[Conan] Scenery and Light and Wine

Although Zhu Fu Jingguang managed to appease Ke Ya who was forced to burst into tears with the promise of dying together, he was also forced by the other party to make concessions to his principles.

They are persecuting each other with love.

After realizing this, Zhu Fu Jingguang couldn't help feeling annoyed at some of his actions.

Zhu Fu Jingguang is a gentle person on the surface, but in his heart he is extremely tough and insists on his own opinions.

Kaya is different and similar to him, and looks like she doesn't care about anything.But for the idea that I believe, I am paranoid to the point that people will call me crazy.

It's okay when there is no conflict between the two of them, but once something that can be called a conflict arises like this, there will be one party who gritted his teeth and made concessions to the principle or the bottom line.

And the people who do this are often Keya.

Zhu Fu Jingguang began to reflect on some of the things he had done to Keya in the past, and then suddenly realized that he really pushed his lover to this level step by step.

He forced Keya to go out, and forced Keya to accept his decision to stay in the store.He also forced Keya to turn a blind eye to the torture and torture he was bound to suffer, and forced Keya to face the traces of those tortures on him...

He seems to have gone too far.

I knew that this person valued me more than himself, but I didn't meet the requirements I set for the other party.

Zhu Fu Jingguang asked Ke Ya to live with him, but he subconsciously made the decision to put his life after responsibility and belief.

The promise to die together may even sound like a perfunctory sentence used to escape.

"I..." Zhu Fu Jingguang opened his mouth, but he didn't know where to start. In the end, he just sighed, hugged Ke Ya into his arms, pressed his lips to his forehead, and apologized in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry ..."

"Don't apologize to me." Keya said in a low voice, his voice was still hoarse and nasal, and it sounded pitiful, "You are always right."

These words...Zhu Fu Jingguang felt that he could not answer.

"I'm human too, Shu Lang."

Zhu Fu Jingguang was a little helpless, Ke Ya used to put him in a position that was too noble and perfect, but now he is too biased to completely take his words and deeds as the standard of conduct.To be honest, this made Zhu Fu Jingguang feel heavy pressure.

"I also do wrong things, I also have selfish thoughts, and I am also afraid, and it is also the first time I have established a relationship with someone."

So don't do this to me.

There was a bit of pleading in Zhu Fu Jingguang's blue eyes, and he even looked at Ke Ya with a little trepidation, trying to convey his thoughts.

"Why don't you punish me this time?"

He held Keya's hand against his face, letting his own warm temperature iron Keya's palm.

Ke Ya shook her head and rejected Zhu Fu Jingguang's proposal: "No. I don't want to punish you, you are always right with me."

Ke Ya closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and said slowly, "You control my good and evil, Jing Guang. You are my chains, and you still have my life."

"You are responsible to me."

Ke Ya realized that he had made a mistake before, he was getting along with Zhu Fu Jingguang in a way that he was not good at.

Truth, frankness, showing weakness, guarantee... He is obviously not proficient in such things.

He's a bad guy, and what he does is threaten, intimidate, pre-empt.

"If you die, I will kill myself."

Ke Ya stopped crying, he grabbed Zhu Fu Jingguang's hand and let him touch his cheek in turn, Zhu Fu Jingguang looked at his red eye sockets and wet eyelashes, which were like those glass beads Gray eyes met.

"This is what you promised me just now." Keya said this sentence very slowly, as if trying to form a sentence while thinking, "You can't abandon me. Abandoning me is a cruel thing. I I can't accept it, that's too desperate...I'd rather you beat me and scold me."

Zhu Fu Jingguang regretted what he said hastily just now, only thinking about how to appease Ke Ya.

Sure enough, he shouldn't have said that, it just let Ke Ya stubbornly rely on him to live, he shouldn't do such a thing.

But... Domestication is mutual, during the years when Ke Ya locked Zhu Fu Jingguang by her side.

Not only let Zhu Fu Jingguang have only Ke Ya by his side, but also let Keya have only Zhu Fu Jingguang by his side.

Compared with Zhu Fu Jingguang, who has a stronger psychological defense line and clearer self-awareness, Ke Ya's mentality is more paranoid and fragile.

He couldn't do without him.

"He also said he would not punish me...that's not what punishment is."

Zhu Fu Jingguang pressed Keya's eye sockets with his fingertips, and rubbed them little by little, but Keya let him touch the sensitive and fragile place without blinking, waiting for Zhu Fu Jingguang's statement.

"Compared to yours, my punishment is too childish." Zhu Fujingguang sighed, a little bit like admitting defeat, "You are trying to break my moral bottom line, Shu Lang. You are the one who punishes my heart." Lift."

His conscience, morality, and social values ​​are telling him: You should discourage this person from self-destructive thoughts, you should encourage him to live, ask him to be independent, and let him judge and think by himself, instead of relying on your orders , like a complete vassal.

Although Kaya is not.He just pretended to be obedient in front of Zhu Fu Jingguang, coaxing Zhu Fu Jingguang to hold his hand tightly, and then leaned confidently by Zhu Fu Jingguang's side and did not leave.

"If you pamper me, you have to bear the consequences of spoiling me."

Sure enough, Ke Ya said what Zhu Fu Jingguang expected, and the content contained his usual strong logic and the familiar word: "You have to take responsibility for me."

"I……"

Zhu Fu Jingguang was about to say something, but Ke Ya's cell phone rang untimely.

Ke Ya didn't even look at it, and hung up the phone directly, watching Zhu Fu Jingguang let him continue, but the ringtone rang again reluctantly.

This time, Keya turned off the phone directly.

Zhu Fu Jingguang wanted to stop him, maybe it was something important.But the next moment his cell phone rang, which was unusual.After all, there are no more than ten people who know his mobile phone number.

Zhu Fujingguang held Keya's wrist, and took a look at the phone with the other hand. It was Belmode.

"what happened?"

Belmode must have something serious to look for in such a hurry, Zhu Fu Jingguang asked in a low voice while comforting Ke Ya who was full of irritability.

"I'm bothering you?" Even if it was a business, it didn't affect Belmode's first sentence when he opened his mouth to make fun of him.

But she didn't talk much, and immediately stated the purpose of the call, "Boss asked me to ask Qin's whereabouts, and I said he and Ke Ya had a big fight, and he was not in a good mood. Where are you venting your anger?"

"Before, I used Vodka's number to report the mission situation to Boss for the police, and Curacao also temporarily hid Rum's side.

But Qin won't cooperate, the fact of his disappearance can't be hidden from the boss for long, one day... at most two days, if there is no reply from Qin himself, the boss will definitely notice the abnormality. "

"I advise you to prepare for a fierce battle as soon as possible, and I will also prepare for a retreat, Officer Zhufu."

Belmode said bluntly that he did not believe in the chances of winning the Japanese police, but because of the cooperation relationship and the handle, he dutifully told Zhu Fu Jingguang what he should say.

"Okay, I will make arrangements as soon as possible." Although he knew that the woman on the other side of the phone could not see, Zhu Fujingguang smiled habitually, "Thank you for the news, and thank you for your help with the vodka matter .”

"Compared with these things, Keya is not holding me back." Belmode's unfriendly laughter reached Zhu Fu Jingguang's ears through the microphone, "He won't answer my call, please convey it to me. Boss is likely to find him."

"I'll tell."

Zhu Fu Jingguang agreed, and he took Ke Ya's hand to his mouth, touched the wound on his thumb lightly, and then said to Belmode: "Is there anything else?"

"No, you are busy."

Belmode was always very self-conscious when facing Zhu Fu Jingguang, she simply hung up the phone, Zhu Fu Jingguang threw away the phone, and looked at Keya in a bit of embarrassment.

"You heard me, our topic may have a chance to continue."

Belmode said at most two days, but Zhu Fu Jingguang and Jiang Guling couldn't really delay their actions until the last moment.

He and Ke Ya's relationship problems are yet to be resolved, but the timing does not allow them to have a long heart-to-heart talk.

"No matter what happens, you won't want me."

Ke Ya grabbed Zhu Fu Jingguang's arm and asked him for a guarantee.

Zhu Fu Jingguang was really helpless, but he didn't feel angry or anxious at all.

What can we do?

As Ke Ya said, he will become what he is now, and Zhu Fu Jingguang is at least half the culprit. He is indeed responsible for Keya, and he has no intention of escaping: "I need to rush out to buy one immediately. Will the ring come back and kneel down to propose to you?"

Belmode's contact just now interrupted his plan to have an in-depth exchange with Keya. He asked half-jokingly and half-seriously, distorting the guarantee that Keya asked him for to another aspect.

"want……"

Ke Ya didn't even hesitate, and gave the answer directly.He looked much more serious than Zhu Fu Jingguang, with gray eyes fixed on him, as if he wanted Zhu Fu Jingguang to take out the ring.

"Shu Lang, you should remember..." Zhu Fu Jingguang pulled out a smile with difficulty, trying to calm Keya down: "All the money I spend now is yours."

"so?"

Ke Ya was unmoved, and stared at Zhu Fu Jingguang persistently.

"So...can you give me some self-esteem that is unnecessary for a man?"

The smile on Zhu Fu Jingguang's face was even more embarrassing. Spending the lover's money to buy a ring to propose to the other party sounds too bad.

Zhu Fu Jingguang felt that he could not accept this kind of scene.Although Kaya really doesn't care about this kind of thing at all.

"Marriage proposal is a big deal." Zhu Fu Jingguang tried his best to maintain his own logic, trying to convince Ke Ya, "It's not the right time or situation for us now. When we finish dealing with the affairs of the organization and restore our identity, I will... ..."

When he said this, he suddenly choked up, raised his hand to cover his forehead, and cursed angrily: "Okay, okay, it sounds like I really look like a scumbag."

He came back to propose to his lover who had been silently supporting him when he was in his prime. It felt like a scumbag who lied to others with sweet words!

"I don't care." Keya said even worse words blankly, "You live in my shop, spend my money, sleep with me, use me to achieve your career, and then never rank me first , I can accept all of these."

He is definitely taking revenge on purpose!

Zhu Fu Jingguang gritted his teeth, knowing that Ke Ya said this on purpose to anger him, but let it go in self-defeating, admitting that what Ke Ya said was the truth.

"Isn't it..."

"Do not……"

Ke Ya interrupted the apology that Zhu Fu Jingguang was about to say, and pressed his lips against each other lightly, just a simple touch between lips.

"Don't apologize to me. If you feel guilty, just smile at me." Ke Ya held Zhu Fu Jingguang's face, "I didn't say this to make you feel guilty... Well, there is indeed a little bit."

Ke Ya admitted her little thoughts of revenge in her heart, and confessed her thoughts to him: "But I want you to be happy more."

No matter how good he is at those methods of insidious activities, it is impossible for him to really use them on Zhu Fu Jingguang.

He might pretend to be pitiful, beg for mercy, or catch Zhu Fu Jingguang's soft heart and use him cruelly.

But he always wanted Zhu Fu Jingguang to be happy.

"You will get what you want."

Ke Ya blessed Zhu Fu Jingguang, thought for a while and added: "If you can realize my wish, then I hope you live well."

"it is good……"

Zhu Fu Jingguang nodded, and suddenly pulled Ke Ya's left middle finger into his mouth and took a bite.

A circle of deep tooth marks appeared on the bottom of the finger. Although it was not a continuous line, it was very round.

Ke Ya stared at her hands for a while, turning her palms over and over again.He probably wanted to say something, but he opened his mouth and moved his lips, but he didn't say anything.

"Make a seal first." Zhu Fu Jingguang explained solemnly, "You can ask me to renew the contract at any time."

"long term effective."

The author has something to say:

I wrote this chapter in pain for three days, and the result was not satisfactory, but I have no energy to continue to revise.

I was seconded again, and I was also borrowed to work at the end of the year. Not to mention the sharp increase in workload, the troubles also doubled.I feel that the end of the year I planned will definitely not be possible, how can I fix it!

Come on and tell me the plot!Armageddon is around the corner so don't be sticky!