[Conan] Scenery and Light and Wine

Jing Guang... worried about him...

After Zhu Fu Jingguang uttered the confession with hatred, Ke Ya instantly understood why he was so angry.

"I was wrong! I was wrong... I was wrong about Jing Guang."

Keya coughed and swallowed the blood froth in her mouth, and repeatedly admitted her mistake.He held Zhu Fu Jingguang in his arms, turned over and stuck him between himself and the sofa, and hugged him tightly without letting go.

Zhu Fu Jingguang was struggling in his arms, but Ya was taller and heavier than him after all. There was not much room for skill in this narrow space, and it was impossible for Zhu Fu Jingguang to use anything that would cause serious damage. means of recovering results.

So I just elbowed him, kicked him and kicked him.Finding that these were useless to Keya, he lowered his head and bit Keya's shoulder through his clothes again, with such force that his gums ached, as if he wanted to bite off a piece of flesh from Keya's body.

Zhu Fu Jingguang sniffled, feeling that he was ridiculously embarrassed, gave up the useless behavior of venting his anger on Ke Ya, and said hoarsely: "You are a bastard, Shu Lang."

Selfishly decided, selfishly left, selfishly doing what he thought Zhu Fu Jingguang would want to see, selfishly thinking that Zhu Fujingguang would be happy to see it happen, even if he died in There will be no burden outside.

"Who am I in your eyes... Do you treat your lover like a guy who can just step on the pedal and laugh out of nothing?"

Zhu Fu Jingguang no longer struggled, lying in the small gap between the sofa and Ke Ya's body, raised his arms to cover his eyes, and asked with a self-deprecating smile.

No, that's not the case.

Keya stretched out her hand to grab his arm, wanting to meet his gaze, wanting those blue eyes to focus on him: "I just don't want to..."

He has a cut in his mouth, and he keeps getting scraped by the sides of his molars when he speaks.Ke Ya put her tongue against her cheek and licked the wound, then pulled the corners of her mouth and showed a stiff smile, trying to convey her thoughts to Zhu Fu Jingguang: "I just want to make you happy, I'm sorry, it's all my fault .”

He is willing to be Jingguang's pedal, if he steps on him, Zhu Fu Jingguang will be clean forever .

But he really didn't expect that Zhu Fu Jingguang would do something that could be called a betrayal of duty for him, and detained the U disk with the evidence, and did not hand it over to Jiang Guling.

Zhu Fu Jingguang is protecting Keya in his own way.

But Kaya did something that violated the agreement of "living together", ruthlessly weighed the value, and used her own safety as a bargaining chip without permission.

Thinking of this, Ke Ya really understood why Zhu Fu Jingguang was so angry with him.

He opened his mouth, not knowing how to explain.Because Zhu Fu Jingguang completely hit his mind.

Ke Ya believes in Zhu Fu Jingguang's love for her.But he also always believed that that love was forcibly obtained by him using indiscriminate means.

If it wasn't him, Zhu Fu Jingguang would be willing to give his love to someone who is kinder and more in line with universal moral values...

If Zhu Fu Jingguang didn't meet him, he should be able to obtain happiness more easily.

With this in mind, Ke Ya made a decision, he wanted to send all the things he could give to Zhu Fu Jingguang in front of him.

It doesn't matter if it has no value, it doesn't matter if it is not needed, as long as Zhu Fu Jingguang can be happy about it, everything he does is meaningful.

But he couldn't even make Jing Guang happy.

Completely screwed up.

Ke Ya forcibly broke Zhu Fu Jingguang's arm, and leaned closer to see his face clearly.

Zhu Fu Jingguang closed his eyes and refused to look at him, his eyelashes were wet with tears, trembling and still streaming tears.

"I was wrong, I was wrong Jing Guang, I'm sorry..."

There is nothing else to say except admitting mistakes and apologizing.Ke Ya held Zhu Fu Jingguang's face, swallowed the blood from his mouth, and stretched out the tip of his tongue to lick the tears on his face.

He completely lost Yu Lu's rational thinking about what to do, but he just acted instinctively to please him like a cub.

He licked off the tears on Zhu Fu Jingguang's face, and leaned over to kiss his closed eyes.

"Please, Jing Guang, take a look at me, I was wrong, I really know I was wrong."

"You don't feel like you've done anything wrong at all."

Zhu Fu Jingguang opened his eyes, his eyes were cold, and he looked at Keya expressionlessly.

Kaya was at a loss for words.If given another chance, he would indeed make the same decision.It's just that I will change the way and do it in a way that won't worry Zhu Fu Jingguang.

Being told what was on her mind, Ke Ya had no choice but to go over to kiss him nonsense.Gray eyes drooping, staring at Zhu Fu Jingguang pitifully, begging for mercy.

Zhu Fu Jingguang stared at him, then suddenly reached out and pushed Ke Ya who was pressing on him.Ke Ya didn't know what Zhu Fu Jingguang wanted to do, so she hugged him and refused to get up.

"Kneel down..."

Zhu Fu Jingguang pointed to the carpeted space in front of the sofa, and ordered with a blank expression.

Ke Ya was obedient this time. Although he hesitated, she got up and walked over to kneel down obediently.

"Now you know how to listen?"

Zhu Fu Jingguang sneered, feeling an irony so absurd that it made people laugh. The love, trust, care and respect he gave this person seemed to be fed into the stomach of a dog, and Keya was the dog. A dog who knows how to eat but doesn't have a long memory.

"I originally wanted to treat you more gently, but you don't seem to cooperate." Zhu Fu Jingguang's face was cold, without a smile, and the blue eyes at the end of his eyes showed a bit of sarcasm, "I regard you as a lover, Shu Lang. I think you should stand by my side, and we should hold hands and walk down together. But it seems that you are more acceptable to kneel here."

Lover, what is a lover?

Since returning to Japan, every time Ke Ya introduced his relationship with Zhu Fu Jingguang to other people, he would say his lover flatly but firmly.But if you want to ask him what the relationship between lovers is like, he can't tell at all.

Can you be a lover if you can kiss and have sex?Obviously not.From a sociological point of view, a lover is a voluntary relationship of love and control, and Ke Ya is happy to be controlled by Zhu Fujingguang.

But Zhu Fu Jingguang, Zhu Fu Jingguang is more inclined to the love part of the relationship.

Ke Ya lost his glasses, his vision was blurred, and what Zhu Fu Jingguang said made him feel at a loss again.

Seeing his appearance, Zhu Fu Jingguang suddenly smiled, not the gentle and breezy smile he usually has, but rather cold.

He stared at Keya who was kneeling at his feet, and calmly said harsh and humiliating words: "Since you are so willing to kneel there, why not be a lover, and be a dog to me."

Ke Ya didn't feel embarrassed, but just hesitated whether to nod or not.He wanted to be Zhu Fu Jingguang's lover, and he could completely accept being Zhu Fu Jingguang's dog.

Even being a dog sounds a little simpler. He doesn't know if he can meet Zhu Fu Jingguang's requirements and be a good lover, at least it doesn't seem to be so far.

Seeing Ke Ya's hesitation, Zhu Fu Jingguang smiled angrily.He didn't know where he didn't do enough, and where he didn't explain clearly why his lover would hesitate about their relationship, and even would rather accept a completely unequal relationship than believe in the love between them.

"Well, I'll give you this chance to choose." Zhu Fu Jingguang suppressed his anger, tried his best to maintain a calm tone, pointed at the bedroom door and said, "If you want to be a lover, go back to your room and think clearly. What should I do in the future. I don't want to see you now, but when I calm down, let's have a serious talk. "

"If you want to be a dog, you can." Zhu Fu Jingguang nodded the carpet on which Keya was kneeling, and said with a sneer, "Then be honest and obedient, and do whatever I ask you to do. After all, you You are not even qualified to be a dog, you are not so obedient."

"You choose what you want to do, and don't regret it if you choose." After leaving such a sentence, Zhu Fu Jingguang didn't speak again, just sat on the sofa with a cold face, waiting for Keya to make his own decision.

Ke Ya lowered her head and thought for a while, then moved her body.Just when Zhu Fu Jingguang felt that he was going to stand up and go back to the bedroom, Ke Ya knelt on the ground and moved over on his knees, resting his head on Zhu Fu Jingguang's lap.

"I'm afraid I can't do it well, and I don't want to disappoint you, Jing Guang." Ke Ya put her forehead against Zhu Fu Jingguang's knee and whispered, "I'll be your dog, I promise I will be obedient."

This person was sent by heaven to piss him off!

Zhu Fu Jingguang gritted his teeth fiercely, strained the expression on his face, and resisted the urge to hit Ke Ya with two more punches.

"Okay..." Zhu Fu Jingguang's voice was extremely low due to the anger, "Then you just kneel here until I calm down."

Ke Ya's choice is simply to ignore Zhu Fu Jingguang's sincere questioning before, and if he is not taught a lesson this time, this person has no awareness of what he did wrong at all.

"You have no human rights with me, Shu Lang." Zhu Fu Jingguang was so angry that he regained his gentle tone, his blue eyes bent a little, "Even if the police arrest you, before executing you You can still have a single bed, a blanket, and pork chop rice. But I will not give you anything, I will only ask you to be obedient, this is what you said, can you do it?"

Ke Ya nodded hesitantly, he always felt that he made Zhu Fu Jingguang even more angry.But Zhu Fu Jingguang was still willing to punish him, as if it wasn't that bad.

"Don't move, don't make a sound."

Zhu Fu Jingguang patted Keya's face, he did not seem to be angry anymore, he even kissed Keya's forehead with a faint smile, and calmly gave him an order.

Zhu Fu Jingguang left Keya in the living room, picked up the USB flash drive with Keya's mission report, walked into the study and closed the door.

Is Jing Guang still angry?Still not angry?

Ke Ya knelt on the spot in a daze, wondering if she had been forgiven by Zhu Fu Jingguang.

But obedience is always right. Keya didn't know how long he would have to kneel here. In order to last longer, he changed his center of gravity a little while keeping his posture still, so that he could kneel more effortlessly.

Zhu Fu Jingguang came out after staying in the study for less than an hour. He didn't even look at Keya. He put on his coat and pulled up the hood to prepare to go out.

It was already evening when Ke Ya came back, and there were meetings, discussions and quarrels, and now it was completely dark outside.

It is very unusual for Zhu Fu Jingguang to pick this time to go out.But the order Ke Ya received included the requirement of "no sound". He had no choice but to ask Zhu Fu Jingguang what he was going to do. He could only stare at Zhu Fu Jingguang's figure disappearing. He was the only one left in the empty room. people.

This is the punishment that Jing Guang gave herself... Ke Ya blinked, not thinking that Zhu Fu Jing Guang would really leave him at home.

But he still felt a wave of panic for no reason, as if something had happened that was completely out of his control.

Zhu Fu Jingguang came back after going out for almost two hours, but Ya was already kneeling so that his legs were numb. When he heard Zhu Fu Jingguang came back, he subconsciously looked up and remembered that Zhu Fu Jingguang asked him not to move. upset.

But Zhu Fu Jingguang didn't see his small movements, the room was pitch dark, Zhu Fu Jingguang sounded like he was calling someone, and turned on the light in the living room while talking.

Just like when he was leaving, he didn't even look at Keya who was kneeling on the ground. He went to the dining table and took a cup of water. He didn't drink it, and smiled and talked to the person on the phone: "Yes, you can't." ?"

The person on the other side of the phone should have said yes to Zhu Fu Jingguang, and the smile in Zhu Fu Jingguang's voice was more obvious, and his tone softened a lot: "Next time you and Zero disagree, I'll be on your side."

"Well, I'm very grateful for your help."

"Yeah, I'm looking forward to it."

After talking about the expectation that he didn't know what to expect, Zhu Fu Jingguang hung up the phone, took a sip from the water glass, then looked at Ke Ya, and said suddenly: "Since you have chosen to be my dog, then I have no lover."

"Do you think I should find another one?"

...? !

But Ya suddenly froze, he never expected that Zhu Fu Jingguang would ask him such a question.

The anxiety and uneasiness in my heart broke out completely, Ke Ya's eyes turned red for a moment, and she wanted to turn around to confirm the truth of Zhu Fu Jingguang's words.

But Zhu Fu Jingguang didn't let him move.

He is no longer a lover, if he can't even be an obedient dog, he will have no chance to stay with Zhu Fu Jingguang at all.

Ke Ya froze, and deduced from the few words just now that the person on the other end of the phone was Akai Shuichi.

Kill him kill him kill him!

Keya gritted her teeth to suppress the raging unwillingness and killing intent in her heart, her mind was buzzing, and she couldn't make even the simplest thinking, leaving only the engulfing jealousy and the despair of being abandoned.

"Speak, I agree." Zhu Fu Jingguang said softly behind him.

"If..." Keya said, even though she tried her best to keep her voice steady, it was not difficult to hear the hoarseness in it, "If you need, he...or she can make you happy and do it better than me..."

Ke Ya tried to think from Zhu Fu Jingguang's point of view, get rid of all his selfishness and distracting thoughts, and only come to the best conclusion for Zhu Fu Jingguang.

But he couldn't do it, he couldn't continue speaking halfway through the sentence, gritted his teeth and trembled, tears flowed out uncontrollably, covering his already blurred vision with a layer of mist.

"I'm sorry...Jing Guang is sorry, I'm sorry. You kill me, I can't do it..."

Ke Ya burst into tears. He wanted to rush over and hug Zhu Fu Jingguang to prevent him from going to others, but he was also afraid of seeing his disappointment in his disobedient reaction.In the end, he just knelt on the ground and covered his face in embarrassment, crying bitterly.

"I'm sorry... I can't do it, I really can't do it... I will definitely kill that person... I will definitely kill him."

Keya grabbed the wool of the carpet and tore it, crying out broken sentences, his swollen brain had no energy left to pay attention to other things, he kept crying, but found himself being gently embraced in his arms.

"Jing Guang?"

Ke Ya raised her head in a daze, Zhu Fu Jingguang walked up to him at some point, sat on the ground and hugged him, and reprimanded him expressionlessly: "If you can't do it, come back and be my lover."

"Lovers?"

Ke Ya repeated hesitantly, as if she didn't understand Zhu Fu Jingguang's words, she just stared at him without blinking her gray eyes.

"Yes, lover." Zhu Fu Jingguang grabbed him by the collar and lifted him up to look at him, his movements were rough, but his words couldn't be more gentle, "The disobedient dog can only be driven away, you Don’t want to be driven away by me. Then come back and be my lover, correct if you make a mistake, and learn if you don’t, don’t say you can’t do it like this.”

"I... can I?"

Ke Ya stared at Zhu Fu Jingguang's blue eyes, afraid that what she heard was just Zhu Fu Jingguang's impulsive decision.

"Yes..." Zhu Fu Jingguang emphasized his tone, "If the order can be understood by you, then I will say it differently."

He also stared at Ke Ya, speaking with difficulty, as if he wanted Ke Ya to hear every syllable clearly.

"I ask you to be my lover, you must do it, this is an order."

"I know... I will do it." Ke Ya was still shedding tears, but he didn't dare to blink, staring at Zhu Fu Jingguang, trying to see his attitude towards his answer on his face .

"That's what you said. There is really no room for regret this time."

Zhu Fu Jingguang smiled and lowered his voice to threaten him: "Even if you find that you can't do it again and regret it, I won't give you a chance to change your mind."

"Give yourself to me, Shu Lang. Think before you do anything, you are not yourself anymore, you are my lover."

Zhu Fu Jingguang wiped away the tears on Keya's face, and kissed him lightly on the forehead.

"have you understood?"

"I understand."

The author has something to say:

Regarding the dialogue between Brother Xiu and Jing Guang: "You want to use me to deal with your family?"

"Yeah, can't it?"

"Yes, but this is not an easy job. What are you going to use to bribe me?"

"Next time you disagree with Zero, I'll be on your side."

"That doesn't sound like enough, but let it be and just consider me doing you a favor."

"Well, I appreciate your help."

"I hope Kaya can react as you wish."

"Yeah, I'm looking forward to it."

I have revised this chapter several times, the emotional line is so difficult to write, scratching my head.

Ke Ya is the kind of guy who actively admits his mistakes and never corrects them.So Jing Guang gave up on educating him and just told him what to do.