the first time. One word saved him."

I was deeply silent, and after a while I said: "You're welcome."

Chu Zhaolin didn't care, he just stared at me and said:

"Eldest brother, don't you believe it? We didn't believe it at first, after all, the masters haven't revealed anything for so many years."

"Until the master said, I won't tell you these things, and I won't let the masters tell you these things, because there is a twist in it."

"When I first joined the Entrance Sect, the master considered me as the heir. The whole world of cultivating immortals knew that the descendants of the Chu family were recognized by Kunlun Jade, and they also paid attention to me."

"It wasn't until the senior brother was selected by the Jiuxuan Tongyou swordsmanship that the master considered you for the first time. Later, the senior senior brother fought for Chonghua time and time again, protected everyone again and again, and accumulated a huge amount in the entire world of cultivating immortals little by little. Master made the choice resolutely because of his reputation."

"Although the rest of the sect masters feel sorry for me, they don't object. Master is very happy and plans to announce the news when you get the golden bead of the Kunpeng Secret Realm—who knows that the master of Baotan Firmly opposed."

"It's rather strange that the head of Baotan actually made the choice between you and me at the very beginning—not long after we came back from the mighty secret realm, Fairy Baotan said that you are the undisputed leader of this generation. big brother."

"It was only later that Master made a choice, but she suddenly changed her point of view. She refuted you and refused to give you the Scarlet Cloud and Gold Pearl, and tried to persuade Master to make me a senior disciple instead."

"And she did this because she discovered that as we grow up, everyone will recognize you more and more, rely on you subconsciously, and give you all the burdens."

"And you...you are so stupid, you never know how to refuse."

"That's why Fairy Baotan is scared. She's afraid that the things you're carrying will get heavier and your body will get more and more injuries. One day, you won't be able to come back alive."

"That's why she was determined not to give you the Feixia Golden Pearl back then. She said that as long as she was alive, Master would never try to push you into this position. This is her insistence. She insisted that as long as you still don't know how to refuse, she will If I don’t give you Feixia and Jinzhu for a day, I won’t let you become the leader in a legitimate way.”

"Compared to Eldest Brother, she really approves of me taking this position. Because she is afraid of Elder Brother's self-sacrificing posture, she is worried that if she really gave you the gold beads and crucified your status as the leader, you will be even more serious." Don't care about your own life, just for everyone like this - smashing to pieces."

"Not only that," Chu Zhaolin took a deep breath and forced a smile, "Master also said that Fairy Baotan objected more fiercely later because she insisted that you had something on her mind, saying that although you were still laughing, it seemed that you had already Depressed."

"In her eyes, your sacrifice is more and more like asking for death on purpose."

"Master said, they didn't believe it at that time, until the end, you—"

"—You died under Mang Mountain." Chu Zhaolin's voice trembled slightly, but he looked straight at me and asked for a long while:

"Eldest brother, were you really killed by the demon cultivator back then? Would you really be pierced by the demon cultivator's claws at your cultivation level at that time?!"

"Eldest senior brother!" He stood up abruptly, pulled my skirt, and asked tremblingly, "—I beg you, tell me the truth!"

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Enter v in the next chapter, continue to reveal the truth of the year + lose the horse

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