Kidney master

Beijing, the airport.

Same smoggy day.

Song Chu looked up at the sky, then took out the mask from his bag and put it on.

Song Cheng followed her out of the airport, and took her suitcase from Song Chu's hand. Song Chu turned around and said, "It's okay, I can carry it myself."

Song Cheng ignored her words, and walked out with the suitcase directly: "Let's go, my car is parked in the parking lot."

All the way home without a word.

As soon as Song Chu stepped into the house, a fluffy ball hugged her legs. She lowered her eyes and smiled, picked up the hairy ball, and let Yuan Xiao lick her face excitedly.

"You still remember me." Song Chu smiled and scratched its chin with his hand.

"The dog is loyal." Song Cheng replied.

"Well, people are also loyal." Song Chu said, she put the Yuanxiao back on the ground, checked that there was still some dog food in its food plate, and put clean water on the other side.

"Dad, has it grown up?"

"Well, it's grown a lot, and it's weighed a few catties. Milk dog, it's growing fast." Song Cheng replied.

"Do you feed it every day?"

"I feed it when I'm at home. If I wasn't at home a few days ago, I asked others to feed it."

Song Chu laughed: "You take care of it better than me."

"Chu Chu." Song Cheng looked at her, "I've already contacted a professional doctor in psychology, let's go to the hospital together tomorrow."

"Okay." Song Chu responded.

"For so many years, Dad has really neglected you so much that he didn't even know about your serious illness. I'm really... so sorry for you." Song Cheng sighed deeply.

"Don't say that." Song Chu shunned Yuan Xiao's hair, then got up and hugged him gently beside his father, "This illness has been going on for so many years, and I don't want to talk about it even now."

"You and that child Yi'an..."

Song Chu said: "We're serious, Dad, I only like him, I can't like anyone else."

"I don't want to change your mind, but Dad just wants you to know that if you really choose to be with Yi'an, you may always have to worry about it in the future. Your mother couldn't bear it at that time."

Song Chu laughed: "I'm not her, I like him, and I like you too. I admire all the anti-drug policemen. Even if something happens to him, I will guard him for the rest of my life."

Song Cheng's voice was a little choked up, and he clenched his fists hard.

"Okay, then let's, together, treat the disease well first."

Song Chu smiled: "Okay."

In the evening, Ji Yi'an called Song Chu. At that time, she was sitting on the balcony outside her bedroom. The weather in early spring was still chilly. Song Chu was wrapped in a thick cotton coat, her ankles were bare, and she was drawing the night scene looking out with an easel in front of her. .

In fact, it is nothing, nothing more than street lights, trees, pedestrians, no stars.

"what are you doing?"

"draw."

Ji Yi'an could hear the faint wind from the phone, and the appearance of Song Chu when he was painting instantly appeared in front of his eyes: "Don't freeze."

"It's quite thick." Song Chu said with a smile.

"What are you drawing?" Ji Yi'an leaned against a tree, lit a cigarette and bit it between his teeth.

"Night scene." Song Chu said, "Unfortunately, there are no stars, Yi'an, do you have any stars?"

Ji Yi'an looked up at the sky, because of the time difference and his own low latitude, it was just sunset in his place, and a large area of ​​Huoshaoyuan and sunset glow dyed the whole sky red, like a blazing fire.

Listening to Song Chu's phrase "Do you have stars there", he thought of Song Chu's eyes for no reason.

When you look at it, it looks like an ancient Milky Way. The tails of the eyes are slightly narrow, with beautiful curly arcs, and the pupils are as clear as a glass bead that was sung when I was young. When I smile, it shimmers.

"Yes." Ji Yian thought about her eyes.

At the beginning of Song Dynasty, he adjusted the paint again, and according to Ji Yi'an's description, re-dotted the dark sky with crystal stars.The originally gloomy painting seemed to become clear in an instant.

"Are you going to the hospital tomorrow?"

"Ah."

"Don't be afraid, treat well, don't contradict the doctor."

"Well, I know." Song Chu put down his paintbrush, leaned against the back of the chair, and said in a calm voice, "Be careful too, tell me before you leave the mission, so I can rest assured."

Ji Yi'an snorted and laughed: "I know, baby."

***

The process of seeing a psychiatrist was not very pleasant. He asked Song Chu all kinds of things in the past over and over again, every time point, every detail, every information that had already sneaked into her subconscious and mistakenly thought she had forgotten.

By the time Song Chu finished speaking, he was already sweating, and even felt a little nauseous.

In recent days, she has been repeatedly cut open too often.

The psychiatrist poured her a glass of water: "Drink some hot water, how is your condition now, can you persist?"

"It's okay." Song Chu shook his head and took a sip of water.

The psychiatrist called Song Cheng who was waiting outside to come in.

"How about the doctor, is the psychological problem serious?" Song Cheng asked hurriedly.

"It's quite serious. Not many people have such problems at this age." The psychiatrist took out a pair of thin-rimmed glasses and put them on. "The current judgment is bipolar disorder, a combination of depression and mania, and severe emotional instability. , characterized by mixed depressive and manic episodes."

Song Cheng stood behind Song Chu, frowning, for fear of missing a word the doctor said.

Although Song Chu had told him before that he had psychological problems, he still couldn't accept it when he heard "bipolar disorder". His daughter, although he did not care enough these years, she was indeed A daughter who truly loves and protects.

"I will prescribe some medicine for you. Take it regularly and quantitatively for a while every day, which will have a relieving effect on emotional regulation. Then come over once a week, and I will change the dosage according to the actual situation."

"Okay." Song Chu nodded.

The two went to the pharmacy to pick up the medicine together.

The nurse in the pharmacy took the medical records and looked at them, then raised her eyes to Song Chu, and said, "Such a beautiful girl, she really needs to work hard to get her illness cured, and there will be a long time to come."

Song Cheng nodded to her: "Yes, it is necessary to treat the illness well."

Song Chu who was standing behind also curled up his lips and let out a lazy chuckle.

The days to come are still long.

After returning home, Song Chu and Song Cheng had lunch together.

"Yesterday your mother called me, and I told her about your illness and that I would go back to China to see you." Song Cheng said.

Song Chu was slightly taken aback. She was really unfamiliar with the word "mother". She didn't have her own mobile phone when her parents divorced, so she still doesn't have her mother's phone number.

But she didn't hate that person either. Song Chu's emotional cognition problem made her feel that she couldn't even feel love in the past, let alone hate. She just felt strange.

"I'm not really suffering from a fatal illness, so there's no need to be so troublesome." Song Chu said lightly.

"Didn't the doctor just tell you to get in touch with people more? You haven't seen your mother for several years. It's good to come back and get together." Song Cheng said.

Song Chu also had no objections: "Alright."

"Then when she comes back the day after tomorrow, I'll pick her up at the airport and bring her back."

After eating, Song Chu took each type of medicine neatly and took them according to the doctor's advice. It was a strange feeling when the pills slid down the esophagus.

A few months ago, Song Chu herself never thought that one day she would take the initiative to treat her illness, and she sincerely hoped that she could be cured.

Probably because of the psychological effect after taking the medicine, Song Chu felt that his state of mind was extraordinarily calm, like a clear pool, not stagnant water, with ripples after the wind blows.

Ji Yi'an didn't contact her, and Song Chu didn't bother.

She carried Yuan Xiao into her bedroom, played with it for a while and then went to sleep, Yuan Xiao also slept on her bed together, her furry head rubbing against her palm.

The warm touch reminded her that this was life, a living life, a life with emotions.

When I woke up again, it was not dark yet, it was just at sunset, the sky was a little psychedelic purple, and when I first woke up, it was as beautiful as if I was still in a dream.

Song Chu fished out his phone and checked the time, it was five o'clock in the afternoon.

In the past, she often slept until seven or eight o'clock at night. She was a dreamer, and she habitually fell into it, but not today.

strange.

Just as she was thinking, the phone on the bed vibrated.

"Yi'an."

There was a chuckle from the other end of the phone, and the voice was a bit muffled: "The answer is so fast."

"When I just woke up, my phone was next to me."

"Have you been to the hospital, what did the doctor say?"

"It's called bipolar disorder, a combination of mania and depression." Song Chu's voice was flat, "Hey, you reminded me, it's time to take medicine again."

Ji Yi'an had just finished the meeting. They got the latest information about Gu Cinian and found that he had lived with a false identity all these years. By tracing that false identity, they could already infer that he was in the Golden Triangle when the 11 drug dealers died. And according to his activities in the past ten years, their original guess was established——

Gu Ci Nian is very likely to be Nu Gu!

This is simply a breakthrough for their police.

And Song Chu's departure also caused a rift in the relationship between Earthworm and Ji Yi'an. They were originally connected because of their interests, and the relationship could be severed easily.

Ji Yi'an currently suspects that he has become the number one target of earthworms. As long as the earthworms kill Ji Yi'an and steal the high-content "Blue Sun" production plan, no one can threaten him anymore.

A big war is inevitable.

It's just the calm before the storm.

The door of the conference room was opened, Ji Yi'an turned his head to look, subconsciously raised his hand and gave a "shh", Xiao Yan came in silently, and passed the message in his hand.

The path shows that Gu Cinian is moving northwest.

Xiao Yan took a pen and wrote: Chase?

Ji Yian wrote: Chase, leave tomorrow morning

Xiao Yan then left the meeting room to inform the news. Ji Yian twirled the pen between his fingers, listening to the voice of Song Chu taking medicine: "Do you want to take a lot?"

"A dozen pills at a time." After Song Chu finished eating, he put the medicine back again.

"Thank you baby." Ji Yi'an laughed.

"It's very hard, so you take care of yourself for me." Song Chu paused for a while, and then said again, "Tell me before you have a dangerous task."

Ji Yian paused with his fingertips, but still didn't tell Song Chu the decision he just made.

"know."

***

Two days later, Song Chu's mother came. She Xiang is now in her early 50s, but she is well maintained. It can be seen that she used to be a very beautiful beauty, especially her eyebrows. Song Chu's eyebrows and eyes have her shadow.

When Song Chu came out of the bedroom, he saw She Xiang. Song Cheng walked in front of her, carrying her luggage for her.

"..." Song Chu paused, and She Xiang and She Xiang looked at each other on the second floor and the first floor across a dozen steps, and then calmly smiled at the strange woman, "Mom."

"... at the beginning."

The woman's voice became hoarse in an instant, and thousands of words she wanted to say were lost at the bottom of her throat.

Her eyes were hot, and she wanted to cry when she saw her daughter whom she hadn't seen for more than ten years now, but Song Chu stood there with a calm expression on her face, which made her feel that if she really shed tears, it would look artificial.

After all, it was she who was going to divorce, and it was her daughter who left.

But she really couldn't live with that kind of life, and she was always in fear and precarious.

Song Chu walked downstairs, hugged her lightly and then let go, casually said: "You must be tired from the plane."

"Fortunately."

She Xiang swallowed subconsciously, staring blankly at Song Chu's appearance, she could no longer recognize it, her appearance as a child was already blurred, not to mention that when she grew up, she only felt that she had a shadow of herself when she was young, but it was not exactly the same .

When she was young, she really looked like a little girl, and she had the same temperament, but Song Chu was different. Her temperament was not like that of ordinary girls. On the contrary, she was grand and open-minded, as if she was indifferent to everything.

"Your illness..."

"It's much better." Song Chu smiled, "I've been taking medicine recently, and I feel that I can control my emotions better than before."

"That's good, that's good..." She Xiang murmured, his eyes lingering greedily on Song Chu's face, but he didn't dare to look at it.

She had thought that her daughter would blame her and blame her when she came back this time, but she didn't expect that she would be so calm, so calm...as if they were just strangers they met on the road.

Song Cheng patted his ex-wife on the shoulder: "Sit down for a while, Chu Chu, pour your mother a glass of water."

Song Chu responded, poured two glasses of water and put them on the tea table, took a can of Coke for himself from the refrigerator, and sat on the single sofa on the other side.

She Xiang looked at the Coke in her hand: "It's still cold today, so why don't you just drink Coke?"

Song Chu casually shook the can: "I quit smoking recently, and I just want to drink something sweet."

He was still smoking.She Xiang sighed, feeling as if a piece of her heart was missing.

In the living room, Song Cheng and She Xiang were mainly chatting. Song Chu didn't talk too much at first, and couldn't think of what he could talk about, so he sat quietly and drank two cans of Coke, and then started peeling oranges to eat.

Song Cheng saw Song Chu's boredom, so he said: "Chu Chu, if you are tired, go to bed first, remember to take your medicine first."

Song Chu got up with a reply.

***

"Her current boyfriend is also an anti-narcotics officer?"

"Well, the Yunnan anti-drug captain who is in charge of the drug influx in the Golden Triangle is two years older than Chu Chu. I know that kid very well. He has a tough temper, but he is a nice guy."

"What's the use of being nice..." She Xiang sighed lightly.

Song Cheng understood what she meant, and his career should be blamed for their failed marriage in the end.

"The child likes it and has grown up. He can't even interfere with his boyfriend's affairs, not to mention that during the early days in the Golden Triangle, Yi An's child was taken care of."

Song Chu woke up in the middle of the night and felt thirsty. Just as he went out of the bedroom to find water to drink, he heard a voice from Song Cheng's study——

"But your job is too unsafe. As a minister, can you think of a way to transfer that child to a vacant and safer position?" She Xiang said.

"What are you talking about!" Song Cheng raised his voice a bit, "How can this be adjusted just by saying it?!"

"Then don't let him be in charge of such a dangerous place as the Golden Triangle! Chuchu just received psychological treatment, which is unbearable at all. What if something really happens?"

Song Cheng sighed: "Their mission has come to an end. Yi'an specifically told me about this to Song Chu in advance, in case she would be irritated, so I will tell her after it is over."

The words from the study room hit Song Chu on the head like a stick.

Her hands and feet were instantly cold.

***

"Tell me before a dangerous mission."

"know."

***

asshole!

Song Chu clenched his teeth, turned around, strode back to the bedroom, picked up his mobile phone, and called the string of numbers he had already known by heart.

Beep, beep.

……

"Hi, baby."

"Ji Yi'an." Song Chu's voice was cold but serious.

The other end seemed to be stunned for a moment, and the voice was softer: "What's the matter, can't you sleep, you are very late."

Song Chu heard the sound of the wind whizzing past him, the violent sound of the wind was not like the Golden Triangle.

"You're on a mission." He said it in an unquestionable tone.

"..." Ji Yi'an was silent, and said in a deep voice for a while, "Yes, we have arrived at the target location."

"Why didn't you tell me."

"...I'll be back soon, you're still in treatment."

Song Chu sneered directly: "In your eyes, I just can't stand a little stimulation. Anything will make me lose self-control, right?"

"No, Chu Song." Ji Yi'an breathed slightly short of breath, and finally compromised and said, "We've confirmed Nugu's identity."

"It's Gu Cinian. We have determined his direction of action, Xinjiang, and are currently further determining his whereabouts."

Song Chu sat on the edge of the bed, swallowing unconsciously, she heard her own heartbeat from the whistling wind in her ears, mixed with Ji Yian's heavy breathing.

She doesn't speak.

Ji Yi'an added: "At the beginning of Song Dynasty, this may be the last battle."

They already knew the location of the drug factory. The attack on the drug factory and the arrest of Gu Ci Nian will be carried out at the same time. If both sides win, even if the task is officially completed, the glory will be boundless.

But whether it will be successful, no one can be sure.

Even if it succeeds, no one knows how many people will be lost.

"Yi'an." Song Chu lowered his head wearily, scratching his hair almost roughly, "You treat me like a burden."

"No." Ji Yian subconsciously denied, "You are not."

"Don't worry about me." Song Chu said.

"I will never be your burden, and don't underestimate me like this."

Song Chu bit down his original anger and said seriously.

"Do what you want to do, and do what you should do. Team Ji, you are the captain, whether it's for your teammates or for the country, this is what you have to do."

"I do not go."

I'll be right there waiting for you.

You are born, you can see me when you come back.

If you die, I will also bring you home.

Whether you live or die, I will not leave, I will live on, and take your share with me.

Ji Yi'an stood in front of the boundless desert, the temperature dropped very low at night, and the hazy sand hills at night were an unparalleled beauty. The wind molded the sand hills into gentle waves without any ripples.

Song Chu's resounding "I won't go."

He looked up at the sky, full of stars.

He smiled and suddenly burst into tears.

**

The brave wins when we meet on a narrow road.