1984 days when she disappeared

Luce stopped.

The word "stop" in the name is very strange. Cen Jin once asked her if she had any deep meaning. Siting said that when she got her registered permanent residence, her original name was "Si Ting", but the clerk's hands shook and she wrote "stop". change.

"It's very difficult to change the name. My mother can't do these things if I have to find someone to trust me." Siting said.

Cen Jin said, "It's pretty good. Remember to stop when you're on your way. The name is quite philosophical."

But she didn't stop by her side.

Cen Jin was soaking in the bathtub, the water changed from hot to lukewarm to cold, she didn't want to go out, she sank to the bottom of the water as if she had lost her strength.

Unknowingly, my thoughts returned to the winter vacation after the confession.

That should be their happiest two months.

Cen Jin accompanies Siting to make up lessons every day.Originally, she didn't need to study English and mathematics, but she wanted to stop, she was reluctant to be separated from her for half a day, and the tuition fee was not short of a few hundred dollars, so it was considered as a love fund.

Early in the morning, Cen Jin rushed to Siting's house, had breakfast with her, and then rushed to the teacher's house.

Siting's mother didn't suspect anything, and asked Cen Jin to take care of Siting and give her lectures every day.Cen Jin pretended to agree, and kissed Siting on the face while she wasn't paying attention. One morning, after eating pancakes, he kissed Siting's face with oil, and before Siting finished eating, he ran to wash his face. Liu Qin also said, " This child loves beauty, how good it is to put this mind on study!"

Cen Jin couldn't help laughing.

"Xiao Jin, there are no boys in school to provoke you?" Liu Qin asked tentatively one day.

Cen Jin understood that she just wanted to ask Siting if he had a puppy love, so he simply said, "No."

"That's good," Liu Qin said, "You can't waste your time with boys. First pass the college entrance examination, and there will be good boys in the future."

"Yeah, auntie is right!" Cen Jin swallowed a mouthful of porridge and suppressed a smile.

After going out, she was free. She and Si Ting chose a secluded road to go to the cram school, squeezed their faces and hands along the way, and kissed each other when no one was around. It was obviously a cold day, and every time they went to the cram school, they were covered in sweat .

One day on the road, I met a junior high school classmate of Siting, a boy whom Cen Jin didn't know. The boy greeted Siting, and Siting hurriedly pulled his hand from Cen Jin, walked a few steps and whispered, "We still have to restrain ourselves. a little."

"I didn't do anything!" Cen Jin said aggrievedly.

Siting smiled, and said, "It's better to restrain yourself."

Cen Jin didn't think about it that much, Siting was originally more restrained than her, so it was understandable to be a little more serious outside.Anyway, Siting treats her well in private, and often pinches her face and calls Cen Baobao, and later becomes silkworm baby, goes to a barbecue stall to eat roasted silkworm chrysalis and prays: "I'm sorry silkworm baby, although I love you very much, I still want to eat you .”

Cen Jin couldn't help laughing, and said in her ear, "Then eat me."

Si stopped to look at her, and she said again, "If you don't eat me, I will eat you too."

At that time, I didn't know anything about sex, and I hadn't even watched a love action movie. At most, I read a few small H texts in romance novels.

But for some reason, I just want to get close. Kissing and hugging are not enough, I have to do something else.

Years later, Cen Jin saw a movie in which a 9-year-old boy fell in love with a little girl. The girl asked all her suitors to eat snails alive. The little boy won and became the girl's boyfriend. To express his love, He swallowed leather shoes, wine bottles and other things raw for her, and he ate so much that it made him feel like a dick.

The narrator says, "Children don't understand the mystery of life, and that's how they make love."

That's what I mean.

Cen Jin is probably a bit precocious in this respect, after all, she is 17 years old, she will not swallow snails raw for Siting, but the urge to swallow her has already sprouted.

One day Cen Jin took Siting home to do homework, his parents were at work during the day, there was no one at home, and it was not the first time Siting had come here, the two of them ate instant noodles and poached eggs as usual, and when they were full, they slumped on the sofa , Siting was occupying the couch, with one foot resting on the coffee table, and Cen Jin was leaning on the side sofa, almost slipping to the ground, all supported by two long legs.

Siting wore a red sweater with a white lace collar.The clothes were a bit tight, and Siting's chest was heaving and falling in the sweater. She didn't wear a bra, but only a student underwear, the kind of pure cotton without pads.

Perhaps it was because the heating in the room was too high, and Cen Jin felt dizzy, as if he had a fever.

Siting lay with his eyes squinted, muttering, "I'll kill you after I sleep for a while, unlucky trigonometry..."

Cen Jin stretched out his hand, just touched it, then retracted like an electric shock.

Siting felt it and held his breath.Then she snorted and lay down on the sofa like nothing happened.

Cen Jin's face was burned into a charcoal brazier, but his hands and feet became cold, and his body was shaking.

Si Ting lay on the ground for a while and got up, putting his feet on the coffee table to do math problems.Cen Jin pulled up a small stool and sat across from her, and also took out the paper to do the questions.

After doing it for a while, Cen Jin raised his eyes to look at Siting, and Siting happened to be looking at her too. The angles of the two peeping were exactly the same, and he forgot who laughed first. Anyway, the laughter couldn't stop once it exploded. They all blushed with laughter.

Cen Jin coughed, Siting patted her on the head, "Aren't you laughing and panting?"

Cen Jin was calm at first, but when he heard this, he laughed again, "Which asthma is the asthma, you go and improve your Chinese!"

Just like that, I started laughing again, actually I knew what was hidden in the smile, the more I smiled, the more flustered I became.

The day ended with two people writing and writing like this.Counsel Bao Cenjin didn't do anything, and she didn't know how to do anything, but she always cherished that pen. He held Siting.

The last brave one is Siting.

That day was also doing homework at Cen Jin's house. With the experience of last time, Cen Jin kept telling himself to be more civilized. It would be bad if Siting got angry, and it would be bad if she showed timidity and made a mess. Why don't you turn around? Looking for information to accumulate some indirect experience, Ke Siting suddenly looked at her and said, "Come on, let me touch it."

Cen Jin was in a mess at the time.Siting's tone, and her little posture of sitting there with her legs crossed, and her domineering little eyes in her smile, made Cen Jin couldn't help but want to say "cha".

But she just said, "Are you sick?"

Siting said, "I'm sick, do you have breasts?"

Is this okay?Cen Jin mustered up the courage to stare at her for two seconds, got up and sat beside her, grabbed her hand, and froze again.

Siting's hand was held in the air by her, and just as she was about to laugh, that little hand fell down.

It landed in the right place, Cen Jin blushed and looked at her, only to find that her lips were shaking, oh, her hands were shaking too.

Cen Jin suddenly gained courage, leaned over and kissed Siting, and his hand naturally went where it should go.

The exploration of the winter vacation does not stop there.With this kind of contact, the two of them are much closer in their hearts, the kind of tacit closeness, closer than anyone in the world.

Love is like a nature.Cen Jin didn't know how to take care of others, even himself, but suddenly he knew how to take care of Siting.

The snow clearing work in Qishi City is very good. Before the snow melts and freezes, the sanitation will shovel the snow away, and you can ride your bike again.Siting's schoolbag was placed in the front basket, and Cen Jin carried it to and from the cram school.

On the way, she supported the car with one hand, and opened her pocket with the other hand. Siting understood the meaning, put her hand in her pocket, and leaned on her back.

"Are you freezing your hands?" Siting asked, Cen Jin put his hands in his pockets and shook her hands to let her know that his hands were warm.Cen Jin's body is hot, and his hands and feet are always warm. Siting is a typical cold beauty, and it is the saddest in winter.

Cen Jin bought a thermos cup, made rose brown sugar water into the cup at home, and brought it to Siting.The cram school says it's not far away, but it takes more than 20 minutes to ride a bicycle, and it will be more comfortable to drink something hot.

"Ajin, when did you become a delicate girl?" Siting smelled the fragrance of roses and smiled.

"My mother bought them all. I don't think she ever drinks them, so I'll give them to you before the expiration date." Cen Jin said.

"It's expired?"

"I'll buy you a new one after the expiration date."

Si stopped laughing, and Cen Jin said again, "Blow on it, be careful not to burn it."

"This thermos is so good, it's like cooking a hot pot." Siting said.

"Well, next time let it warm up before pouring it in, or you won't be able to drink it for a while."

"Then use an ordinary cup, hold it to warm your hands, and drink it when it's cold!"

Cen Jin blinked, "That's right!" After saying that, they laughed together, and the two always smirked for no reason, laughing so hard that it completely canceled out the little effect of rose tea.

The Spring Festival is approaching, and at this time of year, Xue Yafen makes a big fortune. A few shopping cards randomly stuffed by various related units are two to three thousand. After a year, they can receive two to thirty thousand. Buy two new sets of clothes for the New Year——"Mom has an annual review, so I don't have time to spend with you."

Cen Jin was overjoyed. These cards were worth [-] yuan, and they could change her and Siting from the inside out.Let's buy a new dress for Liu Qin as well, and please her future mother-in-law in advance... She thinks about it and laughs at herself.

"Thinking... Let me ask you something." After coming out of the cram school, she said falteringly.

Siting looked at her, and when she asked, she scratched her head and said, "What size is your...?"

Siting said, "Shoes? 36, sometimes 35 can be worn."

"No, upper body." Cen Jin blushed, and was a little shy to say this.

Si stopped and smiled, "What do you think? Let's make an estimate based on you."

Cen Jin looked at her, "Why do I think you don't look like someone who just picked up a notebook?"

Si Ting curled his lips, "You still need to use a notebook to drive a small broken battery car?"

Alright... It’s true, but Cen Jin recalled how he felt that day, and bought Siting an unsupported invisible one-piece underwear that was 1.5 times his own size. It was comfortable and straight without affecting the secondary development.

Siting was about to burst out laughing when he received the gift.

"Have you tried it? How was it?" Cen Jin asked in a message.

Si Ting replied: "Your hand is quite accurate."

Cen Jin replied: "My hand was made for you." After replying, he threw his phone into the quilt, feeling ashamed.

Even though it’s just a small broken battery car, it’s still very bumpy to drive. Xiaojin is very intoxicated~