white feathers upstairs

Jason gently held his head up, fed him the medicine with warm water, brought half a basin of hot water, wrung out the towel, stretched it into the bed and gave him a hot compress.

Sean frowned slightly, as if in distress, and grabbed his arm reflexively.

"Sean, just be patient, you'll be fine soon." Jason leaned down and whispered in his ear.

"Leave me alone..." Sean said vaguely, his eyes closed tightly, and his long and dense eyelashes fluttered slightly, making Jason couldn't help but take a second look.

"I'll take care of you unless you know how to cherish yourself."

As Jason said, he took out the towel and rubbed it in the hot water, then stretched it under the bed again.

Sean let out a very low moan, but the force of grasping him was much smaller. Jason knew that the pain had eased, and his tense mentality had also loosened a lot. When the boulder fell to the ground, his expression eased.

After another half an hour, after Jason's non-stop hot compresses, the blood gradually returned to his face, his thin lips were no longer pale, and he slept more peacefully than before.

The smile in Jason's eyes grew stronger, and he couldn't help but lean over to make a W mark on his forehead. Seeing that the pain was gone, he was happier than publishing the paper...

The next morning, Sean opened his sleepy eyes. He felt that he had slept for a long time, and he sat up from the C reflexively. His mind was broken. When he came back, he realized that he was actually wearing pajamas!

Sean, who was extremely puzzled, felt a sense of uneasiness in his heart. He clearly remembered that he fell asleep on the sofa after returning home last night, without changing his clothes at all...

At this moment, the door opened and Jason walked in, scaring Sean a lot: "You..."

"Me what?" Jason looked indifferent.

"How did you get in here?" Sean asked in disbelief.

"It's not important, do you still have a stomachache?"

It was only when he mentioned this that Sean came to his senses, and it was amazing that he didn't feel anything now: "It's okay."

"That's good. If it doesn't get better, I can only go to the hospital. Then there will be a lot of trouble." Jason leaned on the door frame and said.

Sean seemed to realize something, and asked tentatively, "What clothes did you change for me?"

"Uh... that's not the point." Actually Jason wanted to admit it generously, and then told him that he had seen it all last night, thinking that Sean would definitely be angry, so he kept his mouth shut.

Sean stared at him blankly, as if he was about to stare a hole, and finally, considering his effort, he didn't say anything.

"I cooked porridge for you, you have to eat whatever you want today."

"Can you go out first?"

"Okay, but hurry up, the porridge won't taste good when it's cold."

"..."

Sean had no appetite because of a stomachache before, but now he is much better, and he picked up the bowl and started to eat.

"You have to get rid of your habit of not eating on time," Jason said earnestly like an elder, "or you will relapse someday, but it will kill you."

Sean's movements slowed down, and he said flatly, "I still can't die."

"Sean, do you know how worried I was about you yesterday?" Jason said seriously, "If I hurt like that, I don't care about the project, you just work too hard."

Sean said in a trance: "Someone has to work hard."

"If you want me to say, forget it, you are not bad for this salary, and I am not bad, let's go back to country Z, don't do scientific research, just do what you want to do."

Sean was silent for a long time with a blank face, and then slowly said: "I had this mentality when I returned to China, and I didn't want to do this job anymore, but in the end..."

In the end, because of the stalking of the young master of the Gu family, he agreed to develop the Zeus series for them. That decision was enough to change the trajectory of his life.

Thinking of Gu Yuhan, Sean's heart throbbed, and all his expectations were shattered.

"Sean, why push yourself so hard?"

Hearing that there was something in Jason's words, Sean said indifferently: "I thank you for taking care of me all night and cooking porridge for me, but we have nothing to do with each other now, and I don't need your approval for anything I do."

"I just want you to know that in this world, I understand you best."

Then... Jason was stunned, because he saw Sean's smile for the first time in so many years, even though it was full of sarcasm and bitterness, it was still as gorgeous as the sun in winter, with red lips and white teeth, like roses blooming in the snow, Just a glance is amazing.

"Jason, don't you think it's ironic to say that?" He withdrew his smile instantly, put on that cold expression, and questioned, "You understand me? Then why didn't you believe me before?"

Jason gritted his teeth with hatred, and the fire in his heart was ignited by Sean's words, and it was out of control.

He pounced on to kiss his lips, Sean didn't expect him to do this suddenly, and then he realized it, and let it be manipulated because he was weaker than him.

"Jason..." Sean desperately pushed him away, "Are you crazy!"

"Crazy if you say I'm crazy!" Jason pulled him up from the seat and leaned against the wall.

[Everyday river crabs, everyone is happy] One moment I was still drinking porridge, and the next moment I was pushed against the wall and I was out of breath.

"Jason—Jason—" Sean tilted his head and fought back, "Don't do that!"

"Then what do you want?" Jason finally stopped moaning, the anger in his eyes was suppressed by sadness, his voice was hoarse, "Sean, what do you want me to do to forgive me? To let go of the past?"

Sean's eyes were erratic, like a dream, the experience just now left him with lingering fears, almost collapsed him, and made him unable to struggle any more.

Jason has such a personality, he is unpredictable, he can pamper you in every possible way when it is good, but he loses his temper arbitrarily, disregarding other people's feelings, and only repents afterwards. This is what Sean can't stand.

"I don't hate you anymore." He said softly.

"you're lying."

"I won't lie."

Jason was taken aback: "Then why are you ignoring me?"

"I don't hate you, I just treat you as a stranger." Sean pushed him away, silently straightening his slightly messy clothes.

"Is it really impossible to go back?"

"What do you say?"

"I think it's okay." Jason gently pinched his fair chin, as if he was outlining a painting.

"I'll be angry if you do this again." Sean pushed his hand away mercilessly.

"Sean, even if you put your heart and soul into the company's sake, can you hide from gossip? I've known you for two years, isn't it better than Gu Yuhan's two months? Besides, his nature is hard to change, you have already broken up, right? ?”

Sean looked into his sharp eyes: "Are you eavesdropping on us?"

"Sorry, I have to know about you."

"Jason, don't you understand by now? The breakup between us is due to mutual distrust. It has nothing to do with Gu Yuhan, and it is God's will that I can't get together with him. Without him, I won't accept it again." you."

"But your body won't lie." Jason looked at his model-like figure with blazing eyes, breathed out YW breath, "At first you resisted desperately, but didn't you enjoy it in the end?"

"Bullshit."

"Sean, you and I are from the same world. We have the same nationality and the same educational background. There will be no obstacles for you to be with me. I swear I won't doubt you indiscriminately."

"You still don't understand, I don't have feelings for you anymore, and if I keep pestering you, I will only hate you."

Jason pounced on him again, and Sean flinched back, but this time he held back, didn't fuck him, but his face was close enough to be pressed against him.

"If it can't be saved, then torture each other like this until I die."

"You're really crazy."

"After you left me and returned to China, I went crazy." Jason said sadly.