white feathers upstairs

After getting off work at night, Feng Yize rushed to the hospital to visit Bai Jinhao, and brought his favorite lotus root soup.

"Brother Hao, are you sure you don't want to drink any more?" Feng Yize said helplessly as he looked at the soup left in the bowl.

"No need for Xiaofeng, I'm not hungry."

"Oh," Feng Yize poured the soup in the bowl into the thermos, and then said, "Then I'll go first, brother Hao, take a good rest."

As soon as Feng Yize stood up, he grabbed his hand. He asked with blurred eyes: "No matter what I become, will you never leave me?"

The question for no reason made Feng Yize a little confused, and he asked in confusion, "What?"

"I said, if I change and you don't even know me, will you still like me?"

Feng Yize was stunned for a long time, then blinked Liu Guang's mellow eyes, and he saw a trace of pain and hope in his eyes.

"Brother Hao, why do you ask that?"

"Answer me." Bai Jinhao said almost commandingly.

Feng Yize said firmly: "Of course, people will change. No matter what you become, you will always be my favorite person in my heart."

Bai Jinhao seemed to be heaving a sigh of relief, but the strength in his hand didn't decrease at all, but intensified. He pulled Feng Yize into his arms, leaving W marks on his face, and said softly, "Xiaofeng, don't leave me. Don't hate me, no matter what I do, it won't hurt you..."

Bai Jinhao's words seemed to be talking to himself, every sentence was so heavy in his ears, it was strange, and he was at a loss.

Feng Yize didn't understand what he meant, he only knew that he was the most important person in his life, and he would never leave if he said he wouldn't leave, and he was willing to experience everything with him.

After walking out of the ward in a daze, Feng Yize went to find the attending physician, and Bai Jinhao called his assistant Xiao He: "Xiao He, check something for me."

"Boss Bai, what do you want to check?"

"The company's financial statements for the past five years, as well as all projects approved by the consultant."

"This—boss Bai, what are you going to do?"

Bai Jinhao's eyes became sharp: "Don't worry about it, just do it. When necessary, let IT elites do the work. The more detailed the better."

Xiao He hesitated and said, "Okay."

……

Doctor Yao was packing up and getting ready to leave work, Feng Yize said, "Doctor, I want to ask you something."

"You said."

"Can Mr. Bai Jinhao's illness be completely cured?"

"This...his heart disease is congenital and tends to get worse,"

Feng Yize's heart hung up: "Then what should I do? Can it be completely cured?"

Doctor Yao said with a smile, "That's not the case. With the advanced medical technology, Mr. Bai's condition can only be cured by heart transplantation. Otherwise, it is not a long-term solution to rely on drugs, and drugs have many side effects."

"Change of heart?"

"Yes, but there are very few heart organ donations at home and abroad. There are only a few thousand cases every year. Even if there are, it may not be suitable for Mr. Bai's physique. If there is rejection, it will be very troublesome."

Feng Yize was in a daze: "I know this operation must be performed as soon as possible after death."

"Under normal circumstances, even with a heart transplant, you can only live for five to ten years, and there are almost no ones that exceed 20 years," Dr. Yao sighed. "It's a pity that Mr. Bai is still so young and capable."

Feng Yize felt very uncomfortable, he couldn't accept this fact, he couldn't accept the threat of death when he just got together with the person he liked, just as Dr. Yao said: He is still so young.

……

At ten o'clock in the evening, Sean, who had already worked overtime for two hours, came out of the laboratory tiredly. He was the last one to leave almost every night, except for the day when Gu Yuhan said he was going to his house. Rice, I still made a table according to the recipe...

Sean came to the parking lot, got in the car, but didn't start the engine, his stomach still hurts, and he can't see clearly when walking, let alone driving.

He lay on the steering wheel and closed his eyes, his mind was full of the conversation scene with Li Li at the coffee shop at noon today——

Li Li called and asked him to go to the coffee shop downstairs of the company and show him the paternity test photos in his mobile phone. Sean didn't relax for a long time.

"Did you see it? This is Yu Han and Shen Xintong's child." Li Li said.

Sean stared at the phone in disbelief, didn't speak, not only his stomach ached, but his throat was tight as well.

"It's come to this point, you still don't plan to let go?"

"I……"

Li Li waved her hand: "Don't talk to me about the freedom of marriage. Nothing is important in front of human rights. The child is right, and you will not be cruel enough to let the love my grandson gave you be buried with you?"

"Auntie, you are serious." Sean pushed her mobile phone in front of her, his face pale, "It's true that I like Yuhan, but I won't let his child have a father. The family is the most important thing."

"It's good if you can think that way, Sean, thank you, auntie, and thank you on behalf of Yuhan's father."

Sean was really unable to speak, and he was suffering physically and mentally, but he had to say: "I'm sorry for causing trouble to you-I will break up with him, goodbye."

Then Sean got up and left. He didn't want to face Li Li's face for a minute, and what's more, staying any longer would be boring for himself...

The memory was interrupted by a rush of footsteps, Sean turned his head with difficulty, and saw Gu Yuhan running towards him in the rearview mirror.

He no longer had the strength to pretend nothing had happened, watched him approach, and knocked on the car window.

He rolled down the car window, and Gu Yuhan said eagerly, "Sean, why is your phone turned off?"

"No reason, just want to calm down." Sean lowered his eyes.

"I have something to tell you." Gu Yuhan summoned up his courage and said.

"Go ahead, I'm listening."

"You come down first, or you can open the door and let me go up."

Sean hesitated for a moment and chose to get out of the car.

Stepping on the hard floor is like stepping on cotton, there are huge holes everywhere, Sean's head is dizzy, he feels unsteady, and he will fall at any time.

He leaned on the car, his eyes were focused on the ground, and he didn't look at Gu Yuhan's pupils, which were black holes that could make him sad and obsessed.

"Sean," Gu Yuhan hugged him, and said from the bottom of his heart, "I was wrong, I'm sorry."

Within a few seconds, Sean pushed him away, exhausting all his strength: "I know why you came."

Gu Yuhan seemed to have encountered a bolt from the blue: "You know?"

"This is the end of the matter... you go, go back to your circle, be a good father, a good husband... That's it." Sean was about to get back in the car after speaking, he wanted to escape from all this quickly, and returned to the car. Rest at home, Zeus or children have nothing to do with him, and there is only these things he can do.

Gu Yuhan's heart hurts like a knife, especially when he said those words, it was undoubtedly whipping his heart and corroding his reason.

"Sean..." He blocked his way, his trembling voice was mixed with reluctance, "Is this the only way left between us?"

"Otherwise, what do you think?" Sean asked him indifferently, "Is there another way?"

He saw the thousands of stars in his eyes fall one by one, silently, and finally the entire sky was dimmed.

"It's my fault, I didn't expect her to be pregnant, but Sean, can you give me a moment? I don't want to lose you."

"It's life."

If it's too much, Sean doesn't want to explain anymore, so let it dissipate with the wind.

Gu Yuhan felt that his eyes were astringent, and he took a deep breath so as not to let the liquid inside fall out. He felt unwilling, but he didn't have the face to beg Sean for forgiveness.