One hundred and one ways to pursue Sakura

——“83”——

When Zuo Liangna went back, her mind was a little heavy, and her heavy mind made her walk much slower than usual.

She was very silent at dinner this time.Although Zuo Liangna usually looks serious.But as a mother, Haruno Sakura can still see that her daughter seems to have something on her mind.

After Zuarana finished dinner and Haruno Sakura packed up the dishes and went to the kitchen, Haruno Sakura asked, "Sarana, how are you doing at school recently?"

Accompanied by the sound of running water washing over the bowls and chopsticks, her voice was extraordinarily gentle.

With the preoccupation in her heart, Zuo Liangna was a little distracted and said in surprise:

"what?"

Soon, she adjusted her mood and answered as usual: "As before, I have mastered everything the teacher taught and the knowledge in the books, and I get along well with my friends. Mom doesn't have to worry too much."

Haruno Sakura lowered her head and wiped off the cleaned dishes and put them into the cupboard. While doing this, she continued, "Then what was Sarana thinking about while eating today? She didn't look very happy. "

She didn't look back at Zuo Liangna, she didn't look at each other, she could only rely on the other party's words to judge the truth of the words, and she gave more initiative to the other party.

"Sure enough, my mother saw it..."

Zuo Liangna said so, but there was no more words.After a few seconds of silence, she suddenly asked Haruno Sakura a question: "How does Mom feel about life now?"

"Ok?"

Haruno Sakura froze for a moment, then smiled: "Very good, I like it very much."

Zuo Liangna looked at her smile, but there was no relaxed expression on her face. Her black eyes were fixed on Haruno Sakura's face, her eyes were very focused, as if she was trying to catch her hidden behind the smile through her smile. thing.

"Then...has Mom ever considered being with other people?"

Now, Haruno Sakura no longer had a smile on her face, she was very puzzled why her daughter would ask such a question: "I'm already married to Sasuke-kun, how could I consider being with someone else?"

"I know that my mother loves my father and me very much, but I think my mother can also think more about herself."

Zuo Liangna took off her glasses, because the eye sockets were already wet, and if she continued to wear them, the lenses would get scratched.

She knew that breaking this lie would be cruel to a mother who had never been able to accept the truth.

But a lie is a lie after all, and continuing to maintain this lie will only hinder her mother's future happiness, so she is determined to break this lie.

"Mom, I know about Dad."

"Dad actually died a long time ago, right?"

Haruno Sakura, who originally wanted to ask what happened to Zuo Liangna, was shocked by this sentence, and she was dumbfounded on the spot. Her first reaction was actually:

Something happened to Sasuke-kun?

Why hasn't she received the news yet, is Naruto and the others deliberately hiding it from her?The letter was approved a few days ago, why did it suddenly...

However, halfway through her thoughts, she suddenly realized:

Zuo Liangna must have misunderstood.

And Zuo Liangna continued: "Because Dad is no longer in this world. That's why he hasn't been able to come back to see us, right? It's just self-deception that he has been performing tasks outside. Mom, Dad We are gone, we should accept this fact and seek new happiness."

"The past between you and your father should not be a reason to restrain you."

Haruno Sakura felt that her whole body was going to be bad, she didn't know how to put her hands down, she quickly opened her mouth to explain: "That's not the case, Sasuke-kun is really on a mission outside..."

But before she finished speaking, she was interrupted by Zuo Liangna: "Mom, do you still insist on maintaining this lie?"

Her tears finally fell.

Zuo Liangna has always been a sensible and mature child. Since she left the baby stage, Haruno Sakura has never seen her daughter who always maintains a serious face cry.

She was overwhelmed by Zuo Liangna's tears, and felt her whole heart was seized.The big words in the past were like a joke. The so-called one can take care of the child well and give the child all the love. At this moment, she was proved wrong.

In the family, some existence is indispensable, not to say that the lack of that part, it is enough to take another one to fill it.

Years of lack of the identity of "father" finally exposed all his shortcomings at this moment.

"Why is mother so persistent in maintaining such a lie?"

Zuo Liangna took two steps back, tears ran across her cheeks and fell on the floor, her face would not be wrinkled when she cried, only the frown and the tears that kept falling represented that it was not that peaceful heart.

"Because of the so-called love? Because of the love for your father, you refuse to pursue new happiness?"

The news she heard from Qing made Zuo Liangna have a deeper understanding of the relationship between her mother and Uncle Die. When she came back, she thought a lot about why her mother married her father and why she insisted on maintaining this lie.

"Or, is it because of me?"

The better Uncle Die treats her, the more she feels that maybe she is the obstacle between her mother and him.

Zuo Liangna finally ran out of the house, and the chasing figure of Haruno Sakura who was in a mess was a few beats behind.When she chased out of the house, Zuo Liangna was no longer outside the door.

She shook her somewhat confused mind, and finally made up her mind:

I have to write a letter to tell Sasuke-kun to come back, as long as I want to meet with Sarana.

So she cleaned up her emotions and ran to find her boyhood teammate and current Seventh Generation Uzumaki Naruto.

It was getting late, and Naruto Uzumaki had already returned home from get off work at Hokage Building.So Haruno Sakura went directly to Uzumaki Naruto's house to find him.

After opening the door and seeing Haruno Sakura coming, Uzumaki Naruto raised his old smiling face: "It's Sakura!"

Their family just finished dinner, Hiroto Uzumaki and Sunflower Uzumaki are watching TV in the living room, while Hinata Hinata is cleaning the dishes in the kitchen.

Haruno Sakura didn't make many detours, she tried her best to calm down and then discussed with Uzumaki Naruto who was Hokage to give Uchiha Sasuke a short vacation.

For this matter, Uzumaki Naruto is of course supportive, it is better to say that he has always hoped that Sasuke can go home more often, and has persuaded Sasuke, but Sasuke's focus is on saving the world and Konoha, other Mind is really hard to guess.

This time it was proposed by Sakura Haruno, and Naruto Uzumaki said, I don’t need to wait for tomorrow, I will give Sasuke a leave note now, and let Ninja Beast give it to Sasuke who is outside.

Uzumaki Naruto cooperated very well, which made Haruno Sakura heave a sigh of relief.Then I have to go back to find Zarana who is in a bad mood.

Although she knew that Konoha's law and order was very good after the war, and Zuo Liangna was already a ninja.But as a mother, she is still somewhat worried about her daughter.

Uzumaki Naruto was very concerned about his former teammates, so he asked a few more questions about the situation.After all, judging from his understanding of Sakura, if it wasn't a big deal, Sakura wouldn't even ask Sasuke to come back.

When asked about the situation, Haruno Sakura was silent for a few seconds, and briefly explained the current situation of Sarana and her understanding of "father".

Uzumaki Naruto, like Haruno Sakura who heard the misunderstanding for the first time, was shocked on the spot and didn't react for a few seconds: "The problem shouldn't be that big... Aren't we always talking about Sasuke in front of Zarana? How could Zarana misunderstand her?" Dad is dead?"

Before Haruno Sakura could answer, she saw Uzumaki Boruto poking his head out of the room after being driven back to his room, with shock written all over his face: "What? The pink-haired male doctor in the hospital passed away!"

In an instant, Uzumaki Boruto attracted everyone's attention, and the surroundings fell into an eerie silence.

Haruno Sakura's expression was so helpless that it became numb.

Uzumaki Naruto rushed up and taught Uzumaki Boruto a lesson: "Damn it, don't just eavesdrop on the conversation of adults!"

Uzumaki blogger was not convinced: "Obviously your conversation is too loud!"

"And Sarana's father is Sasuke, and Uchiha Sasuke is your father and my teammate!"

It didn't happen today, Naruto Uzumaki didn't know that in the eyes of the children, Zuo Liangna's father was actually Shidie...

"That's why I said..."

Haruno Sakura covered her face weakly: "It's a big problem!"

——“84”——

Since moving out of the orphanage, Bi Shidie has been living in the apartment alone, and it is still the same place for so many years.

Before going to bed at night, as usual, he stood by the window and looked in the direction of Haruno Sakura's house. When he was about to fall asleep, he found a familiar figure wandering in the street.

Wandering to his apartment generation, the kid even looked up to his window.Then the two met their eyes without any surprise.

"Zorana?"

Bi Shidie jumped out of the window and landed beside Zuo Liangna without a sound.

"It's so late, why are you still outside?"

Zuo Liangna only glanced at him, then looked away, and said, "I can't sleep, so I came out for a walk."

"Then I will accompany you."

Shidie's attitude is very natural, he has always behaved like this, and Zuo Liangna, who should have been used to it, is suddenly a little not used to it.

She lowered her head, walked for a while in silence, and suddenly said, "I'm sorry..."

"Ok?"

Shi Die couldn't figure out why she suddenly apologized.Although the sound of that apology was very soft, he could hear it as long as he wanted.

Zuo Liangna suddenly stopped walking forward, turned around and bowed to Shidie very seriously, this time her apology was much more obvious: "I'm sorry..."

Because of my existence, I hinder you and mother.

I'm sorry that because of my existence, you have been separated for so many years.

"Why are you apologizing to me?"

Shidie was full of doubts, he didn't understand Zuo Liangna's behavior.So I replied to what Haruno Sakura had said to him many years ago: "You don't need to apologize to me, because you didn't do anything wrong."

Zuo Liangna was stunned, because of those discoveries, in fact, she had always had an indescribable sense of self-blame and guilt in her heart, and she even wondered whether her birth was a mistake.

But now, people she believes to be victims tell her:

Your birth was not a mistake, you did nothing wrong.

The sense of guilt that was pressing in his heart suddenly burst, as if he had been forgiven.But also because she was forgiven, her desire became stronger:

She hopes that her mother can get rid of the shadow of her father's death and walk into the future with Uncle Die.

"Sarana, go back, Sakura is waiting for you."

After the other time butterfly reminded her, Zuo Liangna raised her head and saw her mother standing on the moonlit street, looking at her silently.

Zuo Liangna turned her head and glanced at Shicho Shicho, then quickly walked towards the direction where Sakura Haruno was.

The moment Haruno Sakura breathed a sigh of relief when she held Zuo Liangna's hand, she also turned her head and said to Shidie, "Thank you, Die."

She said words of thanks, but there were other emotions floating in her emerald eyes.He even only glanced at that person and then quickly looked away.The little habits of their mother and daughter are very similar.

Haruno Sakura felt as if she had been saying words of thanks to Shidie, and she couldn't face Shidie's eyes when saying thank you.Because she knew that she would not be able to repay this gratitude in this life.

……

On the way home, there were only Haruno Sakura and Zuo Liangna, and the atmosphere between them was very silent. When Haruno Sakura opened the door and the lights in the house leaked out, she realized:

Zorana opened her eyes.

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