1984 days when she disappeared

Does beauty bring happiness?Siting didn't know.She did cherish her beauty, especially when Ah Jin kissed her again and again and said "you are so beautiful".

"If I became ugly, or if I was ugly from the beginning, would you still like me?" Si Ting narrowed his drunken eyes and asked with a smile.

Cen Jin was speechless.Her soul seemed to fly out of her body, and she could only sit by the window with the remaining inertia and listen to her remaining stories.

"The man even looked for me before the interrogation," Siting said, "He said that if I agree to go with him now, there is still time, but I think, I have suffered so many crimes, and if I go with him again, I will suffer again. And...how can I explain it to you? In that case, I won't be able to see you in this life, and I still look forward to seeing you one day, that's my only thought. "

Cen Jin scratched his eye sockets, and said in a hoarse voice, "Why didn't you look for me after you came out?"

"I looked for you," Siting said, "I called you once before I was released from prison, and Xiao Du answered, and she said you were together."

Cen Jin suddenly turned his head and stared at her, Si Ting smiled sadly, "She said you committed suicide, but just recovered, and said that since I can do such a heartless thing, don't go back and torture you again."

Cen Jin turned his head away, tears streaming down his face.It was true that for a while she hung out with Little Dusi, and possibly Baoli.But Xiao Du is dead, how can he bear hatred for a dead person, not to mention that her death is also indirectly related to her.

How absurd and cruel fate was, Cen Jin's heart was repeatedly bitten by countless poisonous insects, and he lost all strength in his body.

"Xiao Du, she..." Cen Jin's trembling voice was stuck in his throat.

Siting nodded, "I heard what Meijia said."

The news of Xiao Du's death spread all over the circle of classmates back then. The circumstances of his death were so tragic that he was burned into a charred corpse in a burning sports car.

"I don't blame her, even at the time, she likes you as much as I do, and I hope she can be with you," Siting said, "Besides, after I was released from prison, I had no education and a criminal record. Can’t find decent jobs, and you’ve just got angel funding, and you’re a top graduate, and I think we’re doomed to go down two paths.”

Siting got up, took out two pieces of paper to wipe Cen Jin's tears, Cen Jin took the paper and hid aside, "What happened later."

Siting said, "Later, I met Yang Kairui. I worked as a receptionist at Ruisi, which was the best job I could find at that time. Yang Kairui fell in love with me and wanted to marry me. I don't know what else to do in life. My aunt is critically ill. Her cancer has spread to the lymph nodes while I was in prison. She knows that I am wronged, but there is no way to appeal. There is no lawyer to take this case, and there is no money to fill this bottomless pit. She may not go so fast. I think getting married is also an explanation for her, before she dies. "

Siting was always calm that night, so calm that she exceeded her own expectations, but when she mentioned aunt, her voice trembled, and she buried her head to calm down for a long time.

"Yang Kairui is very kind to me." She took a deep breath and murmured, "Very polite, he didn't force me to do anything, and he didn't care about the past. His father was also very reasonable. When he was just married, Both families were very happy, and my aunt died not long after."

Hearing this, Cen Jin didn't hate Yang Kairui so much, and even thanked him for appearing.

"But I can't accept him," Si Ting laughed at himself, "I can't accept him physically. Whenever he gets close to me, I get scared, convulsions, cramps, legs can't be opened, like a dead person. I went to the doctor, I've read both psychological and physical studies, but it didn't work. When I mentioned this later, I became hysterical and couldn't control myself. In the end, he also got annoyed, gave up, and went outside to look for it. It's not like he gambled for a day or two. Ass debt, otherwise his father may not let him marry me, and girls from good families will not follow him."

Cen Jin blew his nose, "That child is..."

"The child belongs to a sister Wu I met in prison. Her husband has been abusive for many years. She stabbed him and went to jail. Later, she got out of prison and got divorced. She found another husband and gave birth to Zhengnan. One day Her ex-husband got drunk and went to her house to make trouble, and the two sides got into an argument. Her ex-husband killed both her and her husband. Zhengnan was only seven months old. I brought him back, but Yang Kairui disagreed. Since Nannan came, we We separated."

The story is pretty clear so far, and there seems to be nothing more to add.Yang Kairui didn't live up to it, Siting wanted to support his family, so he had to do a good job in Ruisi, so he contacted Jinse and met Cen Jin.

"Where did the scar on his back come from?" Cen Jin's heart trembled when he asked, wishing that the pain would not increase tonight.

Siting said, "In the prison. You know, there are everyone in there. There is a big sister who wants to make friends with me. I really annoy her and avoid her every time. As for her, she pinches my face whenever she sees her. Said I was white, and even scratched with my fingernails to see if I was powdered. One day during a political study, she came to pinch me again, and I slapped her. Those people quit, and when the supervisor was not around, they came to beat me , I fought back, and they pushed me to the ground, a kettle broke, and two pieces of broken glass stuck in my back, and they dragged me to the cell for more than ten meters, that’s it.”

Siting suddenly laughed, "However, I lived in a single room for half a month while recuperating. It was quite a bargain. They were all cleaned up by the guards, and they didn't dare to mess with me afterwards, haha!"

Cen Jin quietly pressed his stomach with his palm, his internal organs ached.

"At that time, only Sister Wu was the one who helped me," Siting said, "She went out half a year earlier than me, and she came back to see me after she went out, fearing that I would be bullied."

After saying this, Si stopped crying.Pain and injustice will no longer make her cry, only the fleeting warmth will still make her hard shell collapse.

Cen Jin couldn't comfort her, couldn't hug her, and she couldn't stand up.

For some reason, she didn't even dare to look at her, the suffering that Siting had suffered was like a layer of dim light protecting her, Siting in the halo was not in this space, beyond the scope of her touch, even comfort seemed cheap—— ——Everything is over, she has digested those sufferings alone, and there is no room for her to stop in those 1984 days of suffering.

"Okay!" Siting wiped away his tears and said with a smile, "The most difficult part is over, and the rest are growth stories, do you still want to listen?"

As soon as her hand touched Cen Jin's shoulder, Cen Jin jumped up like an electric shock, and went into the bathroom.

She wanted to vomit, and she retched while propped on the toilet. She couldn't vomit anything, but her internal organs were blocked in her throat, and the blood kept rushing to her head.

Siting twisted the door a few times, and Cen Jin locked it from the inside. She didn't dare to go out, and she couldn't get out. She was so sick that she couldn't even straighten her waist.

I don't know how long it took, everything was quiet.Siting returned to the second bedroom and lay on the small bed. This was her childhood world, and she felt safe here.

There are too many details that may take another 1984 days to finish, and talking about them has exhausted her whole body. She knows that Ah Jin will be in pain, which is double the pain for her, and she dare not say it is because of it.

But the pain will pass, and the day will always come.She needs to sleep, tomorrow is another day.

In the morning, she walked into the master bedroom. Cen Jin was nestled under the quilt. She touched her head. She didn't have a fever, but her face was pale.

She called out "Ajin" softly, and Cen Jin shrank back into the pillow.

"Are you okay?" Siting bent down worriedly, and Cen Jin said, "I won't go to the company anymore."

There was nothing to eat at home, so Siting ordered takeaway, delivered some vegetables and eggs, cooked a pot of porridge, and made two dishes.

It was almost noon, and she went to Cen Jin's room again, "A Jin, get up and have something to eat."

Cen Jin shook his head, "You go first."

Siting was taken aback for a moment, thought for a while and said, "Then I'll come and see you at night."

Cen Jin nodded, and heard her go out after a while.

She didn't dare to look at her, for fear that she would not be able to stop the tears when she saw her calm face.But when she left, she couldn't cry herself, her emotions were all stuffed in her chest, and she felt like vomiting when she got up, so she could only curl up on the bed, her stomach throbbing with pain.

Siting was also worried all afternoon, worrying about how Cen Jin would be at home and whether he would fall ill.

After work, she returned to Cen Jin's house. Cen Jin was lying in the living room watching TV. There were leftovers on the coffee table, and she stopped laughing.

"Healed?" Siting stepped forward and patted her head.

Cen Jin dodged to the side in anger, without saying a word.

Siting washed the newly bought fruit, cut a fruit plate and brought it to the living room.

"You planned to live with Yang Kairui, right?" Cen Jin said nonchalantly, "Is it because they don't want you?"

Thinking for a moment, he smiled meaninglessly.

"What are you always laughing at? Is it funny?" Cen Jin sat up straight, serious, "If it wasn't for business, you wouldn't think of me? Anyway, I can't help you with other things. I used to be a joke when I was in love. !"

Siting stuffed a piece of kiwi fruit into her mouth, and she chewed fiercely, "Tell me! Why did you come back and why did you come to me?"

"I didn't look for you, you looked for me." Siting said.

"Then I won't take your order, take your people back to their hometown!"

"Okay, I'll leave tomorrow."

"Go now, give me the key, and don't come again!"

Si stopped to look at her, "Don't cry."

"I'm crying? Wait for me to cry!" Cen Jin exaggeratedly opened his smile, "Those things about you are in the past, and they don't have much to do with me. I don't want to hear about it yet!"

Sure enough, she was tense and didn't cry. The awesome Cen was the best. She turned her head to watch the TV. The TV was really good.

Siting said, "If you go to study for a doctorate in the history department as Teacher Diao said, I really won't look for you. But since you sell yourself as a capitalist, I don't have to be polite, and you can make money together."

"Hehe, you are the best at this point. Do you know that if I were you, I would look for you when I went out, no matter who you were with, I would snatch you back, and at the worst, I would scold you and slap you a lot." Mouth! But you can become the Virgin Mary, awesome!" Cen Jin gave a thumbs up and smiled cynically.

Si stopped to think for a while, "I'm not the Holy Mother either. At that time, I thought we would have to separate sooner or later. I didn't even think about the immigration and marriage you mentioned."

"Hehe." Cen Jin numbly pressed the remote control, changing channels non-stop.

"I always feel that I am your drag, without me you will not be so tired."

"Yeah." Cen Jin smiled and lit a cigarette.

Si stopped to think about it, "I think so until now."

"Then you go, dragging you down." Cen Jin said.

Si Ting really left.

Just like that, he turned around and twisted his hips, slammed the door with a bang, and left!

Cen Jin kicked the coffee table away, the corner of his mouth twitched, but he still couldn't cry.

Why can't Siting throw himself into her arms and cry loudly, when she cries, she also cries out, and it's fine when she's done crying, but Siting is so calm, so awesome, I'll fuck her so awesome force!

In the middle of the night, Cen Jin smashed the ashtray, and the broken plates and bowls were scattered all over the floor. She ran around like a wandering ghost, and went to search for those bastards later. It was too late, and they were all arrested and sentenced to life. It was late, and after a while, I thought of Xiao Du again, and my heart felt like a knife was twisted.There was a fire in her chest, and it was useless to take a bath, and it was useless to drink, so she wanted to turn back the time, go back to that Christmas Eve, and kill that scum with her hands to relieve her hatred!

Cen Jin didn't go to the company for three days, and every day he complained about movies and anime in Moments, watched one and scolded another, and his colleagues praised him one after another, guessing that the CEO is either crazy or trying to break the circle.

Wendy handed Jinse's file to Siting for processing, Siting couldn't laugh or cry, "Let's show it to Vice President Wang."

"Mr. Wang said to listen to your opinion first." Wendy said, everyone asked her to investigate the relationship between Mr. Cen and Mr. Lu recently. Mr. Wang invested 1 yuan to bet on CP, and the responsibility rested entirely on her shoulders.

Siting smiled and said, "Sijin will withdraw tomorrow, Jinse's internal affairs should be handled according to the procedures."

After finalizing the final joint review meeting, Sijin was about to leave.

Siding sat in the conference room, he always felt that the atmosphere was a bit wrong, but he couldn't explain what was wrong.

The two main creators are waiting for her to make a decision. She only feels that the whole room is staring at her, and she doesn't know that the odds have risen to 18:1!

Being stalemate, Cen Jin opened the door and entered the meeting room, and sat next to Siting.

The whole room was watching her every move, the president seemed to be thinner, but with a kind expression on his face, he quietly watched the film from beginning to end.

"The whole is not bad," Cen Jin said, "add a few quick clips between the close-ups, and the combination of movement and stillness will look good, what do you think?"

With a sound of "thinking stop", several people secretly breathed a sigh of relief and got rich.

"Ah Xing, deal with it, the meeting is over." Cen Jin opened the door and found more than a dozen people pretending to pass by the door. Just now there was news in the conference room that the CP party had won, and the partner party immediately couldn't sit still. war!

Mr. Cen was in front, Mr. Lu was behind, and the two walked to the office.

Then Mr. Cen skillfully held Mr. Lu's hand, strutting forward without looking sideways.

The quiet corridor exploded in an instant, cheers mixed with wailing, the CP party united and sent the partner party home to sell the house.

Siting's face was still flushed, Cen Jin came over and picked up her bag, "Let's go, no overtime."

"Where are you going?" Siting asked.

Cen Jin picked her up and said, "Go home."