Your heart's desire

Even the officials in the court did not dare to provoke Luo Yan at all. Needless to say, the guards in the palace only thought that they were blind with their eyes open, and followed Luo Yan in and out of the palace freely on weekdays.

The two galloped wildly on their horses, without getting any obstacles along the way. Just as the front feet were out of the palace gate, the back feet seemed to be unable to swallow anymore, their bodies trembled, and their cheeks were blushing.

There was still blood and water overflowing from the mouth, but it was not visible on the chest, so he pretended to do everything he could, not wanting to make Lin Ying feel more worried.

Lin Ying sat sideways on the horse's back, turned his eyes sideways, and could see Luo Yan's face in full view.

After discovering this clue, the sadness in my heart increased a bit, and I quickly stretched out my hand to hit him on the chin and said: "Qingshan, Qingshan."

Listening to his calling, Luo Qingshan turned his gaze closer, did not show his teeth, but only raised the corners of his mouth slightly, his eyes widened instantly, trying to look energetic.

Lin Ying thought of something stupid in his mind, and did it impulsively without thinking too much.

It wasn't until the knife was inserted into Luo Yan's chest that he suddenly woke up from a daze.

Seeing the blood all over his body, he was already very anxious and regretful, but now seeing Luo Yan like this again, the pain in his heart deepened even more.

The brows were twisted together involuntarily, and when the wind blew, the eyes were dazzled by tears.

His voice was slightly trembling, and he confided slowly: "Qingshan, spit it out. It will make you feel better!"

Luo Yan's face was originally gentle and indifferent, but Lin Ying's words seemed to read through his own thoughts. He was startled suddenly, and then slowly became uncomfortable. He still held on for a while, and finally couldn't help it. He spit out a mouthful of pus and blood with a pop of his head.

Lin Ying originally made some preparations in his heart, but when he really saw this scene, countless blood droplets splashed on his face, and the fishy smell filled his nasal cavity, but he opened his mouth wide open in fright, his eyes Zhuzhu nearly popped out of his eye sockets.

Looking at the blood stains on his body, plus Luo Yan vomited on the ground, I don't know how much blood has been lost on his body, no matter how strong his body is, he might not be able to withstand such torture.

But right now, he can't do anything.

He especially remembered that when Chipin talked to him about his parents, he once said such a sentence: The saddest and most desperate thing in life is powerlessness.Those pictures seem to be imprinted in your mind, no matter when and where, they will suddenly pop up and gouge out your heart like a knife.

With one arm around Luo Yan's waist, the other quickly lifted up to wipe off the residue on his lips.Luo Yan frowned even deeper, shaking his body back and forth a few times.

When Lin Ying spoke in a crying voice, he couldn't even hear his voice clearly, his lips were about to part, and he couldn't help crying.

"Blood, Qingshan, it's all blood, you..."

Reluctantly supporting like that, Luo Yan drove the horse on the road for about half a stick of incense.

After walking around the already bustling street for a long time in full view, he finally arrived at the long road at the gate of the Lin Mansion.

The horse gaited quickly, and the wind blowing on his face was so severe that it had already dried up the tears, leaving only the red bloodshot eyes.

Admiral Lin Ying kept his head down all the time, while stretching out his hand to press Luo Yan's wound, while quietly thinking about what happened in the past few days.

Although it was understandable for him to lose his temper with Luo Yan for a while, when he thought about it after the incident, even he himself was shocked.

He used to think that Luo Yan was already important enough in his heart, and he believed in Luo Yan enough, even if he knew that he came to the mansion with the intention of taking refuge in the first place.

There is no trace of caring in my heart.But now when it comes to his father's matter, he seems to be stuck in a dead end, as if he has lost his mind.

My heart is full of doubts and despair towards Luo Yan, even I don't know what I'm doing.

The noise around him didn't know when it gradually died down, Lin Ying's thoughts were deep, and the horse's hoof suddenly dropped before he suddenly came back to his senses.

The speed around him obviously slowed down, the sun was rising above his head, and there was an obvious warmth hitting his body.

Luo Yan's wound seemed to be bleeding less. He raised his head happily, but in his eyes, Luo Yan's face had turned pale, his eyelids blinked as if they were about to close completely, and his legs He was no longer pedaling on the horse, and his hands had gone around his body to hold the rein. His ten fingers were hooked lightly, and his body leaned back slightly.

The moment Lin Ying raised his head, his body shook for a while, and he was squeezed down by the movement, without any support, only Lin Ying stretched out his hand to pull it, but it was of no use after all, the two of them followed from the horse. fell down.

"Qingshan, it's all my fault, it's all my fault, we're home, you must be fine, you can hit me, stand up and hit me!"

He hurriedly hugged Luo Yan into his arms, holding Luo Yan's very cold hand and waving it towards his face.

Seeing that Luo Yan still didn't respond, he bent down and carried him on his shoulder, stood up reluctantly with all his strength, and slowly moved towards the gate of Lin Mansion.

There were wisps of hot air gushing from the neck, and then there was a slow groaning sound in the ears.

He chatted with Luo Yan: "Qingshan, don't sleep in Qingshan, it's almost there, it's almost there, your life is so big, how could you die by my hands, you must live!"

"I would rather……"

Luo Yan lay motionless on his shoulders, just now Ren Lin Ying shook his body without making a sound, but now he opened his mouth at this point.

Lin Ying was overjoyed, as if he had found the right way, and continued to talk to him happily: "Qingshan, as long as you don't die, I can promise you one more request. Think about it, and you can tell me what else you want. .”

I don't want to, but there was a long silence.Lin Ying was terrified, and shouted his name loudly, and he had already reached the mansion. When he climbed up the steps, he asked the gatekeeper to invite the doctor who accompanied Luo Yan to the front hall.

When the two reached the edge of the couch, Lin Ying turned him back and landed on the couch, but he suddenly opened his eyes.

"It's okay, it's okay Qingshan, I will definitely save your life!"

"I want the emperor to give Zhe Liang a marriage!"

He ran to look outside the door, but Luo Yan grabbed his arm.

"What did you say?"

There was no trace of blood on Luo Yan's lips, and only when he touched the couch could he see how much blood had flowed from his body.

There is no tenderness in the smile, only distress, and he opened his mouth and said word by word: "I want to marry you, and I want to marry you in a fair way. So I won't die, don't worry!"

Lin Ying shed too many tears during this journey, his heart was sore, but he only felt that his eye sockets were dry and dry, and no liquid came out, so he shyly tilted his head to the side: "Who wants to marry you? Not a daughter, if you want to marry, this girl in Beijing will lose you?"

He is not in good health, but it is better than Luo Yan's current situation.

Without breaking free from Luo Yan's hands, he suddenly squatted down on the ground, and slowly leaned his head on the head of the bed.

"Aren't you married?"

Luo Yan no longer had the strength to open his eyes. After saying this, he moved his head closer to him. Afterwards, someone rushed in through the door and walked towards him.But he was so dazed that he couldn't see clearly, and he smiled: "Marry, I will marry you!"

By the time Brother Jiu's people brought Father Lin's body back at noon, Lin Ying had already woken up.

After taking care of Luo Yan's body, he said that the knife did not hurt his vitals, and the knife wound was not deep, it was a false alarm.He lost a lot of blood, and he might recover faster than Lin Ying after a few days of good care.

When Ding Xiang told Lin Ying exactly what he said, Lin Yingli thought about it for a while, and carefully thought about all the details before and after the incident, and only then realized belatedly that he seemed to be He fell into Luo Yan's trap again.

"I want to marry you, marry you in a fair way!"

He looked down at Luo Yan, and was about to slap him, but when he raised his hand to his face, he saw that his face was haggard, so he stopped suddenly.Then Luo Yan's words suddenly echoed in his ears.

He thought about it, but suddenly a faint smile appeared on his wrinkled face.

But he remembered yesterday that he ruthlessly allowed Brother Jiu to take away his father's body, so he didn't say anything else, and went back to the room in the backyard silently.

When I came back, the sun was still in full bloom, and when Lilac entered the room to report, it started to rain lightly outside.

It was still the four people from yesterday who respectfully sent the door leaf into the main hall as usual.

He probably already understood the relationship between this corpse and Lin Ying, and when he came out, he met Lin Ying, and hurriedly bowed and knelt down to salute.

"Master Lin, brother Jiu ordered us to return the property to the original owner, and also brought a word to Lord Shang Shu, telling him not to forget what he said."

Lin Ying winked at Ding Xiang to get evidence, seeing Ding Xiang nodded, he was somewhat shocked.

He didn't believe a word of what Ren Luoyan said yesterday, and he was already convinced that Luo Yan used himself as a pawn.

But at this time, he thought about this again, and he said that he let them go for the time being, and he promised himself that nothing would happen, so he had to believe him.

He thought that Luo Yan would not do anything for him, but in fact Luo Yan had already done it for him.But he has caused these disasters for him.

It's just that in order to do this, what kind of deal did Luo Yan make with Brother Jiu?

He gave a reward, and recruited those strong men to ask questions in the corner, but nothing came out.