take a baby home

I do understand that this was intentional by my father and father. They allowed me to learn Mandarin, English, Spanish, and a part of German at a very young age without knowing anything.

Dad said, in this way, I will save a lot of effort and have more time to learn more useful things in the process of studying in the future.

Whether this is the case, at the age of ten years old, I still don't quite understand.But I know one thing, that is, whether I go to China, Spain, or Germany, there will be no language barrier, whether it is to listen to what others say, or I want to talk to others.

That's a plus, right?

I have never been to a school with many children and studied with them.

In the past few years, the teachers around me have changed from batch to batch. They always teach me different knowledge. I know that maybe when I grow up, I will need this knowledge very much.It's still the same, damn it!

At the beginning, it was very difficult, and I often didn't want to learn anymore, but my father would always stand behind me and watch me when I wanted to give up, cry and lose my temper I was very scared, so I could only force myself to continue sitting in front of the table and study hard.

I have nestled in my father's arms many times, complained to him, and cried so many times that I can't even remember.

At that time, my father would hug me, pat my back, and comfort me.When I stopped crying, he would reason with me and tell me many stories about my father and his past.

Then I knew that not only my father lived the same life as me when I was a child, but even my father lived the same life as me.

Since then, I no longer shed tears for learning.My father said that a man cannot shed tears easily, because tears are more precious than gold.

Since father and father can do it and do it well, as their son and their only child, I will also do it and do it well.

I can't let them down, I want to make them proud of me.

I'm ten years old now, and at the end of the year, I'll be eleven.

In a few months, I will go to my father's former school, Prince Astor Secondary School, and become a member there, studying with other students.

My father said that that school was the school my father attended. When my father went there, he was about my age and in the same grade as me.

The science and technology museum in the school was donated by my father in the name of a consortium for my father to study there.

These all make me yearn for it. I want to go, walk in the footsteps of my father, and work hard in the place where he used to live and study.

I want to be as good as my dad.

By that time, Dad will love me even more!

Last month, my father, father, several uncles, and Uncle Xiao Zhen all accompanied me to Esther Middle School. They also talked with the current principal about my enrollment.

My father didn't tell me, but Uncle Xiaozhen told me that this time when I entered school, my father and father decided together to expand the school a lot and buy the most advanced equipment to pave the way for my entrance. path of.

I didn't think too much about it. I've seen a lot of things like this since I was a child, and I'm used to it.

Some people may say it's unfair, but there is nothing absolutely fair in this world.

This is what my father told me, and I think I can understand part of it.

Because I was born in the Shen family and I was named Carlos, I was doomed to live an ordinary life.

However, when enjoying the authority that others do not have, I must also put in more hardships and efforts for my identity. I must work harder than others, stand taller, and see farther, so that I am worthy of this identity of.

Therefore, I no longer complain that I have to work so hard at a young age, nor do I feel uneasy because I enjoy many privileges.

Whenever this happens, my father and dad will have nice smiles on their faces. I think I will be very happy to see their smiles!

I think, this is probably family affection!

Every time I see my dad's distressed expression when he helps me apply medicine to my wound, I feel very satisfied.

Uncle Lance was the most skilled man in our family, so Father and Dad were very comfortable letting me study with him, starting when I was four years old.

Originally, Uncle Priss said that I could go to their home to study if necessary, but my father refused to agree with it, and it seemed that my father did not agree with such a suggestion. In addition, there was Uncle Lance at home, so I was able to stay at home. Study at home.

However, Uncle Lance is a very serious person on these matters. He will not hold back or even release me because I am the only child of my father and father.He has stricter requirements on me than my father.Therefore, every day I have new scars on my body.

Dad said that it's not a big deal for a man to get injured. When I practice hard, I won't be injured easily.Even in a very dangerous situation, it will not be easily injured.

Uncle Lance once said that when father and father were young, they encountered very dangerous situations and almost lost their lives.

I think, is that because father and father are not good enough?

Probably not!I've seen my father and my father teach people, they are very powerful people, I'm sure of that.

Uncle Lance said it wasn't that they weren't good enough, but that they were negligent.He asked me to be vigilant at all times and never relax.He often even stood by my bedside to scare me when I was sleeping. At the beginning, I was very scared, thinking that he standing by my bedside in the middle of the night was like a ghost on TV!

After a long time, I got used to it, because if I didn't realize his presence, he would beat me.I don't hate him because of this, I know, he is for my own good.

I feel so tired!But no matter how tired I am, I have to persevere.

Uncle Sale and Uncle Lance's twins will be back before school starts.

They will go to Astor Middle School with me, in the same grade, class and dormitory as me.

My father asked me to live on campus instead of living at home.

My father disagreed at first, but Uncle Bai and Uncle Xiao Zhen also said that they should take care of me nearby, just like Uncle Bai used to take care of my father who was studying.

My father disagreed. He said that I had to leave home, get in touch with the outside world, get along with my classmates, and learn a lot, so it was imperative to live on campus.

But he promised Dad that I could go home every weekend.That is to say, I live at school five days a week and at home for two days, and my father agreed.

In fact, I know that my father is dissatisfied with me, so he wants me to live in school.

Because I like to sleep with my dad, I like the feeling of my dad holding me, and I will be very happy when I am with him.But my father was very unhappy.

He often asked Dad to let me go and let me be independent.If Dad was in a good mood, he would grab me by the collar and throw me out of their room, closing the door very hard in front of me.

I used to think how nice it would be if I could kick that damn door open!

But I know that I can't do it, so I can only walk away in a low voice.

Now that my father finally got the chance, of course he would be very happy to kick me out, so that I can't sleep with my father so often, and he won't be angry because I disturbed him anymore.

Living on campus, what a big deal, I'm not afraid!

Although my father told me that the classmates in my class will be much older than me, and I will be the youngest one, but what does that matter?

For me, it doesn't matter!

Aren't there twins of Uncle Sale and Uncle Lance with me?They'll be with me, just like Uncle Lance used to be with Dad when he was in school.

There are three of us!

The school specially prepared a suite for the three of us to live in. Strictly speaking, it will be a separate space. Except that there is no whole family, it is not much different from being at home.

Besides, my father taught me a long time ago that I can do what I can do by myself. I believe I can do it very well!

I can wash some small clothes by myself, and I can also operate the washing machine. I can tidy up the room and organize the wardrobe by myself. Although I can only do these things now, in the future, I will slowly learn more things and try my best. do the best.

My father told me that when I get to school, I can't look down on others or bully my classmates just because they are not as good as me in some aspects.But if someone bullies me, there is no need to be patient, as long as the bully goes back.

I'm not worried that someone will bully me, because like my father, I'm not very vulnerable.Of course, my father is a person who doesn't want to suffer. I am their child, which is normal, right!

I can only guarantee that I will never take the initiative to bully any classmates, after all, they have taught me this way since I was a child. ~

☆、【Fanwai】Little Baozi's Private Diary ([-])

However, I thought of one very important thing.

If I go to school and I'm home only two days a week, the other five days, dad and dad, they're just there for each other because they don't have any other kids around.

In this way, will they feel bad?

I have been thinking about this matter for several months. Seeing that the start of school is approaching day by day, and there is not much time left, should I do something?

At this time, I began to think, maybe, having a younger brother or sister might not be such a bad thing?

If someone said a year ago that I was going to have a brother or sister, I would have been very unhappy.

Because I know that if there is only one child by my father and father's side, their love will be given to me, which is exclusive to me.

Once there is a brother or sister, their love will be divided.Although I am not very old, I also know that things that are divided will definitely be much smaller than the whole piece.

I don't want others to take away my father and his love for me, especially I don't want others to rob my father.

I think my father is not willing either!

At that time, I didn't think about what to do if I wasn't by their side.Now that I think about it, I dare not speak to them.

I knew that if they wanted kids, they wouldn't wait until I was ten and they would have only me.Since they don't mention it, can I think of other ways?

So I went to my great-grandmother first, because it seemed to me that things would go a lot better if she supported my ideas.

So, when I told my great-grandmother what I thought, the great-grandmother laughed first, and then began to think.

After a long time, she asked me whether I wanted a brother or a sister.

I had already thought about this question before I found my great-grandmother.

I want a younger sister, even if she is not a child of the Shen family, it doesn't matter.

It’s not that I’m afraid that my younger brother will snatch my things when he comes, but that my father and father have worked very hard to take care of me growing up. Boys are more naughty, and it will be more difficult to discipline them.I know, I just let them worry about labor.

Now, I hope that someone can accompany my father and father instead of me when I am not at home, so a caring and soft girl will be more suitable.

That's why I think younger sisters are better than younger brothers.

Well, I don't deny it either, my idea is that if there is a younger sister in the family, maybe my father won't be so serious, at least, he won't grab my younger sister by the collar and throw her out too!

But for this reason, I will not say it.

I told my great-grandmother the reason above, and she seemed happy.

But she didn't immediately agree to my proposal, but called grandpa and grandma to discuss the matter with them.In the end, all the elders in the family came, just to discuss what I said.

By the way, I forgot to mention that my grandma was actually married to my grandpa not long before I was born.

The old grandma, who was the biological mother of my father, uncle and aunt, is long gone. I don’t know where she is or if she is still alive.Anyway, I don't know her, nor have I seen her.

Although the new grandma is quite old in my opinion, she is much younger than my grandpa. My two younger brothers and sister and I often say together that this is a little grandma.

She looks not much older than my aunt, but she is a beautiful woman!

I just heard from my father that my grandpa met my new grandma when he was invited to participate in some event.They got married not long after they met.

Dad said it was love.

I don't understand, but I know that this kind of love is completely different from the kind of love that I love my father very much.

Still the same sentence, when I grow up, I should know, I think, I will also find the kind of love that belongs to me.

Having said that, the new grandma is from Venezuela, and her family background is also very good. I don’t know the details. My father said it, but I didn’t bother to remember it.

Because I don't think it's necessary, as long as I know she is my grandma, does it matter what kind of family she comes from?

Although father, uncles and aunts never called grandma "mom".

This is also understandable, because my father said that grandma is only more than ten years older than my father, and it is okay to call her elder sister, but even she is reluctant to be called aunt, let alone mother.

Moreover, when grandma married grandpa, father, uncle and aunt were all married, and there was no relationship between them, so it was even more impossible to call grandma mother.

Actually, it's okay, what it's called doesn't affect anything.How to live, or how to live.Everyone lives in a manor, and it is still very harmonious.

However, I secretly thought to myself, since grandma is still so young, why doesn't she have a few children with grandpa that belong to them?

Well, this is a problem between the two of them, it has nothing to do with me, I just think about it.

The elders in the family discussed it for a long time, and they all felt that my proposal was very good, and they were also very willing to see my father and father have another child.

However, the more important issue was that they couldn't make up their minds about who should talk to their father and father about it.

After all, the two of them are the ones who want another child, and it is only possible if they nod their heads in agreement.

Isn't it just to talk to father and father about it?It's not a big deal, why are they pushing around and they don't want to go?

Since they couldn't come to any conclusion after discussing for a while, I left first.

I know that they dare not go to their father and father easily, the biggest reason is still their father.

Maybe everyone in the family is like me, they are more afraid of my father!

But, can't I go directly to my father instead of going to my father?

Even if Dad disagrees, he won't scold me, let alone beat me up. What's there to be afraid of?

As long as Dad agrees, even if Dad doesn't want to, he will eventually agree.No matter how fierce he is, he is not as powerful as his father. How could they not know such an obvious thing?

really weird!

Since they won't go, I'll try it first, let's talk about it after I try it!

In the evening, when my father and father came home from get off work, I went to find my father.

Dad is in the bathroom taking a shower, he won't hear what I say to Dad.

Hurry up, I told my father about wanting them to have another child, and my father's expression was shocked.

If I put it in the past, I would know that one day I would have such an idea, and I would be shocked, and maybe I would still doubt whether I was dreaming.

But the facts are in front of us, many things, before they come to the front, no one knows what will happen.

My father asked me why I wanted him to have another child. Is it because I am the only child in the family and I am too lonely, so I want to have a younger brother or sister.

Of course not, I would not be so naive!

lonely?lonely?At my age, I don't even know what loneliness is.I only know that there are two younger brothers and two younger sisters in the family. We have five children in total, and there will be two older brothers in the future. So many people can play together, so why can't we say that we are lonely?

I knew it would be foolish to lie in front of my dad, so I told the truth.

Dad listened to me very carefully, but after he finished listening, he just smiled and didn't say much.

My father, who was going to take a shower, came out of the bathroom and looked at me with a strange expression.

I knew in my heart that it was over, he must have overheard my conversation with Dad in the bathroom.

I wonder if he will beat me up in a fit of anger?

Who knows, he just put the wet towel for drying his hair aside, and didn't hit me or scold me.

However, he told me that he and his father have no idea of ​​having other children for the time being, and if they do, they won't wait until I grow up.

This is exactly what I thought, we really deserve to be father and son, I am very happy.

My father said that when there is no me, he and my father are two people who accompany each other, and there is no need to raise a child just for the company of multiple people.

They are very satisfied to be able to be with their father.

I can understand what my father said, but I think more than that.

Now they are still young, and I am still young.When I grow up, I will take over the burden from my father, and there will be many, many things to do.At that time, he and his father were both old and could not be as healthy as they are now. At that time, I thought, I should not have much time to be with them, just like after I went to school .

In that case, if they can have a younger sister by their side, even if they are older, they will live a happier life!

Maybe it's too early for me to think about this now, but I can't wait until my father and father are old to think about having children!

It is better to raise a child as soon as possible!

So, I put the idea out there.

After listening to my father and dad, they fell into silence. I was worried whether they were angry.

Fortunately, they didn't look angry. Dad reached out and hugged me, put me on their big bed, and slept with them.

I sleep in the middle, my father is on the left, and my father is on the right. I am pulling one on the other. This feeling is really great!

Since I have teachers, I have never had such an opportunity to sleep with them.

I know, in fact, I am very happy!

Although I am young, I know very well that when my father and father get older, when they reach the age of my grandfather, or even the age of my great-grandparents, I will take on the responsibility of taking care of them, just like they took care of and raised me. Much the same.

I like this responsibility.

Because, I love them very much, just like they love me very much.

It's just that they don't know if they will bring another sister home, or when they will bring a sister home.

If they had brought my sister back, I would have been more at ease at school.

When I get older and start doing things, I will feel more at ease, at least, I think so.

But I am not too worried, because the elders in the family know about this, I believe that in the next period of time, the elders will take turns to persuade them, and in the end, they are very likely to bring my sister back House's.

I will take good care of her and treat her like my own sister.I will do what other brothers do to my sister, even better than them!

I just hope that when she grows up, she can treat her father and father the same way I treat her.

Well, I will stop here for the time being, maybe in the future, I will write more diaries and write down more things about me, but that is for the future.

To sum up, in my life, the person I respect most is my father.And the person I love the most is Dad.

Ah, by the way, I still have a little secret that I keep in my heart all the time, and I won't tell anyone.I'm going to make a note of it and see if I can do it in the future.

That is, I want to work hard. When I grow up, I am as powerful as my father, or even more powerful than my father. I, hehe, I want to marry my father as my wife. I wonder if it is possible?