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The lingering tongues gradually parted, and the confused eyes gradually cleared up. After a fiery kiss, the two gasped heavily and smiled at each other.

Shunzhou helped Yue Congyun straighten his clothes, smoothed his collar and said with a smile, "Okay, young master."

Yue Congyun smiled helplessly, turned around and picked up the pen, "It's always called like this at times like this."

Shunzhou leaned on the desk, looked at the hand holding the pen, and remembered the first time he saw him.The balloon he blew accidentally flew out of the window and burst in mid-air. The two faced each other up and down. Because of the burst balloon, each other's wide-eyed eyes were full of panic.Shunzhou received a floating note with the words "sorry" written on it.

Before the secret was revealed, probably because of shyness, Yue Congyun hid in the room.Unfortunately, what he didn't expect was that the stranger who accidentally saw his secret was actually his personal attendant.

Yue Congyun's first impression of Shunzhou is that he is a very friendly person, because his younger brother Xiaofeng is very easy to talk to him, and in this family he is the only one who can talk to Xiaofeng as usual.Yue Congyun couldn't help being envious when he saw it, and then curious, how did he do it?

At least Yue Congyun couldn't do this himself, easy-going to others, because his mind was heavy, the doctor said he had to cultivate, otherwise the depression would be worse, so he took two years off from school.Shunzhou is not only a servant, but also a tutor.

At the beginning, Shunzhou was still very disciplined. If the young master didn't speak, he would not open his mouth, and he would follow the young master wherever he went.

But later, the master-servant relationship maintained in such a polite manner was broken.

Shun Zhou was guiding the young master with his homework, and when he saw the young master picking up a pen to write, he suddenly remembered the day when we first met, that was the first time he crossed the line, he didn't dare to say it clearly, but asked sideways, "Why does the young master like to blow up balloons?"

In fact, that day, the balloon that came out of the window was just one of the balloons in the room. Yue Congyun liked to hide in the room and blow up balloons, blowing up many.

When he asked about this, Yue Congyun's hand holding the pen froze, Shunzhou thought he was displeased, and immediately lowered his head to receive the punishment, "I'm sorry, young master."

After a while of silence, Shunzhou was about to look up when he heard Yue Hefeng say, "Because there is no tree hole."

"what?"

Yue Hefeng turned his face and looked at Shunzhou, "It is said in the story that if you can't hold back, you can tell the tree hole. But there is no tree hole in this house, but I am about to explode, so I can only rely on balloons." Yue Congyun With a faint smile, he said, "It's better for a balloon to explode than for me to explode."

"So that's how it is." Shunzhou took advantage of the situation and said such a sentence, and the normal curiosity should ask, who is the sorry hidden in his heart, to whom?

But he can't ask, because he is a servant, Yue Congyun is the young master, and he has already violated the rules once today, so he can't ask again.

It's a pity that it was too late, Yue Congyun was the one who crossed the line this time.Yue Congyun held his face in his hands and looked at it carefully, Shunzhou didn't understand what he was looking at himself.

Yue Congyun looked at Shunzhou's face and thought, what made Xiaofeng get so close to him, how did he manage to get along well with everyone in this family?He was curious, but he couldn't see it from the surface, so he wanted to investigate deeply.So he said to Shunzhou, who was surprised by his actions and opened his mouth slightly into an O shape, "Then you, would you be my tree hole?"

Shunzhou looked deeply at the person opposite and nodded.Then Liang's lips leaned forward, the first time the two of them were a little cautious, not as skilled and fiery as they are now.

Shun Zhou always thought of their first kiss from time to time, and he also thought about it later, was it because they met eyes at the first meeting that the kiss was so natural?But Shunzhou always felt that they were not close enough to fall in love at first sight and tacitly understand each other.He always felt that there was a gap between them.

As for the difference, Shunzhou couldn't figure it out, and he couldn't ask more questions, for he was afraid that after asking in depth, the two would lose their passion.At this moment, he looked at Yue Congyun who was sitting in front of the desk and writing, and thought with a smile, maybe a quiet person is surprisingly bold.

Whether it is a tree hole or an outlet for emotional venting.Just be together like this.

"From the cloud."

"Huh?" Yue Congyun stopped writing, looked up at him, Shunzhou smiled and shook his head at him, "I just wanted to call you."

After the first kiss, they no longer referred to each other as master and servant.Yue Congyun gave Shunzhou equality, which made Shunzhou happy and felt that he valued their relationship.

Up to this point, Shun Chau felt that he could ask, who were the many "sorry"s that were packed in the balloon at the beginning.

Hearing Shunzhou's question, Yue Congyun's face flashed a little uneasy.

Shunzhou knew that he didn't want to talk about it, but Shunzhou, who was given an equality, wanted to know greedily.People are easy to get close to their feet.

"Am I not your tree hole? Tell me about it."

After hesitating for a while, Yue Congyun finally told him, "It's for my mother. Say sorry to her."

"Your mother?"

Shunzhou remembered that woman, who occasionally received letters from her when she was in school, encouraging her to improve herself, and knowing that she had excellent grades, she would send some extra money as a reward.Thanks to her, as an orphan, he has never been embarrassed by life, and he still has the opportunity to study abroad, and he is willing to return to Yuejia to repay his kindness.It's just a pity that I've never been able to thank her face to face, because my beauty is unlucky.Can only do something for this home from the bottom of my heart.

"What are you sorry for her?"

"I'm sorry I couldn't trust her."

"So put those words in a balloon?"

Referring to Yue Congyun's embarrassed smile, "I thought the balloon could fly upwards. If it does, she might be able to see it."

Shunzhou laughed when he heard this, "Congyun, the balloon will only fly upwards if it is filled with hydrogen, and it will only sink to the ground if it is inflated."

Yue Congyun also laughed after hearing this, "I'm very naive, right?"

Shunzhou nodded, the two looked at each other, and laughed even more happily, Yue Congyun said casually, "If Xiaofeng cried a lot when he was young, he would be happy if I blow up balloons."

Shunzhou stopped laughing after hearing this, "You still remember what happened to the second young master when he was a child, which shows that you value him very much, but why do you always avoid him now?"

Yue Congyun stopped talking, Shunzhou realized that he seemed to have poked him in a sore spot, and pretended to fight with him to expose the trouble, he lay on Yue Congyun's back, "Okay, let's not talk about this."

But Yue Congyun suddenly got up very sensitively and knocked him to the ground, Shunzhou looked at Yue Congyun with some surprise.Yue Congyun stretched out his hand to him, "Sorry, I don't like being pressed down, if it's too heavy, I'll feel like I can't breathe."

Shunzhou laughed, "Then it seems that I can only be wronged and suppressed by you."

But this joke didn't make Yue Congyun feel at ease, Yue Congyun withdrew his hand, Shunzhou came to understand and asked him, "You don't want to?"

"Sorry. I haven't thought of that step yet."

Shunzhou got up from the ground by himself, clapped his hands, and Yue Congyun, who wanted to do something to save him, hurriedly said, "Whatever you want, I'll buy it for you."

Shun Zhou lowered his head and smiled, what he wanted... Finally he pointed to Yue Congyun's pen, "Then give me this."

"But it was my birthday present from my mother."

Of course Shunzhou knew, it was because he knew the importance of this pen that he asked for it, and today he suddenly wanted to prove his importance in Yue Congyun's heart.

As a result, he got the pen, but he was not as happy as he imagined.And he regretted his waywardness just now.

He wanted to make amends, do something for Yue Congyun, so that he would feel that he was still a considerate Shunzhou.But apart from him being a tree hole for Yue Congyun to relieve his emotions in time, what else can I do for him?

He gave Yue Congyun a phonograph, a retro open-mouthed horn style, and he smiled and exchanged courtesy with Yue Congyun.But Yue Congyun made a strange move. He stuck his head into the open horn, came out after a while, shook his head and said, "The airtightness is not as good as a balloon."

Shunzhou was distressed, he was worried that Yue Congyun would close him off.This distress persisted until Yue Hefeng was given homework guidance.Yue Hefeng confides to him, why does his brother never get close to him?Obviously, my brother can get close to him.

Of course, their relationship is not normal, Shunzhou thought a little proudly in his heart.But he couldn't say it, he just proudly showed the pen Yue Congyun gave him.

Seeing Yue Hefeng's confused eyes, and hearing him tell himself about his brother's avoidance of him, Shunzhou remembered Yue Congyun talking about Yue Hefeng when he was a child with a smile.

Congyun actually cared about his younger brother.Shunzhou, who understands this, wants to be the glue of the two brothers, maybe solve a problem for Yue Congyun, and he will value himself more.So he reassured Yue Hefeng and told him that he would unravel Congyun.

Shunzhou told Yue Congyun all the feelings Yue Hefeng had confided to him, and he also wondered why Yue Congyun always hid from Yue Hefeng.

Yue Congyun told him, "Because I'm afraid of his eyes."

"His eyes?" Shunzhou didn't think Yue Hefeng's eyes were intimidating, although when he frightened other attendants with his eyes, he could always frighten them.

After hesitating for a moment, Yue Congyun still told him, "His eyes are very similar to his mother's. The older he grows, the more he looks like him. The older he grows, the more afraid I am to face him. Afraid to look into his eyes and feel his eyes. The eyes are complaining, complaining that I asked that question too much back then, causing my mother to jump off the building, complaining that I asked that question too much, causing my younger brother to lose his mother."

Shunzhou understood, since he heard Yue Congyun talk about what happened back then, he understood Yue Congyun's heart disease, Yue Congyun's reticence for many years was also because he felt that he asked that question too much back then.

"It's not like this, Cong Yun." Shunzhou encouraged him, "It's not what you think, the second young master is not looking at you with complaining eyes, he is looking forward to you getting close to him."

"really?"

Shunzhou patted him on the shoulder, "Why don't you try it? Try it, and you will understand."

Yue Congyun listened to him and tried, tried to get close to Yue Hefeng, first tried to smile at Yue Hefeng, and got unexpected feedback, Yue Hefeng smiled back and called out his brother.

Then I tried to talk to him, asked him about his daily life, just asked about his studies in a very ordinary way, and the more gentle he talked about his daily life, for example, he was good at math, but not good at English, who in school thought he was not pleasing to the eye , Tang Lin was always annoying.

Shunzhou was very happy, he was glad that the brothers became cheerful under his influence.Although Yue Congyun needs fewer tree holes.When they hadn't kissed for almost half a month, Shunzhou couldn't bear it anymore, and he took the initiative.

The first time he took the initiative, he entered Yue Congyun's room during his lunch break, and before he could speak, he heard Yue Congyun say, "Sorry, I have to send reference materials to my brother, he didn't finish his homework for a few days, I missed a lot in my homework, and I was afraid of being punished by the teacher."

The second time he took the initiative was when he was in the garden. He followed Yue Congyun and saw no one around. He was about to hold Yue Congyun back when he suddenly heard Yue Hefeng shout, "Brother, Shunzhou!"

Yue Congyun responded immediately, turned around and left.

One after another, it is always because of the more harmonious wind.This made Shunzhou suspicious. Could it be that in Congyun's mind, the most important thing is being more peaceful?I'm just his spice?

Once there is such suspicion, even if it is a little bit, it will grow wildly later, covering the heart and distorting the nature.But according to Shunzhou's nature, he doesn't want to be a suspicious and jealous person, he wants to get rid of the crazily growing doubts in his heart, so he directly puts forward his ideas to Yue Hefeng.

Yue Hefeng smiled faintly, "What are you thinking about?"

Because of Yue Gengfeng's calm attitude, Shun Zhou felt a little relieved, and Yue Geng Feng gently pressed a kiss on the corner of his lips to dispel his doubts, Shun Zhou felt much better.

But after saying "Brother", Yue Congyun hurriedly turned around and left himself alone, Shunzhou couldn't help but think again, he hasn't kissed himself for a long time, why did he give a copious kiss after he raised doubts?There is a feeling of wanting to cover up.

But on the other hand, Shunzhou persuaded himself that he wouldn't, that he couldn't, that he was thinking too much, and stop being too horny about such things, and he couldn't become a narrow-minded person.

He didn't want to be hated by Yue Congyun, so he spent his days in suspicion and self-comfort.Gradually, I was a little out of breath, and the smile on my face became more and more superficial.

Until that day, he couldn't suppress it anymore, the dark side he forcibly suppressed turned up violently and swallowed the original Shunzhou.

That day, he watched Yue Congyun, who claimed that he didn't like being pressed on his back, squatted on the ground and let Yue Hefeng lie on his stomach and act like a baby.

Yue Congyun, who would tip himself over, didn't show any discomfort, Yue Hefeng leaned on his shoulder and said childish words.

"Brother, I'm not redundant, right? At least for you, I'm not redundant."

"How can you be redundant. You are unique in my heart."

None of them noticed that Shunzhou was quietly watching them by the corridor.Listening to their conversation, Shunzhou suddenly realized that the one who couldn't penetrate them seemed to be the redundant one.And Yue Congyun said that Yue Hefeng is the only one in his heart.

He looked at Yue Congyun's affirmation and jumped in place happily. If it was him, he might do the same.

In the end, Yue Hefeng found himself first, because Yue Congyun kept looking at his brother with a smile, his eyes were full of Yue Hefeng.When Yue Congyun looked at him, panic appeared on Yue Congyun's face.

After returning to his room, he quietly listened to Yue Congyun's explanation, "Shunzhou, it's not what you think."

"If that's not the case, then why are you panicking?"

"I panicked because I was afraid you would think that way."

The dialogue becomes a dead loop.Shunzhou didn't want to continue this endless loop, "Congyun, it seems like you never told me you loved me."

Yue Congyun still tried to explain, "I treat my younger brother because of responsibility and debt. It was you who asked me to try to get close to him. After getting close to him, I found that what you said was right. I regret all these years because of my I missed a lot of things because of my wild thoughts. And my mother clearly said at the time to take good care of my brother, but I didn't do it."

Shunzhou smiled, said so many reasons, but forgot to answer his own question, this is not explaining, but trying to convince himself.

"I don't care about these." Shunzhou looked into Yue Congyun's eyes and asked, "I just want to know if you love me?"

Yue Congyun stopped chattering, he was stared at by Shunzhou and had nowhere to hide, and finally said honestly, "I really like you very much."

Because of this sentence, the calm Shunzhou was feeling overwhelmed in his heart. If he hadn't been limited by his status, if he was a man in love, he would definitely go crazy when he heard this sentence, tearing each other up like a shrew, and questioning him. Is that all?

Shunzhou, who has received a lot of training, is not like this. He still maintains a calm surface, but even so, he still made a very crazy proposal, "If it is really like what you said, then we will go abroad. Just the two of us .”

Yue Congyun was stunned, he understood that this was just Shunzhou's willful proposal, he smiled and reached out to hold him and comfort him.But Shunzhou looked at him indifferently and said, "Congyun, you have to give me an explanation."