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I don't know whether to blame myself for having too many distracting thoughts in my mind, or to blame the man for being too vague.When he asked, Pei Ling was taken aback for a moment, and then repeated the words.

"You want me to sleep with you?"

"Well. I'm alone, and I feel like there's nothing there."

It turned out that she just wanted him to be with her, not to really sleep.

Pei Ling helped him to lie down, and she sat stiffly on the edge of the bed, not to accompany him.After sitting for a while, thinking that it was time for people to sleep, when they turned around, the two stared at each other.

"Why are you not sleeping yet?"

"Can't sleep, feeling, feeling missing, missing something."

"What's missing. You closed your eyes and fell asleep after a while." Pei Ling felt a little restless when he saw him, and brushed his eyelids with his hands, and felt his palms itch, so he quickly withdrew his hands.

It was his eyelashes that brushed Pei Ling's palm. The palm was itchy, and the blood vessels were throbbing. That itching took the blood vessel express and arrived at the terminal of the heart.Pei Ling felt that her heart rate was a little too high, not because her palms were itchy, but because...

His head slowed down, and he stared at the palm of his hand for a while before reacting to look at the bedside medicine bowl.The medicine prescribed by the doctor was really strong, but he only took a sip, and now he felt his head congested.The medicine is so powerful, he shouldn't be the only one who responds.

Looking back, he was really the only one who responded.Xian'er was still the same Xian'er, lying looking at him with a pale face.Pei Ling wiped the sweat from his forehead. He really couldn't stay in this room anymore. He wanted to hurry up, but his body seemed to be frozen, and his eyes were also fixed, looking straight at the person lying down.

"Me, I feel like it's because there's nothing around me."

"Yes, is it?"

Stuttering is contagious, and Pei Ling is no longer able to speak clearly.

"Can you, give me a pillow?"

"Pillow? Pillow on your thigh?"

Xian'er thought for a moment before answering, "No."

Last night he couldn't fall asleep even after pillowing on Xiaohong's thigh.

"I, I don't know either. Just, I just feel, feel, want to..."

Feel what you have to land on to feel at ease.But he couldn't describe the feeling, so his mouth stuck.

Seeing that he couldn't say it, Pei Ling didn't make it difficult for him, and followed his words accommodatingly, "If it's not the thigh, could it be the shoulder?" Pei Ling stretched out her hand to help him up, but Xian'er didn't want to get up, and rubbed Leaning on the pillow, leave half of it empty, look at Pei Ling, then look at the pillow again, "If you're tired, then, lie down too."

Pei Ling wiped his sweat again, and was about to say how tired he was, but seeing his earnest expression, he felt that he was not an ordinary person like himself, probably because he was sweating profusely, and sincerely hoped that he could lie down and rest.

The medicine is too strong.Pei Ling was thinking this in his mind when he lay down, and he repeatedly emphasized in his heart that it was because of the strong medicine that it made his ears ring and the tip of his nose was full of bitterness.So he really needs to lie down.

The two lay flat on the same pillow, and Pei Ling looked at the ceiling without thinking. Pei Ling thought that as long as he, a layman, restrained himself and kept his etiquette, it would be fine.But that fairy, who doesn't understand the mundane world, deliberately tortured him, always naively crossing the border.He tilted his head to look at Pei Ling. Pei Ling's heart was beating like a drum when he saw him, and he instinctively wanted to say something to divert his gaze.

"It's all lying down, do you still feel empty?"

"Ah."

"Then why do you keep watching me?"

"I still haven't slept with you yet."

This would make him sleep over. Pei Ling felt that even though he was sane, his body's reflexes were hijacked by the hotness of that mouthful of medicine. As soon as he came over, he might roll over and overwhelm him.

"I think it might not be the shoulder. When I carried you on my back, you were lying on my shoulder, and I didn't see you fall asleep."

"Then, is it the stomach?"

Pei Ling silently covered her lower abdomen. To be precise, the lower abdomen was a little lower, and she turned her back to him, "That shouldn't be the case. You can't fall asleep just because you can hear your stomach rumbling inside."

"Where is that? And, you, why did you recite it?"

Pei Ling lied casually, "I'm out of breath."

"Are you all right?"

"It's okay. It'll be fine in a while."

"I'll take a look."

"Need not."

"Look, look at it."

"I'm really fine."

"You, show me, let's see."

"It's all right!"

Pei Ling's body was already full of anger at this moment, hearing him keep asking, for the first time, he lost his patience and his tone became offended.I regret it after I finish speaking.Hearing that there was no movement behind him, he first turned his head back to check carefully. Seeing that the person looked aggrieved, he felt that he was too much, so he lowered his voice, "I didn't mean to rush at you just now. I said I was fine, but you still asked."

This made people even more aggrieved, "Well, I am, it is true, I am worried about you."

As soon as Pei Ling heard that he seemed to be stuttering even more, he spoke intermittently and coupled with an aggrieved expression, at first glance he looked like he was about to cry.Where did he still remember his principle of restraint, and quickly turned around, "I'm fine, I'm really fine. If you don't believe me, take a look."

Xian'er pursed her lips and looked at him, then looked down at his side after seeing her face, her eyes stayed there for a while.Pei Ling really felt that he was in a cocoon, seeing that he was still watching, so he covered his eyes with his hands, "Okay, it's okay, don't watch."

My palms started to itch again, and my eyelashes twitched.Pei Ling hated herself for having a poor memory, and was about to withdraw her hand when the blindfolded person suddenly said, "Don't move."

"Your eyelashes make me itchy."

"Yes, touch my face, please?"

This requires eccentricity, but he is eccentric, not to mention beautiful.Any requests made by a beautiful person are reasonable, so Pei Ling complied without much hesitation, and also because he himself was a little eager to move.

The palms of the hands were turned into the backs of the hands, and they gently touched the face. It was icy cold, which just soothed the dryness in Pei Ling's heart, and gave him the comfort of rain after a long drought.

The first touch was still cautious, but the second touch suddenly became bold, covering half of his face with the palm of her hand, rubbing her thumbs non-stop, and it happened that Xian'er turned her face to face him again, and the eyes met him, making people mistakenly think There is deep affection and righteousness in the other party's eyes.The bitterness at the tip of the nose suddenly revealed some sweetness, not the refreshing sweetness of fruit candy, but more like the sweetness of slow-boiled sugar water, a bit sticky.It was only then that Pei Ling realized that it was the smell of medicine, and it was the smell coming from him again.

Xian'er turned her face and pressed Pei Ling's hand. Pei Ling didn't take it seriously at first, but seeing the other person's eyes getting blurred, she knew that she was sleepy. She wanted to pull her hand to let him have a good sleep, but when Pei Ling moved, Instead, the hand was pressed even tighter.

"Don't move, let me take a pillow." After saying this, the person fell into a deep sleep.

Pei Ling suddenly realized that he had to rest his head on someone's palm to fall asleep.With his hands pressed down, Pei Ling couldn't help smiling when he saw the man sleeping peacefully, and touched his temples with the other hand, wondering who made him such a habit?

Drowsiness can also be contagious, the question just flashed in his heart, and the next moment he also fell into a dream unconsciously.

In the dream, he went back to the time when he was a teenager again, living under the fence to eat rice and no food, he was slender, he often went to the field, he was shirtless in April, and he saved a lot of clothes.Winter is more difficult, the old clothes can't keep up with his size, and the short cuffs can't keep out the cold.

In addition to wearing less clothes, he also always lacks sleep.People in the village rush to rake the fields when the temperature is comfortable in the early morning. After ten o'clock in the morning, when the sun gets hot, they go back to their homes and wait for their mother-in-law to make lunch.After eating, I took off my shoes and went to bed. I didn't get up at three o'clock in the afternoon until I felt full, and I went to the ground again after avoiding the scorching sun.

Although Pei Ling was a villager, he couldn't keep up with the village routine.He also went to rake the ground in the early morning, but he didn't pack up and go back to wait for dinner just after ten o'clock.They all consciously waited until the sun reached the top of their heads to go back, and no one called him to go back for dinner.I had to go back slowly, and when I got back, I pretended not to see those disgusting eyes, sitting on the threshold to eat the big bowl of rice without saying a word.After eating, I went out again, looking for a place to squat for a while.Sometimes it is to go to the collective warehouse where sundries are stored in the village, and sometimes it will secretly run back to the school building to say "Mother".

"The button is undone, the belt is loose, my sister and I both entered the red tent."

On the way out in the afternoon, I can often hear these idle guys humming obscene tunes.

After Pei Ling grew up, it had been a long time since she set up a stage to sing on the threshing ground in the village.It was also difficult for Pei Ling to see the scene where her parents folded their shoulders and hugged each other.

There are many women and children in the village, and they used to be wary of singing too straightforward words, so they just mumbled "so, so, so, so and so." But when the eight vague words are sung by the idlers in the village, they can make the bridal chamber The real scene sings out eighteen appearances.

After lunch is also the time when those idlers in the village like to wander around.Many sisters-in-law and daughters-in-law will serve basins of water in the courtyard in the afternoon, and take advantage of the high temperature in the afternoon to wash their hair, so that the hair will dry quickly after a few shakes.Bending over to wash your hair can easily wet your clothes, so you only wear a cotton vest when washing your hair.Those idle men like to stare at other people's daughters-in-law washing their hair at the door of other people's houses, bend down and raise their hands, and look at their armpits and lower backs.Just watching people wash their hair is not enough, if you hum some dirty words, you have to make him anxious and pour a basin of shampoo on him to be happy.

Sometimes when Pei Ling walks on the road, he will be harmed by innocent people. Sometimes he happens to pass by when a basin of water is poured out, and his legs and feet are wet. Sometimes there is a fierce daughter-in-law standing at the door with wet hair and bickering with others. was taken in.

The idle man asked shamelessly, "Your bratty man has gone out to work, are you afraid of leaving home alone? How about I come to accompany you at night?"

"Bah, shameless. I don't even look at how much I am." Looking back, I saw Pei Ling silently walking next to the wall, pointing at him and saying loudly, "Even if I can't untie my trousers anymore, I'd rather Looking for someone as young and strong as him, and not looking for someone as lazy as you!"

Influenced by innocence, Pei Ling just wanted to walk away faster, but in the end he stopped, and he heard the idle man behind him say, "Then you are not cowardly, even Lone Star dares to take it to bed. Don't be afraid that he will be like K Kill his parents like that, and then kill your family?"

Pei Ling couldn't hold back, and finally threw out his fist, and then ran, leaving behind the shouts of father and mother, and went to work in the field.

Unknown fire was suffocated in his chest, and this state was not suitable for running to the school building where the three of them lived in the past.He didn't look for a place to squat, and started to hoe the ground under the scorching sun. He worked so hard that his neck was glowing from the sun, and he was sweating a lot.When I was tired, the fire in my heart hadn't subsided, so I dropped the work in my hand and ran to Qiancun like crazy.

The sun was hot, his body was hot, and his heart was burning. He rushed to the stream in front of the village, just wanting to plunge into the water.I want to have something cold to wrap myself around to reduce the fire.

I was running very hard, dripping sweat all the way, my calf muscles were tense, and my lower abdomen was swollen, only then did I realize that the road in the village was so long.When I got to the stream, I jumped, scooped up a handful of water and buried my face in it, feeling so refreshed.The cool water of the stream soaked him, and he sank into the water, the swelling of his lower abdomen and the tightness of the muscles of his legs were gently relieved by the coolness.

I wanted to scoop up another handful of water and go deeper to cool it down, because the deeper it gets, the cooler it gets, but when I went deeper, my hands were crushed by the rocks at the bottom of the water.Is it a stone?I can't see it clearly, I can't feel it, and it doesn't feel like it when I touch it, but it's real.But this stone is also cold, what novelty can we touch if we go down?

There is a nest under the stone. Maybe some fish like to hide in this stone nest. I fished it back and forth twice, but I was a little disappointed not to touch the fish.Perhaps hidden deeper?Continue to touch down, feeling that the bottom of the river is not sandy enough and feels a little rough, but if you turn your hand around a bend, you can feel a little soft.It was as soft as clam meat, could it be that there was an open clam in the stream?

It was only at this time that Pei Ling realized that he was in a dream. Otherwise, if he touched the soft flesh in the clam, why didn't the clam close its shell and clamp his hand?Besides, he has touched the treasure in the oyster, a pearl.Neither big nor small, you can feel the roundness of this pearl when you twist it with your fingers.

Even though it is clear that this is a dream, the teenage self in the dream is still a bit more arbitrary than the reality.His teenage years in reality were nothing but depression, but it was rare for him to return to his teenage years in his dream, taking the opportunity to make up for the playfulness he didn't have in his teenage years.Fiddled with the pearls in the clam with two fingers, but couldn't get enough of it.

What a strange dream, it feels realistic, and the scene is bizarre.Isn't sending pearls a harbinger of getting rich?When I thought of this, I was quite happy, and I wanted to tear off the pearl and exchange for some money. If I had money, I could go wherever I wanted.The more I thought about it, the more I felt that this was the right thing to do, and just as I was about to do what I wanted, I suddenly heard the bell ring.

Pei Ling turned her head, and it was that tree again.There is still his own peace card hanging on the tree, and the bell is swaying on the peace card.

"Why is it your tree again? I have never seen you in reality, but what did you come to my dream twice?"

The natural tree would not answer him.Pei Ling was distracted looking at the tree, and unconsciously picked the pearl with force.

"Hmm."

The tree didn't answer him, but it gave him coolness, but the brook that soothed his heart let out a painful moan.Pei Ling was startled by this sound and suddenly opened his eyes.

When he opened his eyes, he realized that there was no stream to cool him down, only the person with the bath towels showing his entire chest.There are no rough stones, only shoulder joints, no stone nests for fish to hide in, only deep armpits, and the bony breastbone, as for the soft mussel meat and pearls...

Pei Ling didn't look closely at what the pearls in the dream looked like, but now that she woke up, it might be pink pearls, and even if they weren't, she would have been picked by him.

What dream of getting rich?This is actually a spring dream where the scene in the dream is reflected in reality!It's all because of the medicine!

"Hmm."

It was the sound that woke Pei Ling up again, and Pei Ling mechanically turned his head to check. Luckily, Sai Tianxian didn't wake up, he just frowned, but his face was pink, and he didn't know if he was really in pain.It should be painful, after all, Pei Ling played with the pearl without reservation in the dream.Speaking of this, Pei Ling thought of stopping. As soon as he left, the pink pearls on one side were really unsightly compared to the other side.He actually felt that this absurd dream was true, at least if he gave it to two oysters, he wouldn't have to play with one alone.

The index finger and middle finger became pincers to clamp the bath towel that was swept aside, covering up "that point" so unsightly.Hiding the crime scene, he felt guilty that he, the culprit, had to escape. When he stood up, half of his arm suddenly went numb, and he forgot that he still had one hand being pillowed.Pei Ling had no choice but to carefully lift Sai Tianxian's head and draw his hand.As soon as the hand is withdrawn, it feels sour and refreshing. No wonder in the dream I always feel that I am hoeing too hard and my shoulders are sore.

When the time passed, Pei Ling didn't care about the sweat on the half of the pillow, and tiptoed out like a thief.