Substitute Shadow God Ascension Project

Under the quilt, I fell into a deep sleep.

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Xiang Ran came out of the hotel in a daze, walking aimlessly.He didn't want to go back to Zhou Chao's house, for him, it was like a suffocating hell.

Unknowingly, he turned to a park and sat down on a bench.There are people coming and going, couples in love clasping fingers and walking side by side; children chasing and fighting with each other, laughing and laughing constantly; energetic old people gather together, talking and laughing happily; there is also a family of young and old, mother holding the child Dad pushed the old man in the wheelchair, and the family enjoyed themselves...

Xiang Ran had a panoramic view of all this, and everyone's face was filled with sweetness, joy, or happiness, a thriving scene.He smiled and looked at them, with envy in his eyes, and endless sadness in his heart.

The daily life of these most normal ordinary people is something that he longs for in his heart but is beyond his reach.He has described in his mind in detail more than once, if his mother is healthy and healthy, would he be like any family in the park, go home every day to eat the steaming dinner just made by his mother, and go for a walk in the park after dinner , talk about some trivial gossip; or he did not break up with Yan Yan, the two continue to love each other, maybe Yan Yan will become a big star, then he is the boyfriend of the big star, maybe his identity cannot be made public, but they will have a small relationship together No., showing affection like no one else, secretly dating, eye-eyed in public, everything is so sweet and exciting.

But now the beautiful imagination in my mind has turned into a ball of bubbles. With a light touch, it immediately disappears without a trace.

How much he wished that Yan Yan could wait for him, wait for him for a year or two, and when Zhou Chao let him go, he would come back to look for him immediately.By then, his mother will be in good health, he and Yan Yan will reconcile, and the life he wants will almost come true.The dream is so close and so far away, so close that only time is left to obstruct it, get over it, stretch out your hand, tiptoe, you can get it at your fingertips; and so far away that you can't see the end at a glance, his mother's illness can still be cured, but Yan Yan Will you continue to wait in place?It's not fair to him.

What happened in the hotel room just confirmed this!He will move forward and meet someone more suitable than himself.If this person is Zhou Yi, Yan Yan's career and life will be much smoother. This is indeed a more suitable candidate than herself.

Xiang Ran looked at the crescent moon in the sky, thinking to himself.The moonlight wrapped in the dim yellow street lamps sprinkled on his face bit by bit, adding a softness and delicateness, which was shockingly beautiful.Such a handsome and impeccable face at this moment exudes a sense of despair, and a look of sadness hangs over the whole body.

If someone sees it, they will probably feel a little pity and love, and they can't help but step forward to comfort them.

But now it was late at night, he was alone, the surroundings were completely silent, there was no sound of caterpillar fungus, and the cool wind passing by his side made him shiver uncontrollably.

He didn't know where else he could go, and he didn't care about the gusts of cool wind, allowing the temperature on his body to be taken away bit by bit.He stubbornly stared at the crescent moon in the sky, keeping this movement motionless.

I don't know how long it took, but it was so long that he felt that his soul had left his body, and he didn't feel the slightest bit of consciousness all over his body.

But there was a real sound of footsteps in his ears, the sound came from far to near, and soon stopped beside him.

Xiang Ran didn't need to turn his head to look at him, he was pulled back bit by bit with his whole body's senses, his nerves were tense like a reflex, and he felt a little bored in his heart, his body had already told him the answer honestly.

Zhou Chao found him later than he thought.

Zhou Chao fixedly stared at the person in front of him, scanned his whole body thoroughly, and slowly calmed down his restless heart.

He sent Xiao Chen to follow him all the way, and when he learned that he had gone to the hotel and verified his conjecture, he immediately became furious.He wished he could drag him back immediately, tie him up at home with a chain, and never let him leave.

He wanted to give him a chance, if Xiang Ran could go home honestly and apologize voluntarily, he would not be to blame for this incident.

Immediately afterwards, he felt that he was ridiculous again. He was almost sure that when things got to this point, he must have kept away from him, and it was better not to see him again.

He still didn't give up, and with a little luck, he sat at home and waited quietly.Gradually, he couldn't sit still anymore, he stood up and paced back and forth in the living room, his steps became bigger and bigger, and his speed became faster and faster. In the end, the time on his watch showed two o'clock in the morning, but he still couldn't see the person traces.

The irritability in his heart was ignited, and a flame rose. He took out his mobile phone and quickly dialed the number. Soon the female voice on the phone reminded that the phone was turned off.The fire in my heart is burning more and more.

With a "bang", the phone was thrown far away by him.However, the anger did not disappear in the slightest. He clenched his fists tightly, his muscles and bones were so strong that his eyes were burning red, as if a ball of fire was burning. "I won't let him go easily this time!" He gritted his teeth and thought.

Xiao Chen told him Xiang Ran's location, and he took the car keys without saying a word and rushed out the door.

That park is not far from Zhou Chao's house, he can obviously go home, even if he doesn't apologize to himself, or even ignore him, but as long as he comes back, Zhou Chao can choose to forgive him, and the two live happily ever after go down.

But he didn't want to, and insisted on making trouble with him, as if seeing himself angry would make him happier.Zhou Chao was thinking wildly while driving the car, his teeth itching with hatred.

Zhou Chao soon arrived at the park. He parked his car and walked in slowly.He didn't even need to search one by one, because he saw Xiang Ran alone at a glance.He approached him, and the sound of footsteps could be clearly heard in the park late at night.But he didn't seem to hear it, and didn't respond at all.

If it hadn't been for the dim, feeble gleam in his eyes in the dim light, he would have almost thought he was asleep.

He just looked at him like this, watched his lips move, and his voice came from his ear,

"When will you let me go?"

Zhou Chao frowned, and the irritability that had just calmed down came up again.He snorted coldly, and the words he said were also piercingly cold.

"Xiang Ran, you have only been with me for a few months and you want to leave. In the past few months, ask yourself, I have arranged for your mother the best hospital and the best experts, and I will handle your family's debts for you. Clean and tidy, I will take care of your business personally. No matter how many people fight over your head, you can't get the leading actor. I will let you in with a big wave of my hand. There are also popular variety shows and commercial endorsements. What is not an arrangement? Don’t worry about it, don’t you do your best? You don’t know how many people are jealous of you now, but you are fine, and you want to leave in a blink of an eye. You don’t think self-righteously that all this can be paid off in a month or two, right? !"

He paused, his expression turned gentle, a trace of warmth flashed in his eyes, and he said kindly: "Don't always think about leaving. Try to accept me, I like you, I don't want anyone in this life, only you. Let's have fun together Live your life with your heart. Will you?"

In an instant, Xiang Ran looked at Zhou Chao in panic. He stood with the backlight, unable to see the expression on his face clearly, but his eyes were shining brightly and firmly.

Zhou Chao said that he would let him go in a year or two.Xiang Ran has always kept this sentence in his heart, and he has been waiting for that day to come.

But now, Zhou Chao said that he would spend his whole life with him, he seemed to see a thread in his mind was broken, and his heart was flustered like a ball of intricate threads, which he could no longer sort out.He subconsciously shook his head and muttered: "No...don't..." The fear in his eyes was clearly visible.

Zhou Chao waited hopefully for his reply, and watched as his expression collapsed, his expression was out of control, and his refusal was very dazzling, leaving him devastated.He couldn't help but harden his heart again, as if wrapping his heart in ice and snow so as not to be hurt.

"It's not up to you to decide!" Zhou Chao said coldly, grabbed his wrist tightly, and confirmed his ownership.

As soon as it touched the skin, a biting chill came through the palm. "Why is it so cold?" Zhou Chao instinctively placed his other hand on him, and the tentacles were also icy cold.

He almost subconsciously took off his clothes and wrapped them around him, and stepped forward to hold him in his arms.There was no trace of warmth all over his body, and Zhou Chao felt as if he was stuck to a block of ice. "You don't know how to go home when it's so cold? What are you thinking?"

Xiang Ran's whole body was enveloped by a layer of warmth, and Zhou Chao's slightly reproachful voice was next to his ears.

Such warmth should have warmed his heart, but his heart was extremely sad.A few hours ago, he still had a glimmer of hope looking forward to the beautiful days after freedom, but now Zhou Chao keeps saying that he wants to spend the rest of his life with him, and even the last hope has been cut off.

The state of cold inside and hot outside made him extremely uncomfortable, as if he was at the critical point of an iceberg and a volcano. For a while, he was piercingly cold, and for a while, he was scorching hot, making him dizzy, even in such pain During the torture, there was still a belief in his heart that firmly supported him not to fall.

—he wants to escape!He never wanted to see the person in front of him again, never wanted to go back to that house.

Zhou Chao felt the person in his arms struggling violently, and he yelled in a low voice: "Don't move, we will go home when you warm up a little."

As soon as he heard that he was going home, Xiang Ran struggled harder, as if he had collapsed, and said hoarsely: "That's not my home...I don't want to see you...let go I..