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Wei Shu had never been to Yu Yang's house before.

She and Yu Yang officially got together after the college entrance examination, and that year also happened to be the day when Yu Yang moved.

But she has seen the photos. Yu Yang is a person who likes to take pictures very much, and the place where he grew up left more photos.

For example, the dust cover of the vertical air conditioner is very Zhou Xiaojuan's style, and there is white lace, and it is the same dust cover at home now.

"Wei Shu, why are you ignoring me?"

Wei Shu looked down at her, it was Yu Yu.

It can't be said that it's been a long time since she even saw her some time ago.

She didn't know about Yu Yang's problem, and Zhou Xiaojuan didn't hide it when she talked about Yu Yang's problem with her.

The main personality is not aware of the existence of the sub-personality at all, but Yu Yu is aware of the existence of Yu Yang.

Wei Shu pays close attention to Yu Yang's state after Xiao Man's death. Strong mood swings can cause the secondary personality to dominate. She wants to stay by Yu Yang's side as much as possible.

But Yu Yang didn't give her a chance, moved out of their common house, insisted on getting a divorce, but kept silent about the reason.

Is Bai Yingyu the reason?

Yu Yang mentioned it to Wei Shu more than once.

At the age of 20, Wei Shu saw Yu Yang like this for the first time.

Yu Yu and Yu Yang cannot be said to be completely opposite, she is Yu Yang, but not Yu Yang.

Wei Shu is very clear about this.

Yu Yu's personality is very extreme, very aggressive, very afraid of water, always accompanied by others when taking a bath, extremely confident and extremely inferior.

Wei Shu has been with her for nearly half a year, and so many things happened in that half year, and she kept it well hidden from her, and the friends around her didn't even know about it.

Later she married Yu Yang, thinking that Yu Yu would never appear again, but Yu Yu appeared on the first late night after the time-space transformation.

Yu Yang's favorite cup was broken, the fragments cut Wei Shu's wrist, bite marks appeared on Wei Shu's neck, Yu Yang's negativity broke out completely in the form of Yu Yu.

Wei Shu actually had no face to meet Yu Yang's parents.

But Zhou Xiaojuan has no right to blame her. She also knows what's wrong with her daughter. The drowning incident that year caused Yu Yang an incurable trauma.

The relationship between the two daughters is actually not good.

It's not that sisters will be very close, twins are also, Yu Yu is very smart, but compared with Yu Yang, he is not so likable.

Children are not a blank sheet of paper in the eyes of adults. Yu Yu doesn't like this younger sister, and even thinks that Yu Yu

Yang took away the love of his parents and always bullied Yu Yang.

Yu Yang is also born honest, stupidity is also in it, sisters and sisters yelled, he didn't have a long memory, and the next day he forgot the pain of the previous day.

When two children wear the same clothes, the contrast is more obvious. The children are sensitive to what adults like. People with the same skirt and the same parents always like beauty.

Yu Yu with smiling lips is not sweet, and Yu Yang with single eyelids is more lively.

Nobody likes a gloomy kid.

But they are inseparable, Yu Yang followed Yu Yu, the same exercise book, the same pencil sharpener and the same bow.

The difference is the people who like them.

Yu Yu can also feel the eccentricity of his parents. It is the kind of unconsciousness that is better for Yu Yang.

She was born a few seconds later and was also a little sister.

Yu Yang chased his sister to play, and it was the same at the beach that day.

She likes the beach, but she also knows that she should not go to the sea when the weather is bad, but Yu Yu tells her to go further.

They held hands and were swept away by the waves, the sea water poured into their noses, the bowknot was loose and floated on the sea, Yu Yang was kicked several times by Yu Yu.

In the end, she survived.

She didn't tell her parents about these words, but Zhou Xiaojuan learned about them when she took Yu Yang for hypnotherapy.

No one dared to think that a child would have such thoughts.

Because the parents dote on the younger sister more, they don't want the younger sister to live.

But Yu Yang faced the malice, and survived but had a fever again and again, talking nonsense, and his mind was blurred. Zhou Xiaojuan's mother was a witch in the local area, and she did something.

She almost scared Zhou Xiaojuan to death. She always felt that her own mother was nagging, although Zhou Xiaojuan believed it herself, but her mother said that this matter was not easy to solve, and somehow it involved some bedtime stories of Zhou Xiaojuan in her hometown when she was a child. It's creepy to have a kid wake up to find themselves ten years later.

In the end, Zhou Xiaojuan took Yu Yang to many hospitals.

Yu Yang is awake, but his personality has changed drastically, even a bit like Yu Yu, but the details are different.

Zhou Xiaojuan still knows what her child likes to eat. She feels that the child is still the same child, but she can't bear it.

Yu Yang in elementary school spent a long period of treatment.

Zhou Xiaojuan did not leave Nanzhou, but moved into the urban area from the suburbs. Yu Yang kept telling Wei Shu that she grew up in this house when she was a child, but her childhood was also in elementary school.

She was sick, and she had another personality that she didn't realize, Lian Feifei said Yu Yang's little

She was very fierce when she was studying, because what she saw was a secondary personality.

The sub-personality dominated the body, and Yu Yang was still immersed in the desolation of the seabed. This kind of dissociative personality split did not get better until the fifth grade of long-term treatment.

Yu Yu is not in her memory, and Zhou Xiaojuan also hides everything, new environment, new classmates.

Zhou Xiaojuan has only one daughter.

Yu Yang thought so too.

But this is still a bomb, the doctor can only hope that Yu Yang can stay away from the sea, or that he will not be subject to any major stimulation and mood swings.Once the main personality knows the existence of the sub-personality, it may collapse, or it may be completely... There is no such metaphor.

Mental problems can be traced to their roots, but it is difficult to uproot them.

The fulfillment of the secondary personality is also the fulfillment of the main personality.

Sometimes it takes a lifetime to cure, and it may not be cured in a lifetime.Lao Yu felt that it was not good for his wife to be sad every day, so he made a joke, saying that I have read so many stories, and they all said that love can also cure, maybe it would be good for my daughter to fall in love in the future.

But Yu Yang met Wei Shu.

Love is a double-edged sword. She has tasted all kinds of tastes, and she has also received Wei Shu's love, but she feels even more insecure and feels as if she is falling.

Zhou Xiaojuan has praised her for being beautiful since she was a child, and my daughter is the cutest. Compared with the harsh education of many parents of her age, Yu Yang grew up in an environment full of praise.

So there is no doubt that she feels that she is liked.

But that's only for the pursuit of people who like her and she doesn't like.

Wei Shu is different.

Wei Shu is the sun in the sky to her, she can't forget it at a glance, she is in a hurry, and she wants to be a braggadocio once.

So it was a little sad at first.

Very contradictory, what do you like about me?Wei Shu said that she felt that I was not worth it.

So Lian Feifei said that she was a bitch, and she did it, and it smelled like tea.

Some people are just born that way.

Wei Shu is too good, if you like it, you can't forget it, and if you taste the sweetness, the deeper you sink, the more you will be defeated.

Yu Yu's low self-esteem began to affect her. She felt that there was something wrong with her. She cut her double eyelids, did medical beauty, skin care, and body management. Du Meiyuan felt that Yu Yang, an internet celebrity, was stricter than an artist.

She is not for Hong, but for Wei Shu.

The other part of her inferiority complex was hidden in her careless rant of "no one deserves to go to Wei Shu except me", which turned into a nightmare at night, the churning waves, Wei Shu who never looked back.

She was afraid that Wei Shu would leave.

She was afraid that Wei Shu would not love her.

But all the self-inferences couldn't make the onlookers' clear comments reassure her. In that stage play, where Wei Shu and others borrowed seats, she only felt that the sky was falling and the earth was falling, and the ruthless waves drowned her.

There was a voice from the bottom of the sea, a faint cry, sister, you deserve to die.

You robbed my parents' love, you robbed me of everything, what you owe me, the person you like is mine.

I've come to take all of mine.

Yu Yang became Yu Yu after nine years.

Wei Shu's panic and powerlessness in his sophomore year, trembling in a pool of blood, and later Yu Kaihe's scolding and heartache, as well as strong opposition.

But Zhou Xiaojuan is very grateful to Wei Shu.

Fortunately, what Yu Yang met was Wei Shu, who would have run away long ago as an ordinary person.

No one can resist the blood on the ground when the door is pushed open, the dying girlfriend, and you don't love me written in blood on the tiles.

It's like a female ghost asking for her life, like a twisted accusation, it's a typical emotional blackmail.

Even a friend would persuade Wei Shu to run quickly.

Such a person is too extreme.

Wei Shu didn't let Cao Meini know, didn't let Du Meiyuan know, didn't let his classmates know.

But Yu Kaihe knew it.

Wei Shu was always her child, so that when she saw the scarred Wei Shu later, she trembled when she asked why.

Zhou Xiaojuan was ashamed outside the door.

Wei Shu was wearing a hospital gown, his whole face was extremely pale, and he solemnly called out to his mother.

"The same reason as you did back then."

Zhou Xiaojuan married to Nanzhou for love without hesitation.

Yu Kaihe left everything for love and became an ordinary woman on the streets of northern cities.

For the sake of Yu Yang, Wei Shu didn't care that the other party turned into a monster of emotional blackmail.

Love is one willing to fight and one willing to suffer. The stories of my father's generation are full of such dark humorous proverbs.

Sometimes it is the truth.

I am willing, she said to Yu Kaihe.

Yu Yang closed her eyes, she was skinny, Yu Yu's personality was the darkest side of her character.

From the perspective of the two of them, the confusion became a combination of contradictions.

Yu Yang likes to go to the botanical garden, and riding a bicycle around the lakeside to enjoy the wind is Yu Yang's favorite, no matter in spring, summer, autumn or winter.

Wei Shu likes Yu Yang.

Those letters were also written to Yu Yang.

But Yu Yang forgot.

She is special, she can't think of that past, experts say the risk is too great, she will hurt herself, not just you.

To destroy a person, spiritual destruction is the most painful.

And self-destruction is the ultimate pain.

Wei Shu didn't dare to take risks, in fact, Zhou Xiaojuan also said later, forget it, kid.

But Wei Shu disagreed, she said, I'll keep it a secret, if one day she finds out...

"I take care of it."

She thought: I asked for it.

Can there be miracles in the world?

"Yu Yang, what do you want to eat?"

Wei Shu asked the person in front of him.

The 17-year-old Yu Yang, it's been too long since I haven't seen her, and it's hard for Lian Feifei to cooperate with Yu Yang's words, saying that it's a double eyelid buy one get one free.

It was clearly Yu Yang who invited him with a lot of money, and he had to spend a lot of money to ask someone to cut his eyelids when he was just an adult.

Single eyelids are cute too.

Wei Shu grabbed Yu Yang's hand, and the man looked at Wei Shu, as if surprised by the sudden change in the other party.

"I'm Yu Yu."

She emphasized.

Wei Shu nodded, "I know."

Yu Yu was very quiet when she was quiet. As Yu Yang, she finished the fifth grade of elementary school. She hated Yu Yang, but she clearly knew that she was a part of Yu Yang.

"What does Yu Yu want to eat?"

"When I came back just now, I wanted to buy rice cakes with sauce, but you couldn't find them."

Her expression was extremely lonely, she subconsciously bit her lips when she was upset, and shouted again the next second, "I don't care, I still want to eat."

Wei Shu had long forgotten what kind of sauce to use for the sauced rice cakes, and vaguely remembered Zhou Xiaojuan made it.

She dialed a number with her mobile phone, only to find that she had already saved it, looking very respectful - Aunt Zhou.

Wei Shu smiled and changed it to mother.

"Hello, Auntie, I'm Wei Shu."

"Are you back? You're on the way, okay, I want to ask what is the sauce for the rice cake with sauce..."

Zhou Xiaojuan thumped as soon as she heard these three words, leaving her husband who was still chattering with others and hurried back.

Both Yu Yang and Yu Yu love to eat, but they never mentioned it when they grew up.

Except when she was in elementary school, Zhou Xiaojuan would prepare one almost every day.

She hurried home with sweat on her forehead, and the scene of Wei Shu being hurt by Yu Yang appeared in her mind.

Pushing open the door, he found Yu Yang leaning against Wei Shu and watching TV.

Wei Shu forgot how to pay for the ten-year-old TV series that he wanted to order. He didn't scan the QR code at all, and finally deducted his own phone bill.

"Hello Auntie."

Yu Yang turned his head and called out to his mother. He was cold and indifferent, which was very different from usual.

Zhou Xiaojuan already felt that something was obviously wrong, and when Wei Shu walked into the kitchen, she nervously grabbed Wei Shu's hand: "Xiao Wei, are you scared? I'm sorry, Yu Yang..."

"I'm sorry," Wei Shu apologized first, "I took her to the water park today."

Zhou Xiaojuan shook his head, "Yu Yang must be going."

She still wanted to explain, but Wei Shu shook her head, "I know all about it, Mom."

Zhou Xiaojuan was stunned, but heard Wei Shu say: "I used grandma's method, since 11 years later."

"Yu Yang is planning to divorce me."

The author has something to say: private settings are not scientific

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Alas, the second half is really sweet) Seriously