dead in winter

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hate it?

Wen Shu chewed these words repeatedly. Over the years, it was Wen Lian's promise that supported Wen Shu. No matter how hard and tired he was, his body hurt to the point of convulsions, Wen Shu never cried out for pain, because Wen Shu knew that far away There is still a gentle mother in the capital waiting for him to go back, and if he wants to go back, he must live and persevere

But now this belief is collapsing, Wen Lian is not his biological father, Wen Shu thought bitterly

Wasn't it already like this?In Beihuang, Wen Lian even poisoned him, which was discovered by Qing Zhu, and now everything is self-defeating, what right does he have to hate Wen Shuojing...

Should I hate Wen Lian?

No, the one who should hate is himself!

"Yu Chiyu committed suicide back then. She asked you for help. It was right that you didn't take action. She was hurting you and her son. Why didn't she ask for warmth? Why did she come to you instead? When her tendons were cut off by her, you Have you ever wondered why she hates you so much?" Yin Liuyue asked repeatedly

"I... I don't know, I don't know what to do, father... Wen Lian wants me to get along well with her, but I don't know how to relieve her anger, and I don't know how Wen Shuojing gets along with her on weekdays, I..." Wen Shu said incoherently

"Yu Chiyu, she was already pregnant when she married Wen Lian back then. Wen Lian didn't want to marry her. It was Yu Chiyu's shameless announcement to the world that Wen Lian married her reluctantly."

After marriage, Yu Chiyu was a jealous woman. She couldn't tolerate Wen Lian bringing women back from outside, and she didn't allow him to take concubines. Even those house maids were just for display. That's why Wen Lian wants to use your hand to get rid of her! "

"You should want to ask me how a merchant got to know such secrets. Wen Shuojing and I are old friends. He told me, Wen Shu, just listen to my explanation. Yueqing has always been stubborn, I don't know When did he think about you, but you shouldn't blame him, but he treats you with a very clear heart." Yin Liuyue paused, and looked at Wen Shu sincerely

"Although Yueqing is a child, he has not had a deep relationship with his parents since he was a child. Wen Lian is gentle on the surface, but hypocritical on the inside. While he hates Yu Chiyu, he wants Yueqing to inherit his ambition;

That jealous woman Yu Chiyu was devoted to Wen Lian, but at the same time she was extremely indifferent to Yueqing, she even pushed him into the river in the cold winter months, if not for my old friend Fuyun Daochang wandering here, I am afraid that Yueqing would have become a A lonely soul." Yin Liucheng couldn't help but clenched his hands tightly.

"But...but isn't he her child?" Wen Shu opened his eyes in disbelief

"Yes... and no... the one who bears him and raises him is a mother; the one who bears him and does not raise him is not a mother; the one who hates her son for taking Wen Lian's attention from her and even kills her is even more unworthy of being a mother!" Yin Liuyue hated road

Wen Shu didn't know there was such a thing, and felt a little indescribably absurd from it

"Now, do you still hate Yueqing?" Yin Liuyue calmed down and said softly, observing Wen Shu's complexion carefully

"I... I didn't hate him at all, I just, I just don't know how to make a choice." Wen Shu smiled wryly, tears blushing

Yin Liuyue helped him sit up, put a soft pillow on his back, fed him water, and then said in relief

"That's a good boy. I saw it when I was ten years old when he visited me with his master. He also told me about you and said that he would be responsible for you when he grew up. The little child only reached my thigh, and he had I can't help but be happy with such lofty words." Yin Liuyue's eyebrows and eyes are soft

"But who would have thought that the child he was talking about that day was actually you, Shu'er. Could it be a great fate?"

Wen Shu couldn't help laughing, Wen Shuojing when he was young involuntarily appeared in his mind, and said with a stern face

"Does Shu'er have feelings for Yueqing?" Yin Liuyue asked with interest

……

Wen Shu was stuck for a long time, then buried his head in the quilt with a flushed face, and whispered after a while

"certainly not"

As soon as that person met, he couldn't help touching him. He was so indifferent when he was in the general's mansion, how could he suddenly...

Wen Shu pursed his lips, and the heat on his body dropped instantly

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"Hahaha, if Shu'er doesn't like to say it, I won't say it. I'm not too rigid. If one day you agree to recognize me as your father, I will definitely be the first to agree to this marriage." Yin Liuyue laughed

The heat that Wen Shu had just dropped couldn't help but rise again. After talking all morning, Wen Shu had completely let go of his vigilance, and was willing to approach him and talk to him.

Yin Liuyue saw it in his eyes and couldn't help but feel another burst of sadness in his heart

At lunch, Wen Yan just woke up, holding Wen Shu and crying for a while, Wen Shu raised his hand to wipe the tears off Wen Yan's face, and said softly, "Mother, I'm fine, don't worry about me"

"How could I not care about you, Shu Shu? On the day of exile, Wen Lian sent someone to summon me. I didn't know that there was an underground passage in the other courtyard in the suburbs of Beijing. I was taken by the guard behind the curtain of the study in fear. When I heard you I'm going to wait for Wen Shuojing to go to Beihuang, I'm panicking for my mother." Wen Yan looked at Wen Shu with a haggard look, her eyes full of sadness

"But the guard just covered my mouth and held me tightly to prevent me from rushing out. After you left, Shu'er, Wen Lian knelt down in front of me and begged me to forgive him. Only then did I see Wen Shuojing Lying on the edge of the soft couch covered in blood, life and death unknown." Wen Yan wiped away her tears

"It's also a child. I know that Wen Shuojing's child will die if he goes on the road, but if you go, he will be cut into his mother's flesh! Mother can't make a choice. At that time, there were officers and soldiers bustling outside shout loudly

After a while I heard Mrs. Wen's screams again, I couldn't help feeling flustered, I wanted to go outside to find you, but Wen Lian couldn't wait, so someone knocked me out, and took me and Wen Shuojing back to the suburbs through the secret passage In the other courtyard, when I wake up, it will be seven days later, and the guards will not let me go out, I..." Wen Yan couldn't help crying out in pain again

"It's all over, mother, I did it voluntarily. I originally wanted to repay the kindness of these years and take my mother away after returning. I believe... I believe that Wen Shuojing five years ago was in a situation against the sky. The one who rescued us is precisely because I believe in him, so I dare to bet like this." Wen Shu smiled

"I bet that one day he will come to meet me in person. Fortunately, it doesn't seem too late. If I don't have this belief, I'm afraid I won't be able to hold on."

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After the three of them had finished their meal, Wen Yan held him and did not let him go. The two of them digested food in the yard, and Wen Shu couldn't help asking questions

"Mother, have you known Uncle Yin for a long time? He...he once said..." Wen Shu hesitated for a long time, but still didn't dare to say it

After Wen Yan asked his servants to retreat, she took him by the hand and walked towards Meilin. The snow had just melted, and everywhere was covered in silver, and her feet creaked softly on the snow. Wen Shu was still a little uncomfortable, was he sick? It's so easy to get well, not to mention the old disease that has been accumulated for a long time

Fortunately, Wen Shu held back, Wen Yan made a sound at this moment, Wen Shu pricked up his ears and listened carefully

"I am true to you Uncle Yin, Shu Shu, my mother did not lie to you this time."

"Then...that mother still hates Uncle Yin?" Wen Shu said softly

"Hate, how can I not hate, when I first met him, he was so beautiful, I have never seen such a glamorous person, compared with him, the children around him instantly become vulgar, and I can't look at him anymore When I was young, I always followed him cautiously, step by step, and I didn't expect him to stop and wait for me, I just longed... longed for the bright moon in the center to be closer" Wen Yan looked up Looking at the sky, remembering

"Later, his family members came out. As usual, I wanted to follow him secretly, but was treated as a thief by the guards and stood in mid-air with my neck in my hands. He stopped me and stretched out a pair of white hands like jade. He helped me up, and he stopped to wait for me...Later, we became acquainted and gradually became intimate, and he often came to look for me, and the white tiger was also given to me by him at that time," Wen Yan recalled.

"We made a private decision for life and met in secret, but he abandoned me, how could I not hate; how could I not hate when I gave birth to a bundle, was scolded by my parents, and was insulted by the villagers; how could I not hate when we were famine and isolated Can you not hate; Shu Shu you went to the Northern Wilderness, but mother was helpless, how could you not hate, but after Shu Shu came back, mother's heart softened, mother didn't want you to live a life of homelessness, mother thought Let you take care of yourself." Wen Yan couldn't help but raised her hand to touch Wen Shu's thin face, and said softly

"Mother doesn't want to hate you anymore, if he can protect you well, then mother won't hate him anymore."

Wen Shu's heart ached and ached, he lowered his head and smiled

"Go back to the room, mother"

"it is good"

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"You want to ask where Yueqing has gone?" Yin Liuyue looked up with interest.

"Well, uncle, I want to meet and talk to him in person." Sitting on the soft seat in the study, Wen Shu couldn't help coughing a few times, "It's not good for me to avoid it all the time."

"It's the same to say no to him when he comes back?" Yin Liuyue closed the envelope, put it on the candle and burned it.

"It's different, ahem, it's different, see you next time, the time is uncertain...I..." Wen Shu opened his mouth, and couldn't help feeling embarrassed

"You child, he went to Yanzhou, the time is uncertain, I originally wanted to take you back to Tongzhou to recuperate, and it happened that a few of my old friends were there, just to catch up on the old days, and to see your expression, but you don't want to?" Yin Liuyue sighed

"Uncle Wen Shu appreciates the kindness, but Wen Shu has something to do, so..."

"I know, but your illness is not yet fully recovered. Yanzhou is now more undercurrent than the capital. If you go, that kid Yueqing might come back and scold me." Yin Liuyue nodded

"This..." Wen Shu was embarrassed

"Haha, you don't have to worry so much. I'll just take you there. Otherwise, what if you don't feel at ease to recover from your illness and run away secretly? Yanzhou is where my clan is located, and the power is intertwined. You don't have to worry about our comfort," Yin Liuyue said with a smile

"Just go back this time and bring Yan'er into the family tree"

Wen Shu bowed his head and smiled lightly

Yin Liuyue looked at Wen Shu's face, which was not similar to his, it was full of softness, this face was more like Wen Yan, with only a pair of thin lips, following him

"The ointment on the wrist was brought by Yueqing from his master. It has miraculous effects and can cure broken bones and tendons. In addition, there are dozens of ointments for internal and external application, all of which are It is useful to you. It seems that Yueqing emptied his master's medicine room. Shu'er, remember to ask someone to apply it when you go to bed at night. These medicines are priceless, and some are priceless. Don't waste them. It's all about Yueqing's heart," Yin Liuyue said.

"Wen Shu remembered it"

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[The author has something to say: the next chapter opens a new map

Yanzhou trip]