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private?Chao Nanxi frowned, what does this mean.

In the garden, the moonlight was hazy, and in the half-downcast eyes facing the Nanxi River, it was incomprehensible and deeply surprised.She looked up at Cen Xin, and was stunned by the unexpected disagreement.

When Cen Xin resolutely refused to disclose it, Chao Nanxi felt a little sad in his heart.She thought that there was a tacit understanding between her and Cen Xin, including whether to make it public or not.

Whether or not to make it public, and why she wanted to make it public, in fact, she had carefully considered it when she was pursuing Cen Xin.

In her previous life, she started as an idol, then turned to be an actor, and competed all the way up. She has seen too many emotions hidden under the water, but eventually dissipated into nothingness with the glitz of the entertainment industry.

In this life, she is not a trafficker but an actress. She does not live for fans and has no personality. Publicity will not affect her career.That's why she never thought of having an invisible relationship with Cen Xin.

Her lover towards Nanxi must openly let everyone know that while protecting him tightly under his wings, he will not let her be wronged.Unfortunately, Cen Xin disagreed.

Xue Ran didn't expect her casual question to make the current situation so ugly.She looked awkward and found an excuse to leave. She really didn't expect that the two of them had talked for so long, and they didn't even think about this issue.

Chaonanxi has mixed flavors, and I don't know what to say to relieve the embarrassment in front of me.Looking at Cen Xin, the kitten lowered its head and was restless.

It shouldn't be like this.

"Let's... go in." Chao Nanxi could only comfort herself that the future would be long, she would always find out what Cen Xin was thinking.

"En." Cen Xin followed behind her, with two steps between them.

Returning to the living room with a strange atmosphere, Cen Xin took the lead to sit next to Xu Chengfang. Originally, she and Nan Xi were sitting side by side on the carpet.Seeing this, Chao Nanxi sat on the other side of Nanmu.

At the end of the commercial, "Snow Burning Villa" continued with only one scene. From the fight against fluency to the well-known scene of the leader's suicide, many people were immersed in grief, and some even cried aloud.

Cen Xin's smile was too sad, even in death, the leader's style of not being crazy or not living was brought to the extreme.

Book fans were in tears, and rushed to Aite Kuang Xiao: "There is a candidate for the leader."

The clip of Cen Xin's harsh words was praised by fans as having the demeanor of a leader.

Immediately afterwards, Zhou Xue's group came on stage, and the program group played her harsh words again. As a result, Zhou Xue fell to the ground as soon as the show started, and even forgot her words. In short, a series of mistakes left netizens speechless.

"Didn't you ever think about overturning the car when you were angry?"

"I bought a lot of drafts about my embarrassing acting skills, but in the end, hehe."

"A pair of eyes that haven't seen this performance"

"I suggest that you go upstairs to review Cen Xin's version and purify it."

QueenB's venomous comments won everyone's approval. When she shouted about copyright, readers rushed to Kuang Xiao's Weibo to go crazy about her.

It was Qian Haikui's turn to score. When she said that Cen Xin's performance was not as exciting as other judges said, netizens frantically dissed her.None of this will work, you can do it!

This night, Cen Xin shined as the leader, and Fan Yue, who was in her group, also received attention. The two of them became a wave of CP fans, and the screenshots and short essays were arranged simultaneously.

Chao Nanxi, who had been reading the comments, saw Xinyue's CP fans, and his mood became even worse.

When Zhou Xue poured dirty water on Cen Xin, Chao Nanxi was so angry that his teeth itched, fools often made troubles.

She sent Xue Ran a WeChat message, and 2 minutes later, Cen Xin posted her first Weibo message on Weibo.

It was the monitoring of Zhou Xue maliciously destroying the costumes, and the recording of the call between Manager Li and Zhou Xue.

Zhou Xue, who was eliminated, wanted to beg for attention, but was directly hammered to death by the evidence before the start, and the anger in Chao Nanxi's heart weakened a little.

She withdrew from Xinyue Chaochao and touched Xinyouling Creek. She was disappointed by the few fans and zero food for the time being.When can I be honest with the kitten?

Chao Nanxi reached out to grab the melon on the table, and Cen Xin, who also wanted to take it, touched each other's fingers. any food.

When the show ended, Cen Xin and Chao Nanxi were about to leave for the airport.Before leaving, Xu Chengfang asked Nan Chu to drag out a new suitcase for Cen Xin.

"Xinxin, the show started yesterday. The other contestants have big bags and small bags. You only have a small travel bag. You wear those two clothes every time you interview. Auntie loves you."

She opened Cen Xin's palm, and drew three numbers, "Auntie is inexperienced, but she still prepared some common items for you on her own initiative. Seeing that the weather is getting colder and colder, are you willing to accept these daily necessities?"

Xu Chengfang's gaze was very warm, and her tone was like a mother who was about to send her child on a long journey. Cen Xin boldly accepted the kindness from her elders.

"You must be nice to yourself," Xu Chengfang stroked Cen Xin's hair pitifully, "Remember what Auntie told you."

After Cen Xin bid farewell to everyone, she got in the car to the airport.

Nan Xi seemed to be still angry. She sat in the co-pilot, and there was only Cen Xin in the back seat. The overly spacious seat made her lonely and anxious.

It still made Nanxi angry...

Cen Xin carefully glanced at Nanxi, then quickly looked away.How disappointed should Nanxi be?She doesn't care that she has nothing, she respects her feelings, and she cares so much that she wants to make it public without hesitation.

And what about her?

I don't know how.

When Cen Xin thought of the current situation, she couldn't help but sigh.In fact, at that moment, she never thought that Nanxi would agree to make it public.

After all, the disparity between the two of them is so great that until now Cen Xin still doesn't quite believe that she is Nanxi's girlfriend.

Sitting in the front row, Chao Nanxi forced herself not to look back, and must leave Cen Xin a space to think without being disturbed, but she was not idle along the way.

She could hear Cen Xin drinking water, she could hear Cen Xin taking a tissue from her backpack, including that shallow sigh.

Once again, she made things difficult for the kitten.

It wasn't until they got on the plane that the two people who had never met face to face.

Chao Nanxi wanted to speak several times, but when she saw the sadness in Cen Xin's eyes, she didn't know what to say.

Why on earth do you not want to make it public?How can we make the situation better?While thinking hard, Chao Nanxi couldn't help but think that it's really hard to have no love experience at the critical moment.

She has read a lot of novels, and the undisclosed situation will happen to idols, and it will happen to colleagues who prohibit office romances, but the situation between her and Cen Xin obviously does not belong to any of these two categories.

When she raised her gaze, she realized that Cen Xin was also looking at her, even though she quickly dodged away, she was still caught.

"So... what is the reason for not making it public?"

Chao Nanxi took the initiative to sit beside Cen Xin, and supported Cen Xin's chin with her fingers, so that the kitten could not dodge.

"Nanxi," Cen Xin blamed herself when she saw that Nanxi was unhappy. Her lover's kindness to her was already unparalleled. "It's not your problem, it's me."

"Now I can't stand by your side with peace of mind."

Meeting at a high place, although there are many difficulties, Cen Xin still wants to try.She didn't want to surpass Nanxi, but simply felt that the current self was not worthy.

"Fool..." The guilt in his eyes made Chao Nanxi see through Cen Xin's thoughts.

"I never felt like there was any difference between us."

But what Cen Xin said was not unreasonable. Putting them aside, once it was made public, what would others think of Cen Xin?

Can those opinions arising from the gap really not affect any of them?

Chao Nanxi realized later, this time she lost her head and asked herself at the same time: What is really good for Cen Xin?

Among other things, seeing Cen Xin being cautious made her even more uncomfortable.

The protection she gives is to let the kitten do whatever she wants, instead of always having to consider her views and winks.

Chao Nanxi hugged Cen Xin, and now, the object of her anger has become herself.

It was because she didn't think well enough and didn't understand Cen Xin's thoughts beforehand, which caused the current situation.

After getting off the plane, Chao Nanxi took Cen Xin's hand, but she didn't say anything. She needed to think about some things.

Sending Cen Xin to the gate of the shooting location, Zhao Nanxi cheered up and showed a very reluctant smile: "Xin Xin, come on for the third recording."

Cen Xin nodded hesitantly, and looked at Nan Xi with courage, hoping that she could say something casually, but she didn't.

Chao Nanxi didn't hear the car door for a long time, she thought that Cen Xin was waiting for her to open the door, so she got out of the car to open the car door for Cen Xin, when Cen Xin walked out, her face was full of loneliness like never before.

Fucked up again?

Chao Nanxi suddenly realized that she didn't seem to have a long mouth. She knew that if she said something casually, the atmosphere would not be so heavy, but she just couldn't open her mouth.

Returning to the car again, he looked at Cen Xin through the window towards Nanxi. Cen Xin turned her back, but did not leave.

Going on like this is not an option, Chao Nanxi finally asked the driver to start the car, and planned to turn around, but Cen Xin suddenly turned around and ran back to the car.

She first opened the co-pilot's door, grabbed Nanxi's wrist without any explanation, then bent down, and said in a voice that only two people could hear clearly: "Nanxi...can you take me in today?"

When Cen Xin acted like a baby, her eyes would droop, and the light in her eyes would become weak. Whenever she did this, Chao Nanxi would lose her ability to think.

"Okay," the kitten's initiative made Chao Nanxi careless, "Let's go back together."

Entering the elevator one after the other, and then entering the room one after the other, Cen Xin didn't say anything, and got into the bathroom first.

Taking advantage of this time, Chao Nanxi called Xue Ran.

"Whether it's public or not, what's your opinion?"

There is no one around Chao Nanxi who has love experience and is also a member of the circle except Xue Ran, not to mention that she does not believe that Xue Ran is really just a whim.

"Cen Xin and I have the same idea, don't make it public."

In fact, when Cen Xin refused to disclose it, Xue Ran looked at her with admiration.

She had always been on guard against Cen Xin, for fear that she would trick Nanxi, after all, people's hearts are unpredictable.

"What's the reason?"

Listening to the noise in the bathroom, Chao Nanxi couldn't help feeling distracted, and didn't know whether it was intentional or not, the bathroom door was not closed tightly.

Cen Xin should have uncovered the restraining stickers, and the faint fragrance of flowers disperses in all directions along with the hot air.

"Nanxi, let me ask you, do you want Cen Xin to be Nanxi's Cen Xin, or to be herself?"

Xue Ran's words made Chao Nanxi suddenly realize. At the same time, she realized that her impulsiveness was likely to bring overwhelming negative effects to Cen Xin.

She can only represent her, but she can't restrain the opinions of the world. When two people have different abilities, some people will automatically attribute the weaker party to the category of hugging thighs, taking relationships, or even relying on relationships to soar.

She never wanted to be the master of Cen Xin's life, because Cen Xin was an independent individual, and the protection and preference she gave could not interfere with Cen Xin's own life choices.

She was wrong.

Fortunately for Xue Ran, Nanxi listened to her words, "It takes time for Cen Xin's potential to be known to everyone, and during this period, you can appear by her side in any capacity, except as a lover."

It can be a nobleman, it can be Bole, but it can't be a lover, just because Nanxi's aura is too great, it is easy for Cenxi to be annihilated.

"I see," Chao Nanxi was a little depressed as he wanted to understand, but he also had some thoughts because of Xue Ran's words, "Then you make an arrangement quickly, no matter what your identity is, quickly let me and Cen Xin be in the same frame, otherwise, we will be in the same frame." My wife will be snatched away by others!"

Xue Ran was speechless, and naturally understood where this robbing came from. Who would want their lover to become someone else's CP?

"Grandma, I'll contact you now. How about you take a good rest, the filming is not far away, can you have some snacks?"

Thinking of the bloody storm a week later, Xue Ran was both excited and vigilant, and he really didn't want to think of anything wrong.It was also because of this that she wanted to know the attitudes of the two of them so that she could make a plan.

"Don't worry," Chao Nanxi felt his strength come back, "Go and arrange it quickly, don't let me down."

After hanging up the phone, he raised his head towards Nanxi, just in time to see Cen Xin coming out of the bathroom.

She was wearing a pure white cotton nightdress, her whole body was wrapped, and a circle of white lace was inlaid under the skirt, pure and beautiful.

The hair should have been brushed, but it wasn't thorough. There were still drops of water dripping from the ends of the hair and falling on the nightdress, leaving a translucent spot.

Cen Xin didn't avoid her eyes anymore, she stared at Nanxi and walked straight to her.

Immediately afterwards, Cen Xin squeezed her knees between Nan Xi's legs, and then sat face to face on Nan Xi's legs.

Uncharacteristically bold.

Holding Nan Xi's face, Cen Xin first rubbed the tip of her nose, and then kissed her thinly, one after another.

"Nanxi, I like you more than anyone else."

It took almost all of Cen Xin's strength to say these words.Xu Chengfang said that one must be bold in love, so she came.

When she got out of the car, Cen Xin suddenly had a bad feeling that if she let things go wrong with Nan Xi, she would definitely regret it.So she couldn't wait to open the car door again, and made a request to Nan Xi.

"I know."

Cen Xin is really not exaggerating in this sentence, Chao Nanxi has never doubted it, because in this book world, the only person who can see herself is Cen Xin.

"Being with you is like I am having a dream that is too good to wake up."

Cen Xin touched Nan Xi's soft lips again, wrapped her hands around her neck, and looked straight at Nan Xi.

"Actually, I was very happy when you said without hesitation that you would make it public."

Nanxi has never been a person who talks in empty words, she must have thought about this matter before she is decisive.

She didn't hesitate because she had nothing, she was so determined to put herself on an equal footing.

"It's just... I really hope that we can tell everyone that we are each other's lovers and the most important people when we are evenly matched."

All the sadness and sadness disappeared with Cen Xin's words.

It's too late for Chao Nanxi to be happy, because Cen Xin's self-awareness has awakened, and she is happy because she knows what she wants.

Chao Nanxi couldn't pretend anymore, she put her arms around Cen Xin's waist, and forced Cen Xin to lie on her lap.

"I will leave it to you for the public time, and I will proudly introduce you to everyone when you feel comfortable."

Understanding Cen Xin's thoughts, Chao Nanxi was even a little excited.Cen Xin understood what she wanted.See you at a high place, Cen Xin knows.

"it is good."

The tense emotions finally relaxed with this agreement, and Cen Xin showed her first smile tonight.

The flowers are in my arms, and the fragrance evokes deep needs.He lowered his head toward Nanxi and changed his tone: "But there is one thing I don't quite agree with."

Hooking Cen Xin's legs, Chao Nanxi stuck her around his waist, and directly carried her into the bedroom.

"Why isn't it evenly matched?"

Throwing her on the bed impatiently, Xiang Nanxi added kisses after kisses that had been used as a foreshadowing before.

"Tianxin, when did you say you didn't seduce me and make me crazy about you?"

Chao Nanxi felt that the nightdress was in the way, so she removed the obstacle. She knelt on the bed, approached step by step, and drove Cen Xin to a place where there was nowhere to escape.

"Nanxi...don't make trouble, there is still work tomorrow."

As the air warmed up, Cen Xin felt uncomfortable with her arms folded.The request in love made her a little scared.Why is it not enough again and again, and at the same time, she is also deeply immersed in it, and she doesn't even have the thought of rejecting it?

"It's okay..." Chao Nanxi grabbed Cen Xin's ankle, lifted it up and put it to his lips, "I'll take you there, you can't be late."

In the early morning of the next day, Xue Ran was the one who sent Cen Xin there after all, because the sky was bright and too many people would appear near the variety show shooting site.

As soon as Cen Xin got out of the car, she got a lot of attention for no other reason than she became the most watched contestant overnight, even surpassing Song Zhongxia.

Wherever she goes, there will be discussions.Before returning to the dormitory, Cen Xin and Song Zhongxia bumped into each other.

Song Zhongxia looked at the limited-edition suitcase in Cen Xin's hand, and the sour water in his heart kept pouring out. It should be sent by Nanxi, why...

"Nanxi, where did you go two days ago? Why didn't I see you?"

Song Zhongxia asked this on purpose, which also aroused the curiosity of others.

"Where am I going, do I need to report to you?"

Cen Xin really hates her deliberately pretending to be familiar, who knows what evil intentions are buried.

"I just think it's a pity that most people have business shooting, why don't you have nothing when it's your turn?"

Underneath the appearance of feigned concern is deep showing off and gloating, Song Zhongxia finally revealed her true colors.

Fan Yue appeared out of nowhere, holding Cen Xin's arm and smiling at Song Zhongxia: "Are you so sure that the commercials you filmed with 'hard work' can be broadcast?"

Song Zhongxia's complexion changed, although he didn't know what Fan Yue's background was, but every time he confronted her, nothing good seemed to happen.Song Zhongxia turned and left without saying anything, and the crowd dispersed.

The camera appeared at this time, framing Cen Xin and Fan Yue together, and Fan Yue showed her dimples to Cen Xin: "Cen Xin, we are roommates now!"

Cen Xin nodded. Every time a player is eliminated, there will be dormitory adjustments, which is not surprising.

"I brought you some special products." Cen Xin opened the suitcase, and the camera focused on it. The luggage inside was quite neatly packed, and everything was famous brand.

Fan Yue was not attracted by those famous brands, but couldn't wait to snatch the snacks from Cen Xin: "You know me too well!"

Enough material, the camera withdrew from Cen Xin's dormitory, she closed the door and called Fan Yue to stop.

"Fan Yue, did you know about the firing of CP?"

Fan Yue's movement of tearing the package paused, but she quickly recovered. She tore open the outer package and took out a piece of pastry: "Cen Xin, why do you say that?"

Cen Xin was not interested in inferences without evidence, and said very seriously: "Fan Yue, whether there is or not, I want to say that I have no way to fry CP with others."

Fan Yue was thoughtful: "If the two of us intend to shoot something, it will greatly increase our popularity. Do you know this?"

How could Cen Xin not know that in any variety show, it is better to have a topic than no topic.

only--

"I don't want to upset my most important person."

Hearing this, Fan Yue accidentally bit her cheek, and finally nodded, "Okay, as you wish."

The shooting started in the afternoon, which is the release of the proposition and grouping of the third competition.

"For our third filming, we will cooperate with 8 new directors and present the works in groups."

The host said, and announced the eight directors and the introduction of each work.

"In this game, we will still eliminate the bottom ten based on the votes of the instructors and the audience."

It was another match with a high elimination rate, and everyone couldn't help being curious about how to group them.

"Cen Xin, you are the first player on the field, and you have the right to choose players first."

Those words caused the players present to immediately clamor. If they had known that Cen Xin was so strong, they would not have rejected and treated them differently.

The remaining 40 contestants will be divided into 8 groups. Cen Xin looked at the contestants and quickly made a choice: "I choose Fan Yue."

The contestants heard that someone whistled, and it turned out to be an inseparable CP.

After that, Cen Xin chose her former roommate Qu Tingting and two male contestants with good acting skills.

Looking at her choice, Song Zhongxia was a little anxious. The two male contestants were both quite good at acting, and they were on the same team as her in their previous lives.

Gritting his teeth, Song Zhongxia was determined to make it difficult for Cen Xin in this field.

In order to increase entertainment, the topic selection rules of this field have changed.

"The city's urban autumn sports meeting will be held soon. In order to respond to the spirit of national sports, we will use the accumulated scores of sports events to select them in order from high to low."

Cen Xin knew where the indignation in Song Zhongxia's eyes came from, she picked those two male contestants away on purpose.

Moreover, she would not let Song Zhongxia take advantage of sports events.

Standing on both sides of the volleyball net, Cen Xin took the lead to serve. Compared with the pampered Song Zhongxia, her physical fitness is very good.

The powerful ball prevented Song Zhongxia from intercepting Cen Xin's ball, and the opponent scored.

When it was Song Zhongxia's turn to serve, she used all her strength to slap the volleyball towards Cen Xin's head. The force was so great that Cen Xin was hit head-on and fell on her back.

Suddenly, large chunks of fragments broke into Cen Xin's mind. These memories came fiercely, causing severe pain.

Before Cen Xin passed out, she finally confirmed that what came through her dreams were all her personal experiences in her previous life.

So painful, so helpless, living without hope, every day is like being in purgatory.

The author has something to say:

Assistant work log:

If you take the initiative occasionally, Nanxi will like it very much

Chao Nanxi: Someone actually thinks that Cen Xin and I have been in love for a long time, just three or four days ago, are you being polite?