evening star evening star

Lu Wanxing arrived at the hospital very early, and his number was third. When he was sitting outside the injection room, the nurses were changing shifts.

The nurses on the day shift happened to have an impression of Lu Wanxing - he came too many times, the medicines he used were both new and expensive, and his appearance was recognizable, so he was actually a frequently discussed patient.

"Lu Wanxing, the last needle today?"

Lu Wanxing nodded, and the nurse said, "Congratulations then. But Director Liu told me not to forget to tell you, to check back in a week to see all the data."

"Ok, I know."

"Wait a few minutes and get ready. You are the first one before the others come."

Seeing Lu Wanxing's sour face, the nurse smiled: "How big is the difference between the first and the third? Aren't you just here for this injection?"

As she said that, she comforted Lu Wanxing again: "The pain is also the last time, just bear it and pass it."

Lu Wanxing's situation seems to be more complicated. There are very few patients who take the same medicine as him, and the nurses are not familiar with it.

It's just that every time Lu Wanxing came out of the injection room, he felt like he was about to collapse, and he could probably imagine that it wouldn't feel very good.

While waiting, Lu Wanxing took out his mobile phone and logged into "Worriless Loan" from his personal account.

But after opening the homepage, he didn't make the repayment at the first time, but turned over the bill first.

Since 24 months ago, every loan is the epitome of his tense life in that month.

Today is finally coming to an end.

After coming out of the injection room, Lu Wanxing sat on the chair for a long time as usual.

The nurse passed by him a few times and asked the last time, "Hey, you came here alone today?"

Lu Wanxing was covered in cold sweat, his face was obviously pale, and he couldn't speak, so he nodded.

Ten minutes to ten o'clock in the morning, Shen Hewei's cell phone vibrated slightly, and he received a WeChat message from Lu Wanxing.

Lu Wanxing: [Picture]

Without clicking on the big picture, you can clearly see that the two cards that Lu Wanxing is holding are the two cards that Shen Hewei gave him.

Lu Wanxing wasn't that dull, Shen Hewei sulked for a while, and he almost figured out why.

The phone vibrated again, and it sent a screenshot of Lu Wanxing paying off the loan.

Lu Wanxing: [I just came out of the hospital, don't be angry, please eat at noon, okay]

After Shen Hewei read his message for half a minute, Lu Wanxing's call came.

"Are you busy?"

"Are you busy to answer the phone?"

"Oh... Are you free at noon? Let's have dinner together. May I go find you?"

"I only have half an hour."

Lu Wanxing hesitated for a moment, and then said: "That shouldn't be enough. If we eat right away, if we eat near the company, there will be a lot of people, and it would be a waste of time to go far away...Forget it, let's try another day."

Shen Hewei didn't speak for a while, Lu Wanxing said, "Shen Hewei?"

Shen He said slightly: "Forget it, what else can I say?"

Then hung up.

Lu Wanxing thought about it, and went to his company anyway.

The assistant went downstairs to pick him up and sent him to Shen Hewei's office.

Shen Hewei held a pen in his hand and a stack of folders wrapped in transparent covers. He didn't raise his head, and looked busier than Lu Wanxing imagined.

He sat down on the sofa and waited for nearly an hour. When he was about to fall asleep, Shen Hewei stood up.

"go to eat?"

Shen Hewei said "hmm" expressionlessly.

The two walked to the door one after the other. Before the door opened, Lu Wanxing held Shen Hewei's hand.

Shaking slightly, he said, "Being angry all the time will make you ugly."

Shen He looked down at him slightly, and Lu Wanxing smiled at him: "I'm so happy today, what do you want to eat, I invite you."

Shen He said slightly: "Whoever invites whom."

Maybe it was because the distance was too close, Lu Wanxing didn't hide his embarrassment, and then he still smiled and said, "Please ask me, I don't have any money for now, so I have to rely on you."

Considering that Shen and Wei still had things to do, Lu Wanxing took him downstairs to a very popular brunch shop, ordered two set meals, and they were served quickly.

When a subordinate greeted Shen Hewei, his attitude was very good, better than Lu Wanxing, saying "Hello".

Lu Wanxing bit the buttered Madeleine, looked up and saw Shen Hedong walking towards them.

This should be the first time Lu Wanxing saw Shen Hedong during office hours.

He dressed more casually than he did at those dinner parties. He didn't wear a suit, and he simply matched straight-leg pants with a dark gray jacket. He looked several years younger.

Shen Hedong greeted Lu Wanxing first: "Wanxing."

"Brother." Lu Wanxing put away his mobile phone on the empty seat and asked Shen Hedong to sit down, "I didn't know you were here today."

Shen Hedong said: "Come here for a meeting. He didn't know about the short notice."

Saying that, Shen Hedong glanced at Shen Hewei, then at Lu Wanxing, and asked Lu Wanxing in a deliberately low voice: "Are you having trouble?"

Lu Wanxing smiled, and then looked at Shen Hewei who was concentrating on eating without saying a word.

Shen Hedong said: "This person is indeed very temperamental. He was unreasonable when he was a child. We are all afraid of him."

Shen Hewei took a sip of coffee and said, "When."

Shen Hedong stretched his brows and eyes, and said with a smile: "You are always younger than me, and you are considered a child."

Lu Wanxing was happy watching everything today, so he also laughed.

But Shen Hewei didn't show any displeasure.

Generally speaking, he is actually a very mature person.

In the past, when they were together, they either went to bed tenderly or separated decisively.

Shen and Wei have always been willing to follow their own wishes, and there is no need to think too much about going or staying.

Lu Wanxing had also seen him in a video conference.

Shen Hewei's wording is very rigorous, the speed of speech is moderate, and the tone of voice is kept in a tone that makes the other party feel that he is serious without feeling oppressive.

He is also good at listening.

But in the end, it will be discovered that most of his demands have been met in the negotiations.

From all aspects, he is indeed an attractive Alpha, and Lu Wanxing has no reason not to like him.

As for prolonged sulking, that should be the only time.Seeing him like that, Lu Wanxing felt quite fresh.

After eating, he went to Shen Hewei's office to get his backpack, and Lu Wanxing planned to go back to Shen's house first.

Shen Wenhua seldom cooks, so it is rare that he wants to make dumplings today, and he doesn't want to miss it.

Shen Hewei sent him to the door first, and then walked to the elevator.

The assistant followed behind, hesitating whether to go forward, Shen Hewei went to the underground parking lot again.

He drove by himself and took Lu Wanxing back to Shen's house.

At noon, a strong wind suddenly blew up, and the haze made the sky look gray.

Towards the end of the last few days, the weather has turned extraordinarily bad.

The car was parked outside the courtyard gate, and there was a whining wind through a car door.

Lu Wanxing saw that Shen and Wei seemed to have something to say, so he didn't get out of the car yet.

After waiting for a while, Shen Hewei said, "I'll be home at six o'clock."

"Oh." Lu Wanxing said, "I'll tell Dad."

"Lu Wanxing."

"Ok?"

"I'll go home in the morning." After a long time, Shen Hewei said, "You're not here."

Lu Wanxing thought about it, and said to Shen Hewei: "Well, I left early today. Because it's the last time, I'm a little nervous."

Seeing that Shen Hewei was silent again, Lu Wanxing turned to look at him, and said seriously: "It's okay. Once in a while, it's nothing. I used to go by myself all the time. It really doesn't matter."

Lu Wanxing's tone became more relaxed according to what he said: "It's finally over, you can go back to school, no matter what, you have to get a diploma, otherwise, my tuition will be in vain."

"Didn't you also promise me that you would go with me?"

Shen He lowered his eyes slightly and continued to remain silent for a moment.

Lu Wanxing looked at his side face, his attention was quickly distracted to Shen Hewei's nose bridge and the texture of his skin, unable to guess what he was thinking.

"There is another review in a week." Lu Wanxing tentatively said, "You can accompany me."

This time, Shen Hewei answered quickly: "Got it."

Lu Wanxing understood that this meant that they had reconciled, and their happiness increased again.

Zhong Yuxin has arrived early with her two children.

Lu Wanxing played house with Lulu for a while, Zhong Yuxin went into the children's room to take a look, and found Lu Wanxing lying on the carpet, just asleep.

Lulu sat next to him, with dolls in front of him, and a mock sisters party for afternoon tea.

When it was Lu Wanxing's turn to drink, he was pushed by Lulu, and he took a mini teacup with his eyes closed.

Zhong Yuxin woke him up, told him to be careful of catching a cold, and went upstairs to sleep, only then did Lu Wanxing wake up.

It was almost six o'clock, and dinner was about to start, so he went to wash his face, and Shen Hewei also entered the door.

Although Lu Wanxing was the same as usual, he didn't talk much, but his good mood was too obvious and had a lot of influence, even the atmosphere of the whole meal was very relaxed.

They discussed about Lu Wanxing's going to school, and Zhong Yuxin said, "At that time, Wanxing will have to run around, and he will be quite tired."

Shen Hedong thought for a while, and said to Shen Hewei: "I have a meeting today, and I feel that the changes are not small. I hear that. Are you planning to go to Linshi after the next year?"

The topic was drawn to Shen Hewei, and he said indifferently: "It's still under discussion, no decision has been made."

After dinner, Shen Hewei went to the study and talked with Shen Zhaoling.

Zhong Yuxin and Shen Hedong accompanied the two children in the children's room, Zhong Yuxin said: "I think he still cares about Wan Xing very much, and he will plan to go to Linshi in advance, which shows that the relationship between the two is getting better and better."

"Then I guess it will be a matter of time before we have children."

"It will be lively at that time, and several children will play together, just like when you were young."

As usual, Zhong Yuxin talked a lot, and Shen Hedong listened.

He thought of Ding Fanhui for no reason.

When sending Ding Fanhui to the hospital, before entering the ward, Ding Fanhui asked him if he could hide it from Lu Wanxing.

It can be said that Shen Hedong didn't know Lu Wanxing at all, and he couldn't think of how to hide it, so he could only say "I will always know".

Ding Fanhui didn't seem to have much hope, he just asked casually, so he didn't seem disappointed.

She might not even be sober, and while waiting for the doctor to come in the emergency corridor, she murmured something that she was sorry for Lu Wanxing.

She thought that she didn't take good care of Lu Wanxing and let him suffer with her all the time.

It is said that Lu Wanxing is like a grass on the side of the road, anyone who is unhappy can step on him, but Ding Fanhui himself has no ability to protect him anymore.

Those words were upside down, even if Shen Hedong had heard them.

When she was surrounded by the medical staff who finally had time to come, Shen Hedong also left the hospital.

In my impression, it didn't take long before I heard the news of Ding Fanhui's death.

In fact, not many people discussed and cared about it. It was only because they mentioned Lu Zerong who hadn't shown up at the dinner party that someone brought it up. It was done by his wild son to vent his anger on his dead mother.

Shen Hedong, who was also at the dinner at that time, after listening to it, recalled what Ding Fanhui said in the hospital, and realized that at that time Ding Fanhui might have realized that his time was running out.

She couldn't let Lu Wanxing go, and had to let go.

He heard Lu Wanxing's name again, several years later, from his cousin Shen Hewei.

Apparently, they dated casually for a while, and then separated casually.

Shen Hedong didn't think too much about it, but at that time, no matter who saw it, Shen Hewei's state was very wrong.

To put it bluntly, the change from cold-blooded and inhuman to irritable and irritable is too obvious, only Shen Hewei refuses to admit it.

For example, at the very beginning, when Shen Hedong stopped doing what he could, and Shen Hewei, who had just been in power for two years, had to go on urgent business trips all the time, Shen and Wei just did it with a blank face, cleaning up the mess everywhere, cleaning up butt.

It is said that during that time, it was very common for him to fly in the ordinary cabin.

But in the end, whoever offended him is a different style of story.

Even Shen Hedong put away his really bad little thoughts, and rarely tripped Shen Hewei.

After all, his brother looked like he was about to have a nervous breakdown.

Because there was no substantial harm to the body, and there was no mistake in the work, the Shen family turned a blind eye and let him go.

Until they talked about their marriage with Lu Xi, Shen and Wei were in the mode of workaholics and had little contact with their families.

Shen Hedong didn't expect him to agree.

Up to now, Shen Hewei and Lu Wanxing have been married for more than a year.

Shen Hedong found that, unknowingly, Shen Hewei showed some humanity.

From being Shen Zhaoling's hand-picked heir overnight, he just nodded his head when he saw Shen Hedong, ignoring people's sophistication, to now he would ask "Lulu will come or not", Shen Hewei's change is indeed obvious.

According to his wife Zhong Yuxin, Shen Hewei's behavior is not considered "playing around", so Shen Hedong is a little puzzled, why did they break up in the first place?

It was originally agreed that the two small families would leave together.

But Lu Wanxing couldn't bear to go to bed after eating, so Shen Hedong and his family left first.

After talking with Shen Zhaoling, Shen He entered the room lightly.

The quilt on Lu Wanxing covered most of his face, and he slept soundly.

He habitually glanced at Lu Wanxing's smooth nape, and at this moment he was willing to admit that the emotion that came to his heart was regret.

According to experience, Lu Wanxing doesn't play cards according to common sense. The matter of forgiveness today will explode in the future.

Shen Hewei is not used to being emotionally involved, but in Lu Wanxing's place, since when did it become the norm.

But it's also possible that Shen Hewei thought too much, because every day after that, Lu Wanxing acted in a good mood.

As Shen Hewei always knew, Lu Wanxing was rarely unhappy, but after he got the injection, he was very happy.

He loves to pester people, and he acts like a baby to Shen Hewei without any scruples, making it a little difficult for Shen Hewei to go to work on time in the morning.

In the middle, Shen Hewei went on a business trip for a day and a night, and Lu Wanxing followed him.

Back at the hotel in the middle of the night, being hugged by Lu Wanxing in a daze, it wasn't an annoying feeling.

It was the same on the day of the reexamination. Before going out, Lu Wanxing was still planning what to do in the afternoon: outline draft, coloring, and calling Shen Wenhua. Shen Hewei was simply too busy.

But he had several tests done, was called into the attending doctor's office, and did not come out for a long time.

It doesn't feel like "walking through the process" as Lu Wanxing thinks.

Shen Hewei waited for a long time, and suddenly heard Lu Wanxing's two consecutive "why" through a door.

The voice is not very high, but it is sharp because of the emotion.

He pushed the door open and went in. Lu Wanxing was holding the review report and placed it on the table. Several pages were crumpled deeply by him.

The doctor is already giving the conclusion: "We didn't guarantee that it would work... There is no drug or doctor who can give patients such a guarantee. You know that none of the previous treatments have worked. At least, this drug has allowed you to live normally for two days. Year."

"18." Lu Wanxing sat down for a while, and said flatly, "My two years are not worth that much money."

After finishing speaking, he looked at the report again, got up silently and went out, passing Shen Hewei who was standing by the door.

Shen Hewei followed behind him, Lu Wanxing walked faster than usual, Shen and Wei didn't insist on catching up with him, the two kept a close distance.

When they were about to reach the parking lot, Shen Hewei wanted to break the silence, but he didn't open his mouth first. He grabbed Lu Wanxing's arm and told him to turn around. Sure enough, he saw a pair of tear-filled eyes, and the expression on his face was more numb than disappointed.

Lu Wanxing is not a person who loves to cry. The last time she shed tears in front of Shen Hewei was when Lu Xi smashed her head and couldn't find Shen Hewei.

Thinking of that incident, Shen Hewei had more bad emotions because of it.

He knew that the bad mood was not because of Lu Wanxing's bad life.

Lu Wanxing's life has not been good all along, and it hasn't changed.

Shen Hewei would not realize that less than 18 is nothing to Lu Wanxing.

Lu Wanxing knew that he was deeply involved in the fate of online loans, but he still did it. For any ordinary person, it is a consequence that he cannot afford. He just has a pair of hands that can draw more than others. in good health.

"Lu Wanxing."

The hospitals near the eastern suburbs had limited audiences and limited medical conditions that could be treated within their capabilities. Shen and Wei had raised doubts.

But at that time, there were only a few stitches left, and Lu Wanxing also placed great hopes on it.

In the end, Shen Hewei didn't say something like "I said it a long time ago". For some reason, he suddenly had such an intuition.

He pinched Lu Wanxing's chin to make him look at him, but although Lu Wanxing's eyes were open, he just stared blankly ahead without focus.

Shen Hewei still looked into Lu Wanxing's eyes and said, "Listen to me, it's no big deal, change the hospital, change the doctor, there will always be a solution, it's nothing, do you hear?"

Tears kept flowing, gathered in Shen Hewei's palm, and trickled down his wrist.

After half a minute, Lu Wanxing let out a soft sob.

His gaze slowly gathered, the focus fell on Shen Hewei's face, he took a small step back, avoiding Shen Hewei's attempt to hug him.

"What do you know?"

Many, many things flashed through Lu Wanxing's mind. One day in November of that year, he left Shen Hewei's house in the morning and called in the afternoon when he heard Shen and Wei mention breaking up.

That night, he had a sudden and severe headache. He thought it was a bad cold, so he took antipyretics and painkillers, which worked at that time.

But only two days later, during the morning class, he developed a high fever again, lay in bed and couldn't get up, and was sent to the hospital by the dormitory supervisor and his classmates.

After doing a lot of examinations, I got a general explanation, which may be a pheromone disorder.

This illness can be serious or minor, the hospital prescribed some conventional medicines for Lu Wanxing, and after his temperature cooled down, he was sent back to school.

However, severe anxiety attacks followed him closely. He was flustered and irritable, unable to concentrate, unable to listen to a complete sentence, and in the worst case, his hands were too trembling to hold a pencil.

He lost the ability to live a normal life.

Jiang Beilei accompanied him to several hospitals, some of them said they didn't see any problems, and some of them were diagnosed as pheromone disorders.

After spending all his little savings, Lu Wanxing's situation got worse and worse.

A disease that looked like flu to ordinary people turned into a plague that only targeted Lu Wanxing alone.

Unable to figure out the reason, he ended his studies and ruined all his plans and life.

In less than two weeks, Lu Wanxing dropped out of school because she couldn't bear the inevitable pheromone dissipation when the crowd gathered in the school.

Before leaving, Jiang Beilei asked him if he had any money on him, and if he wanted to borrow a little for the transition, Lu Wanxing thought about it and said one thousand, and Jiang Beilei transferred him five thousand.

In that rented house in the eastern suburbs, he spent two chaotic months.

Lu Xi ran errands with him several times in a row but failed to find anyone, and soon found out that he had dropped out of school. On the day he went to Lu Wanxing's residence, Lu Wanxing had a fever and did not wake up.

Lu Xi took him to the Friendship Central Hospital nearby. When Lu Wanxing woke up, it was already the next day. Lu Xi asked him, "Idiot, is it difficult for you to go to the hospital when you are sick?"

He was diagnosed as being sensitive to type B pheromones, which is rare. He started using a new drug recommended by the doctor when he did not see any effective clinical treatment options except staying away from the crowd.

At the beginning, he also had doubts about the medicine that cost tens of thousands of yuan in a few milliliters, but it did gradually take effect, the high fever no longer occurred, and all the symptoms of anxiety were gradually disappearing.

Except for the moment of the injection, he was in pain, and he basically regained his ability to live.

Therefore, Lu Wanxing honestly paid the high medical expenses month after month.

How did he learn how to cash out his credit card? In the middle of the night, like every ordinary college student who borrowed an online loan, he posted a self-defeating post on the forum to remind himself not to get deeper and deeper. He remembered it very clearly.

The interface of Wuyoudai made him want to vomit.

He was like an ant before the cold winter, so insignificant, and because of a sudden accident, he became so embarrassed in order to survive.

For two years and 24 months, every time Lu Wanxing arrived at Haicheng Friendship Central Hospital, she felt like someone standing on the beach.

Faced with the surging tide, there is nowhere to escape and no resistance.

The feeling of burning him when the drug touched his glands, the pain that made him only want to surrender, the pain that made him want to cry out for help, so much pain, the pain that he gritted his teeth and persisted, thinking that it would finally end Because of the doctor's sentence "the condition of the gland has not improved", it turned out to be still in place.

For the first time, Lu Wanxing felt almost pure disgust towards Shen Hewei's attitude of staying out of the way, and said again: "What do you know."

When they were in Linshi, Shen Hewei treated him very well, called him baby, and said that they loved him so much that they couldn't do without him. The two spent most of their time sticking together, and finally broke up.

After getting married, Shen Hewei also treated him well for a while, and even later made an appearance that he would accompany him every time he got an injection, which can be easily changed.

This is a very normal thing. In fact, people are very simple creatures. When they need to give affection, they find someone to give it to. When they get bored, they choose to leave, so Lu Wanxing was not even surprised.

At this moment, the unlucky him, facing the joke-like treatment results, did not mean to vent his disappointment on Shen Hewei.

Although he always said "it's okay", "it's okay" and "it's nothing", but he always felt that at this moment, he didn't want to hear Shen Hewei say "it's nothing".