sin game

The first sound of the alarm bell was pressed by the earthworker.

He woke up early, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

In fact, I didn't sleep much at all, and my eyes were sore.

Yinshi hadn't woken up yet, curled up into a small ball and nestled on the other side, that was a posture of self-protection.

Hijikata stood up and put on his clothes slowly one by one. In fact, he really wanted to stay with Yinshi for a while, even if it was just to look at his sleeping face, but the relationship between them was not that deep at all. That's it, isn't it?

After thinking about it, Tufang took out a wad of money from his pocket and put it on the bedside. In fact, he really wanted to wait for Yinshi to wake up and say goodbye to him seriously, as if we could meet again like this next time.

"There are so many beautiful women around you, you shouldn't be short of love, right? Don't waste it in vain, Mr. Vice President." Yinshi's words from yesterday still echoed in his ears, "Let's end the little game between us. .”

Tufang shook his head, put down the money gently, grabbed his coat and walked outside, listening to the sound of his footsteps getting farther and farther away from that person.

Feelings or something, I'm not qualified to talk about it for a long time.

So, apart from Shinsengumi, no matter what I lose, I can accept it, even life.

Yinshi couldn't remember how many times he had come out of the hotel.

He looked at the money in his hand with some amusement, and it turned out that selling himself was a good way to make money.

I didn't expect that guy to really leave money, and I can't explain what kind of emotion I am now, can I feel at ease?Well, that guy doesn't have that extra energy, absolutely no problem.

"Just use the money to buy delicious food for the brats to go home."

"I've moved out, Ah Yin. The house has already been rented."

"Eh?" Gintoki turned his head and looked at Hasegawa in surprise.The two leaned casually on the bench in the park. There were few people in the afternoon, but the sun was very bright and warm.

"Ah Chu...I lied to her. I said I'm going to sleep in the office temporarily during the time I'm busy with work, and I'll go back when I'm done with this month's work."

Yinshi didn't speak, but he heard the long sigh.The sun was shining quietly on his body, and the smell of every air was vivid and palpable.

I know, it's always been a scar.Delaying time in a daze, just to escape.Because I don't want to face it, or rather, I dare not face it.Actually, I would also be afraid of Hasegawa.

Yinshi shook his head, but didn't answer this sentence, he patted Hasegawa's shoulder, and raised a bright smiling face: "Hey, let me tell you, the sun is so good, let's not waste it? "

Hasegawa hadn't seen Gintoki's smiling face for a long time.Last time, um, when was the last time?It seems to be the time when I bought something and went to Wanshiwu to find him.When I think of my embarrassment and awkwardness at that time, I feel very kind.Ah, it turns out that Uncle was so young and so cute. Those days are really good.

"Okay, Ah Yin, where shall we go to play together?"

Yinshi turned sideways, and pressed a light kiss on Hasegawa's lips through the sunglasses, "Let's go to the beach."

There are very few people on the beach in winter, and the sea is illuminated by the sun and is blue and clear. Not far away, there are occasional pedestrians walking in twos and threes.Yinshi sat cross-legged on the beach, put his head between his arms and quietly looked at the sea.Hasegawa walked over and sat down beside him, rubbed his hair, and smiled softly: "Why would you want to come to the beach?"

"I haven't seen it for a long time, I almost forgot what it looks like."

"Well, it's okay, it won't disappear, and you can come back anytime when you miss it." Hasegawa said and lay down, and the two of them were exposed to the sun, which was unexpectedly warm in winter.

Gintoki tilted his head and carefully stared at Hasegawa's sleepy side face, just like the first night.The small eyes are wrapped under black sunglasses, the hair seems to grow a little longer, and the messy beard scratches his face every time he kisses.What a face.However, as long as I think about it, the feeling of liking spreads from the limbs to the heart.Just looking at it makes me feel at ease, even wanting to be coquettish or deliberately teasing, I just want to see how he is at a loss because of himself, it is really special and reassuring.Ah, Ah Yin, since when did I have this hobby?

Gintoki stood up, took off his coat and shoes, and ran into the water with bare feet. While running, he waved to Hasegawa, signaling him to go too.

"Really." Hasegawa complained dotingly, but immediately stood up and walked towards the other party.Yinshi's hair was a little shiny from the sun, and the slightly damp clothes perfectly covered the beautiful body line. For some reason, it made people feel particularly dazzling.

"How old are you, and..." Before Hasegawa could finish his sentence, the water splashed by Yinshi wet his coat.

"Hey, it's cold, let me tell you!" Hasegawa was still muttering something, but when he saw Yinshi playing with water like a child, showing a warm and innocent smile, he felt that everything was worth it, even in winter The water was still bitterly cold.

Fate is such a thing, no one knows what it will do to you.It's polite to get scarred, but it's the most painful to be messed up to the point where you don't even know how to deal with it.

Hasegawa suddenly pulled Gintoki forcefully and hugged him tightly, embracing him without any gap under the shadow of the sun, a long-lost warm feeling.

I would rather die in this posture than let go.

——Because I know very well that if I let go, I will lose it again.

Gintoki curled up obediently in Hasegawa's arms, feeling his body temperature and touch.

Hey, who's heartbeat is so strong, it's so addictive that people can't extricate themselves.

"I said, you've been working very hard lately, Hijikata-san." Sougo yawned and looked at Hijikata with a serious expression: "You're not on duty this morning, why don't you take a vacation? Don't think that this will give you a raise Yo."

"It's so noisy, give me a good check, bastard!"

"Well, don't you want to admit it after menopause?"

"Tch." Tufang ignored Sougo, raised the lantern and walked into the alley to patrol.

Ah, this reaction... Could it be that mayonnaise has stopped producing?

Faced with the earthwork's ignorance, Sougo didn't bother to speak any more, and walked along the street holding a lamp to check in boredom.At this time, the sky was not completely bright, and there were not many pedestrians on the road.The whole street seemed unusually quiet, compared to the hustle and bustle of the night, it was much more relaxed at the moment.

"Eh, but that?" Silver hair is always conspicuous, especially in dark places with few people.

"Ah, it's Soichiro-kun." Gintoki rubbed his eye sockets, obviously he didn't wake up.

"Well, but then you came out to work at this time?"

"Children, don't inquire too much, it will affect their growth." Gintoki patted Sougo on the shoulder, smiling like a rascal.

At this moment, Hijikata just came out of the alley, and when he heard the sound of silver, he slightly shifted his gaze, "Ah, is Mr. Hijikata here?"

When he saw Yinshi, Tufang was slightly taken aback.

It's only seven o'clock, he shouldn't be going out at this time.

Hold back the agitated emotions in my heart, forget it, it's not important anymore.

Curving the corner of his mouth, he quickly lit a cigarette, "Yeah."

"It's really hard work. The people's taxes are not in vain! Ah Yin is very pleased. Well, then I won't hinder your work." Yintoki waved his hand, "Let's go first." When passing by Hijikata, Yintoki After a short pause, "Thank you, Hijikata."

After Yinshi had gone a long way, Sougo approached Hijikata: "But what are you thanking you for, Hijikata-san?"

"Ah, because I lent him a few out-of-print DVDs a few days ago." Completely ignoring Sougo who was laughing to death behind him, Hijikata continued his patrol, grabbing the lantern.

Living with unrealistic expectations can sometimes be a real burden.

Oxygen can only be found by working continuously.

Sometimes, love is an instinct.Even if you don't know what love is or how to love, you still want to love and long to be loved.

It was instinct, no doubt about it.

Shinpachi kicked him out just after noon at silver time.

I can’t remember the reason clearly. He kept saying that he didn’t give himself a chance to interrupt so that Ah Yin and I could buffer my stagnant nerves. It was true that I hadn’t accepted a commission for a long time.

Gintoki was walking aimlessly on the street.This day is really decadent, if this goes on, it will probably be the end of the world.

The streets are still full of traffic, and Kabukicho is always so lively, full of laughter and noise, it seems that it will never understand what loneliness is.

"Ah..." A woman's voice suddenly caught Gintoki's attention.

"Honey! How are you? Did you fall? Come and let me see, did you sprain your ankle?" The man standing on the other side of the shop hurriedly ran over there, bringing a gust of cool wind .

"It's so dangerous, I almost slipped..."

"They are all going to be mothers, why are you so careless!"

"I'm sorry man, I didn't mean it." The woman seemed aggrieved and pouted.

"Really, you have to watch out for your stomach! You almost scared me to death just now!" The man had a bit of complaint in his eyes, but more of distress and worry, full of love.

Yinshi suddenly felt a little pain in his chest.

He thought of the woman who always wore a plain kimono with a calm smile and elegant demeanor.

Ah Chu...

If they have been together, it is estimated that the child will be able to walk.

Yinshi began to raise his head and stared at the sky for a long time, the gloomy gray blue scattered like rain in his heart little by little, forming a deep lake.

I'm still not mature enough...

In fact, how many people are willing to force themselves to grow up so cruelly?The difference is just—whether it is filled with too much fragile and useless pride, which abruptly separates the joyful sorrow and joy from crying and making noise.

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