Are you wearing long pants?

Even She Niu couldn't stand such an embarrassing scene. The enthusiastic big brother turned into an embarrassing panda emoticon. I misunderstood. I wish you a happy union for a hundred years!"

Pei Ye waved: "I would like to borrow your good words!"

The man ran away, leaving Zuo Buyan and Pei Ye still hugging each other.

At the beginning, he could pretend not to hear Pei Ye's whispered sentence "Because we are a couple", but he couldn't pretend he didn't know the boy's very happy response to Pei Ye's happy marriage. .

All along, he has been very clear about his feelings for Pei Ye, but his past experience and Pei Ye's care made him unable to be the person who took the initiative to reveal everything.

Although he knew that Pei Ye must have feelings for him, he still couldn't accept the consequences of failure.Today's Pei Ye reminded him of that time in the dormitory, when Pei Ye distributed wedding candy to the whole floor.Pei Ye is such a sincere person, but because of his own selfishness, he hypocritically pretended not to know and covered up everything.

He and Pei Ye have held hands, hugged each other, slept in the same bed, seen each other naked, and even kissed each other. If they were pure good friends, no one would believe them, including himself.

Seeing Zuo Buyan's silent performance, Pei Ye panicked a little, and Yuan Cun became an aggrieved little bastard: "Little Swan, I'm just kidding, if you don't like it, I won't say that in the future."

Zuo Buyan shook his head, with a firm expression: "What you said is the truth of the future."

"Facts about the future?" Pei Ye twisted the words around on the tip of his tongue, trying to figure out the deepest meaning.

"You, me? Huh?"

Pei Ye was so excited that he loosened his hands holding Zuo Buyan, and made a thumbs-up gesture with both hands, with his thumbs up and down, vividly expressing the meaning of "we are getting better".

Zuo Buyan attributed his flushed face to the fact that the wind in Nancheng was too shaved.

The two stood on the edge of the road, the city entered the prelude to night, Zuo Buyan shyly nodded firmly.He wanted Pei Ye to know, as long as it was about Pei Ye, he could be sure.

Pei Ye waved his fist, so excited that he ran around him twice.

"Ah ah ah ah ah!!!!!!!"

"Little swan likes me too!!!"

"Ahhhhhh!!!!!!"

The wanton carelessness infected Zuo Buyan and the pedestrians around him. From time to time, some people turned their heads to look at the source of the sound.

Pei Ye, who was running in the cold wind, gradually came to his senses. He turned back to Zuo Buyan, his smile still bright: "No, you withdraw. You can't be so hasty. Just pretend you don't know. I'll give it to you after I finish the college entrance examination." Prepare a grand confession ceremony, and when the time comes, you will see me behave as my object. Aunt Shu said that I will not cherish what is too easy to get, and I am afraid that I will become a scumbag in the future."

A row of ellipses appeared on Zuo Buyan's forehead.

His mother and Pei Ye were researching and discussing all day long.

Zuo Buyan thought for a while, then nodded: "Okay. Our main task now is to study hard and try to get a city to go to school."

Pei Ye seriously suspected that Little Swan was pointing at him. After all, there is no such thing as studying hard for the first place in the school.

"Thinking about it this way, I'm under a lot of pressure. I only got [-] points in the math test. I'm not good enough for you. I won't be said to be soft food in the future. If I get old and look old, you Wouldn't you like me?"

Zuo Buyan pursed his lips, thinking about what to say to make his expression as tactful as possible: "Isn't it too early to think about this now?"

Old and fading, really not.

After making it clear, Pei Ye was detained instead, and wanted to hug Zuo Buyan, but before he stretched out his hand, he felt that it was not respectful enough, so he consciously retracted it.Always be more cautious when facing your future partner.

"It's not too early, I have to think about it early, this is called planning for a rainy day."

"Okay." Zuo Buyan saw Pei Ye's uneasiness, took the initiative to take a step forward and grabbed his down jacket sleeve, "I'm hungry."

"That's right!" Pei Ye slapped his head and said loudly, "We came out to eat!"

Zuo Buyan didn't have any recommended places to eat and drink, but he had a mobile phone. Pei Ye took out his mobile phone and searched for Meituan.

Twenty minutes later, the two of them sat in a Beicheng-style restaurant and ordered a table of Beicheng dishes. The atmosphere was extremely embarrassing.

Pei Ye tried to explain to him the journey in his heart when he chose this store just now.

Back to 10 minutes ago, Pei Ye was standing on the side of the road picking up the beautiful group, talking about it, when an enthusiastic big man saw him and slapped him on the shoulder twice.

"Young man! It sounds like your accent is from Beicheng! We are fellow villagers!"

I have only been in Nancheng for less than a day, but I feel kind to hear the familiar accent Zuo Buyan, let alone Pei Ye.

He happily took pictures back, called the big man brothers, chatted for a while, and finally the big man asked: "Brother, I see you are picking up Latin American groups? Why, can't you find a place to eat?"

"Ham, isn't this the first time I've come to Nancheng, and I don't know what to eat."

"Speaking of which, little brother, you have hit the point. Your brother and I have opened a restaurant. Let's go, go to my restaurant to eat, and eat openly!"

In this way, Pei Ye met an enthusiastic fellow countryman in a foreign city, and brought Zuo Buyan to a hometown restaurant for dinner.

"I just thought that big brother was very kind, and I wanted to cheer him up, but I didn't expect him to open a Beicheng restaurant."

Seeing his stupid explanation, Zuo Buyan found it even more funny in his heart, which had no negative emotions.

Why didn't I think Pei Ye was so cute before.Braised egg head is cute, and his lively and cheerful personality is also very cute.

"It's okay, Beicheng cuisine is delicious anyway."

It's just that, after all, there are only two of them, facing a table of solid Beicheng cuisine, they still have more than enough energy.In the end, the two of them just picked some dishes to eat, and asked the waiter to pack the rest of the clean dishes. After paying the bill, they gave them to the uncles and aunts who were picking up garbage and sweeping the streets on the main road at the door.

After eating, the two walked back to the hospital.

When Zuo Buyan had an accident, Pei Ye made a big fuss in the ward, made phone calls in a hurry and cursed, but he didn't wake Zuo Shen up.

Zuo Shen's ward was a double room, and besides the bed he slept on, there was an empty bed, but Pei Ye felt that Zuo Buyan didn't need to keep vigil for him, because there were nurses in the ward watching over him, and there was also an empty bed in the ward. Not good for sleeping two people.He urged Zuo Buyan to go back and look at Zuo Shen before going out to open a room.

Zuo Buyan knew that what he said made sense.

As soon as he returned to the ward, Zuo Buyan saw Su Jiang sitting by the bed.The imprint on his face had deepened over time, turning blue and purple, coupled with his undisguised gloomy temperament, it was a bit scary.

Pei Ye's alarm bell rang immediately, and he glared at the assistant next to him: "What's the matter with you! Didn't you agree? You agreed to let him disappear, but why did he reappear?"

Su Jiang said without expression, looked at Zuo Buyan: "Don't be nervous, I won't do anything to you, I just want to say goodbye to you when I am awake."

joke!How can Pei Ye rest assured that he came to say goodbye.Finally, under the adjustment of the assistant, Pei Ye reluctantly agreed, but the condition was that when Su Jiang and Zuo Buyan were talking, he and the assistant would stand not far away and watch.

Su Jiang agreed.

At one end of the corridor, under the pale light, Zuo Buyan looked at the boy calmly and positively for the first time.

He didn't understand why the young man who was supposed to be the proud son of heaven turned into what he is today.Is it to blame the young man himself for not being firm enough, or is it to blame the damned secular world for dictating people's emotions?

Su Jiang relaxed and smiled, vaguely seeing the clearness of the past: "Xiaoyan, show me your injury, okay?"

Zuo Buyan wanted to say that he was not injured.But after thinking about it, he seemed to know what hurt Su Jiang was talking about.

He pushed up the sleeves of his down jacket, exposing a white wrist.

Zuo Buyan's joints are small, his wrists are slender, and a flesh pink trace faintly stretches across the blood vessels.The color is very light, you can't see it unless you look carefully, but it is real.

Zuo Buyan did not lie.

When he was young, there were moments when he couldn't hold on, and he also thought about ending his life.

In the end, why did it end again?It may be because when he felt the loss of body temperature, he felt that he still had the strength to persevere.

He might be able to wait for his own light.

Fortunately, he was lucky, he really waited for Pei Ye, his salvation and light.

Su Jiang cried again, teardrops catching eyelashes, squeezing out one by one.

"I'm sorry," he said, "actually I know I'm doing something wrong, but sometimes I just can't help myself...I..."

Su Jiang didn't know what to say to justify himself. He found that no matter what he said, there was nowhere to hide what he did.

He is a bad guy, a pervert, this is an indisputable fact.

Zuo Buyan smiled slightly: "You're just sick. Go and get a good treatment, and one day you'll get better. I won't forgive you for what happened in the past, but I won't blame you either. Of course, the illness I'm talking about doesn't mean homosexuality, but I think you seem to be a little bit depressed."

Su Jiang smiled desolately: "Zuo Buyan, hello Holy Mother. I have done so many things to you, and I have brought you so many years of psychological shadow, but you will never blame me again if you come here."

"Maybe." Zuo Buyan looked at Pei Ye at the other end of the corridor. He didn't deny some of the overly kind qualities in his character, but what's the point? He already had Pei Ye, so he naturally wanted to be a more good man.

Su Jiang took out something from his pocket and handed it to him: "This, return it to you."

"What?" Zuo Buyan looked down and saw it was a pen.

He recognized that this pen was the first reward he received from his father since junior high school, and he didn't know whether his father was in a good mood that day, or what happened, and gave him this pen for the first time.

Only later, the pen disappeared inexplicably.

"So it's here with you."

Su Jiang didn't deny it: "I took it away. At that time, I thought you were too easy to forgive others. Your father obviously treated you so badly, but you were still very happy to receive the pen from him, and sometimes you would read it. Staring at this pen in a daze."

Zuo Buyan took the pen and held it in his hand: "Because the more you lack something, the more you want to have it."

He is not a hard-hearted man, and naturally he has looked forward to the feelings in this world, which naturally includes father's love.

There was a sound of a police car, especially in this silent night.

Soon, a team of policemen went upstairs, targeting Su Jiang.

Pei Ye was frightened to death, he immediately rushed to Zuo Buyan regardless, for fear that Su Jiang would jump over the wall and take Zuo Buyan as a hostage.

But Su Jiang did not.Calmly, he passed his hands over and put on the gleaming silver handcuffs.

He smiled at Zuo Buyan with all his strength, not pretending, not fake, but the real Su Jiang's smile to Zuo Buyan.

He said: "Xiaoyan, from now on I will not hide behind you, nor stand in front of you. I hope you will be happy from now on."

The police were reported by Su Jiang himself, and he surrendered himself.

Su Jiang's back went away, and also took away something indescribable.

So far, Zuo Buyan has really reconciled with the past.

Or, he was really relieved.

The author has something to say: Tomorrow is going to join V, this is the first time in Xiaopujie's life, so nervous!