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"child:

It's embarrassing, I thought about the name for a long time, and I wanted to write about Li Du, but I was a little unhappy, so I'd better call it a child.

Have you eaten well recently?

The few times I saw you, I became thinner every time. I can't lose any more weight. It would be unhealthy to be any thinner.There are so many delicious foods in the refrigerator, don't cook noodles every day, learn how to cook by yourself.

Cucumber Fried Shrimp is actually very simple, I wrote the recipe and put it in the refrigerator.

I also said hello to Auntie Soymilk, let her watch you have a good breakfast, don't stop eating because you can't get up, breakfast is very important.

What's more, even though it's spring, the temperature is still low, you have to keep warm at all times, I know you want to look good, but don't think I'm nagging you, have you forgotten how bad you were when you caught a cold last time?

By the way, the key to my courtyard is placed in the crack of the brick on the other side of your doorway. If there is anything missing, I will take it from me, but I guess you have nothing missing, but you still have the key.

The light at the door has been replaced with a voice-activated one. I tried it a few times, and it works. You can turn on the light as soon as you enter the alley. Don’t be afraid if you come back late at night.

It’s okay if you’re really scared, it’s getting dark in the future, just try to come back as early as possible.

Throw away the few pairs of slippers I have at your place, I guess I won't be able to wear them in the future.

Hey, why don't you throw it away, and don't let others wear it. You can burn it to me, but I don't know if I can receive it.

I don't want anything else.

Also, the apple tree you showed me at that time, I went there twice later, and I really couldn't figure out which one it was, but there must be one that belongs to you.

It's okay if you can't eat apples. Isn't the pomegranate tree in my yard growing well, but don't climb the tree again, it's very dangerous.

At that time, I actually lied to you. I didn’t take a picture of you falling down. You are very photogenic, and the pictures you took are pretty good. I should show you at that time.

In fact, I want to apologize to you. You can see that I don’t understand tea culture at all. I wasted your good tea. I regret that I didn’t taste it before.

In fact, even if I taste it well, I can't taste other flavors, but the tea you make is delicious, especially delicious.

This is my first time writing, I don't know what to say.

That's all. You are doing well.

Jiang Yuzhou. "

"Uncle Wu, you can give it to Li Du for me." Jiang Yuzhou put the writing in an envelope, wrote the address and name on the envelope, and handed it to Old Wu.

He wrote in big characters, and it took several pages of paper for these words. Old Wu felt uncomfortable holding such a thick envelope in his hand.

Jiang Yuzhou is his soldier, but he is also his junior. This kid has been obsessed since he was a child. Everyone wrote a suicide note when he first went on a mission, but he didn't write it, and he never wrote a single mission in the future.

At that time Jiang Yuzhou said, "I have nothing to worry about, my parents are more enlightened than me."

Now the fool who said this has someone who is thinking about it.

Old Wu took the envelope and put it away, and asked Jiang Yuzhou to tell him about Li Du.

"Li Du," Jiang Yuzhou thought for a while, then remembered the way Li Du looked at him at the door the day he left, and felt a sudden pain in his heart, "He is very nice."

"The one I can't let go of is him." Jiang Yuzhou said.

After Old Wu left, Jiang Yuzhou took out a stack of lined paper from the drawer, and wrote with a pen.

"Baby Li Du:

I haven't seen you for more than two months, do you miss me?

It's raining in Yuncheng. I've seen the weather forecast. Wear more at these times, so you don't catch a cold again.

I really like rainy days right now, and you don't know why.

It's actually quite embarrassing to say it, I'm pretty worthless, and seeing you turning in from the entrance of the alley with an umbrella at that time, my heart beats fast.

It’s raining again, you’re good-looking, and the atmosphere is good. In books and on TV, dating starts like this. I’m pretty vulgar, and I like you the same way, but I’m better than them all. I should have liked you a long time ago. up.

If you want me to say it, I don't know when, I can't say it clearly, but right now, I really like it.

But I don't have any regrets, because I saw you before I left, and I told you anyway, so I am quite content.

To be honest, I also regret telling you a little bit, I told you that I like it, and I left, and then someday someone will tell you that I am dead, I feel uncomfortable thinking about it.

Just think I'm selfish, you can hate me, but don't hate it for too long, you are so young, don't waste time on me.

In fact, I don't agree with my heart. The last sentence is to lie to you. I think you will hate me all your life. No one can try to squeeze me out of your heart.

But I can't compare with the people who want to be with you in the future, I lost when I came up, we don't have a long life, and I don't even want to say a few more words to you.

Pretty dumb, I think so.

So here's what I want to say.

First things first, I miss you so much.It seems that it is not enough to say special, but it seems a little too much, because I don't know how to describe this amount.

I don't have anything to compare to, and I don't know if I miss you a lot or a little bit, anyway, I just can't breathe when I think of you.

As soon as I read the book, I thought, Li Du likes reading the most.Just thinking about eating, I don't know if anyone fried shrimp for Li Du.When I was walking at night, I wondered whether the voice-activated light at the door was still on or not.

Even if there is a recruit crying in the dormitory, I wonder if Li Du is crying after I leave. I think that recruit looks like you.

I think this should be a special consideration.

The second thing, I really like you.This is the second "special", but it is a little more "special" than the "special" of "I miss you so much".

There is nothing to compare with this, and I can’t write it out. It’s hard for me to describe.

I said I like you very much, but I just feel that something is almost there, it seems that the degree is not enough, and the words are wrong, but when I want to write a suicide note, I know that I should write it to you.

I haven't explained many things to you. You don't know anything and still dare to like me. Don't be so stupid in the future. It's so worrying.

I'm not good at all, I don't deserve you to treat me like this.

Baby, don't like me, I can't bear it.

One last thing, before I left, I told you that I might not be able to go back. I was not lying to you. If I really couldn’t go back, then don’t look forward to me, and don’t make me feel so distressed, okay?

If you miss me, go and see me, don't forget to make me a pot of tea, I told them, I'm not going anywhere, just in Yunzhou.

I especially like your Jiang Yuzhou"

Li Du didn't read the two letters, one was put away by Uncle Wu after he handed it to him and he never took it out again, and the other one was burned by Jiang Yuzhou after writing it, no one knew about it.

Chunfeng Road is Li Du's home, and it is also a place Jiang Yuzhou can never leave. This world is clean, and they stay together there.