Your heart's desire

Luo Yan usually has an iceberg face, only occasionally showing a little smile when talking to Lin Ying.

Now such a sentence, the sentence is still very cold, without the slightest expression on his face, Lin Ying can't help but tremble, and the whole person is much more awake.

He Jian was standing beside the charcoal stove adding charcoal, and Chi Pin sat with his back to the bed beside the varnish square table in the hall, holding a jug of wine and was enjoying himself.The two of them turned their faces away when they heard these words.

Luo Yan's face was very close to Lin Ying's, Lin Ying subconsciously turned his head to the side, just in time to meet Chi Pin's eyes, but found that Chi Pin's eyes were red and his cheeks were full of tears, and he yelled abnormally: " enough!"

Then Luo Yan suddenly realized something, his face sank, he straightened up slowly, straightened his clothes, coughed lightly, and poured a cup of hot water from the square plate beside the bed.

The wind outside has not stopped even at this hour, pulling the branches outside the house and making soft noises all the time.

Ding Xiang heard the movement and hurriedly opened the door and walked in. The wind slammed the door shut, making everyone in the room tremble with fright.

Lin Ying looked at Chi Pin, and lifted his upper body up on the mattress in amazement.He asked tentatively, "What happened?"

With such a movement, the sound of breathing became heavier, and the smell of sandalwood in the nostrils became more intense, but it was able to detect some clues.

Just asking, the tears that had almost dried up in Chi Pin's eyes burst again.A few words stammered and trembled in his mouth: "Sir...Mr...."

Before he could hear a word clearly, he suddenly seemed to be unable to bear it any longer, he hurriedly turned his head back, lowered his head, hugged his head in his hands and cried, completely collapsed.

He Jian put the lid on the stove and walked to Chipin's side in two steps.Although there is no sad or happy expression, a person who is as happy as before can still see the heavy heart at the moment.

He bowed his waist and stood like that, his hands passed from Chi Pin's waist forward, his chin lightly rested on his shoulder, and he tilted his head and kissed his right cheek lightly, comforting him in a whisper. : "It's okay, it's okay!"

Luo Yan's lips moved slightly. Seeing this situation, Lin Ying turned his head to meet Lin Ying's very curious eyes, and he could only speak helplessly: "It seems that this matter is up to me!"

Lin Ying didn't move, didn't say a word, looked at him quietly, saw that he was thinking about it, and then opened his mouth: "Jin Shicai...he came to the house!"

He didn't have the ability to tell him the news of Jin Shicai's death very calmly without changing his face, but suddenly his mind turned a corner, and he picked up a word that was easier for him to accept.

"Sir, did he come to the house? When did it happen?"

Lin Ying just woke up, his mind was still a little dazed, he didn't seem to understand the meaning of his words, so he asked back.

Luo Yan raised his eyes from low to high, and just looked at him straightly, knowing that he was a shrewd person in his heart, waiting for him to react.

Lin Ying took another look at Chi Pin's heartbroken appearance, sniffed the strong aroma in his nose, listened to the hurried voices from the mansion, coupled with Luo Yan's just words, followed the trace, and actually got the answer.

There was a sudden tremor in the heart, and it was as if there was a sudden lack of breath in the chest.He was not very well-to-do, but at this moment he coughed twice more violently, so bad that he covered his mouth with a piece of white silk, a mouthful of blood splashed on it, and kicked his legs to the sky.

Luo Yan hurriedly helped him upright, padded his back so that he could lean on, and slowly caressed one arm on his chest, his face suddenly became anxious: "Don't worry, don't worry, you Your health is important, we have to help you solve this matter, it has already happened, it is better to mourn. He is already at the house, if he sees you like this, how can he leave with peace of mind!"

Luo Yan's words, persuasive words are very ingenious, knowing that he hates this thing most in his heart, he can deliberately avoid some shocking words, slowly and slowly, which is just right.

Needless to say, Lin Ying, tears kept streaming down his cheeks, Luo Yan stretched out his sleeves and kept wiping him, but there were still big drops of tears slipping down his neck and flowing into the skirt of his clothes.

His expression was wrinkled exaggeratedly, and his mouth was opened wide. He didn't look sad like Chipin, but cried with his head in his arms, and shouted hoarsely.

These three people were all students of Jin Shicai.Chipin is just like Lin Ying, who was adopted by Mr. Jin.

The difference is that Lin Yingnian's brother and sister were separated from their family, and they completely relied on Jin Shicai, treating him like a adoptive father.But Luo Yan just lost his parents, and there are other relatives at home.In the end, he took this gold just as an outsider.

Not to mention Luo Yan, the two have been together for less than a year after all, and the time has been too long, the relationship has already faded, so there is nothing to be sad about.

However, although the two people in the room were so sad, especially Lin Ying who was crying heartbroken, he felt very uncomfortable seeing him, but his always cold heart seemed to be roasted, and it melted in an instant, and the sockets of his eyes Enduring it, the tears flowed out uncontrollably.

The weather has not been very good since the wind picked up during the day.The house has some funeral affairs, and even the chatter and laughter between the maids and servants in the past has become weaker, and the whole house is filled with a low-key atmosphere.

The red lanterns at the gate were supposed to be kept for a few days to take advantage of the festive atmosphere of the Chinese New Year, but today the servants have moved the ladders and replaced them with plain white.

The door couplets were wrapped with plain white satin, and stacks of paper money fluttered in the wind in the yard, making people shudder.

The people in the house walked back and forth with their belongings, their steps were much faster than before, and they didn't even dare to chat with anyone.

Lin Ying used to have a good temper and was not strict with his servants, but they did take a lot of laziness.

Ever since Luo Yan came to the mansion, even if he cheered up to do things every day, he would be punished every day. Now that something happened in the mansion again, no one wanted to suffer from this bad luck.

Those of them who are slaves and servants, it is a trivial matter if they don't have food, if they meet a cruel master, if they are cruel, they will lose their lives, so naturally they should be more careful.

People are carried on the door leaf, and the Jiangnan countryside pays more attention to it. Putting the first dead on the door means keeping them out of the gate of ghosts. The person next to him will speak clearly and clearly, and it will be over after he enters the coffin.

There was originally an ancestral hall dedicated to the spirit tablets in the Lin Mansion.A few days ago, I was late to hire my parents' memorial day, but I didn't even have lunch on that day, so I pulled the carriage and bought all the paper money within a five-mile radius.

Lin Ying and the two originally wanted to take the salary and hold a good ceremony.He didn't care about what he saw, he didn't think he was kneeling alone in the mourning hall to burn paper money, but he was inexperienced, he didn't find a charcoal fire basin to carry around, and it was windy at the end of autumn, and he hadn't burned a few pages yet. , the thick pile beside him was set on fire, and finally the entire ancestral hall could not be saved.

Now, if you take a look in the backyard, you can still see the paper money piled up like a wall, which looks very scary.

So this time, the people were placed in the main hall where the entrance came, and the servants took the square table and lit the sticks of incense. They just made do with it, and they didn't know what etiquette to follow, so they waited for Lin Ying to wake up Make up your mind again.

The four walked back and forth through the corridor to the front hall, stood by the gate and looked in.

The people were separated by a curtain, Chipin three had just met, now turned his back and did not want to see each other again, Lin Ying sobbed, raised his right arm, trembling unsteadily, bent over towards the The corner of the curtain is gone.

Luo Yan suddenly grabbed his hand, which made him silent, his body trembled from top to bottom.

"Forget it, don't look at it!"

Luo Yan looked at him with sincere eyes, raised his eyebrows, and tried to stop him.

Lin Ying glanced at him sideways, the cry was already very weak, but his eyes were bloodshot, and it was scary to stare slightly.

He withdrew his hand very sensibly, and Lin Ying pulled the white sedan chair up slightly, and saw a severely pale face came into view, with no trace of blood on his lips, and a scar on his neck. The imprint has turned dark black.

He sank back, almost staggered and sat on the ground, Luo Yan's eyes were sharp, and he stretched out his hand to wrap his arms around his waist.Blinking his eyelids, he sighed lightly: "I told you not to look at it!"

Because of the silence, the beating of Lin Ying's heart was very obvious.He looked terrified, as if he was terrified, and his breathing gradually became heavier. He grabbed Luo Yan's arm with one hand and clenched it tightly. If it wasn't for the heavy clothes in winter, it would definitely be embedded in the flesh. There was blood in it.

"Tell me, what happened... what happened?" He stammered, and the emotions that had gradually eased in the room just now were brought up again, but his attention was shifted to the cause of death.

Luo Yanxu had already thought up an idea on the road, and now he didn't even think about it, so he opened his mouth and said, "Mr. At that time, the house was in a mess, and people were hanging on the beams, and there was no way to save them!"

Seeing that persuasion was not a good idea, he simply did the opposite, intentionally stimulating Lin Ying's nerves, and wanted Lin Ying to accept this fact as soon as possible.

But even He Jian next to him felt that what he said was a bit exaggerated, so he pushed him from behind and quickly gave him winks.He glanced at Chi Pin next to him pleasingly, and there was even a little hostility in his eyes.

Sure enough, in Lin Ying's opinion, the two of them are not familiar enough to make such a joke.

When he heard the words, his face immediately became even uglier. Tears flowed from the upper part, and a word was uttered with great difficulty from the lower part of his mouth. Although he was a little flustered, he could still hear clearly: "Get out!"

On weekdays, he is always careful and courteous, and treats each other patiently. There are many reasons for this because Luo Yan helped him save Jin Shicai's life.Now that the situation is like this, he can no longer care about it.

For Lin Ying, the sky has fallen, and nothing can occupy a place in his heart at this moment, let alone the respect and humility of the past.