white feathers upstairs

Sean... Gu Yuhan kept repeating this name in his heart all the way, feeling inexplicably upset.

When he rushed into the Carddylan jewelry store, he didn't see Sean, but Jason who was introducing products to customers.

"Jason—" He rushed to grab his arm and asked panickedly, "Where's Sean?"

I haven't seen him for four years, and Jason's stubble has grown deeper, making him look more attractive as a mature man, but at this moment his eyes reveal deep sadness, and his expression is a little tired.

He was stunned: "Why are you here?"

"Don't ask so much, where's Sean?"

The customer who wanted to buy a necklace seemed at a loss and displeased at this scene: "Um...so what do you mean now?"

"Sorry, you can take a look over there first, I'll take care of something," Jason said.

After dismissing the customer, he suddenly put on a cold face: "It seems that this is not the first time you have come."

Gu Yuhan said impatiently: "Does it matter how many times? I'm here to find Sean."

"So that's how it is..." Jason seemed to have something in his words. After a long time, he sighed heavily, "You came late, if you came a day earlier, you could still see his ashes."

Gu Yuhan seemed to have been hit by a bolt from the blue, his legs felt weak, and he couldn't even stand upright, so he fell straight to the ground and squeezed out a sentence: "What do you mean..."

"Don't pretend to be confused, do I have to tell you that Sean is dead?"

"No...you're lying, you're lying!" Gu Yuhan shouted out of control.

"Do you think everyone tells lies like you, Young Master Gu? What I said is true. Sean is dead and his ashes have been scattered in the sea. Do you believe it or not."

……

If the sea breeze can dry the scars of the years.

If this can make up for what I owed my younger brother when I was young.

If all the painful and dark past were erased.

If there were no such disturbances in the floating world.

If the person he loves can give him a promise that can be fulfilled.

If all the beauty in the world gives him a little warmth.

If he was just an ordinary person, he would also want to have the right to be loved, to tear off the cold mask, and to spend his entire life only living for himself, without so many gossip, without love, love is love Well, it's not something shady...

But he is Shen Lingchen, after all, his love will last forever, and Huiji will be hurt...

That night, taking advantage of the dead of night, Sean turned on the computer, watched Gu Yuhan and Shen Xintong's wedding video, and drank water soaked in 28 sleeping pills.

In the video, he is handsome and unrestrained, and he is still the young master of the stars. They are a perfect match when they stand together. Shen Xintong comes wearing a white wedding dress, standing in front of him under the blessing eyes of relatives and friends, and then they Swearing oaths, exchanging wedding rings, kissing W, everything is aboveboard and justifiable.

Seeing the end, Sean's eyes were unknowingly covered with a layer of mist, and his face could not be seen clearly. Most of the water in the glass had been drunk, and he raised his head and drank the rest in one gulp.

Some fragments flashed through his memory, and he still remembered that four years ago, he was originally seated at the wedding——

What Sean promised will definitely be done. When he was about to leave for the scene that morning, he did not expect to be stunned by drugs in the garage and taken to an unknown hotel.

[Desperate big crab] Later Sean was woken up by the pain, and the person above said in a daze: "Ask Jason to come and play too!"

At that time, Sean's heart was like falling into an ice cave. He tried to resist, but he was forced to drink a glass of laced wine. He fell into a coma, woke up from the pain, and fell into a coma again...

I don't know how many hours the sky was dark and the sky was dark, and I don't know how many people there were. Anyway, even though the effect of the medicine had passed, he didn't have the strength to resist it anymore.

He didn't even have the strength to answer the phone ringing in his ear.

It was already the next morning when he woke up, and the first thing he saw was Jason.

"Sean, are you awake?" Jason stared at him with worry and guilt in his eyes.

Sean's face was frighteningly pale, his eyes were empty, and his heart was cold and disheartened. He endured the pain in his body and stood up: "Is this your purpose?"

"What are you talking about?" His eyes were erratic, and he didn't dare to look at his face.

There was no loss of control, no outbursts, no tears, just bottomless stagnant water, Sean took a breath and asked him, "Who are they?"

"They..." Jason hesitated for a long time before confessing, "They are people I know, they are not friends, they just drank together a few times."

The so-called wine and meat friends are like this. On the surface, they are fighting for Jason, but in fact they are to satisfy their own desires.

Sean said weakly: "Someone asked you to come and play, and that person was you when I passed out in the end, right?"

"Sean—"

"Answer me!" His anger almost used all his strength, he was exhausted and was about to suffocate.

"Yes...it's me, but Sean, you have to trust me. I really didn't know beforehand, and I didn't want to take advantage of others, but really..."

"Get lost." He uttered an obscenity with restraint, for the first time in his life.

"I'm sorry, I don't expect you to forgive me, but to yourself—"

"I'll let you go."

Sean stared at him with hatred in his eyes, letting his actions have nowhere to escape, he felt very bad, he did such a shameful thing, he didn't expect Sean to give him a good face.

When the two were at a stalemate, Gu Yuhan came to visit...

The pain pulled his thoughts back to reality, there was no more noise in his ears, and there would be no more heartache, Sean thought: maybe only in this way can he be redeemed...

He had thought of ending it like this four years ago, but Jason had seen through it, and now he has done something detrimental to morality, and there is no reason to live on.

This is his last dignity as a physicist and as the heir of the Shen family.

He had told Jason before that he owed Shen Lingxuan to scatter his ashes in the sea after he died, but Jason didn't care when he said that.

This belated truth chilled Gu Yuhan's heart, and he stood there like a puppet. He didn't know what Sean had endured, only knew how helpless he was, but he didn't know that he was such a cold and aloof person.

I still remember the last sentence he said to him: You forget about me too, live the second and third 30 years of your life...

This is the most ironic and coldest expectation in the world.

"Where are those people?" Anger rose in his heart, and his hands clenched into fists.

Jason said indifferently: "Caught it, it will be kept absolutely secret from the outside world."

"Why not sooner—" He closed his mouth in the middle of the sentence, Sean had already endured too many gossips, with his unyielding character, how could he bear it?

Even if people all over the world knew that he was raped, they didn't want Gu Yuhan to know.

He went to the place where Sean lived without saying a word, and found that there was no one living there, and called him over and over again, but the number was empty.

Asked which sea where Jason's ashes were scattered, he also kept silent, presumably following Sean's wishes.

I finally became discouraged and stopped struggling.

Gu Yuhan drove the car in a drowsy state, and set foot on the return trip. The windows of the car were rolled down, and the piercing wind howled in, cutting him in pain.

The tears couldn't stop anymore, filled the eyes, and slid across the cheeks——no matter how heartbroken it is, I can't change him back.

Commit to a lifelong covenant and miss the last side.

Sean, where are you...

"boom--"

Just when Gu Yuhan was in a daze, he didn't pay attention to the red light ahead, a large truck crashed from the right, the violent impact completely shattered the window glass, and under the impact of a strong air wave, the whole vehicle flipped over on the road. Turned upside down...

He was lying on the road, relying on the remaining consciousness under the attack of severe pain, he smelled a strong smell of blood. Under the scorching sun, his vision gradually blurred, and there were noisy human voices in his ears.

"God—call an ambulance!"

"It's over, it's over—"

"A crime!"

"Oh, this is so serious."

"Call 110 quickly, you see what to do—"

"It can't be done!"