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After sending the message to Feng Xinghao, Fang Mu heaved a deep sigh of relief, and devoted himself to endless work, as if this way he would not care about his own status in Lin Yizhou's heart.

But because of this, Fang Mushen successfully completed today's task before the end of get off work time.He leaned back in his chair and stretched slowly, then clicked on the hidden minesweeper on the desktop and played the game.

However, just after playing for a while, he felt a little stomachache. He couldn't help but bend down and put his side face on the table, and asked the person next to him for help: "Senior sister...do you have anything to eat?"

At this moment, Gu Siqing's full attention was on the document in front of her, until Fang Mushen yelled four or five times before she could barely hear what he was saying.

Seeing Fang Mushen who looked like a salted fish waiting to be dried, Gu Siqing couldn't help being taken aback.In the end, she managed to find some unexpired instant noodles from the drawer, and helped Fang Mushen take a rest to get some hot water.

"It was already nine o'clock when you went out. Even if you felt embarrassed and didn't go to lunch with Lin Lu after talking about things, you should have eaten something before you came back." Gu Siqing said, while Fang Mushen Return the water glasses to him, "Drink some water first, and instant noodles will take a while."

Fang Mushen took the water glass and took a sip.The water temperature is just right, apparently Gu Siqing mixed it with cold water specially.

When he felt better, Fang Mushen smiled bitterly and said, "He left after talking with me. I originally planned to go back to the company to eat."

It's just because I didn't know what messed up I was thinking along the way, and I took the subway for two or three stops, and when I got to the company, the staff canteen was closed.Originally, Fang Mushen would not have forgotten to eat, but the phrase "he put it down" that he and Feng Xinghao said, really meant to lose his wife and lose his army.

"Then you don't need to come back and waste time with work. If you really can't do it, you can take it home and do it at night." Gu Siqing couldn't help but roll her eyes.

Fang Mushen regained his strength, and spoke with a bit of indifference: "This is called having no man in your heart, and doing things naturally."

Gu Siqing snorted coldly: "You are so hungry that your stomach hurts, and then you come to me for food?" After she finished speaking, she glanced at the time, and put the instant noodles in front of Fang Mushen, "Eat it , don’t starve yourself to death.”

After speaking, she went back to work.

Because he had already finished his work, Fang Mushen immediately packed up his things as soon as the off-duty time came, and turned off the computer to go back.

Of course, he had to go to Digital City before going home, after all, his notebook was still there.

Thinking of the scrapped keyboard and the money spent on repairing it, Fang Mushen was so angry that he wanted to throw his pocket out the door.

But he could only think about it.

Not to mention that the pocket is the only thing that can connect him and Lin Yizhou other than memory, even if there is no such layer, after all, Fang Mushen can't bear it after raising it for so long.

"Tell me, why is he so cruel?" Fang Mushen hugged the bag tightly, and pressed its body to not allow him to leave.

"Meow."

Seeing that he couldn't refute, Pocket didn't bother to struggle, and stretched his neck under Fang Mushen's service, making a comfortable purring sound from his throat.

Looking at the pocket that had been thrown away in an instant, Fang Mushen raised the corners of his mouth, then took the remote control from the side, and opened the movie he had watched countless times.

The characters on the screen appeared one by one, speaking lines that Fang Mu was so familiar with, and acting out a plot that had been performed countless times.

Fang Mushen was rubbing his pockets while staring at the TV intently.If it weren't for the lack of focus in his eyes, anyone would think that Fang Mushen was taking it very seriously.

In particular, he can accurately retell the plot that just happened.

Perhaps in order to pursue a better viewing effect, Fang Mushen did not turn on the light, so Gu Siqing saw the scene when he opened the door - Fang Mushen was like a puppet, mechanically stroking the cat in his arms, without taking his eyes off stare straight ahead.

If this scene hadn't happened countless times during the years when they rented together, I'm afraid Gu Siqing would really faint from fright.

It's just that Gu Siqing was prepared to turn on the light with a blank expression, and skillfully found the remote control in Fang Mushen's hand, and turned off the TV.

Almost at the moment when the TV screen went out, Fang Mushen came back to his senses: "Sister, you are back."

"No man in your heart?" Gu Siqing deadpanned what Fang Mushen said in the afternoon.

Fang Mu smiled deeply and continued the second half of the sentence: "It's natural to do things like a god."

Maybe it's not that Fang Mushen has made no progress in the past five years, at least in terms of face, he also has a faint tendency to approach Lin Yizhou five years ago.

It's just that Fang Mushen received it so calmly, Gu Siqing was a little annoyed: "So! Mr. Fang Mushen, please tell me, have you had dinner?"

After being reminded by Gu Siqing, Fang Mushen remembered what he had forgotten when he was staring at the TV screen in a daze.However, it is one thing to be aware of it, and another thing to be discovered by Gu Siqing.

Thinking of this, Fang Mushen almost subconsciously pointed to the cup of brewed cocoa milk he put on the coffee table: "Eat it."

After he found that he didn't drink much of the cocoa milk in the cup, he added indifferently: "But he didn't eat all of it."

Now that the matter has come to this point, how could Gu Siqing not know the fact that Fang Mushen has concealed it.

She put the paper bag in front of Fang Mushen not so elegantly, as if she was here to deliver a meal to a death row prisoner—and the death row prisoner killed her whole family before entering prison. kind of.

"If it weren't for me, what are you going to do today? Finish that cup of cocoa?" After Gu Siqing finished speaking, she realized that Fang Mushen didn't drink cocoa, "and, when did you change your taste? "

Fang Mu slowly took the steak out of the paper bag: "Five years ago? Three years ago? Or this year? Which time are you talking about?"

Gu Siqing felt that she might not have owed Fang Mushen something in her previous life, which is why she encountered such a disaster in this life.

However, what she didn't expect was that she didn't intend to continue asking, but Fang Mushen said as if she hadn't talked to anyone for a long time: "In the beginning, I actually liked things like cocoa milk. .Sweet and chocolaty, who doesn't like it. But then... oh just after breaking up with him, I started drinking fizzy drinks."

"Because I'm not in good health, my parents actually didn't let me drink these. After breaking up with Lin Yizhou, maybe they also felt that there was their reason, so they didn't control me much." Fang Mushen He took a deep breath as he spoke, he spoke very slowly, and he often had to take care of the things he was chewing in his mouth, so he slowed down even more.

"It's like drinking alcohol." Fang Mushen concluded.

After finishing speaking, he chuckled lightly, and he didn't know whether he was laughing at his own stupidity at the beginning, or at himself who couldn't let Lin Yizhou go after laughing for so long.

Fang Mushen said: "In fact, he is very good. He has always doted on me. Even if I made excessive demands, he would find a way to satisfy me. After a long time... I was also spoiled by him, and I felt that I was He has all the capital of lawlessness in front of him."

Except for Feng Xinghao, he never said these words to anyone.Not only because other people didn't understand, but also because he didn't want to admit that he caused all that.It's just that if you do something wrong, you will naturally have to bear the consequences.

In fact, it might be good if Lin Yizhou let him go completely.

Fang Mu thought happily in deep pain.

However, what came out with this thought was not only reluctance, but also reluctance—why let him go, why can't it be me?

They had known each other as early as six years ago and were even closest to each other for a year.

But... After all, it was five years ago.

Fang Mu lowered his eyes deeply, touched the pocket beside him with one hand, barely recovered his usual tone of speech, and continued: "I picked the pocket with him at that time. It was kept in his pocket before. There, after breaking up, he was raised at his roommate's house, and I took it over after I graduated."

Gu Siqing listened to Fang Mushen rambling for a long time.Although she likes to listen to gossip, she is not willing to let go of other people's scars, especially for people like Fang Mushen who are still stuck in that relationship.

After Fang Mushen finished speaking, Gu Siqing got up and took out several bottles of distilled wine from the refrigerator: "Come on, drink."

With her sound, she successfully pulled Fang Mushen out of her previous memories.

Seeing four or five bottles of distilled wine in front of him, Fang Mushen's eyelids suddenly twitched: "Um... senior sister, do you still remember that you have an appointment with Dr. Su tomorrow?"

Gu Siqing snorted coldly: "It's just a man, so what's the point of asking him to wait? What's more, can you still get me drunk with your small amount of alcohol?"

There is nothing wrong with what Gu Siqing said.Let alone Fang Mushen in terms of drinking capacity, I'm afraid the three of them combined may not be able to drink as much as Gu Siqing.

"Senior sister, do you still remember that I still have to go to work tomorrow?" Fang Mushen was fighting for the last time without giving up.

Gu Siqing squinted at him and said, "It's fine if you take your annual leave. I'll ask you one last time, drink, or take annual leave?"

On the surface, you are given a choice, but in fact you only have one option, which is very Gu Siqing.

In the end, Fang Mushen was naturally forced to give in.

It's just that I don't know if it's because of my mood or something else. After the two of them divided up the five bottles of distilled wine, Fang Mushen's consciousness was still barely awake.

"Drunk, but not completely drunk" may refer to this state.

Taking advantage of the strength of the wine, Fang Mushen took out his mobile phone and sent Feng Xinghao a message.

[Fang Mushen: He, I don't really want to let go. 】

The author says:

The moment I wrote about distilled alcohol, I thought I was going to be drunk too (someone once drank with a colleague, drank almost two bottles, fell asleep at home, and ended up going to work the next day)