Your heart's desire

Chi Pin frowned and looked at Lin Ying in front of him, not understanding why he had a sudden emotional breakdown.

They had known each other for nearly five years.For such a long time, although his life was not very good, he was also strong-tempered and rarely shed tears.

But in the past few days, he has been crying frequently, feeling so sad that his heart is broken.

Luo Yan grinned, the pain on his body was really hard to cover up, but in a flash, he immediately returned to his normal state, and he didn't know what to say, so he put his other hand over, tightly pulling Lin Ying's eyes In a blink of an eye, his mind seemed to be a little unclear.

"It's cold outside, let's move him into the house quickly!"

Seeing him, Chi Pin was already in a panic and only cared about being sad.After saying a word, he didn't respond for a long time, and quickly stretched out his hand to pat him: "What are you doing in a daze, can you lose your life?"

Lin Ying suddenly came back to his senses, raised his sleeves and wiped away his tears, then glanced at Luo Yan, who was almost unconscious, and immediately followed Chi Pin's movements with his hands together, muttering hurriedly: "Yes, save him quickly, save him quickly , he can't die, he can't die!"

Two people staggered into the door, the blood was torn together in front of the house, it was shocking to see.

The west of the city is remote, and it takes some time to get to the city.He Jian drove out of the house not long after, Luo Yan was already on the verge of dying, and he might never wait for the doctor to come again.

Chi Pin grew up on the side of the mountain when he was young, so he knew a little about herbs, seeing that there was nothing he could do at the moment, he went out and picked a few seedlings that could stop the bleeding.

When he returned to the room, Luo Yan's personal servant had already taken the doctor to serve him.

Standing on the side of the bed and asking Lin Ying's ins and outs carefully, I heard that Luo Yan brought it with him when he came out of the house, but both of them felt that it seemed that they had never seen each other in the house.

Chi Pin glanced at the medicine box he brought, and he didn't even have some necessary items for a visit, let alone any other panacea, his expression and speech looked very suspicious.

He pulled Lin Ying aside and asked, "Can you believe it? If something happens, everyone in our family will die to accompany this master!"

Chi Pin wanted to beat around the bush, but in front of Lin Ying, he was frank and undisguised, as if suddenly taking off his armor and taking a good rest, he didn't care about some words at all, and said everything in the most direct way .

This is exactly what Lin Ying thought was very rare, so he didn't try to persuade Chipin to be more tactful, and tears were still rolling in his eyes.

But he stopped crying, his mood became much more stable, and he looked at Chi Pin helplessly: "Now we have no choice but to gamble, if something happens to him, you can all blame me for the crime. I don't regret dying now, you and He Jian must be together!"

At the end of the story, there was despair on his face, as if he had already prepared for the worst.

As soon as the tone fell, Chi Pin hurriedly stretched out his hand to cover his mouth: "Hey, what a stupid thing to say. According to what you say, we are all ruthless people. Besides, Luo Yan usually How few people have been offended, even if you die in our house, what does it have to do with you and me!"

Lin Ying sighed. Although he knew that Chipin was speaking for himself, Luo Yan was after all trying to save himself. When Chipin said this, he felt that he was a heartless master, so he quickly refuted: "That's not what you said. of!"

It's just that before he could continue speaking, Chi Pin's eyes suddenly became very strange when he raised his eyes, which made him stop suddenly.

"What are you doing looking at me like that?"

Chi Pin's eyes suddenly became very serious, and he moved closer to his face with two steps, whispering so quietly that no one else could hear: "Wei Zhi, aren't you tempted?"

Lin Ying was startled, flustered, and wanted to refute.But after opening his mouth, he felt that the more he explained, the more powerless he seemed to be, and he swallowed the words again, and only said: "Wait for him to wake up, let's talk about something when he wakes up!"

Chi Pin swallowed a mouthful of saliva, his throat moved, he pondered for a while, then nodded his head several times, not daring to look at Lin Ying, and said very quickly: "You can stay with him, since the doctor is here You don’t have to worry about it, why did he get a new high-quality jade, and bought it at a huge price, I have to go and watch it with him, so as not to cause anything.”

He tried his best to be very indifferent, and his tone was very disapproving.That's all, he hurriedly lifted the curtain and left.

The wind and snow were raging outside, and it was beyond control. When the wooden door was pushed open, even the cotton curtain was raised, and the snow foam came up to meet him. Lin Ying ignored him and hurriedly stepped forward to close the curtain on the side of the bed Pulled up.

The doctor took his pulse for him, scalded the towel with hot water, and slowly wiped off the blood on his body, tearing the clothes on Luo Yan's shoulders.

Seeing that Lin Ying posted him, the servant next to him rolled his eyes, glanced at Luo Yan on the bed, immediately pulled Lin Ying aside, and hurriedly said: "My lord, the doctor said, my master has no life. Worry, but the wound is a bit deep, so you have to handle it carefully, I think you should avoid it, okay?"

The young servant was taller than Lin Ying, standing in front of him, covering the entire bed.

He slightly tiptoed around the boy's head, and he will see Luo Yan's head.That cold and handsome face remained motionless, calm and indifferent, as if there was no trace of pain.

Before he had time to take another look, the boy stopped talking and started pulling him away.

"My lord, for the good of my family, you'd better not make things difficult for the little one!"

The two looked at each other, and then he suddenly realized that after all, this person in front of him was someone who was closer to Luo Yan, and what was his relationship with him, why did he care so much about him.

The two walked out of the house along the stone steps, and the ground was already white.The winter plums in the courtyard were covered with white snow, and they were completely inseparable.

The gust of wind was blowing, and layers of white mist were blowing up. He flicked his sleeves, and some omissions were hit on the face, making people more sober.

His thoughts were complicated, he was suddenly a little scared, and he couldn't figure out why once someone got close to him, he would end up like this in the end.

Mr. Jin is such a good person, he did not find a good man to start a family when he was young, but he took them all homeless people under his command and took good care of them every day. He was middle-aged, never married, never had fun, Then he died and returned to heaven.

If you want to say that good people have short lives, but Luo Yan is already a bad person in the eyes of others. He is worried about his life every day, but accidents happen in a single accident. This is a solid proof of the paradox.

Could it be that he should have found a place where no one was around to hide and spend the day, so as not to drag Chipin and He Jian into trouble again, at that time, he might regret what he did again.

Standing outside the door, the body suddenly lost strength, leaned his back against the facade, and sat on the ground with his buttocks, his mood was bottomless despair, the mood was bleak, and it made people feel sad.

The cold fragrance of plum blossoms paved the surface, which reminded him of that line in the poem.

"Meixu is three points less white than snow, but snow is less fragrant than plum."

In the end, it is only when I really feel something that I can truly understand the meaning of the words.

Just like Luo Yan's tenderness and coldness, each has its own merits, but only that softness penetrated into the deepest part of his heart.

That was the first person who was willing to risk his life to protect him after his husband's death. For the first time, Lin Ying realized very clearly that he really had a crush on Luo Yan.

In a daze, the person did not fall asleep.By the time the doctor opened the door and came out, another hour or so had passed.

It was cold outside, he curled up in a corner, Lilac came to persuade him once, advised him to go to the front hall to warm up for a while, but he remained motionless, as if he had grown to the ground.

In the end, Ding Xiang had no choice but to force him to add a few more robes. At this time, she quickly stood up, but she was already caught in the wind and cold, and sneezed violently.

"What happened to Qing Shan?"

Layer after layer of restraints on his body all slipped to the ground when he stood up.There was only one-hearted anxiety on his face.

Ding Xiang hurriedly bent down to pick it up on the ground, and covered him up again, and for the first time, he said against his will: "Your Excellency, I have caught a cold, please ask the doctor to prescribe a prescription to recuperate!"

Lin Ying glanced back at her and didn't say anything else. When he turned around, the doctor smiled and said, "It's nothing serious. I've already treated the wound. The medicine is changed every two days. It's good to keep it healthy." Yes, just one thing, don't make any big moves, the wound will easily burst open."

After finishing speaking, Lin Ying nodded hurriedly, and then turned to Ding Xiang: "Little girl, follow me, and bring back the medicines for both of you!"

Ding Xiang saluted, walked up with the steps, and kept looking back at Lin Ying, seeing that Lin Ying put down the burden on his body, stepped into the house vigorously, and disappeared in a short while.

After entering the room, he opened the curtain and saw that Luo Yan had his eyes open inside. Seeing his anxious face, he ran two steps panting heavily, grinned, and jokingly said: "Why, I'm afraid I'm afraid Did you kick your leg and kick it?"

Lin Ying pulled his face suddenly, seeing that he was still able to joke, he let out a long breath, but took a sharp breath.

At this time, the cough could no longer be suppressed, and there was a violent shaking, and it was very uncomfortable to caress the chest.

"Hey, haven't you been suffering from the cold outside the house, well, I won't joke with you anymore!"

Luo Yanben was very happy. Seeing this situation, his expression suddenly wrinkled, and he hurriedly got up to pat him on the shoulder, but he suddenly pressed him with his hand: "Take care of yourself first, I am just a minor illness Little calamity, it's okay!"

The two hands touched again, Luo Yan clasped him very naturally, Lin Ying trembled suddenly, looked at him meaningfully, but did not let go.

"Weizhi, I'm afraid I'm going to stay at your house for a while longer with this injury, the doctor said..."

"I know, you can stay at ease!"