Your heart's desire

The breeze blew rustlingly from the end of the long street, slipped in through the opening of her lowered neck and swam all over her body.

Lin Ying's feelings were indifferent, and he didn't react. He just stared at the envoy's mouth, waiting for his answer later, and then confirmed his conjecture step by step.

"Weizhi, it's cold, why don't you let someone enter the room, sit down and have a good chat, don't worry!"

In order to make the identity is a secret, not easily revealed.It was a bit offensive for Lin Ying to ask so unrulyly. Seeing the embarrassment on the envoy's face, Luo Yan hurried up to make a rescue, grabbing Lin Ying's shirt and pulling it aside.

"Don't pull me, I know what I'm doing, I don't mean anything else."

Lin Ying didn't move, and didn't reach out to push Luo Yan, his face was very indifferent, looking back, there was only melancholy and tears in his eyes.

Luo Yan was taken aback by his appearance, and stood cautiously aside, suddenly a little at a loss, copied his hands, as if suddenly feeling a little cold, and slowly stepped back.

The envoy stood in front of the people with a dazed expression on his face. Seeing this situation, it seemed that he had Luo Yan's permission, so he felt relieved.

"Are you...are you pregnant?"

Ask again, the teardrops can no longer be hidden, and there is a burst of warmth when they fall on the tiger's mouth.

The man in front of him twitched his throat slightly, glanced at Luo Yan, saw Luo Yan nodded, fell silent for a while, and then nodded.

"Then you are from the Central Plains? From Jiangbei? Surnamed Lin?"

Lin Ying's emotions became more and more agitated as he uttered a few words in succession.The hands that supported the man were trembling all the time.

Luo Yan was taken aback, wondering if Lin Ying could recognize this person?But thinking about it carefully, how could he, a foreigner, meet Lin Ying.

He just felt that Lin Ying's words became more and more excessive the more he asked, and finally couldn't help but want to intervene and turn over this article to ease the embarrassment.

Not wanting to move around, he saw that the envoy in front of Lin Ying was full of surprise, as if Lin Ying had guessed all these words, and put Lin Ying's arm behind his back, frowning anxiously: "You How do you know?"

This sentence is enough to explain everything.Lin Ying finally couldn't help but break down emotionally. Looking at the familiar face of the man, the lips were slightly long, and there was a humming sound in his throat, his eyelids were tightly knit together with his brows, and he was already sobbing.

"Weizhi!"

Luo Yan didn't know what happened, stood aside and wanted to say something but didn't know where to start, so he just called out his name.But he saw that his knees suddenly softened, he slid down the body of the man, and knelt down on the ground with a plop.

"What are you doing, my lord, you can't do it!"

The envoy was curious and shocked at first, and also a little bit surprised. After being frightened by his actions, he suddenly lost his mind, only his heart throbbed and felt uncomfortable.

"father……"

Holding Lin Ying's arm with both hands, he was about to try his best to prop him up, but Lin Ying spat out such a word, which made the envoy and Luo Yan freeze in place.

"what……"

Luo Yan looked down at Lin Ying, but Lin Ying laid his body limply on the leg of the envoy, sobbing more and more obvious between his breath, wiping his snot and tears on the hem of the envoy's clothes.

"What did you call me?"

Fanzi's clothes are quite different from those of the Central Plains, the cumbersome decorations are very heavy on the body, and even the waist is not easy to bend too completely, so he can only gently roll his body sideways, which is very uncomfortable.

The octagonal lantern held by the girl was blown violently by the wind, trembling in the air, the seedlings inside hissed a few times, flickering on and off, after all, after the wind passed by, it still brightened up without any risk .

Lin Ying cried for a while, tried his best to calm down his emotions, raised his head, tears flowed from his cheeks to his temples, completely out of control.

"Father, I'm Weizhi, Weizhi. Dad took me to watch the fireworks and go to the market. Dad also said that when Weizhi grows up, he will find a beautiful wife for Weizhi!"

Trying to speak clearly, but at the end, Lin Ying's emotions still choked up uncontrollably.

"Weizhi..."

The envoy said softly, and the astonishment on his face just now gradually turned into a kind of pain. His mouth was tilted downwards, and he put his hands on both sides of Lin Ying's cheeks and kneaded gently. Tears finally flowed from the wrinkled face, and he stretched out his hand to wipe them away, as if he couldn't believe it, he just muttered: "Wei Zhi? Are you really Wei Zhi?"

The feelings that had been accumulated in Lin Ying's heart for many years seemed to be ignited at this moment, and exploded with a bang.

He lost his family when fleeing famine in Jiangbei, and lost his sister when he was in Jiangnan.

Nearly a month ago, Mr. Jin left him. Some time ago, both He Jian and Chi Pin fell off the cliff, and his life and death are unknown.

Although Luo Yan said that Chipin may not have died, but he knew that if he fell from such a high boundary, he would be able to escape to a certain extent, but even if he did not die, he would not know if he would have a chance to meet in the rest of the situation.

All his life, he thought about parting, separated from every important person around him one by one.

He has also been looking for it all his life, but more and more people are looking for it, and it is almost impossible to tell what he was born for in his whole life.

After standing up and crying for a while, a pair of men and horses climbed up the steps very silently, and filed into Lin's mansion.

Luo Yan stayed at the back, dispersed the guards in Jinyi, then ordered Ding Xiang to fill up some dishes from the south of the Yangtze River, and followed into the hall.

Surrounded by the stove, with the aroma of wine and vegetables on the table, the father and son started a long talk.Lin Ying told his father about the events of these years.

How did he survive those years, the things he saw, the books he read, the questions of the imperial examination, and the interesting things about Lin Fu.

I didn't feel it when I didn't talk about it before, but now I talk about it in a whole way, but I have sorted out some things that I didn't understand in the past. After I finished speaking, I didn't feel as sad as I expected, but it was more a kind of relief.

Mr. Jin, late hire, why not, those memories that have never been uttered before, suddenly opened the sealed door, those words that were practiced many times before going to bed, finally spoke out in one go.

"Father, I will definitely find my sister, I will!"

Compared with the sadness when he mentioned it before, when he said it now, it seemed that the appearance of this person in front of him gave him confidence, and he became more determined.

Father Lin held the teacup in one hand and grabbed Lin Ying's arm with the other. He never moved his eyes away from the moment he entered the room. Unrecognizable, his heart seemed to be hammered violently with a hammer hanging, he was breathless, sniffed lightly, and kept patting his arms with his palms.

"Weizhi, what happened to your sister is not your fault, it's all father's fault. Father didn't take good care of you back then, and made your siblings suffer!"

The two of them were chatting with each other, but Luo Yan could only listen from the sidelines and couldn't get in a word.

Although I have inquired about Lin Ying's past affairs before, but hearing him talk about it in detail, I still frowned, trembling for the pain he had suffered in these years.

But after the pain was over, he suddenly realized that he had never mentioned himself in such a long speech.

I don't know if it's because he has worries in his heart, fearing that his father won't be able to accept that the daughter-in-law he found for him is just a man.

Thinking of this, it would be a lie to say that he was not unhappy, Luo Yan stood up slowly, left the seat, and walked towards the door with his head down.

As he passed behind Lin Ying in a hurry, he heard the sound of a teacup being dropped on the table, and his wrist was suddenly covered with warmth.

"Father, this is Qingshan."

Being dragged like this, Luo Yan cast his eyes on Lin Ying, and saw that he was smiling at him with his head up, the fire in the room shone brightly on his face, his face was gentle like never before, the dimples on his face It's like wanting to indulge myself in it.

"Ok?"

Luo Yan's downcast expression spread into a smiling face the moment he lowered his gaze, he let out a soft sigh, and then looked in Father Lin's direction.

The person on the opposite side also laughed, and the whole room was pulled out of the sad atmosphere that had just been immersed in it.

Father Lin seemed to have something to say, but Lin Ying didn't give him a chance. He pulled Luo Yan into his arms, placed him on the armrest of the back chair, and continued to fill in the words, finishing what he hadn't finished saying: "Dad , I am with him!"

He didn't say a word, and he was so choked that he swallowed several mouthfuls of saliva. Father Lin was obviously startled when he heard this, and he didn't react for a long time. Slowly lowered his eyes, as if he had accepted it.

Lin Ying was not in a hurry, he still had a smile on his face, without the slightest hint of guilt, more of a kind of pride.

Seeing Lin's father's reaction, Luo Yan shook his head lightly, signaling him not to continue talking. He tried to stand up with all his strength, but Lin Ying couldn't break free with the strength in his hands.

"Father, I have grown up. I know who treats me well and who treats me badly. Father, he is the one who can protect me and make me feel very at ease. "

After a pause, he continued: "Father, I've been thinking about it every night since the day I agreed to him. If you and my sister find out, they will definitely be happy for me!"

From the beginning to the end, the more he spoke, the more excited he was, and the more he talked and laughed, the happier he became.After finishing speaking, Luo Yan looked at each other, and Luo Yan was so moved that tears filled his eyes.

He used to always feel that although Lin Ying said that he would always have his own place in his heart, he never truly felt it.But at this moment, it was completely subverted.

He could feel the warmth in his body, he moved his lips together, and kissed Lin Ying involuntarily.