white feathers upstairs

Fortunately, Sui Yue was merciful and gave him a chance to start over.

The two walked side by side on the street, they were silent at first, and then Gu Yuhan asked, "How have you been these few years?"

It was a very official greeting, and Sean's answer was also very official: "It's okay."

"Is Carddylan the brand you started?"

"Jason started it, you know I don't understand that."

Gu Yuhan paused: "Are you still together?"

"Just ordinary friends," Sean said lightly, "It's a partner."

Hearing this answer, Gu Yuhan couldn't tell what it was like, neither bitterness nor relief.

"Don't you have a new relationship?"

Sean stopped and looked at him with cold eyes, as if a little impatient: "You keep asking me questions."

He didn't say that he didn't notice it, as if it was like this.

Gu Yuhan laughed dryly: "I see there is a restaurant in front, let's have a meal together."

Sean agreed to his request. If he just wandered the streets like this, he would probably have to circle the city three times.

When he arrived at the restaurant, Gu Yuhan knew that he had a bad stomach, so he specially ordered some light food.

"If I remember correctly, your child is already four years old?" Sean said slowly.

"Yes, the birthday just passed a few days ago," Gu Yuhan said, with an unnatural expression, "It was a girl."

"Oh."

In a blink of an eye, things changed and people changed, they were all in their thirties, one started a family and had a family of his own, and the other was still living an aimless life.

"Xiaofeng and Bai Jinhao are married."

"I know."

"Why don't you go to their wedding?"

Hearing this, Sean's eyes froze for a moment, and then he said indifferently: "Xiaofeng is my younger brother. I originally wanted to go when he got married, but was delayed by some things."

Gu Yuhan smiled slightly: "Why are you always delayed? Last time my wedding was also..."

The words were only half spoken, and the other half was stuck in his throat. He realized that he shouldn't mention this, so he buried his head in his meal in regret.

Sean's eyes didn't lift from the beginning to the end, he stared blankly at the table and said, "Do you know why I didn't go there?"

Gu Yuhan pondered over this answer for four years, but how could he guess it.

"why?"

Sean wanted to ask him himself, but he didn't intend to confess to him. Since it's all over, there's no need to mention it again, and he doesn't want to mention it again.

Gu Yuhan saw that he had something to hide, so he didn't force it: "What about Xiaofeng's wedding?"

"During that time, I was arguing with Jason. I wanted to go to Antarctica for scientific research, but he refused to let me go, and then we quarreled, and then I didn't go, and came to Yeyang with him."

"So that's how it is," Gu Yuhan thought for a second, "I think Jason did the right thing. Why are you going to the South Pole? It's so cold."

While speaking, he put a piece of steamed fish meat that had been picked out into his bowl.

Sean looked up in surprise, and the picture of being stuck eating fish naturally appeared in his mind, which was as unreal as a dream.

A trace of sadness came to my heart, and there were bursts of chills.

Mengchen... Mengchen... He still can't forget the person he loves the most.

After dinner, Sean took Gu Yuhan back to his home.

He lightly touched his cold lips with his cold fingers, felt a familiar trembling, and recklessly W down, telling the lovesickness of the past four years with the warm touch between his lips and teeth.

[Daily river crabs, everyone is happy. ] At first, Sean resisted a little, and it took Gu Yuhan a lot of effort, but in the end, it all came naturally.

When the fingers were interlocked, the platinum diamond ring on Gu Yuhan's ring finger exuded a breathtaking light.

"Sean, look at me."

The scorching flame wraps the bitter ice, and the raging fire dances on the boundless ice field, consuming and merging with each other, burning and melting at the cost of life, without hesitation, until the flame is extinguished and the ice turns into water.

No matter how much he forbeared, he still made a very low desire. At that moment, Gu Yuhan knew that this was not the first time for him, and he felt a little inexplicably disappointed, and then he laughed at himself, what right did he have to care about these things?He is not qualified at all.

……

Sean put on his clothes neatly and stepped down. He was still wearing the same white clothes and black trousers for thousands of years.

He went to the coffee table and lit a cigarette, puffing and puffing. Gu Yuhan saw his skillful movements from behind, frowned and said, "Aren't you forbidden to smoke?"

Sean said lightly, "What can I not do?"

Gu Yuhan was speechless, grabbed the clothes on the ground and put them on, walked quickly to him, and took the cigarette butt away from his hand: "Stop smoking, it's not good for your health."

Sean murmured something that he couldn't understand: "It doesn't matter if you are in good health or not."

"Sean, don't do this."

"Sometimes I think, if I hadn't been persuaded by you at the beginning, if I had let go earlier, would it have been a different ending?"

Gu Yuhan could only choose to remain silent, and apologizing at this time was more like an act of hypocrisy.

"Do you believe in providence?" Sean asked him.

Gu Yuhan replied firmly: "I believe."

So Sean nodded, and after a long time, he said in a daze, "Go, forget everything that happened today, and forget about me."

"I tried to forget, but four years have passed, and the memory of you is still very clear."

"There are many four years in your life, and you will forget them."

"Sean..."

Thousands of words merged into a line of tears, which silently slipped down Gu Yuhan's face, he was not qualified to say those sweet words, nor was he qualified to keep him.

"There's nothing to say, let's go."

"Let me see you again."

"Gu Yuhan, I'll let you go." Sean's tone was firm, as if he was giving the order to evict the guest.

He felt his body drained of strength, and his voice was hoarse: "I will go, you let me forget, and I hope you can forget, and then start life again, and live the second and third 30 years well. "

Sean didn't speak, keeping his head down until he turned to leave, closing the door, and the room was so quiet that he could hear his own breathing.

The tense nerves finally relaxed. Sean's eyes were flushed, but the color on his face was fading. He said to himself, "I'm afraid I can't make your wish come true..."

People always do things inadvertently that make them regret for the rest of their lives. Gu Yuhan, who walked away quickly at that time, didn't know that it was actually a farewell. The last sentence he said to him was: I hope you can forget...

When Gu Yuhan returned home in a daze, the first news he heard was that Bai Jinhao had fainted and was hospitalized.

Because of a severe congenital heart disease, his body is already at the end of its strength, and he has worked hard for various things in the past few years, without a good rest, it is only a matter of time before he collapses.

……

In the director's office of the hospital, Dr. Cao sighed and shook his head: "I'm sorry, we really tried our best."

Feng Yize looked flustered, and begged, "It doesn't matter how much it costs, you must save him."

"It has nothing to do with money, Mr. Feng, you should be very clear that Mr. Bai's condition can no longer be cured by medicine."

"That is to say, you still have to change your heart?" He said this sentence almost tremblingly.

"Only in that way can it be cured, otherwise..."

"Doctor, how much time does he have?"

Unexpectedly, Dr. Cao gave him the most desperate answer: "There is no time, Mr. Bai's situation may happen anytime, anywhere—"

"I see," he said sadly, "thank you, Doctor."

"It's nothing."

"Please give me a heart matching test."

Doctor Cao was shocked: "What? Do you want to..."

"Actually, I have been looking for a suitable heart source for the past six months, but there is no result. I know this depends on chance—but he can't wait."

"That can't...do you know what that means?"

"I know, but I want him to live more, even if he lives for another three or five years."

"But it's inhumane."

"You just give me the test, and the rest has nothing to do with anyone."

"This...you should think about it carefully, after all, you are still so young!"