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When the door opened, the woman who came out was full of joy. When passing by Pei Ling, she put his shoulder on his shoulder and said with a smile, "It's a good money today. Next time you have this job, come to me. I'll give you a discount."

Hearing about the discount now, Pei Ling suddenly felt that the people here were not as warm and affordable as he thought just now, and his head was filled with the decline of the world.Looking at this woman again, I couldn't figure out what she meant by "good money" for a while, whether it was human beings or not.

He was struggling, when Xiaohong walked to the gate of the courtyard and suddenly remembered something and turned around, "Oh, I forgot."

"what?"

"I forgot to bathe him."

Pei Ling looked at the woman who ran out the door after speaking, and thought to herself, no wonder she said that she made a lot of money today, so she didn't even take a bath.When it came time to take a bath, it still fell on Pei Ling.

He walked towards the big room, feeling awkward while walking, what's the matter?Don't worry about it for nothing, Chun Xiao is happy in a moment, and he has to go in to clean up.No wonder Qiu Feilin always reprimanded him for his bad habit of creating troubles with good intentions.

At first, he was thinking that he would have to change it in the future, but as soon as he entered the door and saw the person sitting by the bed, the murmuring in his heart just now died down.

The room looked clean, and the bed wasn't too messy. The villain sat with his head bowed by the bed. When he heard someone come in, he looked up at Pei Ling and quickly lowered his head.The moment he raised his head, Pei Ling saw his blushing face, and thought of the woman who just went out to make money, and thought his face was blushing from shame and anger.

But in the end, the kind-hearted Pei Ling believed sympathetically that his face was reddened by the sun in the afternoon. It was his tender skin that didn't fade away at night, so he asked him again out of kindness, "Oh, do you want it?" Come out to see the moon?"

Pei Ling carried him on his back as he did when he was tied up before, but this time he didn't use curtains to tie him up. Seeing that his hands were weak, Pei Ling was afraid that he wouldn't be able to hug her, so he found a hemp rope and wrapped it around twice. He strapped himself in, climbed the ladder, and made his way to the roof terrace.

"Look, the moon is not bad today."

It's not yet fifteen, and the moon is half round, but because I'm in the countryside, the moon looks very close.Pei Ling arranged for someone to sit down, and sat down next to him, looked up at the moon, and then turned to look at the people around him.He had actually seen enough of the moon for the first half day just now, but Pei Ling didn't know how to appease him because of his lack of energy, so he could only borrow the moon for another use.

Sometimes the moon is more useful than a thousand words. Needless to say, when you bask in the moonlight, you will naturally feel calm.

Seeing him looking up at the moon seriously, Pei Ling thought about waiting for him to calm down before telling him that he had found medicine to cure his incurable disease.But people look at the moon seriously, and he is too embarrassed to disturb him. After a long time, he himself looks crazy at others.When he looked at that fair little face, there was a blush from the eye sockets to the cheeks, as if someone had put on rouge when they were singing on stage.

Pei Ling didn't watch much TV in her life. When she was a child, she loved to watch operas on the threshing floor. What she listened to was the Seven Fairies Descending to the Mortal World, Chang'e stealing elixir and flying to the moon, and Cui Yingying's private meeting with Zhang Sheng.

From the first time I met Pei Ling, I felt that the person beside me was not an ordinary person. At that time, he was sitting in a bathtub full of water. The first time Pei Ling saw someone taking a bath, his mind was buzzing with the Seven Fairies. Dong Yong peeked at the scene. Is the Seven Fairies in the same mood when taking a bath?But seeing him looking at the moon now, the clear moonlight covers him, his eyes are bright and sparkling, more alive than when we saw him for the first time, and the beauty is even more astonishing when you look at him up close, I'm afraid even Chang'e in the moon can't compare he.

Pei Ling looked back and thought, maybe he is really a fairy.After thinking about it, he couldn't help but look at him, feeling that it was understandable for the canopy to fall into the animal world for Qin Fangze, if Chang'e looked like this.Then it's understandable that he is dizzy and thinking about it now, this is still better than Chang'e.

"Yes, it's not bad."

The person who surpassed Seven Fairies and Chang'e spoke, startled Pei Ling, opened his mouth wide and pointed at him in surprise, "So you can talk. You can talk and pretend to be dumb?"

Probably because of his funny expression, the fairy-like person turned his head and smiled at him.Pei Ling's anger was gone, "Don't tease me like this next time."

"In the future, not in the future. I will eat well in the future. But, you can't come with other people to wrong me."

Listening to what he said, Pei Ling cut three verses out of one sentence, so all the effort was to complain to herself.It seems that good-looking people are a little narrow-minded. After all, beauties are often praised and cannot be wronged.

"I didn't wrong you. I'm about the same as Aunt Chen. I work for the boss. Cao San and the others are different. They are relatives of the boss. I can't talk about them. Besides, I live in the same hospital. If I'm not here, I have to Ask them to watch over you."

"I don't, I don't want them! I just want you."

What he said was quite pleasing to the ear, and Pei Ling couldn't hold back the corners of his mouth.I didn't expect him to be so straightforward, I thought that everyone who is a young master is like Qiu Feilin, who can't figure out his mind, and wants you to come and leave sometimes.

"You are quite domineering, but you can't be like this. My mother always taught me when I was a child that I should be stable, so that I can handle it. You can't keep remembering that bad thing and make yourself look like a resentful woman. You have to think Life is good, then life can really become better.”

After finishing speaking, Pei Ling sighed unconsciously. His mother always said this, and he also listened to it. After so long, I hoped for a better life every day, but it didn't seem to get better.But now, Pei Ling glanced at the people around him, and picked up a fairy himself, life seemed to be getting better for him.

The high-hanging light bulb at the intersection flashed twice, and Xiao Hong, who had just left the house, walked under the light, humming happily.They sat on the roof terrace and had a good view of the road outside.

The people beside Pei Ling looked at Xiao Hong who was humming and walking away, and remembered how she looked when she talked about her mother, and asked Pei Ling, "Then, what does your mother look like?"

When someone asked him this question, Pei Ling was stunned, because both his parents passed away early, and his impression of his father was a bit fragmented, but he still remembered his fucking appearance, and he still looked young when he remembered it.It's been a long time, and I haven't mentioned my parents to anyone for a long time.

After a moment of silence, Pei Ling came politely, "People in the village say my mother's life is bad. I was engaged when I was a teenager, but the son of the betrothed family got sick and died later. It is obvious that my illness must be caused by ten years of illness. On the head of a girl of how old, everyone pointed at her, and it was hard to talk about kissing her. No one wanted her after crossing a few villages. Even if the rumors hurt people, my mother is not annoyed, she is not that Such a pungent girl, she should do whatever she wants, sitting at the door humming a song on the soles of her embroidered shoes, picking beans, and still holding a basin and a washing stick to wash clothes in the stream in front of the village."

"But then she met my dad. My dad died early, and I didn't have a deep impression of him. My mother told me about him. My mother always said that my dad was a person with a level of knowledge. In fact, In the modern age where college students are everywhere, my dad is nothing at all. He is just a poor boy who has studied for a few years. My mother said that she went to the stream to wash clothes that day, and was bullied by some bad boys, knocked over the laundry tub, and the clothes were floating in the water. It happened that it was the first day my dad came to the village and saw clothes floating in the river. I picked it up and returned it to my mother. My mother said thank you to him, but my father said that your shoes are beautifully embroidered."

"and after?"

Seeing him questioning, Pei Ling glanced at him, without making a fuss, and continued to tell the story behind, "Later, my father taught in the village. Hearing rumors about my mother, maybe people who have studied are different from others. I went to propose marriage to my mother. Everyone in the village said it was because Teacher Pei was poor. If I proposed marriage to a girl from a good family, I couldn’t afford the gift money. My mother has a bad reputation. Only by proposing marriage to her will the lion not open his mouth , Everyone said that Mr. Pei did the math."

"Really, is that really the case?"

Pei Ling shrugged, "Actually, I don't know if my dad is a shrewd person or if he really likes my mom. I asked my mom, and my mom said it was because the shoes she embroidered were beautiful. She said that my dad had heard rumors and saw them again. After seeing her embroidered shoes, I think that a girl who can calmly embroider a pair of good shoes in the midst of rumors and rumors will not be too bad in the future. So my father wanted to marry her."

Although he doesn't have a deep impression of his father, Pei Ling still remembers some fragments, such as his father's hands with good handwriting, such as his father picking flowers and helping his mother to insert them in his ears, and his mother's worries at the end of the month. When it was time to pay, his father would carefully hand over a fruit and say, for you to eat, he went to the back mountain to pick it.

Thinking of this, Pei Ling's heart was always warm, and he even inadvertently showed a little smile on his face. Hearing the fascinated people watching him smile, his eyes became gentle.

There was a sudden fragrance of flowers in the air, and I couldn't tell what kind of flowers it was. Pei Ling closed his eyes and smelled it. It must be the flowers his father picked for his mother that year.

"That's why my mother always said, people, don't get caught up in bad things. If life is good, life will be good for you. If she was made full of resentment by those rumors, then my father would not marry her." She is gone. She always said that meeting my dad was the happiest thing for her.”

So even though she was poor and everyone around her was malicious, Pei Ling was still educated by her to be a good person.

"Things will not be satisfactory after that, do you still want to listen?"

"Ah."

After receiving an affirmative answer, Pei Ling cleared her throat and continued.

"My father passed away a few years after I was born. Because I had an extra mouth, my father wanted to find another job to earn extra money, but no one would have thought that something would happen. As soon as my father left, my mother was pointed out again. Well, it’s all said to be her fault. After my father’s funeral, my mother packed up her mood and went to the field with a hoe. There was no other way, she had to support me. My father was a school teacher and could live in the school building. Then my father died. , we can’t live in the school building. My mother, a stubborn woman, is so poor that she still wants to help me study, but there are only two Susukida in my house, so my mother can only work day and night, and then she becomes ill from overwork After a few years, my mother also passed away."

With a hand on her forearm, Pei Ling turned her head to meet a worried expression, smiled and said, "It's been more than ten years."

"You, how did you live afterwards?"

"Later?" The last thing he wanted to mention was later, he later became the disaster star of the village, unable to hold back the worried eyes from the side, Pei Ling tried to talk about his later as calmly as possible, "Well, later on I just listened to the elders, I gave the land away and lived in that elder’s house for a few years. Later, when I was too old, I couldn’t borrow anymore. I went to the city to find a cousin to work with him. I was still a young man at that time, As soon as I entered the city, I had an accident and was hospitalized. My cousin had a hard time finding it. The old injury from the accident at that time still hurt a little in the past two days. After he recovered, he followed him to work as a mason, but he was dismissed by the owner. Later, my cousin saw that I was difficult to take care of, so he asked me to go fishing on a boat with others. However, I was sold to Southeast Asia by accident. "

Speaking of this, he felt that the hand on his forearm was getting stronger, and he probably couldn't bear to hear it, so he didn't talk anymore, and just said in a hurry, "But I'm fine sitting here now."

In fact, he didn't go into details about many things. For example, the owner who disliked him at the beginning was the Yin family. For example, he was sold to a black intermediary by that cousin. When he went to sea, he threw him into the sea so that his cousin could hold his Death certificate to claim compensation.But then something happened, he was chased and killed, and the black intermediary was afraid of affecting him, so he sold him directly to Southeast Asia.He boxed in Southeast Asia for five years, and then Qiu Feilin took him away from that underground boxing ring.

He stayed with Qiu Feilin in Qiu's logging factory in Southeast Asia.Met Ming there.Ming is one of the few locals who can speak Chinese.He said that his father studied Chinese very hard, saying that he wanted to go to China to settle some things, and then he really went, and he never looked back.He also mentioned to Pei Ling that he came to Qiu's factory to see if he could get news about his father.The Qiu family has transport ships and often returns home.

When he was teased by Qiu Feilin, it was Ming who accompanied him. It was different when he was with Qiu Feilin. They had a lot in common and they chatted very well. It's a pity that Pei Ling was too obsessed with the moon at that time.Mr. Ming told him not to be too obsessed with the insignificant light of the moon in the middle of the night, but to watch the sunrise and feel the vitality of the sun breaking through the clouds. At that time, you can hear the endless life of nature.He knew that Ming actually wanted to encourage him.

But he was not in the mood to watch the sunrise, he only thought that Qiu Feilin could take him back to China.Finally, Qiu Feilin said that he would take him back and let him wait in the factory with peace of mind.Pei Ling believed it, and looked forward to Qiu Feilin's return to pick him up every day.Looking forward to it day by day, with no other thoughts at all, and neglecting the factory, one night, a robber came in.

The bandits were vicious and vicious. Pei Ling fought them with a knife and slashed the leader's shoulder. Just when Pei Ling thought he could turn the crisis into victory, he didn't expect the other party to have a gun, and because of Pei Ling's knife , the other party became angry and wanted his life.It was Ming who blocked the gun for him.

He took Ming and fled all the way into the forest on the mountain, covering the bleeding place and crying, telling Ming that it was all right.

But Ming only told him that he had no regrets.There was a voice in the dark guiding him to come to Pei Ling, it might be fate, so he asked Pei Ling not to feel sad and blame himself.As he was dying, he smiled and reminded Pei Ling to remember to watch the sunrise more before letting go.

How can you not blame yourself?He invited Pei Ling over and over again, and Pei Ling failed to attend the sunrise sightseeing time and time again, which finally became a regret.

Pei Ling blinked, forcing back the tears that were about to well up in her eyes, "So I am sitting here very well now, I will be fine, and you will be fine in the future."

"But, you remember your mother's appearance. Xiao, Xiaohong also remembers. I, I don't remember." Seeing people feel sad again.

Pei Ling couldn't see him like this, "It's okay, if you don't remember it, you can think about it slowly, maybe we can find her?"

"Find her? You, you, you want to take me home?"

"Well——" Pei Ling hesitated for a moment, but after thinking about it, he was not Yin Chengyu. After the matter was over, it would not be impossible to tell Qiu Feilin to send him back to his home. After he figured it out, Pei Ling responded quickly. Get off, "Well, I'll take you home!"

It was dawn, and the sun slowly rose on the horizon in the distance, shooting out beams of light from the morning mist. Pei Ling never thought that he would break his promise to watch the sunrise for a long time, and it would come true at this time. Neither Ming nor Qiu Feilin, there is no shadow of either of them in him, and he is more relaxed and confided than any of them. There is no loneliness to blend in, no timidity to escape, it seems that there is a kind of resonance in it.The confusion of last night was swept away. After helping Qiu Feilin with this task, he saw the future path. It might be a long way to send someone home, but it doesn't matter.In the sunlight, he saw the other party's smiling face, which was as bright and clear as a stream.

Pei Ling suddenly felt that maybe the embroidered shoes that Dad mentioned back then were really an excuse, maybe he also saw the bright and clear smile against the background of the stream, they were all moved in this way.

Maybe it's because my mood has opened up, and even the old injury under my ribs has healed. Really suddenly, the pain disappeared.

"Hey, if you think Xiaobai doesn't sound good, how about calling you Xian'er? Calling you Sai Tianxian?" Such a sentence came unconsciously, and Pei Ling wiped his nose with his index finger somewhat concealedly.

Unexpectedly, the other party said yes.Pei Ling raised her head in disbelief, and the moment she raised her head, Xian'er moved closer to her, only a centimeter away from the kiss.Pei Ling's heart skipped a beat when he was startled by this sudden movement.He didn't dare to think about it, but his thoughts had already let go of his thoughts, and then he swallowed nervously, waiting for the other party's next step.

However, the other party came up to stop for a while, took a deep breath, and then backed away, as if he just came up to sniff him.Pei Ling couldn't help but want to lower his head and smell his sweat.He didn't care about the people around him happily talking to himself, "You, you smell me, I, I smell you, just like a puppy, do it, be friends."