that bastard i love

After the New Year's Eve dinner, Qin Ji happily dragged Pei Han out to set off the fireworks. He was not a child, he had already passed the age of setting off fireworks, and he had no interest, so he naturally chose to stay in the hotel.

"Gulin, what are you looking at?" Fu Yaozu saw Wen Gulin leaning against the French window looking at the scenery out of the window in a daze, walked up to him and asked with a smile.

"Oh, it's nothing." Wen Gulin smiled and turned around.

Looking at Wen Gulin's hearty smile, suddenly, traces of fear filled Fu Yaozu's heart.

He is afraid.

Now, he always has a kind of fear.

He was afraid that Wen Gulin would reject him, and that feeling of being at a loss has always surrounded him.

Now, he no longer has the confidence he had before.

He always felt that Wen Gulin was becoming more and more unfamiliar with him. Although the surface was still the same as usual, he felt that Wen Gulin had developed some resistance to him.

How can it be like this...

This is completely derailed from his original plan.

He must, take the initiative to attack!

Fu Yaozu thought about it, and cheered himself up in his heart. After a long time of brewing, he finally mustered up the courage, walked up to Wen Gulin, said with red cheeks, "Gulin, you know, I like you."

Wen Gulin's smile faded instantly, and his expression was a little stiff.

He knew that Fu Yaozu liked him, but he only had Zhang Min in his heart, and he didn't know how to refuse, nor could he accept it.

He has been thinking about how to refuse tactfully, without destroying the friendship between the two, and without embarrassing the other party.

But he never thought it would come so quickly.

"Uh, this..."

Fu Yaozu blushed, and interrupted Wen Gulin stammeringly: "I, I will work hard to become better, although I am younger than you, I don't understand many things, but, but I will try Understood, please give me this chance."

Wen Gulin listened to his stumbling confession, and the more he listened to it, the more confused he became.

Although, what he said moved his heart...but he really couldn't accept it.

After all, he just reconciled with his family, and he is ten years older than Fu Yaozu.

I don't know why this kid fell in love with him, but let's make it clear, it seems that it won't be too long now, so it's better to make it clear at once.

Wen Gulin raised his head, his eyes full of apology: "Okay, I understand, but I still want to say sorry to you."

"Are you rejecting me without thinking about it?" Fu Yaozu's face was full of injuries.

"No, I noticed it a long time ago, and I have considered what you said, but I still like Zhang Min, sorry." Wen Gulin said, bowing slightly to Fu Yaozu.

Fu Yaozu felt a little annoyed when he heard Zhang Min's name.

He felt that he was much better than Zhang Min, but Wen Gulin only liked that Zhang Min.

Wen Gulin looked at Fu Yaozu's aggrieved look, and said with a light smile, "I am very dissatisfied, but I am such a person. If I like someone, I will like it to the end. No matter what, I will never change my mind."

"Then, do I still have a chance?" After all, Fu Yaozu is just a young man who has just turned [-], he will not hide his emotions at all, he lowers his head in desperation, like a dog who has just crawled out of a pond, Wronged Baba.

Wen Gulin stepped forward and rubbed Fu Yaozu's hair: "You are actually very nice, but I already have someone I like, and even without Zhang Min, I wouldn't be with you."

"Why?" Fu Yaozu asked puzzled.

Why can't I be with him even without Zhang Min, isn't he good enough?

He doesn't understand.

"How old are you this year?" Wen Gulin picked up the kettle on the table, poured himself a glass of water, and asked softly.

"Two, twenty."

"Then do you know how old I am this year? I'm thirty this year."

"You are only 20 years old, you can make mistakes, you can go all out to fight, but I am [-] years old, you can be ignorant but I have to be sensible."

"And, does your family know, does your family support you?"

Wen Gulin's words hit Fu Yaozu's heart word by word, and he had nothing to refute.

In this way, it is true that he has always been passionate, and he has not even considered it carefully.

At the beginning, he just thought about being together regardless of everything, but he didn't think about what he would face after being together.

What Wen Gulin said is correct, he is still young, and he still has the ability to fight and gamble on a possibility.

But Wen Gulin is no longer capable.

Moreover, neither his parents nor his sisters would agree to let him bring a man home, let alone a man ten years older than him.

Although the family doesn't particularly care about worldly views, being gay has exceeded the bottom line of parents and sisters.

At that time, even if they can really be together, they will not be able to pass the test at home. He can't do it if he is asked to sever ties with his family. He can't let go of these family ties that make him happy.

Moreover, the sisters will definitely blame Wen Gulin for the fault, and it will be another bloodbath.

He is still too young.

Many problems are not seen thoroughly enough, just relying on enthusiasm to move in one direction, and in the end, they can only hit the wall dripping with blood.

He's still so childish.

Fu Yaozu's legs went limp, and he fell down on the sofa behind him with his head drooping. He changed from a high-spirited husky into a pitiful pug.

Wen Gulin finally felt relieved.

Because he knew that Fu Yaozu had already figured it out.

This kid Fu Yaozu has always been very smart, he can think thoroughly with just a few words, and he is very clear about the pros and cons.

In fact, he once really fantasized about being with Fu Yaozu.

If I can really be with Fu Yaozu, I will be very happy. Although I am a little younger, I am very good at taking care of others, and I am very good at exaggerating the atmosphere wherever I go, making everyone smile happily.

If we can be together, we must be very happy.

However, in his life, he has only loved that one person, and he loves him so desperately that he is unwilling to change his mind even if his head is broken.

A hundred years of cultivation can cross the same boat, and a thousand years of cultivation can make it possible to sleep together.

It may be that the fate between him and Fu Yaozu has not been over a thousand years.

Alas, I can't let his family know about this, if Zhang Min finds out, he will definitely be unhappy again.

Don't look at him with a straight face every day, serious and serious, in fact, he would cry, make trouble and hang himself when he was jealous.

"Then Uncle Wen, can we still be friends?" After Fu Yaozu recovered, he sniffed and showed a smile that was uglier than crying.

"Ah."

Wen Gulin stretched out his hand, and gently stroked Fu Yaozu's weak hair.

He knew that Fu Yaozu would definitely not be able to accept it, but he would definitely figure it out slowly.