don't cry
Chapter 38 Delusion.
Jing Rong's ears are soft, and he has a soft temper.
When I was a child, when I saw stray cats, I couldn't help but stop to feed them and give them drinks. Even if they were scratched, they didn't get annoyed. They were gentle and gentle, and they found paper boxes to build a nest.
I don't usually get angry very much, as long as it's not the fault of touching the bottom line, if I show weakness and cry a few words to Jing Rong, it's over.
Jing Qian was a little unpredictable for a while, what exactly did the Qu family child do to make Jing Rong so angry that he wanted to break up even if he was calm for a day.
Although he sympathizes with Qu Yu's life experience, he is still Jing Rong's real brother after all, and he prefers his own family.
He is too familiar with the latter's temperament, this time Qu Yu should have gone too far, otherwise Jing Rong would not be so disappointed and decisive.
After thinking it over, Jing Qian didn't say much, and patted Jing Rong's head: "It's as long as you don't regret the choice you made after careful consideration."
"However, don't hold back when you are unhappy. Home is a safe haven. You don't have to hide from it. Your family will always be your most steadfast backing, and they will support you even if the sky falls."
The door closed, and only Jing Rong was left in the bedroom.
He was still buried in the quilt, the seemingly calm lake surface, but the fingers that slowly clenched the quilt revealed his restless heart.
After a while, Jing Rong got up slowly, but the corners of his eyes were a little moist, which diluted the cold and alienated feeling on his body.
He raised his hands and rubbed his temples, and his dizzy brain eased somewhat.
The choice of separation is the most suitable for him at the moment. Too many things have happened in the past two days, and they all need to calm down.
Jing Rong turned his head and glanced out of the window, the clouds were rolling and the clouds were relaxing, the sky was clear and clear, it was a very good day.
For a different way of life, a different mood, this moment is just right.
Once a decision is made, Jing Rong's efficiency is very high. He only stayed in the bedroom for 10 minutes, and then went downstairs after sorting out his mood.
Just now he went upstairs with a face full of frost. Although Jingqian made an excuse to hide it, Xu Bing was still a little worried, but he didn't dare to ask rashly, so he sat in the living room and didn't go back to his room.
When Jing Rong came down, she looked at him immediately: "Xiao Rong, have you had lunch yet?"
Jing Rong didn't think about eating at all all afternoon, but seeing the concern and worry in Xu Bing's eyes, he nodded: "I've eaten."
Xu Bing breathed a sigh of relief, and said tentatively, "Your brother said he damaged a book in your collection. I have already punished him and asked him to pay you for it another day. Calm down."
"I'm not angry anymore." The more she cared, the more Jing Rong felt heavy in her heart, like a big rock that couldn't be moved, "Mom, I want to live in another place, the one that Dad bought near our college Can I have a suite?"
After a short pause, he continued: "I don't have that much money to buy it now, so I will rent it at the market price for the time being, and I will transfer the money to you later."
After the coming-of-age ceremony, he no longer spends the card Xu Bing gave him, but relies on tutoring and writing film reviews to make money. Usually, his expenses are not large, and even rent is more than enough for his own use.
Knowing his temper, Xu Bing opened his mouth to refute, but held back: "Okay, I'll go upstairs and find the key for you."
The apartment Jing's father bought was not far from the North City Drama Academy. The owner bought it and never lived in it. Recently, he sold it due to lack of money.
This community was just built in recent years. It looks newer and more beautiful than the one he rented, and it has all the furniture, so you can just move in with your bags.
Jing Rong asked for leave in the afternoon, first explained clearly to the landlady, and then went back to the rented house to clean up all his things. Jing Qian found him a mover and a car, and he could finish it in one trip.
Jing Rong looked at his empty bedroom, and when he came out, he caught a glimpse of gardenias, and couldn't help but pause.
The rented house is full of traces of his life with Qu Yu, such as the sofa, the medicine cabinet, the dining room, and the kitchen. It seems that they can still hear their conversations when they close their eyes.
Jing Rong let out a breath, opened his eyes with firm eyes, and left without a pause.
There will be no more in the future.
Xu Shi just moved and was not used to it, and Jing Rong had some insomnia that night.
He stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and looked down at the bright lights outside. The neon lights were colorful and beautiful, and the hottest male star endorsement video was playing on the big screen. It looked lively outside.
And the space he lived in was cold and quiet, like a small world that had been divided, secretive and lonely.
Jing Rong drank some warm water and didn't force himself to fall asleep.
He sat at the desk and read a book for a while, feeling a little drowsy before he went back to bed and fell asleep gradually.
--
Since Zhang Song’s insincere apology that morning, some people in the forum wrote anonymous complaint letters to the school, coupled with the report letter sent by Qu Yu’s real name to the Education Bureau, students with keen eyes found Zhang Song’s new punishment notice posted on The bulletin board of the teaching building.
This time it was a punishment of expulsion from school. Before the melon eaters had time to discuss it, someone in Zhang Song's dorm room suddenly broke the news that the police came to search Zhang Song's things, as if the other party had been detained for a crime.
Although Jing Rong never took the initiative to pay attention to matters related to Qu Yu after noon that day, after all, he was also involved in Zhang Song's matter at the beginning. A few days later, Jing Qian reported back that Zhang Song made the matter clear after he was detained. Wu Yi Shi said everything, and the Qu family spent some contacts to suppress the matter in order to protect Qu Mu.
But Zhang Song was not so lucky. Although the matter failed, he was still detained for a while. It should take some time before he can be released and Qu Yu must be compensated.
When it came to the end, Jing Qian couldn't hold back his words: "I heard that the Qu family got angry and slapped his youngest wife, and his youngest son was imprisoned for a few days."
Jing Rong's expression was calm when he listened, and he didn't show any emotion at all, and the response was simply a hmm.
Jing Qian felt bored and was busy with things in the company, so he hung up the phone without talking much.
At that time, Jing Rong was walking on the campus. After putting away his mobile phone, he glanced sideways at the boy not far away who looked at him from time to time, and couldn't help but feel a little helpless.
Originally, he was a resident topic contestant on the forum, and he hadn't been in the same frame with his boyfriend Qu Yu in the past half a month. In addition, the latter was discharged from the hospital and returned to school, and he didn't see him to visit, so some people started to spread rumors that they broke up .
This is true, but along with the rumors, the men and women who had stopped thinking because he had a partner before began to come alive again.
——That's right, there are also men coming to him to confess their love.
At the beginning, he had a fight with Guan Yuning, and the latter found a boyfriend not long after, so the rumors about his disgusting homosexuality were well-known. Although he made it public with Qu Yu, the rumors were self-defeating, but now his suitors group It's getting weirder.
Just the day before yesterday, a sports student with a full body was red-faced and handed him a love letter. The day before yesterday, a junior boy with a slender wrist that he could easily break was handing him snacks with a shy face. Stand in front of him and confess...
Jing Rong politely refused every time with a blank face, but then there would be unbelievers who would continue to block him.
Everything seems to be back to the original starting point.
Jing Rong refused the boy who came up to him without changing his face, and continued to walk towards the art building.
He has no class this morning, and plans to come to the dance room to practice the basic skills of flexibility.
As October approaches, the school plans to hold a red drama show on the occasion of the National Day. The time will be set after returning from the holiday. It will be open for three hours every night and last for a week. If you want to participate, you can choose a book and organize a team to register, and then wait for the notice It's time to perform on stage.
Jing Rong didn't want to participate at first, but his instructor suggested that he practice more. No matter how much theoretical knowledge he has, without practical experience, it can only be regarded as a theory on paper.
It just so happened that the director of the drama club was Zhang Yuhan, the literature and art committee member of their class. Upon hearing the news, he was immediately invited to participate in the book prepared by the drama club, and he accepted.
Zhang Yuhan knew that he didn't like noisy scenes, so he didn't pull him into the group chat, and sent him any news alone.
It is scheduled to gather in the rehearsal room on the second floor of the art building at [-] o'clock this afternoon to get to know the members who will work together in the future.
Jing Rong has no objection.
He changed into a close-fitting exercise suit in the changing room, first put on the bar and pressed his legs, and then tried more difficult movements when he felt that he was almost done.
The dance room on the north of the first floor is open to everyone, so any major or grade can come.
Jing Rong ignored the gazes that fell on him, and continued to do his own thing with a calm expression.
Horizontal split, vertical split, waist down, he practiced one by one.
At this time, the advantage of good flexibility is shown. Others are gnashing their teeth and have a ferocious face. His face does not change, and he is as calm as still water. He is simply not a species in this world.
Jing Rong would take off his glasses when he was practicing to avoid accidents and facilitate training, so his upright and handsome facial features were completely exposed.
He has a high eyebrow arch, a straight nose bridge, excellent bones, eyebrows, eyes, lips and nose are all outstanding, he is handsome when viewed from the front, and three-dimensional when viewed from the side, with a clear jaw and a sense of indifference and alienation.
When you don't smile, you are as cold as iceberg snow lotus, and when you smile lightly, you are as warm as a spring breeze.
Some people who have never seen him in real life but only ate melons on the forum couldn't look away, their leg pressing gestures were perfunctory, and their attention was all on Jing Rong.
Jing Rong fully accepted the scrutiny from all directions, and remained calm and unfazed.
However, when he lowered his waist, he glanced around the corner and seemed to see Qu Yu.
As soon as this illusion appeared, he felt a jerk from his waist, and his strength was completely removed. He was almost on the verge of falling, and he held on so as not to make a fool of himself.
He leaned on the floor and sank his waist and hips, and then slowly let go after touching the ground.
Others only thought that he was lying on the floor meditating and practicing, only he knew that his waist was slightly numb, and he was a little uncomfortable.
He lay quietly for a while, recalling in his mind the flashing face he saw just now, like Qu Yu, but not like him.
He was a little uncertain for a moment, maybe he had misread just now.
Speaking of which, since that meeting in the hospital, he didn't take the initiative to contact the other party, and the other party also had a tacit understanding and didn't bother him anymore, saying that it was a breakup. In fact, he didn't even send the other party a breakup message. The head of the little pink sheep is still lying quietly Dust on his friend list.
Jing Rong closed his eyes and rested for a while, and felt that the numbness in his waist was not so numb before sitting up with his support on the floor.
He helped his lower back, squeezed it gently, and felt a lot better. He raised his eyes and looked at the place just now, but found that there was no one there.
He shook his head slightly, mocking himself in his heart for being sentimental.
His attitude is so obvious, Qu Yu is a smart person, he will not understand his silent rejection.
So, how could the other party take the initiative to approach him again.
The author has something to say: Silly dog hook: woof woof woof~
★
One more~
Suddenly I found out that the lottery has failed, and I will get a bigger one when my phone is repaired tomorrow (biting the handkerchief)
Wife chasing progress bar: 1%
感谢在2022-02-2300:49:26~2022-02-2321:53:28期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 in the past;
Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 6 bottles of Yantutu; 2 bottles of Luha; 1 bottle of Shiyue Shifengyin;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
When I was a child, when I saw stray cats, I couldn't help but stop to feed them and give them drinks. Even if they were scratched, they didn't get annoyed. They were gentle and gentle, and they found paper boxes to build a nest.
I don't usually get angry very much, as long as it's not the fault of touching the bottom line, if I show weakness and cry a few words to Jing Rong, it's over.
Jing Qian was a little unpredictable for a while, what exactly did the Qu family child do to make Jing Rong so angry that he wanted to break up even if he was calm for a day.
Although he sympathizes with Qu Yu's life experience, he is still Jing Rong's real brother after all, and he prefers his own family.
He is too familiar with the latter's temperament, this time Qu Yu should have gone too far, otherwise Jing Rong would not be so disappointed and decisive.
After thinking it over, Jing Qian didn't say much, and patted Jing Rong's head: "It's as long as you don't regret the choice you made after careful consideration."
"However, don't hold back when you are unhappy. Home is a safe haven. You don't have to hide from it. Your family will always be your most steadfast backing, and they will support you even if the sky falls."
The door closed, and only Jing Rong was left in the bedroom.
He was still buried in the quilt, the seemingly calm lake surface, but the fingers that slowly clenched the quilt revealed his restless heart.
After a while, Jing Rong got up slowly, but the corners of his eyes were a little moist, which diluted the cold and alienated feeling on his body.
He raised his hands and rubbed his temples, and his dizzy brain eased somewhat.
The choice of separation is the most suitable for him at the moment. Too many things have happened in the past two days, and they all need to calm down.
Jing Rong turned his head and glanced out of the window, the clouds were rolling and the clouds were relaxing, the sky was clear and clear, it was a very good day.
For a different way of life, a different mood, this moment is just right.
Once a decision is made, Jing Rong's efficiency is very high. He only stayed in the bedroom for 10 minutes, and then went downstairs after sorting out his mood.
Just now he went upstairs with a face full of frost. Although Jingqian made an excuse to hide it, Xu Bing was still a little worried, but he didn't dare to ask rashly, so he sat in the living room and didn't go back to his room.
When Jing Rong came down, she looked at him immediately: "Xiao Rong, have you had lunch yet?"
Jing Rong didn't think about eating at all all afternoon, but seeing the concern and worry in Xu Bing's eyes, he nodded: "I've eaten."
Xu Bing breathed a sigh of relief, and said tentatively, "Your brother said he damaged a book in your collection. I have already punished him and asked him to pay you for it another day. Calm down."
"I'm not angry anymore." The more she cared, the more Jing Rong felt heavy in her heart, like a big rock that couldn't be moved, "Mom, I want to live in another place, the one that Dad bought near our college Can I have a suite?"
After a short pause, he continued: "I don't have that much money to buy it now, so I will rent it at the market price for the time being, and I will transfer the money to you later."
After the coming-of-age ceremony, he no longer spends the card Xu Bing gave him, but relies on tutoring and writing film reviews to make money. Usually, his expenses are not large, and even rent is more than enough for his own use.
Knowing his temper, Xu Bing opened his mouth to refute, but held back: "Okay, I'll go upstairs and find the key for you."
The apartment Jing's father bought was not far from the North City Drama Academy. The owner bought it and never lived in it. Recently, he sold it due to lack of money.
This community was just built in recent years. It looks newer and more beautiful than the one he rented, and it has all the furniture, so you can just move in with your bags.
Jing Rong asked for leave in the afternoon, first explained clearly to the landlady, and then went back to the rented house to clean up all his things. Jing Qian found him a mover and a car, and he could finish it in one trip.
Jing Rong looked at his empty bedroom, and when he came out, he caught a glimpse of gardenias, and couldn't help but pause.
The rented house is full of traces of his life with Qu Yu, such as the sofa, the medicine cabinet, the dining room, and the kitchen. It seems that they can still hear their conversations when they close their eyes.
Jing Rong let out a breath, opened his eyes with firm eyes, and left without a pause.
There will be no more in the future.
Xu Shi just moved and was not used to it, and Jing Rong had some insomnia that night.
He stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and looked down at the bright lights outside. The neon lights were colorful and beautiful, and the hottest male star endorsement video was playing on the big screen. It looked lively outside.
And the space he lived in was cold and quiet, like a small world that had been divided, secretive and lonely.
Jing Rong drank some warm water and didn't force himself to fall asleep.
He sat at the desk and read a book for a while, feeling a little drowsy before he went back to bed and fell asleep gradually.
--
Since Zhang Song’s insincere apology that morning, some people in the forum wrote anonymous complaint letters to the school, coupled with the report letter sent by Qu Yu’s real name to the Education Bureau, students with keen eyes found Zhang Song’s new punishment notice posted on The bulletin board of the teaching building.
This time it was a punishment of expulsion from school. Before the melon eaters had time to discuss it, someone in Zhang Song's dorm room suddenly broke the news that the police came to search Zhang Song's things, as if the other party had been detained for a crime.
Although Jing Rong never took the initiative to pay attention to matters related to Qu Yu after noon that day, after all, he was also involved in Zhang Song's matter at the beginning. A few days later, Jing Qian reported back that Zhang Song made the matter clear after he was detained. Wu Yi Shi said everything, and the Qu family spent some contacts to suppress the matter in order to protect Qu Mu.
But Zhang Song was not so lucky. Although the matter failed, he was still detained for a while. It should take some time before he can be released and Qu Yu must be compensated.
When it came to the end, Jing Qian couldn't hold back his words: "I heard that the Qu family got angry and slapped his youngest wife, and his youngest son was imprisoned for a few days."
Jing Rong's expression was calm when he listened, and he didn't show any emotion at all, and the response was simply a hmm.
Jing Qian felt bored and was busy with things in the company, so he hung up the phone without talking much.
At that time, Jing Rong was walking on the campus. After putting away his mobile phone, he glanced sideways at the boy not far away who looked at him from time to time, and couldn't help but feel a little helpless.
Originally, he was a resident topic contestant on the forum, and he hadn't been in the same frame with his boyfriend Qu Yu in the past half a month. In addition, the latter was discharged from the hospital and returned to school, and he didn't see him to visit, so some people started to spread rumors that they broke up .
This is true, but along with the rumors, the men and women who had stopped thinking because he had a partner before began to come alive again.
——That's right, there are also men coming to him to confess their love.
At the beginning, he had a fight with Guan Yuning, and the latter found a boyfriend not long after, so the rumors about his disgusting homosexuality were well-known. Although he made it public with Qu Yu, the rumors were self-defeating, but now his suitors group It's getting weirder.
Just the day before yesterday, a sports student with a full body was red-faced and handed him a love letter. The day before yesterday, a junior boy with a slender wrist that he could easily break was handing him snacks with a shy face. Stand in front of him and confess...
Jing Rong politely refused every time with a blank face, but then there would be unbelievers who would continue to block him.
Everything seems to be back to the original starting point.
Jing Rong refused the boy who came up to him without changing his face, and continued to walk towards the art building.
He has no class this morning, and plans to come to the dance room to practice the basic skills of flexibility.
As October approaches, the school plans to hold a red drama show on the occasion of the National Day. The time will be set after returning from the holiday. It will be open for three hours every night and last for a week. If you want to participate, you can choose a book and organize a team to register, and then wait for the notice It's time to perform on stage.
Jing Rong didn't want to participate at first, but his instructor suggested that he practice more. No matter how much theoretical knowledge he has, without practical experience, it can only be regarded as a theory on paper.
It just so happened that the director of the drama club was Zhang Yuhan, the literature and art committee member of their class. Upon hearing the news, he was immediately invited to participate in the book prepared by the drama club, and he accepted.
Zhang Yuhan knew that he didn't like noisy scenes, so he didn't pull him into the group chat, and sent him any news alone.
It is scheduled to gather in the rehearsal room on the second floor of the art building at [-] o'clock this afternoon to get to know the members who will work together in the future.
Jing Rong has no objection.
He changed into a close-fitting exercise suit in the changing room, first put on the bar and pressed his legs, and then tried more difficult movements when he felt that he was almost done.
The dance room on the north of the first floor is open to everyone, so any major or grade can come.
Jing Rong ignored the gazes that fell on him, and continued to do his own thing with a calm expression.
Horizontal split, vertical split, waist down, he practiced one by one.
At this time, the advantage of good flexibility is shown. Others are gnashing their teeth and have a ferocious face. His face does not change, and he is as calm as still water. He is simply not a species in this world.
Jing Rong would take off his glasses when he was practicing to avoid accidents and facilitate training, so his upright and handsome facial features were completely exposed.
He has a high eyebrow arch, a straight nose bridge, excellent bones, eyebrows, eyes, lips and nose are all outstanding, he is handsome when viewed from the front, and three-dimensional when viewed from the side, with a clear jaw and a sense of indifference and alienation.
When you don't smile, you are as cold as iceberg snow lotus, and when you smile lightly, you are as warm as a spring breeze.
Some people who have never seen him in real life but only ate melons on the forum couldn't look away, their leg pressing gestures were perfunctory, and their attention was all on Jing Rong.
Jing Rong fully accepted the scrutiny from all directions, and remained calm and unfazed.
However, when he lowered his waist, he glanced around the corner and seemed to see Qu Yu.
As soon as this illusion appeared, he felt a jerk from his waist, and his strength was completely removed. He was almost on the verge of falling, and he held on so as not to make a fool of himself.
He leaned on the floor and sank his waist and hips, and then slowly let go after touching the ground.
Others only thought that he was lying on the floor meditating and practicing, only he knew that his waist was slightly numb, and he was a little uncomfortable.
He lay quietly for a while, recalling in his mind the flashing face he saw just now, like Qu Yu, but not like him.
He was a little uncertain for a moment, maybe he had misread just now.
Speaking of which, since that meeting in the hospital, he didn't take the initiative to contact the other party, and the other party also had a tacit understanding and didn't bother him anymore, saying that it was a breakup. In fact, he didn't even send the other party a breakup message. The head of the little pink sheep is still lying quietly Dust on his friend list.
Jing Rong closed his eyes and rested for a while, and felt that the numbness in his waist was not so numb before sitting up with his support on the floor.
He helped his lower back, squeezed it gently, and felt a lot better. He raised his eyes and looked at the place just now, but found that there was no one there.
He shook his head slightly, mocking himself in his heart for being sentimental.
His attitude is so obvious, Qu Yu is a smart person, he will not understand his silent rejection.
So, how could the other party take the initiative to approach him again.
The author has something to say: Silly dog hook: woof woof woof~
★
One more~
Suddenly I found out that the lottery has failed, and I will get a bigger one when my phone is repaired tomorrow (biting the handkerchief)
Wife chasing progress bar: 1%
感谢在2022-02-2300:49:26~2022-02-2321:53:28期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 in the past;
Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 6 bottles of Yantutu; 2 bottles of Luha; 1 bottle of Shiyue Shifengyin;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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