Your heart's desire

Today's emperor likes divination, sending troops to crusade, weddings and funerals, all things must be opened by Qin Tianjian, so that things can be done according to time.

It is said that the right time, place and people are needed, but I don't know if it is really effective or just a coincidence. Most things can get twice the result with half the effort, which makes the emperor believe even more.

It is said that he has done no less than a hundred rituals, large and small, for many years, but he has always just found people in the palace to arrange them, and he just showed his face.

Now it takes a lot of trouble to call all the civil and military officials, there must be something terrible, and this big thing has to be talked about after Luo Yan left the palace that day.

When Imperial Physician Zhang was called into the emperor's dormitory that day, he saw the expected puddle of blood on the ground, which meant that the time had come for this matter.

The body was not in a hurry, looked around and asked calmly, and the father-in-law next to him asked eagerly: "What's the matter, is there a serious problem?"

The emperor lay motionless on the bed, his eyelids rolled slightly, and the four branches trembled slightly, obviously looking terminally ill.

The group of imperial guards who brought in Brother Jiu's body waited by the side and hadn't left yet. They all stared at him with wide eyes, waiting for him to announce the news that this might change the world.

His eyes were still bright, and he silently gave the eunuch a wink. The eunuch reacted this time, and quickly waved his sleeves with a serious face: "Go on, don't you need to be on duty anymore? Or do you want to take the head off?" Leave it here."

The faces of the crowd were slightly disappointed, but they could only bow down respectfully and salute, then turned and walked down, not even daring to turn their heads.

When there was no one else in the room, the father-in-law asked again: "What happened to the emperor?"

Now that the threats around him are gone, there is no reason to speak again this time. He rolled his eyes to the side, but there was only disdain in his eyes, and he opened the medical box with his hands. He took out a page of yellow paper from it, grabbed the pen and ink on the case, and swayed it casually on the paper.

According to the rules in the palace, since he is an official of the fifth rank, since the emperor is not allowed to speak, he has to wait for other masters to come. He is used to being bullied by him as a stray dog, but now the emperor's His life is in his own hands, how can he let him go like before.

The father-in-law looked suspicious, anxious and unable to solve it, and finally waited for him to put down his pen, and his smile spread again, but he put a cold butt on his face, and only heard a cold word.

"Zhang wants to give acupuncture to the emperor. After the injection, he needs to be nourished with medicinal soup. It's a big deal. I'd like to trouble my father-in-law to come here himself. This is the prescription!"

In this palace, there is nothing but helplessness at this point.People in the palace have always climbed high and stepped down a lot, and he, a slave, all depends on his master for his fortune, but now this palace can change hands in a blink of an eye, which makes him a little confused for a while.

But after careful calculation, if an imperial doctor dared to show such a face to himself, it must be the emperor's death.

This series of events became more and more strange, and now we can get a glimpse of the results, but it is hard to say what happened during this period, and who is entangled.

So for those who wink, the current situation is definitely not easy to offend anyone.

The father-in-law let out a sigh of relief, took the prescription and went out of the palace gate.

Doctor Zhang saw that he had disappeared, so he took out a pack of silver needles from the box and gave the emperor moxibustion.

Pull out the silver needle with black blood, and gently draw a mark on a piece of white cloth. About seven or eight times, the person suddenly opened his mouth and coughed a few times, and his eyes opened...

The situation is just right at this moment, the empresses of all the palaces have already got the news, and they rushed over after hearing the news.

Now standing in the lobby of this dormitory, no matter how high or low they are, the courtyard is completely blocked.

There were still some people sobbing softly in the back, the queen cleared her throat to signal, and the other side quickly fell silent.

"What happened to the emperor?"

As expected of the mother of this country, she has a gentle temperament, dexterous eyes, thoughtful manners in her conversation, and her brows are furrowed, full of worry.

"It's obvious that I was more energetic yesterday, and the poison has been cured, hasn't it?"

Physician Zhang lowered his head, listening to her talk, deliberately showing a sad look on his face.

"This...the emperor..."

He stammered and said this, which made people even more curious. Coupled with his appearance of dying, the people behind him are naturally not stupid, and can see the meaning of all this.

"How is my body, tell me!"

Xu heard that his voice was getting smaller and smaller, and the emperor who woke up suddenly said this with all his strength. He wanted to sit up straight, but he fell down harder, causing a more severe cough, and the corner of his mouth The blood stains flowed so that the brocade under the head was red and black.

There was a panic in the room, looking through the door of the bed, the bed was covered with blood and was stained bright red.Those nobles who had never seen the big scene covered their mouths and shouted in muffled voices.

"What is it called? I'm not dead yet!"

The emperor opened his mouth, but the blood that surged up from his throat could not be splashed out but could not be swallowed, so it was blocked there so that his voice could not be heard clearly.

After finishing speaking, he turned his gaze back: "Say!"

Doctor Zhang pursed his lips, obviously swallowed a mouthful of saliva, his body was trembling, and stammered out the words he had prepared in advance: "Your Majesty, your illness may be... tuberculosis!"

After he finished speaking, he took a fixed look at the emperor, and saw that the emperor was stunned, and the vacillating eyes suddenly stopped at that moment.

"You just said... what have I got?"

The words that came out of his mouth had already become breathless, those eyes were staring, and the red bloodshot eyes all over looked very frightening, which made people's hearts tremble unavoidably.

"I got tuberculosis. It's a joke. I have a body of nine dragons. The Qin Tianjian divination said that I have been sitting on this country for a hundred years, and now it's only about twenty years. How could I get this disease? I think you, an imperial doctor, have worked hard. Already!"

Doctor Zhang hurriedly followed his words and knelt down on the ground with a bow, and said in a hurried tone: "The emperor forgives the sin, my minister's medical skills are superficial, and I talked nonsense, but just in case, the emperor, you still call the master of my minister to come It’s better to take another look, Your Majesty, the dragon’s body is the most important thing!”

He finished a series of words in one breath, and when he finally knocked his head on the ground, he didn't even dare to breathe out, for fear that the emperor would get angry, so he dragged him out and beheaded him.

The queen also looked unbelievable, but then she calmed down, took a look, then stood on the edge of the bed and raised her clothes behind her, saying earnestly: "You all go back first, don't stay here If you disturb the emperor, there is Imperial Doctor Zhang here, and the emperor will not be in serious trouble."

I don't know how many people outside heard this moderate sound.

But in this deep palace, it's always more important to keep your mouth shut.Misfortune comes from the mouth, because this one is fatal, there are countless examples in this palace, so naturally there is no need to be vigilant.

Dressed in brightly colored clothes, he moved out of the door. Doctor Zhang squinted at the bright red door frame, thinking that the father-in-law was going to grab the medicine, and he was about to return.

The popularity on the bed hadn't slowed down yet, the queen glanced down to meet his eyes, and then told the girl beside her: "Go to the imperial hospital!"

But the girl couldn't even turn around when she got it. Sure enough, there were a few hurried footsteps outside, and the person who entered the room immediately was the person he expected early in the morning.

"Emperor Wanan, Queen Wanan!"

Doctor Zhang stood aside and raised his head slightly, calling softly, "Master!"

The father-in-law saw that the person on the bed had opened his eyes, his body was really uncomfortable and trembling all the time, he rushed up like crying: "Your Majesty, you woke up, you finally woke up, you scared the slave to death, Your Majesty!"

The emperor couldn't move his head, so he rolled his eyes slowly downwards, and he hurriedly said: "The imperial doctor Zhang called the servants to go to the imperial hospital to get medicine, but when the imperial doctor saw this prescription, he insisted that it was a prescription for curing tuberculosis." Son, the servant was afraid that something might go wrong, so he brought Imperial Physician Li along with him."

After finishing speaking, he quickly shook his head and signaled: "Quickly, let's see what happened to Your Majesty?"

After looking around, hearing and asking, Imperial Physician Li's complexion gradually darkened, and Imperial Physician Zhang counted the symptoms in detail: "Your body is hot, you feel weak all over, you cough up blood, and even vomit blood. Is it possible that the master can't see it?"

The symptoms that were forcefully forced out were more than eighty-nine percent similar, Imperial Doctor Zhang was certain that even though he was a powerful master, he couldn't see any clues.

He had to know how to tell the difference, he had prepared all the details early in the morning, no matter how sharp his eyes were, he would not be able to spot any mistakes.

Sure enough, the doctor Li who came after him only sighed, looked at the blood on the ground, and shook his head at him.

He hurriedly followed and knelt down on the ground together, saying: "The emperor forgives the sin, the emperor's illness is really, as Zhang Lv said, it is tuberculosis!"

At this point in the play, it's almost time for the curtain call.Afterwards it was decocting and taking medicine, and at dusk, when Chu Chu entered the night, I saw the emperor recruiting the people from Qin Tianjian into the sleeping hall again.

At the beginning Luo Yan betrayed Brother Nine, and insisted on keeping the emperor's life until now, just for today's scene.

The emperor is greedy for life and afraid of death, at this juncture, Qin Tianjian must come up with a solution for him.

As for this method, he can't just talk about it nonsense, he still has to do it as usual and follow God's will.

And the will of God mentioned above is what the black cat meant.

What he did in Qin Tianjian a few days ago was to get rid of the black cat at this time.

No matter what the real reason was, people would only care more about the reason behind the black cat's sudden death.

It is the royal lifeline that is exhausted, and it is time to be overthrown, rather than someone deliberately seizing power by force.

Chapter 69.5-1 Late Hiring Extra Story

Later, when I looked back on my life, I found that there were only three extremely important people in general, and they were the ones who made me step by step into the person I am today.

Lin Ying is naturally the first.When I was taken in by Mr. Jin, it should have been doomed that Lin Ying and I would be entangled for many years to come.

It's just that after these long years, I lived day by day, but I was extremely cowardly in my heart, and I didn't pierce the words with him in the end, making him a cinnabar mole on my chest that couldn't be erased.

The second is what to see.All my life, I never figured out how I took He Jian's life step by step.

He was so innocent and innocent, and he was still full of kindness towards such a troubled world.

I don't know if it was God's will to trick people, but later he was only moved by me, a rogue-like character.

I regret Lin Ying, but regret He Jian.

People in this world are born with their own way of survival, and everyone is following their own life trajectory, slowly growing into the kind of person they can eventually become.

He Jian's life could have been spent carefree, but he didn't want to go halfway because he glanced at me, and then suddenly turned to the abyss.

And this third person is the one I met later, and left a deep impression on my life. His name is Zhai Fengyao.

All of these things start from the day I jumped off the cliff with He Jian in my arms.

When I left the land on the edge of the cliff from the bottom of my feet, my body fell rapidly in mid-air, and I didn't actually think that I would still be alive.In other words, I never thought that I would live alone.

I remember how I saw him lying in my arms dying, with blood bubbling from Zhongjian's shoulder.

The heavy rain was heavy, and the pain on my face became more and more clear. The blood mixed with He Jian kept hitting my face, dyeing my sight red.

From that moment on, I suddenly felt that it has been a full year since I promised to be with He Jian, but I haven't gotten to know him better than in the short period of half a month.

In the past, I only knew that he was stupid and liked to laugh. Also, he believed in my words very much and never argued with me.

But in this short period of one month, I have seen countless different faces of him.He was stubborn in court for me but still had a smile on his face.

He listened to himself tell the truth in prison, with tears in his eyes, but still hopeful, the appearance of his love undiminished, and he broke into the death row of Shuntian Mansion, his eyes were resolute and powerful, pulling himself to say you and The way I looked when I left.

He regards me as his own, and when he sees me getting close to Lin Ying, he becomes jealous.

I quarreled with him for a while because of this matter, but since then, he never mentioned my feelings for Lin Ying.

He is fragile and sensitive. He looks innocent and enviably optimistic on the outside, but he is so easily hurt and has great fear in his heart.

He never touches what he doesn't want, and takes what he wants, but he is extremely afraid of losing it.

I especially remember that when he was about to reach the bottom of the valley, he raised his head with all his strength and kissed me. His face was slightly wrinkled, and his lips were so white that no trace of blood could be seen.

He asked me: "Chipin, you lied to me by saying you don't love me, right?"

I remember looking at his eyes that could no longer be fully opened, and at that moment I suddenly realized that he didn't believe my words.

Maybe it's because I've already been tempted, so I can't lie to him, or because there is such a trace of uncertainty in my eyes that he is willing to gamble everything.

I lowered my chin and nodded violently. I felt like a storm was surging in the back of my head, sweeping violently in my mind. There was a slight itching in the corner of my eyes, and I felt tears flooding like a bank.

When I woke up again, He Jian was no longer in my arms.My eye sockets were astringent, and I sat up subconsciously, shouting: "What do you see, what do you see!"

But I only felt that my eyes were astringent for a while, and I didn't have the slightest strength to support my body, so I could only fall limply towards the ground, causing a faint bruise on my forehead.

The surroundings were not silent, and there was a chaotic noise in the ear, which could be recognized as the crisp sound of porcelain bowls colliding, as well as the man's deep and hoarse voice.

I turned over and looked around, and I could see some clues, probably in a camp where troops were stationed, but I didn't care what was going on in my heart, I just wanted to see what happened to him. Where did you go.

"See you, see you!"

I continued to shout loudly, but my throat was so hoarse that I couldn't make a sound, so I could only rub my limbs on the ground and rubbed forward.

But I didn't want to gently open the cloth curtain of the tent. A man who looked a foot taller than me was standing outside. Seeing me looking up, he quickly bent down to look at me, and even raised his hand to touch me. The spot on his forehead should be an obvious bruise from Time Fen.

"Why don't you take a good rest, you can actually cause trouble for yourself like this?"

This man is Zhai Fengyao.

I hastily pulled the bottom corner of his clothes, and in a moment of anxiety, I couldn't speak, so I just kept repeating: "How can I see it, where is it, where is it?"

Although the eye sockets were dry and astringent, but when he thought of all the things that happened before, he still shed a few tears.

But he didn't speak, just looked at me blankly, just like He Jian at the beginning, but the perseverance and years in his eyes were something He Jian didn't have in him.

Someday later, I asked him when exactly he put me in his heart.

He told me that it was because of my clumsy and hurried look at this moment when I first met him that he gently knocked open his heart that had been fighting on the battlefield for a long time and lived in nowhere.

I also thought a lot later and guessed a lot.My resistance to him from the bottom of my heart may be precisely because he brought me back to life, and it was he who told me the news of He Jian's death.

I slept alone in this narrow tent for about half a moon, trying to digest the news that He Jian had left me.

For half a month, I didn't eat or drink, I lay on the bed and looked at the white roof of the tent, I was in a daze from early morning to late night, and from late night I was dazed to dawn again.

When emotionally excited, he will search for a deadly weapon all over the room, trying to kill him in vain, and confront He Jian with a desperate mandarin duck.

But Zhai Fengyao had to stop me.

He removed all the things in the room, leaving only a bed for me. He even seized the opportunity when I was so hungry that I was unconscious and my consciousness was a little unconscious. He ordered people to restrain my limbs, and then forced me Mouth feeding food to keep me alive.

I often wake up from hunger in the middle of the night, and I will see a familiar figure outside stretched by the moonlight on the tent, and I will turn around and look at me from time to time, for fear that I will think of some new ideas for a while, and I will do it in one fell swoop. I could kill myself.

I didn't know it at that time, but it was just a chance meeting.He already had the heart of a Bodhisattva to save my life, so why bother to spend so much time on me, making me so unhappy, and living so tormented.

Later, I was really tired from the trouble, and suddenly felt that it was more difficult to die than to live. One day half a month later, I asked Zhai Fengyao to take me to see what I saw.

The arbitrary and reckless actions of the past half month, I was upset, I only thought about how to end my life, but I didn't pay attention to others.

Until the moment I walked out of the tent, I saw that there were horses and horses outside. The men all had braided hair and were so burly that they were stronger than two of us.It was only then that I suddenly realized that I had actually reached Fanzi's territory.

Zhai Fengyao buried He Jian's body on a grassy peak not far away. After a night of heavy rain, green grass sprouted and quickly covered the traces.

If it wasn't for the wooden sign he deliberately set up, even he himself would not be able to find a place to bury He Jian.

I went up to meet it, and sat cross-legged in front of the wooden sign with my knees bent. Seeing that it was empty without a word, I turned and glanced at Zhai Fengyao.

"People who practice martial arts, don't know how to read, laugh at you!"

There was a faint embarrassment on his face that couldn't be concealed, and I didn't have the mood to continue asking, so I just slowly embraced the wooden sign in my arms.

I cried loudly and touched the cold soil on the ground, as if I really touched his already bone-chilling body.

Before I woke up, why did he still open his mouth to talk to me, and he asked me if I lied to him.

I have had countless dreams in the past few days. In the dream, I nodded vigorously, for fear that the movement would not be obvious enough, so that his eyes that could not see clearly could not see the situation.

But when I woke up again, it was the loess that had been separated by Zhang Xu.

I just sat like that, silently facing each other, and put my face on the wooden board that was washed extremely clean by the rain, until the scene of the branches on the moon.

I asked Zhai Fengyao, if a person dies, can he still see what happened in this world?

But he thought that I still wanted to commit suicide, so he just smiled: "Your life now is mine, so you can't let it go easily!"

I looked at him, and suddenly wanted to laugh, he was very much like the one who didn't care about anything, but seemed to be able to see everything very openly.

I always lament the impermanence of life, because I have experienced too much impermanence.Many things are not clear at the moment, but after many years of recollection, it suddenly becomes clear that it was from a very subtle place that fate began to turn into another road.

Just like when Lin Ying dragged me to visit He Jian's mansion back then, the moment he saw me for the first time, and the moment when I agreed to be with He Jian for money later, all laid the foundation for his comfortable and ordinary life. end.

Also like the moment when I was rescued by Zhai Fengyao, and the moment when I stole his soldier talisman, it also laid the foundation for everything that I was entangled with him later, and it was heart-piercing.

Chapter 69.5-2 Late Hiring Extra Story

On my way out of the tent, I discovered a secret, and because of this secret, I made a decision.

The secret is that I know Luo Yan's identity, he is actually No.1 in the Fanzi Army, the escort flag general praised by everyone.

And this decision is, I will use his soldiers to attack the capital, take the head of the dog emperor before I die, and give He Jian an explanation.

Speaking of it, Zhai Fengyao treated me very well, since he came back from the grass peak, he decided that I would never commit suicide again, every day was entertained with delicious food and drinks, singing and dancing, and my life was more absurd than before many.

Although I know that Fanzi is good at riding, archery and singing and dancing, all the generals and soldiers applauded and applauded, eating meat and drinking in big bowls, living a carefree life, then turned around and looked at the high seat, and saw Zhai Fengyao It's not difficult to know that he was never like this before.

I took the flagon and went up to him, clinked glasses with him and drank three rounds.He opened his mouth to say something, but I said first: "Actually, you don't have to do anything for me, we just met by chance!"

I looked at him, and he grinned, as if he was surprised that I could see what he was doing, but he still only asked: "Oh? This general doesn't know that in the eyes of the young master, the grace of life-saving is a coincidence , it's really novel!"

What I said is half true and half true, and half of it is true that I want to tell him this, because he is so kind to me, and my life is really unbearable.And the other half is just to let me pick up the plane and get close to his body.

"I met by chance, the general generously donated money, I am very grateful, but I really can't understand the general's kindness. The person I care about is about to die, how can I forget this pain so quickly, the general must understand!"

Zhai Fengyao was not ready to speak out his thoughts, and he was not yet fully sure what his thoughts were.

I was caught off guard by my words, and it seemed like I was slowly reacting, my meaning was already obvious enough for me to observe some clues, so I stopped covering it up altogether.

He tilted his head slightly, and his tone suddenly became very light: "Dare to ask, my lord, what does the person above Caofeng have to do with you?"

What is he talking about, I know.It's just that I don't know why, when He Jian's name is mentioned, my eyes can instantly get wet.

Holding the wine glass in my hand, I took a sip of the strong wine, only to feel a burning sensation in my throat, and a burst of mist rushing to my head, making my eyes hard to see clearly.

"Can't you see the general, he is Chipin's heart."

I just feel dizzy, and if I say a word, even the sky and the earth will shake for a while.

I was interested in the soldier talisman in his arms, and taking advantage of the strength of alcohol, I put my hand on his chest, and threw myself into his arms.

After hearing what I said, Zhai Fengyao couldn't hide his surprise on his face. Seeing that I took the initiative to embrace me, he didn't refuse. He quickly opened his arms to accept me, put his hands on my back, and groped up and down. , kept rubbing his face against my head, and sprayed the smell of alcohol from his mouth all the time, which made me feel a lot of unhappiness.

The drums and music were playing together, and the sound of silk and bamboo pendants was incessantly heard, but Zhai Fengyao seemed to be drunk too, ignoring the group of subordinates who were sitting unoccupied, and slowly retracting his hands, holding my head and asking me: "Young master, can you return?" Do you recognize this general as your savior?"

It was he who said, my life is his now, if that's the case, it doesn't matter if I recognize it or not.

Now I was slowly poking my hands into his clothes from the hem of the skirt, I didn't even have the time to think about what he meant when he said this, so I just nodded according to his meaning.

It's not bad, he saved me, it's the truth, I owe him what I owe, if he asks me to repay something by mentioning this, I don't have any complaints.

After all, right now I can even risk my own life. If I can really use his hand to remove the Central Plains Emperor for me, and he asks my younger generation to be an ox or a horse for him, I can agree firmly and resolutely.

I nodded, and he smiled even more excitedly, he didn't care about my hands walking on him at all, he just told me what he wanted to say: "The dead are gone, the living should live well. If you lose your heart that you have him, then I buried him for you and saved your life, can I ask you for something?"

At that moment, I grasped the soldier talisman that was quietly placed in his lapel with one hand, and was overjoyed. I stood up straight while holding the wine glass, and conveniently hid the object in my waist.

I didn't hear very clearly what he said, I was only immersed in the joy of getting it right before my eyes.After reacting, he hurriedly hid the smile on his face, picked up the jug, lifted the lid and poured it down his throat.

"What did you say?" I asked him.

His face was like a peach blossom, with a slight blush, he grabbed me into his arms suddenly: "I want you to promise me with your body!"

A sip of alcoholic wine reached his throat before he could swallow it, startled by his words, poured it into his arms with the strength of his arm, and sprayed all of it on his face.

He closed his eyes slightly and frowned.Knowing that I offended him, I hurriedly raised my sleeves to help him wipe it off.

At that time, he didn't dislike it at all, he just moved his head closer, and his lips suddenly moved towards mine.

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In fact, I knew in my heart that from the day I was rescued by him to the half-moon of our daily skin-to-skin contact, there was something about him that actually melted my frozen heart. .

I saw the shadow of me in him, and the shadow of He Jian in the past. He seemed to be us, which made me confused for many times.

It was only when He Jian was no longer by my side that I realized that my love for him had been imperceptible, and I had reached that state unknowingly.

So I put a lock on my heart so stubbornly, telling myself all the time, how could I fall in love with another person so quickly after seeing him only a few days away.

But I forgot that there are no rules to talk about feelings.Or maybe it was because I didn't understand this truth at that moment, and in the days to come, I made the same mistakes again and again.

I followed his will in front of all his brothers and let him hug me into the camp where I lived.Because only in this way, when I send troops behind his back, they will believe me...

With the last ounce of reason, I slowly took out the soldier talisman, and stuffed it under the pillow when he wasn't paying attention.

At that moment, he had an idea in my heart, and a voice told me loudly, don't worry about it, it's good to live a good life with him like this.

But at that time, I remember clearly that he closed his eyes and called a person's name in a daze, which completely shattered my hope.

For a long time later, when I dreamed back at midnight, I could hear his shout, and I often thought, that feeling should be the feeling in He Jian's heart when I told He Jian the truth.

I finally made up my mind, Zhai Fengyao was very happy, without my persuasion, he got himself drunk that night.

He cried loudly for a while, laughed loudly for a while, made a fuss for most of the night, and finally fell asleep.

When he woke up, the 2 men in his army were about to break through Yumen Pass, but unfortunately, there were less than 1000 left in the end.

My eyes were red, and I roared like crazy and headed towards the capital, but finally calmed down amidst the corpses all over the sky.There was a strong fishy smell in the air, and the nostrils were filled with the smell of death.

The broken banner swelled in the wind, mixed with the howling and crying that filled my ears, which made me feel a little unbearable for a while.

So many people lost their lives for no reason just because I couldn't let go of the anger in my heart.

In recent years, the battle between Fanbang and the Central Plains is imminent.The emperor is old, and both sides are looking for a suitable opportunity to confront each other, intending to swallow the country.But I didn't expect that it was me who provoked such an excuse, and then I completely talked about this matter and detonated it.

King Fan was furious, so he took me back under arrest, put me in death row for treason, and waited to find out what had happened before sending me to the guillotine.

That was the second time I was sent to prison, and coincidentally, it was almost exactly the same as the first time. Before my feet could stand still, Zhai Fengyao came to find me, grabbed my hand and tried to tear me away.

I asked him, "Where are you taking me?"

He was very excited, and he said decisively: "No matter where you go, you can choose the ends of the world, and I will accompany you!"

I smiled and asked again: "The royal family of the Central Plains wants me to die, and King Fan also wants me to die. Tell me, where can you take me?"

He was stunned for a moment, and there was a faint sadness in his eyes, as if he had been reborn, he was no longer the man who only had life and death in his eyes.

"Delayed employment, but I can't just watch you die like this!"

I know that he regards me as another person in his heart, and his current tenderness actually does not belong to me.So I looked at him like that, and now it is calm.

"General, so many people, so many people died because of me. How can I live in this world with peace of mind!"