Not full and boring

Zhang Meili's unexpected things are always good and bad-this is what Wen Yiyan knows, and what Wen Yiyan doesn't know, it is definitely a bad thing.Her luck has always been bad, but now this little accident is obviously a good thing.

Originally, Meili went to find her after the meal, but Meili received a text message after the two of them had finished eating. Shanfeng said that she was waiting for her outside the restaurant.

And Wen Yiyan saw Chen Shanfeng himself for the first time, and he looked completely different from the beautiful description, with long hair fluttering Pisces, luxury cars, beautiful women and rich second generations.Wen Yiyan had a good impression of Chen Shanfeng. When Chen Shanfeng mentioned that he wanted to send her back with Meili, Wen Yiyan immediately refused.

Not even beauty.

"Why?" The local tyrant of Shanfeng obviously didn't understand the relationship between the two, did they quarrel while eating?It's silly and naive for a local tyrant to think so.

"I'm motion sick. I'd rather take the subway than going back here for two hours." Wen Yiyan glanced at the two of them, and walked around with curved eyebrows, "It will be the first anniversary in a while, right? , have fun, I'll go back first."

"Okay, I'll find you next time." Meili sent off the guest straightforwardly.

"I won't treat you to dinner even if you come." Wen Yiyan turned his head and waved to her, then walked towards the crowded subway station.

Wen Yiyan returned to the dormitory feeling a little tired, after taking a shower, Wen Yiyan made himself a cup of coffee and turned on the computer.Probably because of seeing the beautiful side today, Wen Yiyan always thinks of the days before the breakup.

Wen Yiyan passed the time by looking through the chat records with Chen Xiang when he was about to be unbearable several times.Wen Yiyan can recall his feelings at that time for every sentence recorded in those thick and casual messages with thousands of messages every day.But misfortunes never come singly, the computer is invaded by a virus and needs to be refreshed, Wen Yiyan forgot to backup, and there is nothing on the brand new QQ.

She didn't even have a chance to remember.

It was at that time that Zhang Meili knew about Wen Yiyan's emotional crisis.

Although the two have been good friends for many years, Meili and Zhao Yuebai are not familiar with each other after all, and Wen Yiyan is not the kind of person who will tell his friends when something goes wrong.In fact, when talking to Meili, Wen Yiyan had already made his own decision.

Meili was very close to Zhao Yuebai at the beginning, but she fell silent after listening to Wen Yiyan's words. In the end, she advised Wen Yiyan, "Don't break up to test whether she still likes you." Wen Yiyan's smile was exceptional. With some sarcasm, she asked back, "Do you think I am that kind of person?" Meili obviously hadn't realized Wen Yiyan's determination, "Otherwise", and Wen Yiyan's reply was quite careful——

As long as I say goodbye, it must be irreparable.

It's not that Zhang Meili doesn't know Wen Yiyan well enough, on the contrary, she has such doubts because she knows too much.

Zhang Meili is not very clear about the matter between Wen Yiyan and Zhao Yuebai, because Wen Yiyan seldom talks to her.But when Wen Yiyan made the most important decision, Meili knew it all.

At first Wen Yiyan fell in love, Meili's first thought was "If you are not a true double, don't step into this road, you have never liked a girl", and Wen Yiyan gave everything after thinking for a few seconds. Everyone has the first answer and stick to it.

And when Wen Yiyan was going to Kunming, Meimei didn't simply agree with her attitude. After thinking about it for a long time, she still asked Wen Yiyan to "speak in the space every day to report safety".

So that later, when Wen Yiyan wanted to break up, Meili still persuaded her to think carefully.For Wen Yiyan, beauty is not the kind of friend who needs to be flattered by hypocrisy.Their concern for each other is not the kind of earth-shattering, nor is it sharing every bit of life, but they are by each other's side at the most important moments in their lives.

Because of this, Meili knows what Zhao Yuebai means to Wen Yiyan.That's why he wondered whether Wen Yiyan's decision was motivated by anger.

Later, after Wen Yiyan proposed to break up, Zhao Yuebai sent a message saying: I was never the one who left first

Wen Yiyan still remembers every word and sentence, including the little smiley symbol behind it.At that time, she had already taken the initiative to double-delete Zhao Yuebai, blocked the phone number 1 that could not be reached, and deleted Weibo in both directions.This talk was given to her by Qianli's screenshot, Wen Yiyan's eyes were still red, and he was lying on the bed with his mobile phone to reply to Qianli's message.

A Thousand Miles of Beacon Smoke: [Screenshot] Shaotian's talk

Can’t eat enough: I was the one who left first, it’s all my fault, I hurt her, I admit it

Qianli Beacon: You are the one who leaves first, but she is the one who gives up the chase first

It is difficult for two people to keep pace, but it is not difficult to deliberately distance themselves.As long as you have the heart, it is not difficult to alienate slowly.Although Wen Yiyan felt that the estrangement of the previous month had made her mentally prepared, she couldn't help but pull up when deleting the text messages of the two. When it's over, I just feel uncomfortable.

She buried her head in the quilt, and finally suppressed crying.Xia Zhimian was next door, and Wen Yiyan didn't have any confidence in the sound insulation effect of this kind of dormitory room.Xia Zhimian knew that she was going to break up, although she didn't know the specific reason, but she didn't ask, just thought that Wen Yiyan felt wrong.

In fact, Wen Yiyan felt wrong to some extent, but the cause was not her own.

Not only Xia Zhimian, Wen Yiyan didn't want to be seen in such a mess.Even if she can be weak to herself in the way she dislikes the most, but she is obviously not strong enough to let others see her weak appearance.To put it bluntly, she would have to save face and suffer, but she insisted.

Later, until now, Wen Yiyan has never regretted that he proposed to break up.She brought it up when she was still in love with Zhao Yuebai, so looking back now, whether it was a happy experience or a happy past, for her, Zhao Yuebai was the best Zhao Yuebai.Having liked such a Zhao Yuebai—or liking such a Zhao Yuebai, Wen Yiyan didn't feel that he owed himself or his own life anything.

As for whether Zhao Yuebai also had such thoughts about her, Wen Yiyan didn't know.She didn't want to know how Zhao Yuebai thought of herself at all. If she gave Zhao Yuebai bad memories at the end, apart from the breakup, the guilt would probably last longer.

But after the breakup, it was Meili who changed her attitude towards Chen Xiang the most.

Of course, she still has the same arc length as before. In Wen Yiyan's words, she can arc from Shanhaiguan to Changbai Mountain.It was the third day after the breakup, and Wen Yiyan suddenly received a beautiful QQ message.

Beautiful: Agarwood released a new story, do you know

Can't eat enough: what?

Meili: I was never the one to go first, what does she mean?

Can't eat enough: ...nothing interesting?Simply say that I proposed to break up?It's also true

Meili: Then you don't explain anything?

Can’t eat enough: I have to have someone to explain if I explain, I chatted with you once before we broke up, didn’t I tell you about the situation between us?

Meili: I remember I said you made a fuss out of a molehill?

Not enough to eat: The connection is inherently weak. According to you, it’s actually not a big deal. It’s all about Two-dimensional, and it won’t involve the three-dimensional.

Meili: Yeah...

Can't eat enough: yes

Meili: Damn, I’m not here to talk about life with you, I’m here to talk about Chen Xiang

Can’t eat enough: What’s wrong with this?

Meili: What does it mean that she was never the one who went first?Why didn't she reflect on why others left her again and again?And that cute girl in the back, what can she do?Wasn't she the one who confessed?Is she the one who traveled all the way?Wasn't she the one who alienated first?Why did you leave first, why is she always the one who gets dumped?

Can't eat enough: ...why are you so angry, and Chen Xiang is not to blame for this matter, it's meaningless to say this

Meili: Of course I am very angry!What does she mean, make it seem like she is a victim, I ask you, did you beg her to be with you at the beginning?

Can’t eat enough: Forget it, I double deleted and blacked out, don’t care about those details

Meili: Fuck, what about your future, you just leave it at that?

Can't eat enough: Otherwise, cry and beg her to come back and love me again?

Meili: I'm still angry

Wen Yiyan was overly sad at the time, and her mind was a little blurry. The more she saw the words, the more wrong she became, and then she told the beautiful classmate in a very serious and steady tone.

Can't eat enough: Then what, you definitely don't want to go to Chen Xiang, I didn't lose anything after it's over, I did it all by myself, and I really brought up the breakup, don't blame her.

But Meili didn't respond, Wen Yiyan was afraid that she would disturb Zhao Yuebai, so he took out his mobile phone and called Meili classmate, but during the call, Wen Yiyan sent her a window shake in a little panic.

It took more than ten minutes for Wen Yiyan to receive a beautiful reply.

Meili: Here I am, why did I look for her, I didn't look for her.Has your future been eaten by dogs?

Can't eat enough: Is the future delicious?

Meili: what?

Hungry: nothing

Beautiful: Wen Yiyan your uncle

Can't eat enough: hehe

Meili: Then what will you do now that you are separated?I remember that Chen Xiang quit a few days ago, saying that he was busy with his studies and had to quit the circle, and he had already signed an agreement with Jiu Que.

Can't eat enough: Well, she quit the circle.

Meili: Do you keep playing?

Can't get enough to eat: I had planned to lose my circle a long time ago, that is, during the time when I had no contact with Chen Xiang.It’s just that there is still something to be done. I will quit the circle when the last drama is finished.

Meili: Forget it, it’s not much fun anyway, you’d better go back and write your article with peace of mind

Can't eat enough: yes

Wen Yiyan opened the qq main panel while talking, and now the only single point in the friend list still shows zero online.Qianli Beacon has not been online for two days——