don't cry

Qu Yu was a little sad.

Mom couldn't find the bottle cap, maybe it was taken away by those bad guys and thrown away, or it rolled into someone who doesn't know where, anyway, it was never seen again.

On the third day, his friend did not come to tell him a story under the tree as promised, and perhaps he had already left.

Qu Yu hated himself a little, if he could see it, then now he can go to the next building to see if there is anyone in the other's house, instead of being sullen like now.

Mom saw his bad mood, but just sighed and rubbed his head: "People always do this, say goodbye to old friends and meet new ones."

Qu Yu didn't speak, but he refuted this sentence in his heart.

The other party is not his old friend, and he does not need a new friend, he only needs the other party to tell him a story.

It was obviously a few days before he left, but he didn't believe that the other party had already left today.

With such meager hope in mind, he came under the tree again on the fourth day.

This time he waited for his friend, who explained to him why he didn't come yesterday.

"Mom took my brother and I to the zoo. There are many animals, including lions, tigers, and peacocks. They are super beautiful." The other party chattered.

Qu Yu was envious of that brother, and he also wanted to go to the zoo with him.

Xu Shi was really happy to go to the zoo. Today the little boy told him a lot of things he saw in the zoo, and his tone was full of joy.

"If only you could see it." The other party said regretfully.

Qu Yu felt sore in his heart, he wanted to see it too, but he couldn't see it now.

"By the way, my brother also said that he would come to play with you tomorrow. He said he wanted to make paper airplanes and little frogs." The other party said again.

Qu Yu suddenly felt annoyed, and especially rejected the existence of that elder brother.

He endured his displeasure: "Do you have to bring your brother?"

"Don't you like it? One more person is more lively, otherwise it's a bit boring."

boring?

Qu Yu seemed to be struck by lightning. He always thought that the other party, like him, was immersed in the world of storytelling, quiet and happy.

Unexpectedly, the other party would find it boring.

In an instant, anger rose, causing Qu Yu to tighten his jaw.

In addition to being angry, there is also deep disappointment. The other party seems to have betrayed their friendship. Not only does it feel boring to play with him, but also wants to add another person.

"By the way, when will you see it? Will you never see it again?" The other party said softly, "It's a pity that we can't see the small animals together."

Can't see, can't see.

Why can't I see it.

"Mom said that she would buy me a new storybook when she got home, and my father would take us out for dinner. I really want to go home." The other party's tone was a little melancholy.

Qu Yu's anger was so high that it swept through his brain in an instant.

He suddenly groped to snatch the storybook from the opponent's hand, and tore off a few pages of the storybook.

The other party's exclamation came from the side: "What are you doing?"

Qu Yu felt that he had been completely deceived. He tore those few pages into small pieces, raised his hand and said, "Don't you want to buy a new storybook? There's no need to keep this one, right?"

"Why are you tearing up my storybook? This is the first storybook I bought with pocket money." The other party's tone seemed to be tinged with trembling and imperceptible crying.

But Qu Yu didn't notice this at all, he clenched his fists: "Ha, the first book? What's the matter with the first book, will you have countless books from time to time? Isn't your mother buying you new story books? Don't you still have your brother to play with you?"

He was very angry: "So what do you think of me these days? Aren't we friends? Can't you see that you despise me?"

A series of questions were like arrows shooting at the other party, and Qu Yu couldn't stop at all.

He didn't dare to stop.

He was afraid of hearing the other party's answer, even if it was just a word, it was also the word that scared him the most.

He stiffened the thorns all over his body, and viciously denied their friendship by hurting the enemy one thousand and self-defeating ten thousand.

In the end, he heard the other party's slight crying, but the other party suppressed it very lightly, as if he didn't want him to hear it.

"I, I don't want to see you again." The other party sobbed, and ran away quickly after leaving this sentence.

Qu Yu could hear the other person's footsteps, but he pursed his lips and didn't say anything to stop him, nor did he say anything hurtful.

He stood there like a lifeless sculpture, quietly, as if time had slowed down.

The wind, the hot wind, blew across his cheeks, and his heart was barren.

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When Qu Yu came home, his mother noticed something was wrong with him.

But Qu Yu didn't want to say anything, he felt very tired.

He lay on the bed and thought about it quietly.

It seems that he was a little impulsive today, the other party just said a few other words, and he misunderstood the other party's words because he was unhappy.

Qu Yu calmed down and began to regret.

He became more and more aware of how irrational he was this afternoon, to tear up the other party's storybook so rudely.

He remembered that the other party said that it was the first storybook that the other party bought with pocket money, and the meaning must be very profound.

But he tore up that storybook.

The more she thought about it, the more regretful Qu Yu became.

He even fidgeted, wringing his fingers anxiously.

He didn't even want to sleep, he wanted to go to the next building to find each other, and then apologize seriously.

But this is obviously impossible, he can't see the way at all, and he can't even get out of the house.

Qu Yu was annoyed, and had a very bad nightmare at night.

He dreamed that the other party left here, and he really never saw him again.

Qu Yu was awakened by the nightmare.

The next day, after lunch, he couldn't help asking his mother to take him under the tree. He still held a water glass in his hand, which contained honey water, which was very effective in moistening his throat.

He still hadn't waited for his friend that day.

Qu Yu didn't give up, and went to wait under the tree every day until his mother came to pick him up.

He took off the gauze and could see, but he was still alone under the tree.

Day after day, he never gave up, but he never saw the little boy again.

Dreams don't come true, nightmares come true.

For some reason, Qu Yu started to save money. He didn't know what the book was called, so he could only go to the bookstore owner to describe the story.

With the money he saved, he bought one after another. It was not until he graduated from elementary school that he finally found the book at a second-hand book stand.

My mother didn't last him until he went to college, and before he got a decent job, she died of illness.

Qu Yu couldn't tell what he was thinking at that time, but he was not happy after all.

He felt completely empty in his heart, as if people around him kept leaving, and he kept losing.

Even Sun Rui moved away and transferred to another school not long after. Although he still had contact online, he left after all.

Qu Yu saw the women and children who were brought into the house by Qu Yan.

Qu Yan asked him to call him mother and brother, but he only found it absurd and disgusting. He felt that these people were so dirty that they didn't deserve these titles.

Moreover, he knew that the reason why his mother did not get treatment in time was that Qu Yan was unwilling to give money. After all, it would be a bottomless pit, and the probability of recovery was very small. money.

But Qu Yan may have forgotten that the first money for his business was given by his wife.

He forgot Ben.

Qu Yu did not forget, he remembered everything in his heart.

He will make these sinners pay the price.

……

University, Qu Yu has put on a perfect mask, no one will find the darkness in his heart.

Everyone said that Qu Yu was a poor child, with such a cowardly temper, that he would not resist being bullied and suppressed.

Qu Yu refused to refute. He dragged his heavy suitcase and came to Beicheng Academy of Drama alone.

On the first day of school, there were people coming and going in Beicheng Academy of Drama. Almost all the students who came to register were followed by their parents to help carry their luggage.

Qu Yu has not been taken care of for a long time, he has long learned to be independent, and Qu Yan and Dong Wu will not be gentle with him.

He looked coldly at those peers who acted like a baby to their parents, feeling a little funny and envious.

Maybe the suitcase was too heavy, he felt a little unhappy, and walked forward with a sullen face.

The college has enthusiastic seniors and seniors to help the freshmen with their luggage.

Qu Yu didn't want to bother them, and walked slowly forward alone.

It was very hot in summer, and he felt that he could not see the road in front of him clearly.

It seemed that there was a person walking towards him.

"Student, do you need help?"

He heard the other party ask.