please walk slowly gl

"Yin'er, no, it's not that I can't live without wine. I'm just bored and I just got used to it. If you don't like it, I won't drink it from now on, okay?" Flustered, the next words were enough to break her composure and rationality, although she didn't know the reason, but subconsciously she hurriedly explained anxiously.

Liu Yin'er looked at the uneasy person in front of her, feeling a dull pain in her heart, but she didn't say clearly, and this situation would continue in the future, she didn't know how long she could last, she took the precious person in front of her heart But if this preciousness always brings an unbearable burden, then she would rather walk through the rest of her life alone.

The two looked at each other uneasily, and no one took the initiative to hug each other. The original deep connection between the two sincere hearts was laid bare in front of them at this moment, and it became extremely weak, making people dare not act rashly.

Liu Yin'er didn't know how to express her feelings at this moment, she wanted to go on together for the rest of her life, but there were too many hidden dangers in the person in front of her, "Ah Wan, can you guarantee that you won't drink alcohol from now on?"

There was a second of hesitation in her heart, Gu Wan wisely chose to compromise "Yes, Yin'er, I can"

"Then, if I want you to stay away from Mr. Zhao from now on?" Liu Yin'er asked unrelentingly, she didn't want this relationship to have any changes, she wanted to protect this relationship until she grew old, but these were not her It can be done by one person.

Gu Wan was stunned for a while, does this have any connection, but, this is not right, "Yin'er, can you tell me why?"

Liu Yin'er looked at her, a little disappointed and also a little sad "What if I say there is no reason?"

"Yin'er, this is not good, there are other people without Mr. Zhao, I can't make friends with others." Gu Wan cried and said her guess, her little lady was jealous ?

Liu Yin'er sighed, that's right, if one Mr. Zhao leaves, there will be another Mr. Zhao, so what right do I have to interfere with who she has a good relationship with? "Ah Wan, that's not what I mean, I mean Mr. Zhao Do you know that people like you can't do it, can't you feel that he is interested in you?"

Gu Wan laughed when she heard this, and finally relaxed her tense nerves, "Yin'er, you're overthinking. Didn't I say that Brother Zhao and I are just classmates, and we're both men, he How could you be interested in me?"

Liu Yin'er also laughed mockingly, "Yeah, you are both men, maybe you have been a man for a long time and forgot your identity, should I remind you that you and I are both women, but we are husband and wife, No, it should be said that we have the name of husband and wife but not the reality of husband and wife, we are just a fake couple"

"Yin'er, you can't speculate on the relationship between me and Brother Zhao just because you don't have any close friends. I can't be like you. You can't restrict me from being friends with others just because of this." Yin'er's words turned pale with shock, what kind of fake couple, how could her Yin'er say such things to her.

"Oh! Is this what I am in your heart? What kind of thoughts do I have? What's wrong with me? Who married me in the first place, and who said that I was the only one in my life? How long has it passed? I can't live without a nasty man." Liu Yin'er looked at Gu Wan disappointedly, this is the person she cherishes, and this is how she is in her eyes, it's really hard for her to bear it for so long.

"Yin'er, what are you... why are you talking like this, I am not inseparable from someone, what is a nasty man, can you stop making trouble for no reason, you are the only one I like, please stop making trouble, please calm down, I don't want to have unnecessary quarrels with you." Gu Wan pressed her temples painfully, she felt very powerless at the scene in front of her.

"If I didn't come back yesterday, do you know what will happen? Does he have to do that to you to be obscene? Ah Wan, you... Forget it, I don't want to quarrel with you, today I will talk to him You can only choose one." Liu Yin'er only felt that the anger in her heart was getting smaller and bigger, but in the end she pushed it back all at once, and she gave Gu Wan a choice like a sigh, she didn't want to continue the quarrel like this up.

Gu Wan looked at her speechlessly, this is not a multiple-choice question at all, okay? "Yin'er, you don't need to choose at all, how can you let me choose with him, you are different"

Liu Yin'er looked at the person in front of her who was trying to preach to her, she stood up slowly, walked to the door and paused again, "Ah Wan, you can go back to the county seat tomorrow morning, and come to me when you have figured it out, I will help you tonight." I'll go back to Daddy's first." After saying that, he opened the door and left.

Gu Wan stopped abruptly in the middle of her speech. What does it mean for her to come back after she has figured it out? What is this inexplicable trouble? Yin'er was talking about last night, so she still didn't find out what the problem was, and only thought about leaving tomorrow, the two of them probably needed to be quiet.

Since that day, Gu Wan returned to the Gu Mansion in Jiuqu County alone for more than ten days. During this period, she never saw Li Yuan or Zhao Yunzhong. She only read and wrote at home, and had a few drinks occasionally. Affected by her mood, she always felt that the more she drank the wine, the more bitter it became.

Seeing that it was the day when the academy started, she got up early to clean the room and courtyard, and started reading a book in front of the window, but at noon, the book in front of her had only turned two pages, and there seemed to be a knock on the door outside the courtyard. The sound, she got up hurriedly, walking faster and faster, the urgency and longing in her heart almost swallowed her at this moment.

When I opened the door, I only saw Liu Yang alone, and did not see the person I missed. Gu Wan was immediately discouraged, "Liu Yang is here, come in quickly."

"Brother-in-law, I'm just here to deliver the clothes. I'll go back when I'm done." Liu Yang looked at his brother-in-law, who was obviously in a bad mood, and went back to the academy without staying. What do you mean, when I came here, my sister really only said, "Take these clothes to your brother-in-law."

Gu Wan was walking on the way to the academy in a daze, didn't Yin'er think about it, and why didn't she herself? The words that the two of them blurted out that day hurt people. It was only a short period of ten days, and she was really spineless. up.

Gu Wan started her nine-to-five life again, as if nothing had changed, but the mood of being eager to go home after school was gone, and she would always look around when she got home, no one left a lamp for her, No one warmed a bowl of porridge for her, and suddenly she didn't want to go home.

On the contrary, Zhao Yunzhong has been looking for her more and more frequently recently, but she is no longer in the mood to sing about wine, besides, she seems to have promised his lady not to drink, lady...

Day by day, a week will soon pass, and tomorrow is Saturday, Gu Wan thinks about it and still doesn't know what to do, is it true that she will never pay attention to others in the future? The next day, she wrote a letter To Liu Yang, but in the end they did not go back to Liujia Village together.

In Liujia Village, Liu Yin'er read the letters she had read over and over all afternoon under the lamp: Dear Yin'er, the words are as they are written, I seldom drink alcohol now, and occasionally I just have a few drinks alone Mouth, you should be able to quit in a few days.

I don’t pay attention to anyone these days, and I’m not with Brother Zhao anymore. The osmanthus tree in the yard is blooming, and I can smell the faint fragrance of osmanthus when I sleep at night. It’s almost autumn. You made it for me last year. The autumn shirts are a little fat and don’t fit well. Is it cold for you? You should be the same as me. I’m fine, don’t miss it!Gu Wanzi.

Liu Yin'er looked out of the window melancholy, the moonlight was cold, the sky was filled with stars, and there was a faint scent of osmanthus in the air. A few barks of dogs came from a distance, like stones thrown on the lake, and there was no more waves for a while.

She crossed her hands and hugged herself tightly, as if it was really cold, and her clothes were looser, and a gap seemed to be opened in her chest, and when the wind came in, her heart felt empty, as if her whole body was blowing at will. The wind was blowing, I couldn't find anything to rely on, Ah Wan...

"Since the farewell, the memory-meet-meeting, several times-soul-dream-and-jun-same" In the bedroom of Gu's mansion, the person lying on the bed stared blankly at the dark night, murmuring word by word. Muttering long poems, still refusing to fall asleep...

On Sunday afternoon, Gu Wan was sitting in front of the window and looking around again. She seemed to have become a watchdog, what should I do? Finally, when there was a knock on the door, she held back her throbbing chest and slowly opened the door. When he opened the door, the raised corners of his mouth slipped instantly.

"Brother-in-law, this is what my sister asked me to give you." Liu Yang ran away after finishing speaking, afraid of being caught and questioned by Gu Wan again like last time.

Gu Wan took the letter, looked at Liu Yang who ran away and didn't care too much, returned to the yard as if thinking of something, she quickly went back to the room and put the letter on the desk, and immediately went back to the yard to wash it carefully. After washing his hands, he went back to the table and sat down, and opened the letter solemnly:

According to my father-in-law, the osmanthus flowers in the village are also in bloom. A few days ago, my sister-in-law and I picked some osmanthus flowers to brew two jars of wine. When my husband came back later, the brewing might be ready. I asked someone to cut the cloth and come back, but I can’t remember. Not good, I don’t remember the size of my husband, let Yang Er copy the number and bring it back next time, I’ll make some underwear for you when I have nothing to do, everything is fine, don’t read it!

Gu Wan joyfully held the letter in front of her eyes and read it carefully several times before she seemed to confirm it. Did she understand the meaning?Did her voice forgive her?So can she go to find her wife?

Time passed by quietly, but the air seems to have become fresh these few days. Gu Wan walked in the academy thinking about whether to find a lady, but when she ran into Zhao Yunzhong, she remembered Liu Yin'er's words and unconsciously stood far away some.

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The author has something to say:

I feel like I can sleep for a year after a while, sleepy~

You need to be cautious when cultivating immortals and staying up late, especially girls, who feel old at once, and feel stuffy~