Breaking the bend to induce deep routines

"When I was in college, I ran between the company and the school. Although my father said that I was not allowed to go home, he did not forbid me to go to the company. Sometimes when I saw him, he would still ask me about my situation. It has been a long time , They saw that I was still the same as before, so they compromised. They might be worried that I would go out and mess around, this kind of prejudice against homosexuality." After Gu Yan finished speaking, he seemed to laugh at himself.

Lu Lu really wanted to ask, after you found out that your sexual orientation was different from ordinary people, didn't you want to go out and mess around?Ordinary people can't help but try things that are curious, of course he held back.But it can be imagined that a few years ago, Gu Yan, who was less than 20 years old, must have had a hard time at that time, and what could be done if the closest relatives disagreed.

Gu Yan's parents have now accepted it, and they are relatively open-minded.

In fact, not every homosexual is willing to come out publicly. Although the times have improved a lot, most people still do not support their attitude towards homosexuality.

Lu Lu admired Gu Yan's approach.Most homosexuals will only come out publicly to their family members after they have found their other half. In that case, the family will not point their finger at their son, but the son's so-called other half.The family members would insult and accuse each other with all kinds of ugly words, blaming the other party for bringing up their son and so on.In fact, it is not the case. Homosexuality is mostly born, and most of the sons are already gay, so they can't blame others.

And Gu Yan's approach is very manly, he chooses to face the blame from his family by himself, and clears away unilateral obstacles.When you meet that person, this level, that person doesn't have to go through it again.And he will likely face condemnation from that person's family.With his own power, he bears the anger of two families, but the person he shelters doesn't have to face it.The courage embodied in this kind of self-sacrifice really made Lu Lu admire.

But that's all.Lu Lu still wanted to be a straight man, marry a wife, and have a child, just like ordinary normal men. He didn't dare to think about the road of homosexuality.

Lu Lu comforted me politely: "It's okay now, you've made it through. It will only get better and better in the future."

Gu Yan responded: "Anyway, sooner or later, we have to face it."

Lu Lu still couldn't help being curious: "How did you find out that you are gay? Have you ever had a girlfriend before?"

Gu Yan smiled: "Then Lu Lu, how do you know that you are heterosexual?"

Lu Lu thought to himself, how did he find out?It seems that since childhood, there has been a perception that boys should like girls.There is no explicit stipulation to make it clear, but it seems to be a convention.When I was older, I was exposed to various cultures of the island country, and I discovered that some unknown desires were indeed inspired by the opposite sex.As for same-sex action movies, he hasn't watched them yet, and he doesn't dare to watch them and doesn't want to.

Could it be that Gu Yan watched the wrong movie, which led to wrong sexual orientation.

No, in middle school, when I took physiology class, I should have understood the knowledge that should be popularized.

Lu Lu said, "I have always been heterosexual."

Gu Yan said: "I know."

Lu Lu said, "So what about you?"

Gu Yan thought for a while and said: "I can't tell the specifics, after all, this kind of thing is born."

Gu Yan's answer was rather perfunctory, obviously not intending to make it clear.It took a process to find out that my sexual orientation was different from that of ordinary people. Lu Lu didn't continue to ask.

A phone call lasted for more than an hour, which broke the limit of the land route.When I hung up the phone, the phone was already hot.

I don't know if it's because Gu Yan was bored in city A, and when he caught someone, he tried to talk, but unfortunately, the message he sent hit the gun.

On this day, after Lu Lu hung up the phone, he went to bed after watching a movie online.

The days passed quickly, August passed in the blink of an eye, and September ushered in.

Every September is the beginning of the school year, and several college students in the group are wailing, saying that they are going to school, and the other people who come over complain that even if you go to school, it is still the same.

This is indeed a good statement. If it is only a professional course arranged by the school, it will not be too busy, and the school will not force students to study at night.In the same university, some people can live their lives busy and fulfilling, while others can spend their lives relaxed and leisurely.

However, this kind of excessive leisure may also allow me to spend an empty university where other professional courses barely pass the test except for eating, drinking and having fun.To be honest, it is meaningless, even wasting this precious youthful time.

Lu Lu felt that he was that type of person who would be drawn out as a negative teaching material.So, as someone who has been there, he said earnestly: "You should cherish the four years and do more meaningful things."

This remark made several other working parties agree very much.For a while, this game group became a place to spread positive energy.

However, people seldom understand these truths in the present moment. They always have to wait for their own experience before they know it.

In addition to the group, the message area of ​​Lu Lu's novels also made Lu Lu feel the arrival of the new semester.

Many readers said that school is about to start, and there is no way to follow up on novels. They still encourage you to work hard and update, saying that you will read it on weekends.

It was only then that Lu Lu realized that most of the readers who followed his novels were student parties.

There are even many high school parties, because university parties have time every day, and those who say they only have time on weekends are basically middle school parties, and their online time will be limited.

Lu Lu replied to those readers one by one under several student party messages.

"Study hard~ The novel is here, you can't escape."

With the start of school, Lu Lu saw that although the daily click-through rate and bookmarks were still increasing, they were not as fast as before. Students were still the main force in reading the website.

Although it is said that the working party has more free time to arrange, it basically spends it on family and social life.And reading this kind of click entertainment is not very popular with the working party.Daytime work is already dull and boring. When it’s time to get off work, more people will choose to go to the gym to sweat, or go to the bar to enjoy a lively night.

And when they have their own children, more people spend their time on their children, and reading novels really becomes a luxury.

Lu Lu feels that there is still a big age gap between the audiences of his novels, although they are generally young people who are interested in the subject matter of online games and danmei.But the leap from the middle school party to the working party is basically a gap of ten years, and the proportion of the two parts is evenly matched.

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