[Comprehensive] Funny than a miracle!

It all started when Yunfeng played a game called minecraft at an inappropriate time, and then was tricked into a different world.

The degree of freedom in this game is so high that it is unimaginable, and even the tasks are random and illogical.It just throws a person into a huge and boundless world, and then lets you live casually.

After playing such a game for a long time, anyone will develop a strong and indispellable sense of loneliness.

I have seen countless people, experienced countless joys and sorrows, and the feeling of being outside the office is even more obvious-the body and the soul seem to be divided into two different parts, one is acting on the outside and the other is carefree. The guy who didn't care, the other told himself over and over again in his heart:

In this life, you can only wander endlessly... and in the end, the home you have been pursuing will disappear in your memory.

Such self-suggestion is enough to drive a person crazy, and no matter how heartless a person is, when faced with such a topic as "eternity", he will feel frightened.

Will I go on like this forever?One world followed by the next?No purpose and no direction?

So what is the meaning of my existence?Those who remember me will die, and I will never look back.

So where is the meaning of my life?

He began to find some ways to divert his attention, such as discovering his new hobbies, such as giving himself some goals, but he realized that his spirit was beginning to get sick... He didn't know how long he had supported, but suddenly one day he suddenly I felt like I couldn't walk anymore.

This kind of situation is not uncommon-many people seem to be in good spirits today and may suffer from depression tomorrow, but Yunfeng feels that his condition is similar to that of depression... He began to feel extremely tired, his body Pain, and the will to survive is getting weaker and weaker.

It is generally believed that mental pain does not inflict physical pain, but in fact this is wrong-when mental illness begins, physical problems will also occur, and it will make people feel twice as unbearable.

I really can't walk anymore... As he thought about it, he felt as if his heart was soaked in sour liquid, and even breathing made him feel so painful that he wanted to cry—those painful thoughts couldn't stop in his heart. He kept roaring and roaring, making him want to just ignore everything and settle it.

I wanted to just die—but I didn't even know how to kill myself.

How did the so-called elves and monsters who have experienced 100 years, 1000 years and 1 years spend such time?Or at least they have their own home, and I'm starting to have a hazy memory of my own.

"And now—what else can we do?"

He heard such a voice in his head, this voice had exactly the same tone as his, but it was much calmer: "Since death is impossible and life is miserable, what else can I do?"

Yunfeng was taken aback by the voice in his head: "... who are you?"

"I'm another you."

As the voice said so, Yunfeng turned his head, just in time to see a person who was exactly like him sitting face to face with him.

"...I...I..." Yunfeng was frightened immediately, and blurted out a word, "I'm mentally divided?!"

……

"I'm really smart."

Yun Feng said so, and then covered his face decadently.

"Fortunately, I complained about that guy Akashi's schizophrenia, and I seem to have complained that you like to divide yourself... It turns out that I am a schizophrenia patient..."

Tom Riddle looked at him squatting in the corner with a dead expression on his face, and he was even more sure of Yunfeng's conclusion no matter what the situation was: "So——the method you found after learning that your soul was split is Come here to blame yourself?"

"It's not a split soul—it's a split personality." Yunfeng was able to squeeze out a bit of energy to answer when his brain was extremely chaotic, "it's equivalent to having two me in one body..."

"Of course I know what it means."

Tom replied so calmly, and then sneered: "So when you called that guy a system, didn't I laugh at your IQ?"

"...Why didn't you tell me?" Yunfeng asked, and then immediately made an excuse for Tom, "I guess I wouldn't believe it either...Split personality or something."

"Wake up a dreamer?" Tom sneered, "I'm afraid you will be awakened by this dream, and you will scare yourself to death after you wake up."

Yun Feng's face turned pale, and he felt that all the things he had neglected before had their results in an instant.

The so-called "system" with intelligence is actually two existences with this minecraft system, but he is really paralyzed by the countless intelligent systems in countless novels, and he takes it for granted when he finds that there is an existence that can talk to him He treats the other party as a system...or his subconscious hypnotizes himself in this way.

What kind of system is so intelligent that it can understand what is in his heart! !The idea of ​​fiction in this way is really harmful! !

The so-called system that can talk to himself... is actually just another consciousness of his.

"He can hear you talking to yourself—a fool would think this is a robot," Tom looked up at him. "Why did you have two personalities? Will he take your body or will he destroy it?" you?"

Yunfeng was stunned for a moment, thinking that Tom didn't say a word of blame from the beginning to the end, so he awkwardly scolded him a few times pretending to be mocking, and now he still cares about his sense of existence, he is simply a good friend of the new world: "...Don't worry about this—there won't be a drama where two people can only live together."

Tom glanced at him again when he heard the words, and didn't ask him how he knew, but just asked another question lightly: "Then... why did he pretend to be a... guy without independent thinking?"

【To protect you. 】

Such a sentence sounded in his brain, and Yunfeng maintained a blank expression, looked at Tom for a long time, and finally said: "I don't know."

"...Tsk, don't you know how to ask?" Tom sat back on the chair impatiently, "I've been feeling uneasy since I knew that your so-called 'system' is actually another person inside you, God knows if his purpose is to destroy you? I am a soul fragment, so no one knows better than me the importance of having a body."

[Don't you say it? 】

【...Aren't you usually hot and cold?=Why are you suddenly so talkative==】

Yunfeng is doing two things at once, looking at Tom while talking to himself in his heart-no matter how you look at it, this is not a normal scene, one is to drill into a notebook and chat with a soul, and the other is to ask himself in his heart Answering by myself... especially after speaking and hearing another voice answering exactly the same is simply horrifying.

"To ease the boredom." Yunfeng said in a low voice, and then coughed, "Because I have experienced too many people and it is too boring...so I started to ask myself questions - and finally became like this .”

Tom looked at Yunfeng suspiciously for a while, and finally said: "You don't look like this kind of person."

【He is also a person who knows you very well. 】

"... People are too lonely to do anything ==" Yunfeng smiled, and then continued to cover his face decadently, "But I still feel the deep sorrow..."

"Then get out and continue to be sad!!"

When Tom Riddle invaded Yunfeng's body through force before, he was indeed resisted by another personality. The other person had exactly the same appearance and voice as Yunfeng, and seemed to have the same virtue as Yunfeng. Tom also said hello to him when he was there.

"Hello, Mr. Tom."

"...Are you Yunfeng?" Tom looked at this guy suspiciously, and found that he was indeed exactly the same as Yunfeng, with an unfathomable expression that made people deserve to be beaten, but for some reason, Tom saw some Yunfeng on him. The wind is something different.

If I had to say it, there was a dead air in this Yunfeng's body.

This deadness came from his eyes—a kind of nothingness and nothing to do with me, and his tone was so rigid that Tom could hear the difference instantly.

"I'm not him... I'm just a personality."

It is obviously the same voice, but this "Yunfeng" voice gives people a mechanical feeling: "If you see me, can you not tell him?"

"……What's the meaning?"

Tom narrowed his eyes, looked at the countless intertwined memories behind this "Yunfeng", and had some bad associations in his mind: "Do you want to replace him?"

"It's protection," "Yunfeng" said, tilting his head and showing off his cuteness, "He knows that the day of my existence will come sooner or later, but please try to delay this day as much as possible—because that's not what you want to see result."

……

Well, indeed, that "Yunfeng" said so.

Tom Riddle frowned and thought about it, then looked at Yunfeng's depressed expression as he continued to cover his face, and couldn't help wondering if this was the "unwanted result" he said?

If it was really just to let Yunfeng be decadent for a while, he couldn't help but want to say that even with different personalities, he deserves to be beaten up so much.

"Can I calm down here with you?" Yunfeng covered his face and raised his hand.

"...Get out and thank you, I don't want you to faint outside for two or three days."

So Yunfeng still left Tom in the diary, it was already night when he returned to the real world, Yunfeng looked at the gray moonlight outside Meteor Street, and sighed silently.

The last straw was now pressing on the nerves of his brain, and it would break with just a slight crack.

He slowly looked at the tool tables placed in the room, and then rubbed his temples hard enough to make him feel his brain start to roar, but he desperately needed some pain To get your mind back to normal.

What he and Tom said was indeed correct, and this so-called other personality had no intention of destroying him.

Another voice sounded slowly with a cold mechanical tone: 【Do you want to clear the memory now? 】

Yes, what he and Tom said was absolutely true and not half watered.He's just too boring, that's why he has a second systematic personality.

Yunfeng took a step towards the bed, but he staggered and fell to the ground without noticing it.He took a breath, and the sourness of the literary youth in his heart suddenly swept over him.

Many people with mental illness are like this. They behave like ordinary people in front of others, but once they are alone, they will fall into a vicious circle that they cannot extricate themselves from.Although he can still smile, talk and even complain like a normal person, the mental pain makes him feel like he is in purgatory.

[Every time, once you discover my existence, you will be seriously injured... You can't even maintain your daily life-do you want to reset your memory immediately? 】

Yunfeng tried to find some information from his numerous memories, but most of those memories made him even more desperate.He took a few breaths, then finally asked a question.

【How many times is this? 】

[I don’t know, because your memory has been reset too many times—it’s like a vicious circle, you know?The time you can forget each time is getting shorter and shorter, and every time you think about it, it will be more and more painful... This time you only persisted for less than 5 years? 】

This is a heart disease, self-deception is only a temporary solution, not a cure.

The wind is clear, very clear.

Why does he feel vague every time he recalls the things before time travel?Why does he have such a good skill?Why can he accept the fact of time travel so easily?Why did he always believe that he would definitely go back?

These are all psychological hints he imposed on himself.

[The memory is reset very quickly, and you open your eyes again - you will sigh, 'Fuck, what a mosaic world is this! ! ', and then you can continue to the next time... Every time you reset the memory game data will be cleared, and we will not be dizzy anymore. 】

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