evening star evening star

The hot nutrient solution is used to sustain life, and it can't satisfy the appetite. After eleven o'clock in the night, after another estrus fever passed, Lu Wanxing was hungry.

He opened the delivery software, picked and picked, and placed three orders in one go, then sat by the fireplace wrapped in a blanket, and looked for an old movie to watch.

When all three takeaways were delivered to the door, Lu Wanxing went to get them all at once.

He opened the door, and saw Shen Hewei sitting quietly under the porch.

The night wind blew his forehead hair a little messy, but he was not embarrassed, his eyes showed some light in the dark night, his face had a deep outline, and when he sat on the steps and looked back, his brows were gentle.

Lu Wanxing squeezed the doorknob, Shen Hewei was afraid of scaring him, so he didn't stand up immediately, just looked at him and said, "Go in quickly."

"Why don't you go home?"

"I'll be back in a while." Shen Hewei said, "Is it better?"

Lu Wanxing nodded.

After the estrus fever passed, I didn't feel so cold and my body gained strength.

Shen Hewei's estimated time was around this time, so he felt relieved, got up and patted his clothes, asked Lu Wanxing to lock the door, and then really left.

At the end of the semester, Lu Wanxing only had three exams to take, and soon he had nothing to do.

Shen Wenhua waited for him to catch up on the manuscript for a while, and then came to the city to play with him.

The two of them went out of the city after playing around, and after Shen Wenhua received a call from Shen Zhaoling asking when he would be home, they found out that the Chinese New Year was coming soon.

Shen Wenhua discussed with Lu Wanxing about buying a ticket to go back someday, but Lu Wanxing didn't think much about it, and just said it was fine.

After all, he and Shen Hewei didn't divorce, so it would be unreasonable if they didn't show their face during the Chinese New Year.

When we returned to Shen's house, it was noon on the 27th of the twelfth lunar month, and Shen Hewei was actually at home.

Lu Wanxing hadn't seen him for a long time, and at first glance he seemed a little strange.

But when he took a few steps closer, he mentioned Lu Wanxing's two boxes without saying a word, which was quite reasonable, and made Lu Wanxing feel as if the two of them hadn't seen each other for two days.

He carried the suitcase to the original bedroom, and said to Lu Wanxing, "I live next door. Grandpa doesn't know about it, so don't talk about it."

Lu Wanxing said, "Oh."

He put down the box and closed the door with his hand back. With a soft sound of the latch closing, Lu Wanxing subconsciously looked over.

"What are you afraid of?" Shen He lowered his head slightly, his eyes were deep, he looked at him steadily, and after a while, he said again, "I won't bully you."

When Shen Hewei went out, Lu Wanxing fell backwards on the bed.

Since he bought the plane ticket, he hasn't relaxed much, but lying on this bed, the old peace of mind is still there, and he has played with Shen Wenhua for too long, physically and mentally exhausted to a certain extent, it is useless After a while, I fell asleep.

Shen Wenhua was still downstairs. He had a lot of boxes and was telling the servants which room to move to. Seeing Shen Hewei coming downstairs, he said, "Aren't you busy today?"

"Busy, let's go."

"I only stay for a few minutes when I come back, so it's different when I come back at night?"

Shen Hewei didn't speak.

Shen Wenhua couldn't hold back a smile: "Who will show the cold face, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't be able to bring it back next year."

Shen Hewei not only did not refute, but also said: "I know."

Shen Wenhua could hear the distress from his three words, from the depression that was not uttered, to the depression that is not concealed now.

For a while, I was not in the mood to joke anymore, I just said: "Let's go, let's go, busy with you."

Shen Zhaoling's spirit is getting shorter and shorter, but the Shen family's Spring Festival is still as lively as in previous years.

Lu Wanxing went to the kitchen during the day, watched cards and played cards, sometimes went to bed early at night, and sometimes drew in the study, and his life was similar to before.

Shen Hedong's family of four came to play, and before leaving, Lulu didn't want to go home, so she was helped by Shen Wenhua with a few good words, and she managed to stay.

Compared with before, her way of clinging to people remains the same, but her thinking and logic are more complete, and the people who play with her spend more energy.

Shen Hewei tried his best several times, but failed to attract her from Lu Wanxing's side, and leaned over again, wanting to join their game.

Repeat the action of drinking tea for Lu Wanxing from time to time, to prevent her from screaming suddenly or jumping up and bumping into something, until Shen Wenhua called someone to take her to take a bath.

After Lu Lu was taken out, only Lu Wanxing and Shen Hewei were left in the children's room.

Previously, there were three people sitting in a small circle, so they were very close together.

Lu Wanxing tilted his body, leaned his shoulders against the wall, and was playing with a puzzle in his hand.

The pheromone on his body was faint, and Shen Hewei sat beside him, distracted, and after finishing a corner, he saw his hands hanging down and eyes closed, and he called him softly: "Sleepy? Go back to the room and sleep."

"Sit for a while."

Shen Hewei didn't speak any more, took off his coat and put it on Lu Wanxing's shoulders.

After a while, Lu Wanxing rubbed his eyes, sat up straight again, and refreshed himself.

Shen Hewei said, "I thought you didn't like children."

He has been playing seriously with Lulu these days. Before chatting with Lulu on WeChat, Shen Hewei also knew that he had listened to a large [-]-second voice.

Shen Hewei didn't mean to let him avoid Lulu completely, but they didn't want him to take things he didn't like so seriously.

"I am, sometimes I think about it." Lu Wanxing held Shen Hewei's coat corner loosely with one hand, and said slowly, "If he was here, what would it be like."

Shen Hewei is also very smart. When the child born to him grows up to Lulu's age, will he talk a lot and cry like Lulu's sister?

You know, before Lu Wanxing turned one year old, he loved to cry a lot. Ding Fanhui said that there was nothing he could do about him.

Whether it's a boy or a girl, Lu Wanxing didn't check when he went to the hospital for the first time, and he didn't have the chance to find out later.

Do you like robots or painting, and at what age can you understand the role of lucky money.

Lu Wanxing still thinks about these questions a year now.

In the middle of Shen Hewei's wallet, there has been a cut out part of the title page of the album that says "For Wan Xiaoxing". If there is someone who can discuss this pain with Lu Wanxing, it can only be him.

Shen Hewei did feel long-term pain because of this.

He held Lu Wanxing's hand through his clothes, his voice was very low, almost broken, and he said the same apology several times: "It's all my fault, I shouldn't... let you get pregnant at that time, just now It has nothing to do with you, Lu Wanxing, it's all my fault."

Shen Hewei has been using contraceptives all the time, and he didn't plan to have a child at that time, so he strictly used Alpha's special contraceptive pills.

But the accident still happened, he forgot to take the medicine that day, he penetrated too deeply into Lu Wanxing's genital cavity, and the frequency of doing it was too high, there could be any reason, but there was no one who could bear the consequences on his behalf.

Only Lu Wanxing will bear it.

Shen Wenhua, who came to see if Lulu had been carried away, was stunned at the door, not recovering for a long time.

The next day, Shen Hewei went out early in the morning. Although he had already arranged to compress his working hours today, the whole secretarial staff was still too busy to breathe with him.

Lu Wanxing didn't get up too late, but after breakfast and waiting, no friends who played cards came to the door.

Shen Wenhua went upstairs to change out of his pajamas, and greeted him on the second floor: "Come up, Evening Star."

He took Lu Wanxing to the audio-visual room, found a small box from the top of the bookshelf where the discs were placed, sat cross-legged on the ground, and rummaged through it.

Lu Wanxing also sat down, picked up a few boxes, and looked at the dates marked on them, they were all ten or twenty years ago.

This thing has a long history. When Lu Wanxing was a child, it was a toy that children from wealthy families would bring.

They don't know how to use it, they will take it apart violently, and play with the long and thin tape inside.

It took Shen Wenhua more than ten minutes to find a few boxes, put them aside, draw the heavy blackout curtains, and start playing.

The photographer was very unprofessional, the screen shook for a while, and there were occasional conversations, but the screen was always black.

"Dad, aren't you alright? I'm really going to be late!"

"Immediately, now, look at this... Hey, it's done."

When he finally adjusted the camera, the faces of Shen Hewei in his youth appeared on the big screen.

He doesn't seem to like being stared at by the camera, but he's gotten used to it a long time ago. His expression is cute and speechless, and at the same time he says nicely: "You only have 3 minutes."

"Okay. Today is May [-]th, the finals of the National Youth Intelligence Contest. The youngest contestants, Shen Hewei, set off immediately to the venue. Son, tell me how you feel. Are you nervous? Do you have confidence? Tell me casually."

"Appropriate tension is conducive to stable performance. The players who can enter the finals are not low-level. Everyone has something worth learning from." He changed his voice, with sly eyes, "But I know, I am the strongest."

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!"

Shen Hewei put away his cooperative expression, and announced solemnly: "If you don't leave again, I will call Uncle Liu."

"Go, go, why not go."

Shen Hewei has a thin body, and the suitcase he was carrying looked heavy, but he carried it to the car properly without the help of others.

The person who filmed did not turn off the DV, and kept recording until the end of the game, and the whole family went to eat pizza.

There were many people present. Lu Wanxing knew Shen Hedong, Shen Zhaoling and Shen Wenhua.

There was also Shen Hedong's parents, who didn't have much contact with each other. At that time, everyone was much younger than now. Lu Wanxing looked at them for a while before recognizing them all.

Shen Hewei didn't seem overly excited because he won the game, but when the photographer praised him "the son is awesome", "the son is the best" and "Dad is so happy today", the corners of his mouth curled up because someone So proud of him and beaming.

The content of the videotape is very original, without any editing, it does not look interesting, and it is old, the background sound is noisy, full of a lot of white noise, and sometimes the camera shakes for a long time, making people dizzy.

But Lu Wanxing was still very involved.

In addition to Shen and Wei's robot competition, there are many family gatherings, picnics, fishing, and cruises.

Shen and Wei's many meaningful moments in the eyes of their parents have been recorded one by one.

The love for Shen Hewei from the person holding the DV is reflected in those clumsy shots. He made a one-point shot after trying more than ten times, and he would always get a sincere applause from behind the camera.

Shen Wenhua took the remote control and pressed pause.

"That's my ex-husband." Shen Wenhua said, "He Wei's other father is named Feng Yao."

Lu Wanxing nodded.

"I haven't been in contact with each other in the past few years, but in fact, the relationship between Hewei and him was the best when I was a child. Father and son get together from morning till night, and have hundreds of little secrets."

"He Wei likes him very much and admires him very much. I once thought that the reason why He Wei worked so hard on robots was not because he was interested in it at first."

"Uncle likes it."

"Yes, he likes it very much. From hobby to career, the focus of work has always been on artificial intelligence."

After finishing speaking, Shen Wenhua realized that what Lu Wanxing used just now was a declarative tone.

"He Wei mentioned it to you?"

Lu Wanxing nodded: "He told me about his childhood."

Children will indeed seek the approval of their parents inadvertently. Lu Wanxing understands this kind of thing. In many cases, it will play a positive guiding role, and it cannot be regarded as a bad thing.

When Shen Wenhua discussed divorce with Feng Yao, Shen Hewei was not yet 15 years old.

They made an agreement not to tell Shen and Wei about Feng Yao's infidelity in marriage, but only to say that they had a disagreement and needed to separate.

In the beginning, it did.

Shen Hewei has always been well-educated, and he would indeed feel uncomfortable when he suddenly told his parents that their relationship had broken down, but he didn't feel abandoned.

He agrees that adults have the right to pursue their own happiness, and he also believes that after his parents divorce, his relationship with him will not change.

When he needed to decide which side he wanted to live with before, on one side was his Alpha father, whom he talked about all the time, and on the other side, his Omega father and elderly grandfather who also cared for him so much, he hesitated.

Shen Wenhua and Feng Yao's divorce progressed quickly. On the afternoon when Shen Hewei said that he had made a decision, the family of three made an appointment to meet at Shen's house.

When he came home from school, he ran into Shen Wenhua and Feng Yao who were arguing.

In Shen Wenhua's impression, he has never been so mean. He commented on the other party as "a idiot with sperm in his head", "Everyone has grown up, and you are the only one who can't control it" and other words.

When they finally noticed Shen Hewei who had returned home, Shen Hewei already understood that his Alpha father had already had another Omega outside, and he had just found out that he was pregnant.

The other party said that although it would be a great responsibility to have two children at once, they still welcome Shen Hewei to join their family. The implication is that they will no longer cooperate with Shen Hewei's Alpha father as they discussed before. A familiar drama.

"I know, he originally decided to go with Feng Yao."

Shen Wenhua said, "Feng Yao took care of him almost all his daily life since he was a child. In his heart, I may not even be able to take care of myself. He is too sensible. He probably thought that if he left with Feng Yao, I would still be relaxed. Life, we can see each other often again, it’s no different from before.”

Once things start to show themselves, nothing can be hidden.

Shen Hewei soon knew the ins and outs of Feng Yao's derailment.

Shen Wenhua had never been marked, and since the day Feng Yao confessed to him about his cheating, he had lost all affection for him. He was indeed hurt at the time, but it was not to the point where he couldn't get out.

Later, when Feng Yao was mentioned again, there would not even be a slight fluctuation in his heart.

The ones who were hurt the most were actually Shen Hewei.

He was so young at that time and was about to enter puberty. Although he liked to put on a cool face, he hadn't experienced the complexity of human nature at all.

He couldn't accept that a person who was as conscientious as his father had acted as a complete betrayer in his marriage, and suffered a huge shock in his heart, which became the origin of his prejudice against pheromones.

He hadn't seen Feng Yao much. In the first two years, during the visit time stipulated by the court, he either ran away early and hid, or lost his temper. In short, he refused to cooperate.

If, like Shen Wenhua, he no longer cared so much about the other party because of disappointment, he probably wouldn't react so strongly.

So, on the contrary, Shen Hewei, who was young at that time, should still love Feng Yao as his father, and then because of love, resentment made his feelings have nowhere to pour out, so he could only resort to hysteria.

However, as he grew up later, he stopped doing that childish behavior.

Shen Wenhua reminded him again and again, and occasionally answered Feng Yao's caring calls.

Just over three years later, the changes brought about by Shen Hewei's pheromone rating affected everyone in the entire Shen family.

But although he drifted away from Shen Hedong, he never showed any gaffes in front of others.

For a long time, despite the self-confidence in his Alpha nature, his making friends and dealing with others have been quite decent, and there is nothing particularly extreme about him.

In Shen Wenhua's eyes, Shen Hewei has always been the kind of person who knows exactly what he wants, he will take the initiative to fight for it, instead of just saying what he wants.

To others, Shen and Wei showed a certain degree of indifference.

Or it's not called indifference, it's his tutor who brought him attention to himself and respect for others.

For example, from the time Shen Hewei married Lu Wanxing to now, Shen Wenhua had probably had three or four boyfriends, one of whom was no older than Shen Hewei, and he accepted them all well.

Therefore, Shen Wenhua did not expect that Shen and Wei's relationship would fail so badly, with no emotional intelligence or rationality, and nothing that could be passed by.

Two consecutive blows in his youth brought him a prejudice against pheromones, and his narrowness, meanness, and obstinacy hidden in the depths, by accident, all concentrated on Lu Wanxing, who brought love for the first time in his life. .

He and Lu Wanxing actually lost a child because of this.

Shen Wenhua stayed up all night, and the labor pain made him look back on the past from afar, and even deeply regretted that the quarrel with Feng Yao was heard by Shen Hewei.

He thought a lot, and also typed up the draft, and told Lu Wanxing that no matter how much he said, no matter how much he complained about Shen and Wei, in the final analysis, he still hoped to help Shen and Wei make up a few words.

In the audio-visual room that has been around for some years, there is a faint woody aroma floating in the air, coming from the floor or desk cabinets.

Shen Wenhua left at some point, before leaving, he pressed the play button again.

After an unknown amount of time, Shen Hewei walked in and sat side by side.

In the quiet and calm atmosphere, Lu Wanxing realized that he had finally made a decision.

Throughout last year, he first lost a child, and then underwent gland surgery, which severely damaged his vitality.

He had escaped long enough, and Shen Hewei was willing to give him enough time and space to reconsider. During the period, he repented seriously, apologized to Lu Wanxing, and at the same time analyzed himself unreservedly to Lu Wanxing.

Today, after listening to Shen and Wei's past again from the perspective of a third person, and looking back at their past again, Lu Wanxing finally determined that he could no longer respond to this feeling.

When Shen Hewei tasted the attraction of pheromones from Lu Wanxing for the first time, he was like a boxer who had prepared for many years and finally waited for his enemy.

But the punch he swung with all his strength didn't knock down his imaginary enemy, what shattered was the life of the defenseless Lu Wanxing.

Although Lu Wanxing couldn't forgive him for being despised and misunderstood in the past, he could let it go.

If there was no child who came unexpectedly and then lost, he might still be able to be a peaceful couple with Shen and Wei after calming down.

But what is most lacking in the world is what if.

Fortunately, today, he can finally end Shen Hewei's waiting, and say with a clear conscience that after careful consideration, he decided to separate from him.

All the light comes from the screen with the entire wall as the carrier. The home video has no opening and closing credits. It plays to the last second and stops abruptly. There is an unfinished sentence in the noisy background sound.

Lu Wanxing turned his head and saw the palm-sized cake that Shen Hewei was holding in his hands.

On the dark blue cream, there is a yellow star, which means that he arrived in Lu Wanxing's stomach on this day last year.

Shen Hewei said: "Wan Xing, let's celebrate his birthday together, he will be happy."

Lu Wanxing wanted to nod, but he was afraid of tears falling down.

Shen He rubbed his eyes slightly, then rubbed the side of his face.

The two lowered their heads and watched the birthday candle burn slowly to the end together.

Shen Hewei looked at Lu Wanxing's furry hair in the candlelight, his heart was sore and so soft.He collected himself, and said, "Evening Star, from now on, we..."

Lu Wanxing touched his hand, looked up at him and said, "Shen Hewei, I don't want to have a future with you."