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Liu Yushan unconsciously raised his hand and placed it on his heart.

He has no impression, does he have congenital heart disease?So what's going on now?Why have you never heard of it from your mother?

Liu Yushan suddenly thought of the phone number given by his uncle, maybe his father would know something.

He took the piece of paper and walked to his room. If he remembered correctly, he stuffed the note into his trouser pocket at the time.

But when I approached the room, I looked at the empty laundry basket.

The clothes were washed yesterday.

Liu Yushan ran to the balcony again, and saw the pair of sweatpants hanging on the top.

He calmed down all of a sudden, looked at the pair of trousers fluttering in the wind and smiled.

He suddenly realized that the reason for Liu Ruxue's divorce, which no one knew, should be this.

Taking off his trousers, Liu Yushan took out a lump of paper from his trousers pocket, it was rotted long ago, and he couldn't see anything.

Liu Yushan also felt that it was unnecessary.

Liu Yushan's hands softened, and his pants fell to the ground. He obviously felt peaceful in his heart, but his eyes were like a faucet that couldn't be stopped, and tears kept pouring out.

Until he lost his strength and fell to the ground, knocking over a pot of flowers, and the ceramic flower pot shattered to the ground.

"what happened?"

Liu Yushan heard Jiang Nan talking, but he couldn't raise his head.

"Xiaoyu! What's the matter?" Jiang Nan shouted anxiously from the balcony of his house: "What's the matter? Don't scare me, did you get hurt?"

Liu Yushan just buried his head in silence.

Seeing that the situation was wrong, Jiang Nan turned around and rushed home, opened the door, took out the key from the gap above the door of Liu Yushan's house, opened the door and entered.

He saw Liu Yushan sitting on the ground with his arms covering his head and burying his head in his knees, his shoulders shaking.

"Xiaoyu." Jiang Nan squatted down next to Liu Yushan to make sure he was not injured.

At this moment Liu Yushan seemed to want to talk, Jiang Nan thought about it, sat down beside him, saw a piece of paper on the ground, he picked it up and took a look, it turned out to be a diagnosis report.

"Jiang Nan..." Liu Yushan called her.

Jiang Nan held the piece of paper in one hand, and hugged Liu Yushan with the other: "What's wrong?"

Liu Yushan: "Liu Yushan has heart disease."

Jiang Nan: "That's what the report said."

Liu Yushan: "But I haven't, I have a physical examination every year."

Jiang Nan wanted to say that he knew it, but felt a little hasty, so he said, "Let's find someone to ask this doctor back then, maybe he knew."

Liu Yushan: "Could I be... the fake Liu Yushan?"

"What are you talking about?" Jiang Nan felt distressed and amused at the same time: "If you think the real Liu Yushan is dead, you are adopted or maybe you are thinking too much."

Liu Yushan: "Then what is this report? I really don't have any heart problems."

Jiang Nan pursed his lips and said slowly: "As far as I know, there are many types of heart disease, many of which can be cured by surgery, and some with mild symptoms will heal on their own."

"Is there such a thing?" Liu Yushan's sadness was choked in his throat, and he couldn't get up or down.

"Really, why don't we consult a doctor."

Liu Yushan breathed a sigh of relief, wiped his nose and stood up, still holding the paper ball in his hand.

Jiang Nan asked what it was.

"phone number."

Jiang Nan was puzzled for a moment before remembering: "Your father's phone number?"

Liu Yushan nodded.

"You can ask uncle for another one."

Liu Yushan felt that it was unnecessary.

Compared with the time when he knew that he might be abandoned by his father because of congenital heart disease, Liu Yushan felt that he was more sad when he mistakenly thought that he was a substitute for the so-called "Liu Yushan".

Because it is a substitute, it can be discarded at any time.

Liu Yushan felt that he was a little funny.

Although Jiang Nan advised Liu Yushan that it would be better to clarify the matter, but Liu Yushan became paralyzed, and he didn't really want to take care of those things.

But the call over there came to his cell phone.

That day, after dinner with Jiang Nan, when I was watching young people skateboarding in the square, a strange call came in.

Liu Yushan didn't want to answer it, and almost pressed it down, when Jiang Nan asked who it was.

Liu Yushan put the phone in his hand directly.

"Hello?" Jiang Nan answered.

The voice of a middle-aged man on the opposite side was a little weak: "Is it Yushan?"

Jiang Nan was puzzled for a moment, then turned to look at Liu Yushan.

"what?"

Jiang Nan asked softly into the microphone: "Who are you?"

The other party sighed: "I am Dad."

Jiang Nan covered the phone and said to Liu Yushan, "Your father."

Liu Yushan was watching the little handsome guy wrestling and playing. He was happy at first, but the smile on his mouth slowly collapsed after hearing this.

"Hey?"

"Rain Mountain?"

Liu Yushan couldn't help frowning: "Who are you?"

The other party replied repeatedly: "I am Dad, Yushan."

Liu Yushan said hello very politely, and pulled out the grass in the flower bed with the other hand a little uncomfortable.

"Is there a problem?"

"I heard your mother passed away."

"Yes."

"Are you going back to your hometown for a banquet?"

"No."

"Then...are you married and have children?"

Liu Yushan was a little impatient, but he couldn't bear to have a bad attitude after hearing his weak tone: "No, don't get married, don't worry about it."

The other party also roughly felt Liu Yushan's resistance to him. He was over 50 years old and had been bedridden for two years, so he had no temper.

"I didn't expect to be able to talk to you again."

Liu Yushan: "Me too."

"I still have to say sorry to you."

"What are you sorry for me?"

The other party was silent for a moment, thinking whether Liu Yushan was speaking ironically or whether he really didn't know.

Liu Yushan wanted to mediate, and asked straight to the point: "Is it because I was diagnosed with a heart attack that you divorced your mother?"

The other party paused, "I... can say that."

"So you abandoned your breastfeeding wife and newborn child with congenital heart disease?" When Liu Yushan asked this sentence, Liu Ruxue dragged her tired body and stomach to take care of her. own appearance.

"I didn't..." The man anxiously pleaded for himself: "At that time, there were no prenatal checkups in small places, and the checkups were only found after birth. We didn't understand anything at the time, so I just thought...thought it would be impossible to have another one... "

He felt ashamed to say what he thought was normal back then.

"But I definitely don't mean to abandon you mother and child, it's just that heart disease would cost us a lot of time and money at that time, you know..."

Liu Yushan smiled, and asked lightly, "Then why did you get divorced?"

"You know, your mother is that kind of person. She doesn't think I'm worthy of being a husband and a father. She said that when she sees me annoying, she wants to... want to vomit, and tell me to get out of here."

"Pfft—" Liu Yushan really couldn't hold back.

This was indeed what Liu Ruxue would say, and the picture in his mind changed again, to Liu Ruxue with a hair tie on her head, holding the child in one hand and pointing at the door to tell the man to go away.

"Yu Shan, I know what I did wrong, I don't ask for your forgiveness, as long as I know you are doing well, I will..."

Liu Yushan frowned: "Stop talking, let me ask you, if you weren't sick now, if you didn't know that my mother has left, would you think of calling me?"

The other party is silent.

"Now you want to pray for peace of mind, let me say that I don't blame you. Yes, I don't blame you, I said it, and I can tell you that my mother is very strong and brave, and she never treated you like this A man who has no responsibility is on his mind. You have a guilty conscience, and you won't disappear just because I say I don't blame you."

When Liu Yushan said this, when he heard the other party coughing, he lowered his voice and said, "You...be fine, don't torture yourself, my mother, Liu Ruxue is busy living a wonderful life every day, and has no time to deal with people like us. Self-pitying a stinky man."

Jiang Nan couldn't help laughing.

Liu Yushan said goodbye and wished him health.

"why are you laughing."

"Why are you such self-pitying stinky men?"

Liu Yushan smiled, "He is a man who will be looked down upon by Ms. Liu Ruxue."

Liu Yushan still asked Amu to find the doctor who gave Liu Yushan a report back then, and also contacted the doctor who gave Liu Yushan a follow-up visit every year after he came to Changbei City.

It was confirmed that Liu Yushan's congenital heart disease was a relatively mild atrial septal defect. When he was four years old, he fully healed without surgery.

Of course, he is not a substitute where Liu Ruxue adopted him.

Two days later, Jiang Nan accompanied Liu Yushan to tidy up the place where he lived before.

It was an apartment near the Science and Technology Park, with two bedrooms and one living room, and he converted the second bedroom into a utility room.

Jiang Nan put his hands on his hips, his head hurting: "You must have too many things."

Liu Yushan: "I live here—"

He snapped his fingers and began to count: "One, two, three, four... seven years."

Jiang Nan looked around the whole room and smiled: "Then move."

"Why do I feel weird." Liu Yushan leaned on the sofa and looked Jiang Nan up and down: "I always feel like I'm dead when I see you packing things up. You come to pack my belongings."

"Bah, bah, what are you talking about." Jiang Nan rolled up his sleeves, picked up a box and began to tape it.

At this time, a call came from Liu Yushan's mobile phone. It was because his friend knew that he was back and asked him to have dinner.

Liu Yushan said, "I'll take someone with me."

"Okay, who is it?"

"……my friend."

Gritting his teeth, Jiang Nan resentfully put on his gloves.

Liu Yushan's life is to go to work. He spends a lot of time at work and has very little time to rest after get off work. But he is not reconciled to having no spare time, so he bought a lot of things to entertain his spare time.

Such as Lego, jigsaw puzzles, game consoles, treadmills, oil paintings, electronic products.

The same thing piled up the whole house, and more than [-]% of them were new.

"Hey, look at Jiang Nan." Liu Yushan took a model of Iron Man from the bookshelf.

Jiang Nan walked over, still wearing gloves: "Iron Man, what's wrong."

Liu Yushan: "It was given to me by our product manager when I just graduated."

"Why did he send you?"

"He's after me."

"Is it finished?" Jiang Nan asked casually.

The corner of Liu Yushan's mouth froze: "Aren't you jealous?"

Jiang Nan smiled meanly, remembering that when Liu Yushan first came back, he boasted to him that he had talked about many things, but in fact he hadn't.

"You are such a heartthrob, where can you eat?"

Liu Yushan hit the cotton with his fist, and angrily threw Iron Man into the box.

It was autumn, the wind came in from outside the window, blowing on Jiang Nan's body, it was very cool, he took off his gloves to pull Liu Yushan's hand, and squeezed it lightly.

"I'm jealous, so I have to have a position to be jealous, don't you think?"

"What do you mean?"

"It just means to give a name, don't catch me, give me an accurate word, when can I be your boyfriend."

The author has something to say:

Xiaoyu: Hmm... that... ok!