My brother became a playboy

"Don't think too much, it's not that you're sleepy, still not asleep?" Zhao Xing didn't seem to want to talk to me any more, and it just so happened that I didn't want to talk to him anymore either.

I closed my eyes, thinking that I would be summoned by Duke Zhou soon, but it was rare to lose sleep—this is strange, so many messy things have happened in the past, I can always fall asleep peacefully, but today I can't sleep.

I slowed down my breathing, thinking that the disguise was quite appropriate, but after about ten minutes, I heard Zhao Xing say: "If you can't sleep, do you want to chat again?"

"It's a big festival, I don't want to quarrel with you." I closed my eyes and replied to him.

"When we chat, we may not necessarily quarrel." Zhao Xing's voice was very soft, like coaxing a child, unexpectedly there was such a bit of tenderness.

"I don't want to chat with you either." I said truthfully.

"I don't want to divorce you yet." Zhao Xing said these words close to my ear. I was a little itchy and wanted to push him away, but I was too lazy to do it.

"Don't get so close to me."

"Itchy?"

"Ah."

"Cui Minglang."

"What?"

"I'll chase you again, okay?"

"are you crazy."

I opened my eyes all of a sudden, and even wanted to get out of bed and leave. I guess Zhao Xing also guessed my plan. Before I moved, his hands clasped my shoulders and pushed me onto the bed. kissed me.

We kissed for a while, to be honest, I didn't feel anything, the main one was very irritable and wanted to push him away, but I didn't want to quarrel in the middle of the night during the festival.

He kissed for a while, as if he was sure that I would not leave easily, and said, "Shall we go to the hot spring together tomorrow?"

I replied, "No time."

Before he could ask more questions, he added: "I have to burn the first seven for Xu Nuo."

Zhao Xing let out a "tsk", he lay beside me, and even snatched half of my quilt to cover himself.

He said, "You are really kind to him."

I answered generously: "When he was about to die, he also treated me well with all his heart, reciprocated, and I will always arrange his funeral."

"I have been kind to you for more than 20 years, and he has been kind to you for only a few months, but you are thinking about his kindness now."

Zhao Xing's words sounded like jealousy and questioning.

I replied to him very calmly: "If you are dead now, I will definitely do a better job. I can burn paper for you every day."

"It's a big festival, you don't shy away from it at all."

Zhao Xing was directly laughed at by me, and he pulled the quilt in his direction again. I had to hold the quilt and remind him: "It's almost enough, I'm almost covered."

"Why isn't it freezing..."

Zhao Xing swallowed the last part of his sentence, and after a few seconds, he put half of the quilt back on me and said, "I'll go with you."

"What are you going to do?" I simply expressed my doubts, "You don't have any friendship with Xu Nuo, and he probably wouldn't welcome you over."

"I'm helping you, and I'll chat with you by the way." Zhao Xing was lying beside me, and he couldn't hear any emotion when he spoke, "Anyway, I have nothing else to do."

——Has your company closed down?There is no need to meet during holidays, so free?

I slandered a few words, but I didn't say it out. In fact, I thought about saying one more sentence not to let him follow, but in this silent night, listening to his breathing close to my ear, I suddenly didn't want to say it.

If Zhao Xing hadn't called me tonight, lived in the same room with me smugly, and talked so much with me before going to bed, I might have made up my mind to separate him from my world.

But he wasn't decisive and indifferent enough, he stretched out his hand to hold me, and I couldn't bear to let go of him.

In the final analysis, it is nothing more than four big characters, and the old love is unforgettable.

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I tossed about most of the night and didn't fall asleep, but Zhao Xing started snoring next to me - he usually didn't have the habit of snoring, unless he was too tired.

I turned on a bedside lamp, and through the orange light, I could clearly see the blue under his eyes—it seemed that he hadn't had a good night's sleep for a long time.

Are you busy tossing Minglangxing?

Or is it simply poor sleep quality?

I stopped my overly divergent thinking, turned off the bedside lamp, and lay back in the quilt again, but Zhao Xing was asleep, stretched out his hand to press down on my waist, stretched out his thigh to press down on my thigh, I directly I was immobilized by him--I could move, but I had to wake him up.

I stretched out my hand to grab his arm, and was about to pinch him to wake him up, but I heard him say something in his sleep.

He said, "Cui Minglang, I can't bear to make you sad."

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"Cui Minglang, I don't want to make you sad."

Zhao Xing and I took the college entrance examination together. We both did well in the exam and should be able to enter the same university.

We had a round of drinking with many classmates, and then we went to a nearby luxury hotel together. The room rate of the hotel was 4000 yuan, Zhao Xing paid [-] yuan, and I paid [-] yuan. Everything is available, and there are good quality educational films.

As soon as we entered the room and closed the door, Zhao Xing pressed me against the door and kissed me, his eyes were burning with fire, as if he couldn't wait to tear me apart.

I know what he wants to do. He has hinted at me many times, but I have prevaricated it by saying "we should focus on the college entrance examination".

I also know what position he wants. His indescribable thing is always too active, but it seems that my mind is calm and has no desires.

He pressed me on the bed, kissed hastily, and asked cautiously: "I... Shall I wash it for you?"

I reached out and stroked the back of his head, like a tame dog, and said, "Zhao Xing, I want you to be my woman."

The spark in Zhao Xing's eyes seemed to be extinguished in an instant. He already knew my decision, but he was still struggling, trying to make some fearless struggles. He said: "I will be gentle and make you very comfortable... "

I pinched his earlobe, chuckled, and said, "You don't have to do it, that's the only option."

He took a deep breath, propped up his upper body, and said: "You ask me to think again, this is too sudden, I..."

"Zhao Xing," I interrupted his words with a calm tone, "You should know my character and the way you thought before, but it was just deceiving yourself."

Zhao Xing's face became paler and paler, his fingers grabbed the sheet beside me, as if he was struggling and hesitating.

I put the last straw that broke him.

I said: "Actually, now, we break up and return to normal life, there is still time..."

I didn't say the rest of the sentence, because Zhao Xing held my lips with his palm.

He looked at me viciously, as if looking at an enemy for a moment, and as if looking at a lover for a moment.

After dozens of seconds, I heard him say: "Cui Minglang, I can't bear to make you sad."

He was obviously pushed to the extreme by me, but he said such a sentence.

He didn't say "Cui Minglang, why are you such an asshole and a bully?" He just simply said "I can't bear to make you sad".

He is reluctant, but I am willing.

He let go of his hand covering my lips, got up from the bed, and walked towards the bathroom. Before approaching the bathroom, I stopped him. He turned his head and looked at me in surprise.

I licked my slightly parched lips, and I said, "Three times, clean it up."

Zhao Xing looked like he really wanted to kill me, but he was obedient.

He was tortured by me that night, the corners of his eyes were full of tears, and I said to him very badly: "You just talked nicely, if I didn't give up an inch, I would be the one crying now. "

He grasped the edge of the bed, his fingertips turned slightly white, and retorted to me: "I won't be such an animal as you, I will be very gentle..."

I sneered and said, "You don't want to show your tenderness in this life."

——At that time, I really believed so firmly.

——I thought that we would be each other's future, the only ones to sleep with.