Your heart's desire

"My mother died in the palace. When I was 14 years old, the emperor gave my mother the title of the second-rank wife. After a carriage picked up my mother from the Taifu's mansion, when she was sent back, people were cold Lying coldly on a bed board, already out of breath. Someone came to announce that there was an assassin in the palace, and my mother was credited with saving him, and the emperor ordered my mother to be a first-rank imperial wife."

The night was getting late, the charcoal fire of the stove was already burning very vigorously, and the heat in the room was very strong, warming people's cheeks to blush.

While talking, Luo Yan took off the cotton jacket on his body.Sitting on the edge of the bed wearing only a white undershirt, when talking about these things, there is no expression.

It's just that after hearing these things about him, Lin Ying felt a little distressed when he thought about his previous temperament.

"It was that year that my father's soldiers broke through the barriers of the barbarians in the south. He used to want me to take over his mantle, and hoped that I could continue to honor his ancestors for him.

That's why I have been forced to learn the art of cavalry and archery since I was a child, to practice strategy and warfare, and to guess people's hearts.

Speaking of which, I am really uplifting, I have learned solid skills, and I can tell at a glance that the matter about my mother is the emperor warning my father. "

"Qingshan..."

Seeing that his face was getting more and more indifferent, Lin Ying followed him, called him softly, and motioned him to stop talking.

However, Luo Yan seemed to be deeply involved, he didn't even look at Lin Ying, his eyes were fixed on the ground, and his mouth didn't mean to stop.

"A woman is nothing in front of the world. My father did something wrong and made my mother hurt. He felt guilty, so he never married anyone else in the future.

But even so, I still despise him.He doesn't have the ability to protect my mother, so he still doesn't have the ability to take away this world. "

The more he talked, the more excited he became.

"He wanted this world, never for anything else, such as the emperor's stupidity, and the people's suffering. He just wanted his own thoughts, and he wanted to be the person with infinite glory above ten thousand people. Even if my mother is gone, he Still not giving up, he is still afraid that I will cause trouble for him when I am young and impulsive."

Lin Ying's forehead was sweating profusely, and he was at a loss when he saw this situation.It was just a question. For a person with his temperament, as long as he can admit it, he doesn't need any explanation.How could I have imagined that there would be so many things in it.

He put his hand on Luo Yan's shoulder, and patted it lightly as comfort.Leaning towards him, he slowly rested his chin on his own hand, tilted his head and put it next to Luo Yan's ear: "Then why do you want this world?"

Luo Yan seemed to have just woken up, staring at Lin Ying, then turned back and lowered his head:

"When I was very young, I didn't have the slightest interest in this world. It was because of my father's joy that I followed his wishes.

But later, after what happened to my mother, I found out that as long as you are under someone, no matter who that person is, you have no right to freedom and equality, no right to resist, no ability to protect, only for fish and meat fate. "

"So I want to be the one on top. Before I met you, I was always making preparations. But since I met you, my thoughts have changed again. I'm afraid that you will end up with my mother.

That's why I have cut off contact with the outside of the customs, that's why Fanzi brought so many items today, they are afraid, afraid that I will betray them. "

Luo Yan doesn't like to talk these years, so most of the time he looks taciturn.

Sitting on the edge of the bed now, it was as if the couple were doing homework, and they opened their mouths as soon as they opened their mouths, wishing to speak out all the words that had been pent up in the past ten years.

Lin Ying moved his hand down slowly, stretched it along his bosom, clasped his hands on his chest, saw something falling on his plain clothes, knew it was Luo Yan's teardrops, and hurriedly Raise your sleeves to wipe him.

"Weizhi, do you trust me?"

"Xin, I didn't blame you. I just don't want you to hide something from me and take care of everything yourself. You are not alone now. I'm here. Remember."

He hugged his hands more and more tightly. Compared with the feeling of the scene when he promised to be with Luo Yan at the beginning, now he can completely and clearly feel his thoughts for Luo Yan.

Luo Ya has become the person Chipin said that he can exchange anything in his heart.

"Remember, others will remember it for me. If not, why would you go to sue me?"

Grasping the words just now, Luo Yan said with a smile, trying to break the rather sad topic in front of him.With tears in their eyes, the two looked at each other and smiled, crying while laughing.

Although the two of them were considered to be in love with each other and had gone through some things before, but during the conversation this night, it was obvious that the two of them got closer and got to know each other a step further.

After hugging each other for a whole night, Lin Ying was so happy that he couldn't even close his mouth.I thought it was my evil star's life that was relieved by Luo Yan, and it was only a matter of time, but I was also happy with the scene of that night, and another side issue appeared.

In the morning, the three of them had breakfast, and Father Lin talked about his plans.

The identity of this envoy cannot be broken, if it is broken, the emperor will know his identity, and everyone in the Lin family will not be punished for the crime of extermination, and Luo Yan's collusion with foreign countries can also be implemented.

Besides, Lin Ying's mother was still in Fandi, life and death were uncertain, so he decided to fulfill the purpose of his trip, repay the life-saving grace, and then return to the outside of the pass, and then begged the king to let the two of them go back to Beijing Come.

Lin Ying stopped suddenly with his chopsticks, stared at him with wide-eyed eyes, and hesitated to speak.

There is nothing wrong with this plan, but there will be reunion and separation, and there are too many variables during this period, it is hard to say that something will go wrong.

Although he was reluctant in his heart, it seemed that there was no other way to speak of. He watched Luo Yan shake his head towards him, and thought about it for a while, only to realize that this is a difficult matter with two ends. This is the only step left.

After finishing the meal insipidly, he started to make preparations to send Father Lin back to the post house arranged by the palace.

The Jin Yiwei who followed yesterday was still standing close to the long street, Lin Ying called Ding Xiang to get the money bag, and rewarded the money according to the custom, seeing a few people lazily put it in his arms, he reluctantly went straight waist down.

Lin Yingli watched from the side, feeling depressed, and didn't want to say anything more. Seeing Ding Xiang approaching, he sighed, and didn't say anything else, he just waved his hand to signal her to go into the room.

I used to hear people say that the people raised in the palace are very arrogant and indulgent, and everyone is a master who climbs high and tramples low, Lin Ying still doesn't believe it.

Standing under the eaves now, looking at the scene, there was a fat guy with big ears, but it was really like a decoration to scare the rough people in the countryside. If something happens, I don’t know how many people will be there. .

In today's weather, it's not too cold outside, so it's okay to stand outside for a while, but it's strange today, the temple house next to it didn't have anyone ringing the bell early this morning. It was already lit up and there was no movement, so quiet that it made people feel a little flustered.

Lin Ying rubbed his hands, stood on tiptoe and looked sideways, although the branches in the middle were bare.

But there were too many, and nothing could be seen vaguely, only a high cold red brick wall was built there, and there was no one in the bell room on the top.

After a cup of tea, Luo Yan led Lin Fu and the three or two fans who came with him, and then stepped out the door.Hearing the sound, Lin Ying hurriedly ordered the steward to draw the horse closer, and turned back to meet him.

A few people filed out from the door, didn't say much, looked at each other, and then the subordinates led Father Lin into the sedan chair.

Luo Yan pulled Lin Ying's hand into his arms, and patted the other hand. Seeing Lin Ying looking at him, he smiled again.

"It's okay, what Fanzi wants is peace, and what the emperor wants is face and dignity, isn't it just right? Nothing else will happen, so relax!"

Speaking of the car already started, Lin Ying subconsciously glanced in the direction of the temple. The breeze blew the branches, he frowned and said, "I always feel that there is something wrong that I can't explain."

"what?"

Luo Yan had a surprised face, before Lin Ying could reply, he saw a few black shadows flashing across the corner of the bronze bell, "What is that?"

That shouted quickly, the voice was quite loud, and those Jin Yiwei were about to get into the car and follow, when they shrank suddenly in response, and pulled out the long knife from their arms.

Everyone hurriedly turned sideways to look in the direction he pointed, but it was calm and breezy, without any abnormality.

"What's the matter, Wei Zhi, what did you see?" Seeing that he was nervous, Luo Yan thought that this matter made him unhappy, and his heart was agitated.

"No, something happened, Dad has something to do!"

While Lin Ying was talking, his face was full of panic, and he held Luo Yan with both hands, and his flustered and absent-minded appearance made Luo Yan a little confused.

"Someone is going to take his life..."

After saying something, Lin Ying didn't care to say anything more, hurriedly moved towards the sedan chair, and shouted: "Stop, stop quickly, don't go any further!"

A hundred steps away, a figure poked his head out of the window to take a look.Lin Ying suddenly heard the familiar sound of arrows cutting through the air, and the grand occasion of being on the edge of the cliff when thousands of arrows were fired towards him suddenly appeared in his head. On the ground, almost roared: "No!"

He had lost late employment and He Jian in this way, how could he lose his father in this way again.

Its voice reverberated in the air, and the sound was still in the ear, the head outside the window suddenly trembled, completely drooping on the window sill, motionless, as if something was dripping down on the ground Then, a long road flowed out along the track.