Your heart's desire

All the fires in this world cannot be contained by paper.This is an eternal truth.

Luo Yan felt this very deeply in his heart at this moment.

The white plums outside the house have fallen cleanly, and the plain white on the ground has turned into dust and mud, and there are not a few traces of it to be seen.

The severe cold has reached the end, and only the dry branches of the yard are left shaking violently with the wind, as if they are trying to fight tenaciously.

It was the object he used to confess his mistakes to Lin Ying, and at this moment, it seemed quite appropriate to mock him.

He used to stand under this plum blossom tree, and for a moment his head came to his mind, and then he played out such a bitter trick just like the day when Chuchu came to Lin's mansion, to make Lin Ying soften his heart.

Lin Ying was sitting bent down beside him right now, with sad eyes, and the look in his eyes, obviously he had understood everything. He slowly moved his palm upwards, and pinched the wound on his back fiercely. With one blow, his whole body trembled in pain, almost rolling off the bed.

"My lord's injury today is quite natural. The ancients said that practice makes perfect, which is true and reasonable. Seeing your lord's pitiful appearance now, I am more pitiful than half a month ago!"

Listening to his words, Luo Yan spoke slowly, with a mixture of indignation and sarcasm in his eyes, as if he was not only asking for an explanation, but just an ignorant blame.

"Weizhi..."

Lin Ying didn't touch him again, and just looked at him sideways after speaking.He tilted his neck and looked at him. He felt that his movements were a little stiff, so he moved the place with the support of his arms, and then rolled over to the side, facing him sideways.

Whether he wants an explanation or not, his own explanation is inevitable.

When Lin Ying just entered, he didn't close the door tightly, and it creaked and twisted when the wind blew.

Looking sideways, he heard Luo Yan calling him this small word again, and his heart became even more uncomfortable. Hearing this lifetime address made him feel a burst of deep disgust, and interrupted him before he could open his mouth.

"After all, my lord is a dragon and a phoenix among people. This relationship is all up to you. You can take what you want and give up what you don't want. It's a joy that Lin Ying can't compare to.

Lin Ying is nothing more than a piece of worthless waste, and really can't stand up to the family of the lord, the lord was injured today to save my family's servants, this kind of love, the next official will definitely tell the emperor, and say something good for the lord . "

Squeeze out a smiling face as much as possible in the words, and make the relationship between himself and Luo Yan very clear.

The previous time was an oolong, and the latter was not due to me, so this life-saving grace no longer exists.

But after such a long paragraph, I suddenly felt that I was standing here at this moment, and it seemed that there was no point in arguing with him.

On the contrary, it seemed that he cared about it, and even after he finished speaking, he got up and walked towards the outside of the house.

General Luo Yan supported the bed and straightened his body up. After carefully thinking about the meaning of his words, his heart suddenly panicked, and he was very worried that his hard work for so long would be wasted in just a short while.

She reached out to pull him, but was in vain, and almost fell to the ground in a flash.

Lin Ying had already made up his mind to go, and he panicked for a moment, as if angry, he shouted behind him: "Why should I do this? Lin Weizhi, have you ever thought about it?"

With a simple word, the effect is obvious, Lin Ying stopped suddenly, but did not turn around.

"Yes, I lied to you, but I also regret why I did this. For so many years, no one has allowed me to make any strange decisions, but since I met you, I don't even know who I am.

I even feel that I can give up for you everything I once wanted with all my heart.

I did whatever I could to stay in your house and to beg you to stay with me. I acted out such a play.I hate it too, and I don't want to do this, I really can't help it! "

He spoke extremely emotionally, probably because he was used to being cold-blooded and ruthless in the past, but the person in front of him suddenly made him taste the smell of fireworks in the world, the adaptation of the past half a month, and the fear of realizing that he has silently changed , almost devoured him.

"I don't think I've ever been a good person, but I have you in my heart, and I can make any changes for you. I love you frankly.

And you, if you really don't have me in your heart, you shouldn't have given me the slightest hope because of these guilts. You dragged me deeper and deeper step by step, and became more and more irrational. It's so easy to smoke. "

By now his eye sockets were wet, his voice was a little choked up and he couldn't hear clearly, like a child who has been wronged all the time.

"You still don't have me in your heart. When you justified the late hire and defended him unreasonably, do you know how uncomfortable I was? You covered it up so clumsily that you didn't even know what you saw. I can see what Chipin means to you, do you really think I'm an idiot who can't hear or see?"

The door was already flickering, and there was a lot of noise, but after all, he could hear this passage clearly. Lin Ying turned around and smiled, with a rather helpless expression on his face, as if he had heard a long joke: "That's really true. I am embarrassing my lord, but what happened to me and Chipin, it seems that I really don't have anything to do with your lord, so what does your lord have to do with me?

If your lord feels that Lin's residence is uncomfortable, you can go back home, and you can read me a book in front of the emperor, and the subordinate officials will never complain! "

When I was emotional, I opened my heart and said something and didn't think it was wrong. Now seeing Lin Ying's expression and tone, I suddenly reacted as if I said something wrong.

But since this is the end of the conversation, it might as well be more straightforward.

He suffocated a heavy breath in his chest, coughed violently twice, and his face became weaker.

"Master Lin, are you trying to settle accounts with me? Then I will settle accounts with you. Even if I never saved you back then, and today I only saved your family servants, then Jin Shicai's life What are you going to do with me?"

Lin Ying heard that Mr. Jin's name was taboo, his heart trembled, and he hurriedly turned to look at him.

He supported the bed and stood up as hard as he could, and walked all the way along the bluestone floor with his bare feet, his voice was weak: "Even if Jin Shicai still died later, you have committed this debt. Lin Weizhi, With this debt, I will eat you for the rest of my life!"

"Isn't this matter settled long ago? That night you..."

Eager to make an excuse, when it came to this point, I felt a little inappropriate, so I stopped.

"That night, what happened that night, but what happened?"

He staggered, and when he came to the front, he bumped and suddenly fell towards Lin Ying.Lin Ying subconsciously hugged him into his arms, and the two of them fell on the ground on top of each other.

Although there is a stove burning in the house, the coldness on the bluestone floor cannot be eliminated. Lin Ying suddenly touched it behind him, as if thousands of ice needles behind him were pierced along the back and pierced through the body. All the meridians froze, and his body shivered uncontrollably.

"be careful……"

Luo Yan was only wearing a semi-transparent silk shirt, and the white gauze behind him was clearly visible.

Lin Ying subconsciously tried his best to push his body away from him. He was anxious for a while, and he was halfway through his concerned words, and suddenly fell silent.

"You care about me?"

Luo Yan smiled, as if what he said just now was for others to listen to, his brows and eyes were wide open at this moment.

"I do not have!"

From such a close distance, Lin Ying felt a heart beating violently in his chest, the thumping sound was clear in his ears, and the hot air from Luo Yan's nose gushed thinly, and his cheeks flushed a lot for a while.

He was holding Luo Yan's body in his hands, fearing that he would accidentally fall with his back to the ground, the resentment he had just now seemed to disappear suddenly.

"What happened that night, Wei Zhi, do you know?"

He curled the corner of his mouth, it was just a joke, but he saw that Lin Ying's face showed seriousness: "Actually, it was that night you forced it... I realized that I really put you in my heart, Qingshan, we I didn't lie to you, I really put you in my heart!"

Luo Yan was startled for a while, and after thinking for a while, he realized that he was angry that day because he misunderstood what he had done out of the ordinary.

Thinking about this, I feel dumbfounded.After hearing his words again, my heart really warmed up, and I pressed my lips together: "I believe it, Wei Zhi, I believe it!"

After a few encounters, Lin Ying seemed to be familiar with the road, and responded very proactively at this moment.

After a while, I felt that the wind blowing through the crack of the door chilled my spine and hurt my wound.

Luo Yan suddenly moved his head away. Luo Yan shook his head, stretched out his hand and pushed his chest, and he fell down on the bed. A gust of wind lifted the curtain beside the bed and covered Luo Yan .

A pair of slender and powerful legs, with firm and delicate skin, although they can't compare with those ladies from aristocratic families who wear makeup, they are considered the best among men.

His eyes stayed on the chest for a moment, saw the tight muscles, and then looked down, Lin Ying couldn't help but stop his eyes on Luo Yan's waist.

"This one……"

He stuttered a little.

Luo Yan smiled: "Didn't you already meet half a month ago, are you still shy now?"