private kitchen

Lin Yize had been sullen since he came out of Zhou's hometown, and he was in a very bad mood. He Qingshan asked him several times and he didn't say anything, just kept saying "it's all right" perfunctory him.

He Qingshan thought he was scolded by Mr. Zhou and was in a bad mood, so he comforted him a few words, Lin Yize smiled with the corners of his mouth pulled, turned his head and his face became gloomy again.

The two of them went to the supermarket after leaving Zhou's hometown. There was almost no food at home. Lin Yize still looked depressed. It was only when he saw the pork bone that he lifted his spirits a little and said that he should make some big bone soup tonight.

Seeing that he was still thinking about eating, He Qingshan knew that there was nothing wrong with him, so he felt relieved, and the two of them bought 3,4 or [-] big stick bones and some vegetables, and took them home in large and small bags.

He Qingshan was tinkling cooking in the kitchen, and Lin Yize had nothing to do after helping to wash the dishes, walking up and down the kitchen door, coming in from time to time to take a look, with a look of hesitation.

He Qingshan was able to cook seriously at the beginning, but after a while he was annoyed by his back and forth figure, stretched out his head and frowned and said to him: "What are you doing?"

Lin Yize stood and looked at him for a while, his brows were still frowning, he stayed in the living room for a while, then turned and went into the kitchen.

He Qingshan was fiddling with the big stick bone he just bought, removing the excess meat and blood vessels little by little. Lin Yize hugged him gently from behind, and put his chin on his shoulder.

He Qingshan kept moving his hands, and while cleaning the stick bones, he asked him: "Today, Mr. Zhou scolded you..."

Lin Yize rubbed against his neck, and after a long time said: "Qingshan, have you ever thought about being with me...it might be very troublesome..."

He Qingshan was stunned for a moment, and the movements of his hands stopped suddenly. He turned his head and looked at him fixedly. After a while, he said in an indifferent tone: "I knew it a long time ago... ordinary people You are so picky about what you eat...you have to cook it in different ways every day, if you can't cook a dish well, you can pick on it..."

"You..." Lin Yize laughed, and then his voice became dull again: "Old Zhou is right... Maybe my mother won't say anything, it's impossible for my father to admit you..."

He Qingshan groaned, lowered his head and stopped talking, Lin Yize laughed at himself like a self-deprecating: "Although he is my father, the father-son relationship between us is pitiful... so..."

Lin Yize hugged his hand tightly: "He is a very powerful person, and his attitude towards his son has always been an order. We are not like sons to him, but more like pawns... The few of us in the Lin family This has always been the case in generations. There can only be one patriarch in each class. Brothers fight to the death for the position of patriarch. This is how he educated us since we were young. Only the completely strong can get everything, success or failure... …My dad used to have three brothers, one is now in the US...the other two don't even have scum left..."

He buried his head on He Qingshan's shoulder: "I have 4 brothers and two sisters... Between us... there is almost no other relationship except mutual resentment and jealousy... It has been like this since childhood, and we regard each other as thorns in the side ..." He smiled helplessly: "You haven't seen the way my second brother looked at me, wishing he could eat me up..."

"It's just that everyone's power is not strong enough now, so they still maintain a superficial peace, but I don't know when, if there is one person who is strong enough, they will tear their faces and beat their heads..."

He Qingshan said in a muffled voice: "And then..."

"I used to think it wasn't that serious. I always thought it was enough that I loved you. Today, Mr. Zhou... the reality has to be faced. I don't want to involve you. Mr. Zhou is right, in case something goes wrong I'm too old, I'm afraid I can't protect you by myself..."

He Qingshan cleaned up the stick bones while listening, picked up a knife and stroked it back and forth, as if he wanted to cut the big bones to a suitable size...

Lin Yize waited for a long time but couldn't wait for his response, so he shook his shoulders, He Qingshan found the right place and chopped down with a knife, the chopping board made a loud noise, the bone was cut in half, Lin Yize was startled, He Qingshan raised his head and shook the kitchen knife in his hand, with a look of indifference: "I'm not a woman, I don't need your protection..."

"No..." Lin Yize smiled wryly: "The matter may be much more serious than you think..."

He Qingshan glanced at him, put the split stick bone in the container, broke away from his embrace, walked to the stove and turned on the fire, and slid the finished stick bone into the water.

"When my uncle and my mother got married, my family owed a lot of money to treat my father's illness. My grandfather was not in good health at that time. My uncle proposed marriage at that time, and my mother hesitated for a long time..."

"She was afraid of dragging uncle down. She said that he couldn't let uncle bear the young children, the sick old man, and a large foreign debt with him. But the uncle said that since the two of them want to be together, it is impossible to look at mother. One suffers hardships alone, and he enjoys happiness aside."

"Later, at the insistence of my uncle, they got married. My family's debts were basically paid off by my uncle and my mother. I remember that they got up at 4,5 or [-] o'clock every day to buy breakfast, and went to Working for others, these years for my education, and for my grandpa’s retirement, my uncle and mother shared the responsibility. When my grandpa passed away, my uncle and elder brother were busy with the funeral affairs. Many people said that there is such a good person, The father-in-law who gave it to his second wife did his best like his own father..."

He turned his head and touched Lin Yize's face, and looked into his eyes very seriously: "I think this is love..." As he spoke, he slammed Lin Yize's chest hard, and muttered softly: " I'm not a fool, I've known about your troubles for a long time... so..." He let out a long breath, and punched him twice on the shoulder: "I'm a bit stubborn, as long as you look for it If you are alone, you will go all the way to darkness, so no matter what happens in the future, let's face it together..."

Spinach with nuts and green oil is extra refreshing. The shredded meat with green pepper is added with some sauce. The salty aroma of the shredded pork and the unique aroma of green pepper make people's index finger move. Stir-fried cabbage with pork belly is added with some chili, and the milky white stick is boiled for an hour. There are golden oil particles floating on the bone broth, and green onions are sprinkled on top.

The restaurant was brightly lit, He Qingshan put the last soup on the dining table, Lin Yize put two bowls of rice in front of them, He Qingshan took the chopsticks, handed them to him, and said softly: "Let's eat ..."

Lin Yize bit his chopsticks, he suddenly had a hard time imagining how he could eat every dinner before living together with He Qingshan, if now he was allowed to go back to the past, sitting alone in a huge room eating those takeaways, He thought he would suffer to death...

How good and happy it is now, with steaming meals and his bad-tempered little lover...

"What are you thinking? Eat!!" He Qingshan tapped his hand, and picked up shredded pork with chopsticks.

Lin Yize took a bite, and laughed: "My Qingshan's craftsmanship is really good..."

He Qingshan grinned triumphantly, the two of them finished their meal, strolled downstairs for a while to digest, and then watched TV for a while.

In fact, not much happened this day, but He Qingshan was a little too nervous the day before, and he didn't sleep well all night. During the half-day stay at Mr. Zhou's place, he was always worried, and he was more tired than cooking for a day. At 10 o'clock in the evening, He Qingshan was out of breath, took a shower and went to bed.

Just as he was about to fall asleep in a daze, a warm body came over and hugged him gently from behind.

He Qingshan turned his head in a daze, and saw Lin Yize lying beside him, pulling his quilt to cover his body.

He Qingshan pushed him and muttered in a low voice: "Why are you here...you go to sleep in your room..."

Lin Yize held him in his arms, and kissed his hair: "You sleep on yours, I'll hold you..."

He Qingshan was too sleepy, he pushed it a few times and couldn't push it away, so he simply gave up, he arched, found a comfortable position in Lin Yize's arms and fell asleep, Lin Yize looked at his sleeping face by the moonlight, She couldn't help but kissed his hair again, and let out a long breath.

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