This attack is too expensive and boring

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Jimo Yu didn't sleep much all night, and Luo Chen stayed up all night with him.

The next morning, Luo Chen sent a text message to the store manager and asked for another day off. Regardless of what the store manager thought, he lay down on the sofa next to the hospital bed and fell asleep.

During the period, Gu Chengxin came once in the middle of the night, but didn't come in, just looked outside the door. At that time, Luo Chen was changing the hot water bottle for Jimo Yu. The window glanced at Gu Chengxin who was standing outside the ward, and then closed his eyes again.

The bright moonlight outside the window slanted into the dim room, and the hour hand of the wall clock on the white wall changed from twelve o'clock to two o'clock, and from two o'clock to four o'clock.Luo Chen was like a quiet shadow, gently walking around the room to change Jimo Yu's hot water bottle, take his temperature, and empty the catheter.If you know Luo Chen from the past, from a distance, the young man who was busy in the dark room looks like the child who was busy with his grandmother a few years ago, with a tough and sincere expression, The eyes are peaceful and quiet.It seems that no matter what happens in his life, he will accept it calmly and piously, and then live his life sincerely without any complaints. Some unknowingly jointed.

Quiet night.

As the first ray of sunlight outside the window shone into the inner room, Jimo Yu gently moved his eyes, opened them slowly, moved his gaze, and found the boy who had been walking around in front of and behind him on the sofa last night .

The incision of the stomach surgery is not as painful as it was yesterday, because of the ups and downs of life in the early years, and now that the most painful part of the surgery has passed, the slightest pain is completely within the tolerable range for him.

But Lu Zixu——

For the first time, Jimo Yu's face showed an expression that could be called the slightest crack.The little face lying on the arm of the sofa was clean and clear, with soft eyebrows and warm lips.The first ray of dizzy yellow sunlight in the morning reflected on Luo Chen's hair that fell in front of Luo Chen's eyes, reflecting a golden light.Lying on the sofa while sleeping, the breath was long and soft, and with the faint blue under the eyes, it seemed to coincide with another shadow in front of him in a trance.

Jimo Yu turned his head and closed his eyes, as if he was caught in a long memory, and then a quiet and peaceful smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, like a green boy waiting in the sunshine of the playground, only one in his pupils The one who mapped.

Gu Chengxin happened to pass by the window of the ward, looked at the familiar smile on the corner of Jimo Yu's mouth for a moment, and his expression was a little moved.Then he lowered his head slightly and saw Luo Chen sleeping on the sofa, and suddenly, inexplicably, he remembered the boy who had been with them many years ago, half-sighed and half-sneered helplessly in his nose, restrained his emotions and walked to the door He knocked lightly on the door, gave Jimo Yu enough time to gather his thoughts, and then pushed the door and walked in.

"How is it?" Gu Chengxin raised his eyebrows and looked at Jimo Yu like a normal person.

Jimo Yu's lips were still a little pale, but he recovered well: "It's fine."

"Yeah." Gu Chengxin nodded, looking casually at Luo Chen who was sleeping on the sofa and said, "He took care of you all night."

Jimo Yu followed Gu Chengxin's gaze and scanned Luo Chen's face again, neither confirming nor denying, his expression was indifferent, and he couldn't see what he meant.

Luo Chen just fell asleep for a while, because he had something on his mind, he naturally couldn't sleep well, and woke up when Gu Chengxin said the second sentence.I wanted to hear Jimo Yu's answer, but after waiting for a while, I only heard a long silence.Getting along with Jimo Yu for half a month, Luo Chen can guess with his toes that Jimo Yu's face must have that expression of "he is willing to force him" again, and he feels that it is meaningless to continue thinking about these things. He simply got up, rubbed his face, looked at Gu Chengxin and smiled: "Brother Gu."

Seeing that Luo Chen woke up and stopped talking with Jimo Yu, Gu Chengxin nodded at Luo Chen.

"I want to go back and boil him some soup. Can he have soup now?"

"It's okay to drink less." Gu Chengxin said to Luo Chen, and then suddenly followed with a smile: "I don't see that the pampered young master of the Lu family is doing nursing work like he used to do."

Luo Chen's face froze, he calmed himself down and pretended to be embarrassed and smiled and said, "Brother Gu, what joke are you talking about, he just takes care of grandma."

Gu Chengxin is not someone who likes to actively chat with strangers, Jim Moyu suddenly became suspicious, and looked at Luo Chen with a calm expression.

Gu Chengxin looked at Luo Chen's clean and clear eyes meaningfully, and suddenly smiled after a long time: "Go, I'll take care of you here."

Although Luo Chen didn't know what had happened, a sense of uneasiness suddenly appeared in his heart out of thin air.He looked at Jimoyu subconsciously, and found that the other person's eyes were also looking at him, with probing, doubting, indifference, and... a trace of incomprehensible emotions.

Luo Chen's heart tightened, and he turned his eyes away in a panic, not daring to look at Jimo Yu again.

"Then I'm going back, here... sorry for your inconvenience, Brother Gu."

On the way back, Luo Chen was absent-minded, and was almost bumped by a taxi when he was crossing the road.

The fat driver slammed on the brakes and yelled at Luo Chen.

People came and went on the road, they all looked at this side curiously, Luo Chen was embarrassed, blushing and kept apologizing in a low voice.

The driver had enough scolding, put the gear back in and left, Luo Chen hurriedly bought the ingredients for soup and returned home in embarrassment, his heart still beating violently.

After washing the materials, putting them on the pot and cooking them slowly, Luo Chen was still thinking about Gu Chengxin's meaningful eyes and Jim Moyu's alienated face in the hospital in the morning. For some reason, this image has been frozen in Luo Chen's mind. , as if to indicate something.

Could it be that I slipped some words?

Luo Chen thumped in his heart, and hurried back to the room to turn on the computer and call the real Lu Zixu.

Just connected to Lu Zixu who is far away in Australia, before Luo Chen said a word, Lu Zixu came up and asked: "Xiao Chen, did you know that Qin Chenyou was stabbed to death?" The following picture was cut from a certain website In the photos that came down, Luo Yaocheng, whom he hadn't seen for a few years, was crying, his grief was unbearable.

The moment Luo Chen saw these words, he froze there, his eyes uncontrollably staring at the person in the photo, his expression went from forbearingly flat to gradually bewildered.

All of a sudden, I knew the reason why the father who didn't want him suddenly wanted to see him again, but my own reaction was not as indifferent as I imagined or the schadenfreude of gloating, 'Why do you think of me only after your own son died? '.

Luo Chen didn't even hear what Lu Zixu said on the computer later.

He just spent a while in a daze and suddenly felt a little cold.

You know that feeling, although the unrepentant resentment and hatred of the so-called not wanting your father for money, but sometimes, when you see those children who are pushed up by their fathers and sit on their necks in squares and parks, in Watching TV dramas that make people cry When he hoped that his son would spend his old age with him to enjoy the belated family happiness, Luo Chen would also secretly fantasize about the kind of warm and loving family he wanted to come back one day.

But reality, reality is reality, the plot will not be changed just because Luo Chen is happy or not, and a system will not be set up just because Luo Chen wants it or not.

So in the last second, after the father who had been ignored for more than ten years suddenly said that he wanted to meet and gave such a shallow and humble expectation that he dared not show it, the next second he was cruelly informed that it was not regret I want to enjoy the family happiness, and it’s not because I suddenly have feelings and can’t bear the homeless son. Even after I lose my temper arrogantly, I don’t seem to have much chance to regret performing a "oh why did I lose my temper" Such a scene of remorse.

The reality is that his father didn't miss him, nor did he really want to see him, but that precious son, whom his father kept holding in his hand for fear of melting and putting it in his hand for fear of falling, died.

There are so many emotions rushing fiercely in my heart, as if the emotions that have been hidden in my heart for many years have been listed into a movie, the clips rush past my eyes, those gold-plated and hidden in the dark soil of my heart Precious emotions flickered in bits and pieces and ended up juxtaposed with a huge black-and-white wailing photo of theend cut from a website.

Those childhood fantasies about the past seem so meager and powerless at this time, like watching someone else's movie, and then taking a look at other people's life along the way.

Luo Chen wanted to cry, but he couldn't figure out why he wanted to cry.

At this time, Lu Zixu's worried call finally came from far away Australia through the speaker: "Xiaochen! What's wrong with you, Xiaochen? Are you okay, Xiaochen?"

Luo Chen came back to his senses, his vision was a little blurred, and he repositioned the face on the opposite side of the screen, with a sad and mocking smile: "I think I finally understand the meaning of what my mother said before she left"——'Xiao Chen, you Remember, you don't have a father', Luo Chen looked up and remembered that day, those cloudy eyes looked at him with regret and sadness: "My mother is right, I really don't have a father."

——Implemented the name taboo of illegitimate children.

——There is no father who does not know who it is.

——It doesn't seem to be bad.

Luo Chen closed his eyes, feeling that the corners of his eyes were still a little wet.

Looking at the picture on the screen, Lu Zixu was worried, and in the next second he suddenly turned his head and shouted outside: "Shen Tiancheng, Shen Tiancheng, ask your secretary to book a ticket and we'll go back now!!"